I only like you when I'm a junior

Song Yu and Jiang Mingchuan sat face to face. Jiang Mingchuan could tell that Song Yu was in a good mood recently, even his face was a little fleshy. Song Yu started making tea. This is a studio, but Jiang Mingchuan couldn't understand those machines either. "This is my teacher's studio. He has gone on a business trip. I usually study here with him."

Jiang Mingchuan nodded, and Song Yu pointed to a jade carving and said to him, "See that one? It's my teacher's first large-scale work, A Cloud of Misty Rain, Ren Pingsheng. Now if you really want to sell it, you can sell it for several million, but he I don't plan to sell it either." After speaking, he put a cup of tea in front of Jiang Mingchuan, "Drink tea."

"They all said that you are quick-witted and lively. Seeing you today, you look much more mature than us." Jiang Mingchuan said. The Song Yu he met this time had a different temperament from the Song Yu at school. They are similar to them, but looking at him today, I can vaguely see that he is an experienced person, and the student spirit is not reflected in him.It looks like he has been rolling in the society for several years, calm and unrevealed.

"You think too much." Song Yu laughed, "I just sit here and my heart is very quiet. When I go out, I'm still a boy in his early 20s. My girlfriend often educates me, saying that she seems to be leading me. Like a child."

Jiang Mingchuan also smiled, and drank the tea. The tea entered his throat, and it was sweet and mellow. Even people like Jiang Mingchuan who don't know much about tea know that it should be a good tea.

"You came to me because of my brother?" Song Yu asked, "You said you want to know my brother?"

"Yes, I want to know what you know about your brother." Jiang Mingchuan expressed his intention.

"Brother Chuan, what's your relationship with my brother now?" Song Yu asked.

"Should be regarded as a good brother." Jiang Mingchuan said.

"That means you didn't catch up with my brother." Song Yu poured tea into Jiang Mingchuan's cup, "Then I shouldn't have anything to tell you. Ah Chuan, good friends should keep some secrets from each other, right? What's more, you are still a boy, even if you are with my brother, it will be difficult, why should I let my brother somehow have someone who understands him."

Song Yu looked at Jiang Mingchuan, waiting for his answer.

Jiang Mingchuan tapped the coffee table with his fingers, thinking about how to answer. It was true that Song Xu was in a mess when he was not around, and there were too many questions in his mind to clarify, but Song Xu would definitely not talk to him, so he found Song Yu , trying to learn more about Song Xu's past.

"Drinking tea, my teacher said that the tea will be unpalatable if it is cold." Song Yu said.

Jiang Mingchuan drank another cup and remained silent for a long time.Song Yu said: "I know that my brother is attractive, but I don't understand why you suddenly fell in love with my brother. Although I was a little skeptical before, I didn't think you had any reason to like him."

"Must there be a reason?" Jiang Mingchuan asked.

"That's not true, like I liked my girlfriend at first because she was good-looking. It was a very simple idea, but after I got to know her more and more, I liked it more and more." Song Yu smiled lightly.

"I don't know what step Song Xu feels towards me for the time being, but I feel that I can't be wrong. I just want to know how he treats him well and even pampers him. Whenever he has something on his mind, I want to know, I just want to know The solution is as simple as that." Jiang Mingchuan looked directly at Song Yu, "No one can tell what the future will be like, but you can change your mind, can't you have another person who is good to your brother?"

"Well, that's a good reason." Song Yu nodded, "But how do you say it? Why don't you tell me what you've learned, and I'll tell you some things selectively."

"Your father doesn't like your brother, your father prefers you, your brother wrote a very best-selling novel before, is that enough?"

Song Yu's expression changed, "My brother said these things, or Sister Luo Luo said them."

"How should I put it, Song Xu is actually a person who lacks love." Luo Luo and Jiang Mingchuan sent WeChat messages.

"Maybe because I became sympathetic to him later, so he was willing to tell me some things."

