I only like you when I'm a junior

Song Xu opened the door, and the father and mother had already changed their clothes. The father urged: "Hurry up, let's go to see your second uncle. Yu'er is preparing for the final exam, so we didn't tell him."

When the family came to the hospital, the mother held the second aunt's hand, "How is it? What did the doctor say?"

"It was fine a few days ago, but today I fell into a coma for some reason." The second aunt wiped her tears, she saw Song Xu, hurried over and grabbed Song Xu's hand, "Xu, go to aunt's house to see you Cousin, he hasn't eaten or slept in the past few days, and has been hiding in the room, I'm really afraid."

The mother patted the second aunt's shoulder, "It's okay, it's okay, Song Xu, go to your aunt's house and persuade your cousin, it's not his fault."

The second aunt gave him the keys of the house, and his father sent him there, and the two of them were silent all the way.

The father sighed, "It's not easy for your second uncle. A good kid said he would go to music after he went to college, and he would go to Beijing to make a living. He didn't want to come back to inherit your uncle's career. He was so aggrieved. I just suffered from insomnia, my health was not very good, I couldn’t fall asleep after a big quarrel and I couldn’t look away, and I accidentally took too much medicine, which caused complications.”

Song Xu was silent for a while, "Is that why he doesn't want brother to engage in music?"

Song Zhonghui drove the car, "Aizi is eager, you know that people on our side have never heard of anyone who engages in art, we have nothing to do with that world, and your cousin is still young, he doesn't know what is right, and he doesn't know what is right. I haven’t suffered much, and when I was instigated by others, I dreamed of what I could do. Adults know their children well, and they have been watching since they were young.”

"If something really happened to him like this, my cousin will blame himself." Song Xu said, "I don't understand, so can't I just talk about it, and let my cousin go out to play for a few years?"

Song Zhonghui was silent for a while, "You have to understand how hard it is for your second uncle, he also survived like this, your brother doesn't have that talent."

Song Xu felt unreasonable, but when the second aunt arrived, he didn't want to argue with his father. He went upstairs and opened the door. Staring blankly at the bed by the window, seeing Song Xu coming in, he didn't make a sound.

Song Xu walked up to him, looked at his sloppy face and black eyes, "Brother."

Song Xu called out, "Brother, I heard from Second Aunt that you haven't eaten for a few days, why don't we go eat something and take a walk?"

Cousin glanced at him, "Isn't he bad, why are you in the mood to come to me?"

"Then I have to worry about you too, you won't be able to make it if you go on like this." Song Xu said.

Cousin forced a smile, "Tell me, which side will my mother be on in the end?"

"Brother, why are you still thinking about this? Uncle's condition is not good right now. You pack up and follow me to see him." Song Xu said anxiously, "Can't you talk about it? Can't you take your time, really? If you want to kill me, you are father and son."

"Hehe." My cousin coughed a few times, and Song Xu followed his back, "If you really want to play music, you have to wait until this matter is over."

"Xiao Xu," the cousin looked at him, "Is there anything in particular you want to do?"

Song Xu was stunned for a moment, but his cousin ignored him, as if he was talking to himself, "I have, I have had it since I was a child, I like to make music, I like to create, and I like to arrange music. I didn't go to college before. At that time, I went to learn guitar and piano by myself, learn to write lyrics, learn to arrange music, but they didn’t even know about it. As soon as I got home, my dad would take that traditional Chinese medicine and ask me, what is this, what is its effect, and that What are the prescriptions and what are the indications? I just dragged my way to university, read the traditional Chinese medicine they wanted me to study, and went to the hospital for a few years as an intern when I came back, and then followed him in the clinic. There are some prescriptions handed down from my family at home. , he can pass it on to my generation.”

"But I'm not interested in these things. After I went to college, I have worked hard to study. I also found a group of good friends who play music. We even made a few songs with a high hit rate. I thought I would come back with my grades." You should be able to agree."

The cousin coughed violently again, and the more he talked, the more excited he was, "He did it on purpose. He is a doctor himself. He knows what his body looks like, but he insists on taking those medicines. He did it on purpose. Fuck it." "My cousin wailed, "I froze with him, he knew he couldn't persuade me anymore, he did it every time, he did it every time." My cousin threw the things by the window out fiercely. "He does this every time." Covering his face, he began to cry.

Song Xu was a little at a loss, held his hand, "Brother."

After crying for a while, the cousin wiped away the tears quietly, "I can't escape here, it's doomed. They are all adults like this, they will only do everything possible to drive you in the direction they want you to go Go, it doesn't matter what you say you hate me, I will understand him in the future. Hehe. Hehe."

"Brother..." Song Xu felt a chill for no reason, "Don't do anything stupid."

He will never forget the way his cousin looked at him, and his desperate expression suddenly became lighter.Song Xu still doesn't understand what it feels like, he just thinks he's crazy.

