Bright night and dawn

In the past few days, Guan Fei found that his mother became more and more strange, because Guan Fei spent more time in school because he was busy with graduation, so he missed all kinds of abnormalities of his mother.

Guan Fei didn't know what kind of pain his mother endured and what kind of life he lived until he found his mother holding a photo and crying alone in the bedroom.

From a young age, Guan Fei believed that the most gentle woman in the world must be his mother. She would cook him the most delicious food, buy him delicate clothes, and his favorite toys, always before going to bed. , Tell yourself your favorite stories.

For such a woman, why didn't her father come back?So Guan Fei silently decided in his heart that his father must have died accidentally and was no longer in this world, so he wanted to love his mother more and make up for the pain that man brought to his mother.

The moment he saw the photo, Guan Fei knew that the only man in the photo must be his father, because they looked so alike.But why are you crying here alone?

"Why are you crying here?"

Guan Fei's mother, who was discovered, touched her face lightly, "I just miss your father so much."

"Where did he go?" Guan Fei felt that he had to face it, and this time he must hear his mother tell him the truth.

Guan Fei's mother replied as usual: "Your father just went to a far away place, and one day he will come back."

The only thing that made Guan Fei feel different was that when his mother said that she would definitely come back, there was a hint of crying and pain. "Where is it far away?" Guan Fei continued to ask.

"Mom doesn't know either, it's just far away."

"Is he dead?" Guan Fei asked her mother bluntly.

When Guan Fei's mother heard this, she looked at Guan Fei in disbelief, "Why do you miss your father like this, your father is living a good life."

"You're alive and well, why don't you come back?" Guan Fei didn't believe it.

Guan Fei's mother found that Guan Fei seemed to believe that his father was dead, "No, he won't die. He just won't come back."

"Where did he go? Who was he with?" Guan Fei thought, could it be that his father eloped with someone else?

"He...don't ask, Feifei." Guan Fei's mother seemed to be holding herself in pain.

"Today I must know who my father is, who is the man in this photo, where is he, and what is he doing." Seeing his mother's pain, Guan Fei felt very painful for some reason, but he Unable to control his emotions, he became irritable and began to question the poor tearful woman in front of him loudly.

"Feifei, calm down. Mom doesn't want to tell you. I really don't know where your father is."

"Then why are you so weird these days? Did something happen?" Although Guan Fei was very irritable, his thoughts were still calm, thinking of his mother's weird behavior some time ago, and always being alone with him during this time. Behavior of a person alone at home.Guan Fei continued to ask. "Why don't you trust me? Believe that I'm always by your side?"

"Feifei, your father may not come back." Guan Fei's mother saw this son who looked very similar to her husband in front of her. He had grown up and was able to face various things in life. Maybe she could tell He has more things to do.

Seeing his mother's mouth opening, Guan Fei didn't continue speaking, but Guan Fei didn't make a sound. He knew that his mother needed some time to sort out his mood. Sure enough, after a while, Guan Fei's mother continued to talk. : "Your father is a fucking drug dealer."

This answer has never been considered by Guan Fei, but after Guan Fei's mother said it, it seems that the following words can be said naturally, "Your father was a peddler when he was young, and I was a middle school student at that time. Teacher, it was destined by fate. We met and fell in love with each other in a completely different world. After getting married, when your father was about to quit, he was threatened. If he quit, I would be in danger. I didn't care about the days of hiding, but I suddenly became pregnant at that time. Your father..."

"I see. What about him now?"

"Your father is abroad now." Guan Fei's mother paused, and then continued, "In prison." After speaking, tears began to pour out of her eyes again.

"Is there still a chance to come out?"

"Your father's subordinates told me that they might be killed in prison by the people above." Guan Fei's mother exhausted all the strength in her body and then limp on the bed, crying loudly.

Guan Fei sat beside his mother, hugging the weak and helpless woman with his long and powerful arms. "I'm still here." When Guan Fei first heard about his fatherhood, he was surprised and unexpected.However, that kind of life was too far away from him, and his father didn't leave any impression in his mind at all, so Guan Fei found that even though he knew that his father might be killed soon, he was extraordinarily calm.

At the same time, I also understood why my father was so secretive and didn't even go back to China to see me and my mother, because returning might just push the mother and son into a dangerous fire pit.Love without power to protect is the most irritating thing, and now Guan Fei can empathize with his father very much.

Hearing his mother crying in his arms, Guan Fei clumsily stroked her back and comforted her in a low voice.At least I still have myself, I will definitely take good care of my mother, and I will definitely accompany my mother.

After a few days of absence from the game, Jiang Tian, ​​Guan Fei's only close contact, took the initiative to contact him. Guan Fei didn't say too much, but said that there was something at home temporarily, so he couldn't play the game, and told Jiang Tian not to worry too much about himself.Jiang Tian on the other side of the phone could hear the tiredness in Guan Fei's voice, but he knew that he couldn't say anything more. Since he knew Guan Fei, he already knew it, so he still left a sentence: "If you need anything, remember to call me " Guan Fei looked at the phone that had been hung up, he was so downcast, he was comforted by a child younger than himself.

Looking at his mother's bedroom upstairs, Guan Fei put his mobile phone in his trouser pocket, poured out the food from the induction cooker, and put it on his mother's favorite plate. Although his own cooking was not good enough, but I can definitely let my mother come out.

Guan Fei was holding the plate with light patterns on it, and there were some unattractive egg fried rice piled up in a hill, and slowly walked up the stairs to the second floor.

"I must always be by my mother's side, so that she will get better." At that time, Guan Fei thought so simply, thinking that this might make up for the pain of his mother's loss of his father. Guan Fei doesn't know that love is something that has no reason or cannot live alone.