Bright night and dawn

Guan Fei walked to the door of the bedroom and found that the door was closed, so he knocked on the door, but his mother's voice did not come as expected.

So, Guan Fei opened the bedroom door lightly, and found his mother lying on the bed, as if asleep.Guan Fei looked at the bedroom door lightly, walked to the bed, smelled the smell of blood, moved faster than Guan Fei's thinking, Guan Fei threw away the plate in his hand, and lifted the quilt all at once.

Everything in front of him snapped Guan Fei's nerves. The bed was covered in blood, printed on the off-white quilt, while his mother was lying on the bed in a light blue cheongsam, and the blood was still flowing from her wrist. .

Guan Fei touched the mobile phone in his hand tremblingly, and made an emergency call, his voice trembling far more than expected.Guan Fei hugged his mother in his arms and rushed downstairs.

After leaving the house, Guan Fei kept running, and he could see his mother's pale face when he lowered his head.But Guan Fei didn't dare to bow his head, he was afraid that if he took another look, he would lose his mother forever.There was the sound of an ambulance in the distance, and the other party saw him and the woman covered in blood in his arms. A man in white got out of the car, looked at Guan Fei's mother's wrist, checked it again, and then it was gone. action.

Guan Fei shouted: "Take my mother to the hospital quickly, she can still be saved."

Seeing Guan Fei losing control of his emotions, another person in white walked up to Guan Fei's mother and said in a cold voice, "Your mother has already gone."

Guan Fei saw the eyes on the other person's mask, and there was no doubt about what was inside. He suddenly felt that the world was quiet, and he lowered his head to look at this gentle and watery woman.There is makeup on her face that her mother puts on every day, but no matter how beautiful the makeup is, it can't cover up her pale face. The light blue cheongsam fits her body closely. Perhaps this is the dress that her father loves her mother the most.

Guan Fei saw that her mother's carefully combed hair was a little messy because of her running. Guan Fei put her on the ground and pinned the hair that was scattered around her face behind her ears.

Guan Fei looked at his still beautiful mother, and the corners of his mouth began to rise, slowly changing from a smile to a big laugh.The people around didn't know what happened, they just looked at the weird scene in front of them, or there was another topic on the dining table of the people watching today, the boy hugging his dead mother and laughing.

Because Guan Fei's mother is an orphan, Guan Fei's mother is also Guan Fei's closest relative in this world, because the day his mother committed suicide was also the day his father died in prison.

Guan Fei saw the suicide note left by his mother on the bedside table, which was full of love for Guan Fei's father. Guan Fei touched the word "Guan Li" written in his mother's letter with his fingers. I knew my father's name, but it was on my mother's suicide note after my father died.

His mother's love for his father turned out to be so deep. Guan Fei never knew, nor could he imagine, the days when his mother could not let herself go looking for his father's traces all these years for himself.At the end of the suicide note, my mother asked for forgiveness, because she couldn't live alone in this world, because her beloved husband had already passed away.

Guan Fei looked at the last line, "Forgive me, Feifei, I am a coward, and I love you."

It turned out that he was the one who trapped his mother here. Guan Fei thought of this and shed tears.

This is the first time Guan Fei has shed tears since his mother died. The boy has not yet reacted to the previous incident, and his emotions have become so disturbed that he is suppressing himself.

Guan Fei lowered his head, looking at the urn as if looking at his mother's last side.Guan Fei deliberately chose a very exquisite box with antique patterns that his mother usually likes.

Standing on the edge of the cliff, Guan Fei seemed to see a father he had never seen before. He was holding his mother's hand. Her mother was still wearing the light blue cheongsam, and her back was very beautiful.

Mom turned her head and glanced at Guan Fei, with a smile on her face.It turns out that such a mother is happy. Guan Fei smiled and threw the box containing her mother's ashes into the sea.

When Guan Fei came home, he saw his mother’s high-heeled shoes at the door, as if he could see how his mother usually wore them to go shopping. Guan Fei kicked off his sneakers and looked at his scattered shoes and his mother’s He put the shoes neatly, and bent down to put his sneakers neatly next to his mother's high heels.

After walking two steps, we came to the kitchen, where there was still leftovers left over from making fried rice with eggs that day. Guan Fei rolled up his sleeves, took the water, and searched for the dish soap on the far side. Little by little, slowly I washed everything and put it on the drainer again.

Everything in the living room is quiet, Guan Fei just stood quietly at the stairs leading to the second floor, looking at everything in the living room, it seems that he has never seen this house in such detail before, even though he lives here every day, but These are the traces of mother.