The second uncle still woke up, and the next day my cousin came over and knelt down to apologize, and personally took care of him until he was discharged from the hospital.He didn't mention the matter of learning music anymore, and it seemed that the matter just passed away. After the second uncle's family came to Song Xu's house for dinner and left, Song Zhonghui sighed: "A Ming has grown up, and he hasn't been angry with his father anymore. Now, how good it is now, his father has arranged a job for him after graduation, and he will inherit their family inheritance in the future, and he will have no worries for the rest of his life."

"That child still doesn't look energetic, lifeless." Su Yun picked up the tea set and was about to go to the kitchen to wash it.

"Hey, he will understand his parents' painstaking efforts in the future. By the way, A Xu, when you go to college, don't go to any messy clubs, join something meaningful, such as student unions, and you'd better join the party quickly, yes It will be good for you to be a civil servant in the future, Dad doesn't intend to let you come back to do business, don't worry."

Song Zhonghui gave him a rare hug, "It doesn't matter if you don't pass the exam, you don't pay attention to these things when you take the civil servant exam." He sighed again, "Fortunately, you have been sensible since you were a child. If you are like A Ming, maybe I will have to make trouble like his father." As soon as it comes out, you children, you don’t know what to do, haha. Any interest is not as good as having an iron rice bowl!"

"Don't talk nonsense." Su Yun cursed.

"Song Xu? Song Xu?" Jiang Mingchuan called out, "What are you thinking?"

Song Xu came back to his senses, "Ah? What's the matter, what did you say?"

"I said, have you read that novel? I heard it was very popular at the time, "Wishing Sea""

Song Xu shook his head, "I really haven't seen it."

"Really?" Jiang Mingchuan didn't ask any further, "Go and see it if you have time, it's really pretty, but it's a pity that I didn't write it down."

After ordering everything, Song Xu forced a smile at Jiang Mingchuan, thinking about the morning phone call in his mind.

"Preface, we agree with Song Yu to make his favorite jade carving." The mother sighed, "We went to meet his master and girlfriend, both of whom are well-educated and have a good family tradition. The two who came out really liked each other."

"Really, Dad really agreed?" Song Xu was a little surprised. After all, according to his thinking, it would take at least a year. Although his father favored Song Yu, how could he change his mind so quickly.

"Hey, there's nothing you can do if you don't agree, you can't be frozen with your own child." Su Yun sighed, "Of course I went to your second aunt's house a few days ago and was stimulated by seeing your cousin like that." .”

"What happened to him?" Song Xu asked.

"Leaving again, my wife ran away with someone else, and the child is just two years old, so pitiful. Your cousin has been like a log these few years. He sleeps every day except seeing a doctor, and doesn't communicate with others. Your second aunt said that he doesn't care about it all year round. I can't say a few words with him. Now she is helping to take care of the child."

"Oh really?" Song Xu said, "Dad felt afraid that Song Yu would become like brother, so he compromised?"

"That's what their family can't do. It's just his son. Your father sighed all night, thinking about what Song Yu wants to do, just go and do it. Don't worry about it. Anyway, you can come back."

Song Xu was silent for a while, "What if I don't come back?"

"Preface, stop irritating your parents. My parents are getting older and your father can argue with you. I'm really tired. Please be considerate and considerate of my mother, let my mother live a comfortable life. By the way, come back for summer vacation , I asked Yu'er to take her girlfriend back for a walk, and now I have figured it out, let's be older, getting along is the most important thing, and she seems to be able to control Song Yu's little monkey, which is pretty good."

"Song Xu?" Jiang Mingchuan patted him on the shoulder, "Why are you distracted again?"

"Maybe I didn't sleep well yesterday. It seems that I have to go back to catch up on sleep later." Song Xu said with a smile.Jiang Mingchuan was helping him with food while thinking whether he was walking the wrong way. He just mentioned that Song Xu's whole state was not right.But he was indeed surprised. In Song Xu's G drive, he saw the electronic proofreading version of the first two volumes of "Wishing the Sea", and the third novel, which was half written. Judging from the date of revision, the college entrance examination has not yet been completed. Why didn’t I write any more after that summer vacation? What happened?Song Xu never mentioned these things. Jiang Mingchuan was extremely curious, but after testing Song Xu for a while, he seemed to remember something unhappy.

"Mingchuan, I'm going to Guangzhou tomorrow to find a friend."

"Oh, I see. When are you leaving? When are you coming back?" Jiang Mingchuan asked.

"I'll be back tomorrow night." Song Xu said.

Jiang Mingchuan nodded, and asked on WeChat: "Does Song Xu have any good friends in Guangzhou?"

Soon Luoluo returned to him, "I haven't contacted any of his high school classmates. If you want to talk about Guangzhou, isn't it you?"