"Children's dependence on their parents is natural. Song Xu said that when he was young, he thought about how other children would have their parents to go out to play, and he could only stay at the grandparents' house. Later, Song Xu will take it back. In fact, he is very happy. The jealousy towards Song Yu disappeared after living together for a period of time when he was 6 years old. He said that Song Yu liked him very much and he wanted to protect his younger brother, but these words were instilled by his parents Is it?" Luoluo smiled feebly, "Uncle Song really cares about his son, that's right, but he's really too contradictory, he's always good-tempered towards Song Xu, and picky at the other, Song Xu can only Observe for yourself, Song Xu has been very popular with adults since he was a child, because he knows where the rules they like are. If a person is always looking at other people's faces, he must be sensitive. Isn't this what others say is delicate and emotionally intelligent? Is it? The age difference between the two brothers is not big, but there is still a gap in grades. Uncle Song likes Song Yu more and more, but although Song Xu spelled out his father's dumbfounding reasons later, he was dissatisfied. But when people are too kind and yearn for love, they always feel that it would be better if they worked harder. His mother always liked the safety of her home, and his father had only one expectation for them. Just live a healthy life.”

"He knows why my dad is always hot and cold towards him, but he just can't refuse my dad's request. He can speak for me and help me cover up. But he can't jump out of this pit by himself. I have no courage and no self-confidence. My dad has compared me to him since he was a child. He is fat, but he didn’t do it on purpose. His grades are not good, but it’s not because he didn’t work hard. He learned what he should learn, and that’s it.”

"I actually knew that he was writing novels, but he didn't delay his studies, and he wrote really well. I told him, brother, if one day you become famous for writing novels, the family will be very happy Bar."

"Then he tried to serialize it on the Internet, and got a lot of good reviews. Some editors came to him and said that he could publish a book, and the book sold well. It was the first time I saw him so happy to ask me, do you think I have finished writing this novel? , take out the money from the card and give it to Dad, he should agree that I will be a novelist in the future."

"I said yes, because that's what I thought. At that time, I was only a little interested in jade carving. I'm a high school student. I know something. I'll go to whatever everyone says is good, but my brother wants to be a novelist. , many times when my parents tried to test him, he could only be silent for the first time, so that my cousin's incident happened later."

"It's not that I haven't encouraged Song Xu to continue writing novels." Luoluo said, "I said that I can help you design a cover and draw an illustration after you write it. But Song Xu started to be soft and hard. The debating team made themselves eloquent, and went to the Social Federation to force themselves to make friends, engage in activities, and contact people. He said he just wanted to be confident. He said Luoluo, even if that novel really became popular, you can guarantee the next one Can you make me popular? Can you guarantee that my inspiration will not disappear suddenly? He repeatedly told himself the words that adults used to persuade others, but you know him, he only told himself, he never gave it to others He said that just because I chose this path does not mean that this path must be right. He is willing to support us to take another path, but he hopes that Song Yu and I will not persuade him. He said that he may think that Song Yu can succeed He is happy, but this is the path he chose after careful consideration that is good for everyone, don't let him hesitate any longer."

"But my brother actually knows in his heart that the more he cares about something, the more difficult it is to suppress every time. He used to go to a place where no one can contact him every week, and stay for a long time. After convincing himself He started to walk the broad road, but I know that one day he can't help it, like it can't be suppressed, as long as you think about it, you will continue to think involuntarily, and you will hate what you are doing now , it’s hard to do something you’re not interested in.”

"Song Yu and I have always been taken care of by Song Xu. Because he himself is suffering, he hopes that others will live well, better, especially well. But if we don't pull him up to Jiang Mingchuan, he still That self-abased kid who lacks love, I don't know what you think now, but if you really can, if you have the courage to bring him out, Song Yu and I will definitely support you."

Song Xu came out of the library, it was night again, he checked the time, it was past 7 o'clock, bought a sandwich and milk, and then went back by car.It seems that I haven’t been in this state for a long time. When I want to be alone, Song Yu’s reconciliation and Jiang Mingchuan’s "Wishing Sea" have a great impact on me. If I can persist ...Song Xu laughed at himself, why did he start thinking like this again after he had just sorted out his thoughts, he slowly shuttled through the crowd, there were still so many people on Sunday, he watched the child happily being carried by his father Playing around, watching couples snuggle up to each other, the world is still so lively and beautiful. In the bustling city, relying on this little bit of happiness gathered into the stars in the night sky, I feel much better when I look at it, and I miss it inexplicably Jiang Mingchuan.

I just miss it so much that I can’t wait to go back to school, whatever is fine, play with Le Zai together, go out for supper, review, good brothers, good friends, whatever in the future OK, I want to see him.

"Go get a sandwich," he thought, walking towards the subway entrance, and then Jiang Mingchuan walked out of the subway station slowly, and the two of them saw each other immediately.

As Jiang Mingchuan walked towards him step by step, Song Xu thought to himself, no matter what, at this moment, I know that I really like you.