After regaining consciousness, he glanced at the stairs. That day, he lowered his head and looked at the steps, because he was afraid of spilling the food he had prepared. Unfortunately, in the end, his mother still didn't eat the food he cooked for the first time. Guan Fei shook his head helplessly. shook his head.Guan Fei decided not to continue walking up, took out his mobile phone, looked for the number of housekeeping service, and dialed it.

"Jiang Tian, ​​are you free to come out for a chat?" Guan Fei took the phone and subconsciously dialed Jiang Tian's cell phone number after finishing the housekeeping call.

He was picked up almost instantly, "Of course."

"Where we first ate?"

"Is it convenient for you to come near my school? There is an XX coffee shop."

"Okay, it will arrive in about 10 minutes."

"Ok."

After the other party hung up the phone, Guan Fei realized that the world was so big that he had no relatives, and the only thing he could do was Jiang Tian to make him know that he was not alone.Perhaps Jiang Tian felt beyond his age, which made Guan Fei feel that he could talk to the other party.

Guan Fei entered the coffee shop and saw the tall and sunny boy at a glance.Jiang Tian sat in a corner, one side was covered by green plants, he seemed to sense Guan Fei's gaze, turned to look at the door, found Guan Fei standing at the door, and beckoned.

"Are you busy recently?" After Guan Fei sat down, he ordered a glass of Italian espresso, and heard Jiang Tian asking himself, like a good friend who hadn't seen him for a long time but never lost contact, so natural and kind, he just met Soon.

"I'm done." Guan Fei replied casually, but continued to say with a serious face, "I know who my father is." Yes, Guan Fei had chatted with Jiang Tian when they met for the first time His own family, and expressed his envy for the life of Jiang Tian's family of four.

"Oh?" Jiang Tian didn't say much, but guided Guan Fei to continue. Even though Guan Fei didn't take off the white coat, Jiang Tian still found a touch of black under the other party's loose coat. The T-shirt looks a bit abruptly black.

"But I still haven't seen him. He's already dead, in a foreign prison." Guan Fei saw the face staring at him in front of him, and wanted to tell everything, so that there would be someone like him, Have felt these things. "However, I'm not sad, because I was only curious about him since I was a child, and my feelings were not deep. To me, father is just a noun." Guan Fei saw the waiter coming with a plate, so he paused, and waited until the waiter left Kai, and continued: "But my mother loves him very much, so my mother went to pursue her happiness."

Jiang Tian felt a little regretful, because he didn't expect to hear such a heavy thing, and he didn't know how to comfort this boy who was older than himself, but who had lost his parents and seemed fragile.Fortunately, Guan Fei didn't want to comfort the other party, but just wanted to confide.

"It turned out that I didn't know that there is such love in the world. My mother said that her love is called being unable to live alone. She loves me too, but she thinks I can live well, so she went after my father. Do you believe in love? ? Jiang Tian." Guan Fei spoke very slowly, as if a lot of words disappeared in the gap of silence.

"Believe it." Jiang Tian didn't hesitate.

As if it was the earnest and unhesitating answer in Jiang Tian's eyes, Guan Fei's heart suddenly fell from fluttering and didn't know where to go, and suddenly fell down, feeling at ease. "I think my mother believed in love so firmly."

"She must be very happy now." Jiang Tian said with a slight smile.

"Yes, I think she has obtained real happiness now." Guan Fei picked up the cup and took a sip of coffee. He didn't like coffee and didn't understand these things, but his mother loved it, so he also remembered this The name, however, makes this coffee so bitter. "Tsk, what a pain."

Seeing Guan Fei frowning in pain, Jiang Tian couldn't help but smile, and pushed his untouched vanilla latte in front of him, "Do you want to try this?"

Guan Fei did not refuse, but took a sip, "This is sweeter and acceptable." Then he took another sip of his Italian espresso, "This is my mother's favorite coffee, but I have never drank it before. It turns out She likes bitter things. Don't girls like sweet things more?"

"I'm sorry, I don't know girls well, because I like men." Jiang Tian shrugged, with a helpless look on his face.

Sure enough, Guan Fei was still immersed in his mother's memories just now, and was immediately attracted by Jiang Tian's words. "How do you know you like men?"

"Because I fell in love with someone, and he is a man."

"It's that simple?" Guan Fei didn't seem to believe it.

But Jiang Tian nodded, "It's that simple."

"Okay, I lost to you."

The originally heavy atmosphere gradually took off like a hot air balloon. In a corner of the cafe, two boys faced each other, talking non-stop, like two classmates who had nowhere to rest on weekdays. Classmates, find a comfortable place and share your latest discoveries.