Night Labyrinth

Saturday September 2011, 9

I have always wanted to study art before, but I never had the opportunity.

The first two years of college were used to earn scholarships, and now the junior year has begun, so if you don’t study, you will have no chance.

I mentioned it to Song Qian before, and she said to help me pay attention.As a result, today she told me that a school girl she met at a fellow villager meeting also wanted to learn, saying that we can work together.

In the afternoon, she brought someone over. She was a very cute girl, a sophomore.

I saw that she was a little reserved in front of me, so I smiled politely at her and took the initiative to chat with her.

After a while she seemed to relax, and excitedly told me about manga, and that she was a rotten girl.

I understand the meaning of rotten girls, and know that there are many in school.But I'm not interested, and I'm not very repulsed.

Sunday, July 2011, 9

Today is the first day I went to the studio, and my childhood wish finally came true.

The studio was found by the little girl two days ago, and I felt good about it, so I settled on it.

Today is the first time I go, there is no paper and pen, the teacher said to use her first.

After one class, the teacher spoke very seriously, and I felt that he was a responsible person, and I studied very carefully.

After class, the little girl and I went to buy painting materials. She was bouncing around happily.She said to me, "Senior sister, you study hard."

I smiled and said, "You're doing well too."

In the future, after graduating and working, there may be no opportunities. If you don’t study hard, what should you do?

By the way, on the way back, I noticed that there is a building near the studio that looks like a high school teaching building.

Orange pink, exactly the same.

Sunday, July 2011, 9

Today is the third class of the studio, we drew some simple geometric figures.

The teacher praised me for my clean drawing, although it was obvious that I had a talent for painting after just a few lessons.

I am very happy to be affirmed, and I will try my best to learn more.

After class, Lu Fei said to me again, "Senior sister, you are so amazing, you have been praised by Teacher Tian so quickly."

I said to her, "You can call me He Lin instead of calling me senior."

She nodded and said, "He Lin, please let me be your fan~"

Seeing that she looked like a cute kitten, I reached out and touched her head unconsciously, and agreed casually, "Okay, then I can't change my mind!"

"Promise not!" She raised her hand to make an oath, her eyes turned out to be very serious.

Thanks to this fall, I learned something I always wanted to learn and met interesting people.

Saturday, January 2011, 9

When I came back from the studio just now, Song Qian asked me with a smile, "How are you getting along with Lu Fei? I think she likes you very much. When I see you in the past two weeks, I will ask you about you. You said she won't Are you in love with you?"

Song Qian just talked casually, and then went on to do other things.

But I couldn't help but think a lot, thinking of Shen Xueer.

I remembered that on the day when the college entrance examination ended, everyone came out of the examination room and couldn't contain their excitement for being finally liberated. The whole class went to eat together, and then went to KTV after eating.

It was already dark when we came out of the KTV, and everyone went back to their homes by bicycle.

Shen Xueer and I have been having a good time, and the two families are close to each other, so we naturally left together.

Just as I was about to step on the bicycle, she suddenly said to me, "He Lin, shall we walk back? I have something to tell you."

I was still immersed in the excitement of the end of the college entrance examination, so I nodded and agreed without thinking too much.

She told me the truth, but she just walked forward without opening her mouth.

I couldn't help but asked her what you wanted to say.

Then I heard her whisper "I love you."

I didn't understand, but just as I wanted her to repeat it, she suddenly burst into tears, and she yelled at me, "I like you, I like you! He Lin, do you know that!"

I was stunned and could only look at her helplessly.

Does the "like" she says mean the kind of like between a man and a woman?

But both of us are obviously girls.

I do not understand.

When she saw me looking at her suspiciously, tears flowed more and more.

I took out two tissues from my bag and tried to hand them to her, but she pushed my hand away.

I said, "What's wrong with you today? Aren't we best friends?"

But she laughed, with a sad smile, "I never want to be friends with you."

At that moment, I felt very sad. We went to school together, finished school together, did homework together, hung out together, chatted together, and imagined the future together. We celebrated each other’s birthdays and comforted each other when we encountered misfortune.

We are such good friends, how can she say that?

"I'm sorry, He Lin, I originally considered you a friend, but I don't know when it changed, I fell in love with you..." She covered her face and cried, "The reason why I didn't tell you is because I didn't want to I lost you as a friend, but today I really can't bear it."

"Can we still be friends?" That's all I care about.

"No, I can't." She shook her head and said something I still remember clearly, she said, "If you can't like me, don't ever give me hope."

"But I really want to be your friend, and I like you very much." I yelled at her, and my eyes were red too.

"No, we're not talking about the same kind of liking. I can't make your kind become mine, so I'm sorry, He Lin..."

After she finished speaking, she stretched out her hand to my shoulder, and I subconsciously took a step back, and she just stood there without moving.

"Don't say sorry to me, I don't want to hear sorry, I just want us to go back to the way we were before." I shouted and tears flowed. "You know my sadness, only you understand me, I don't want to lose you as a friend!"

She shook her head, her expression was very sad, "I really have no way to go on like this, He Lin, goodbye."

After she finished speaking, she rode on her bicycle and walked away.

And I was still standing there, repeating "Liar! Liar! Shen Xueer, you are a liar!"

Afterwards we had no contact with each other until we accidentally heard that she was engaged at the beginning of this day.

And after that, when I went to college, I kept a safe distance from other people, and I never talked to anyone about family affairs.

I thought of so much before I knew it, so I still remember it so clearly.

It doesn't feel good to remember the past.

Sunday, July 2011, 9

On the way to the studio today, I deliberately observed Lu Fei carefully. She was still bouncing around like before, but Song Qian probably misunderstood her silly and enthusiastic personality.

No, it was Song Qian who said it casually and I was overthinking it.

Really a false alarm.

Saturday, January 2011, 9

I feel something is wrong.

Today, when I came out of the studio, it started to rain suddenly. The teacher only had an extra raincoat, so Lu Fei and I put it on and walked to the bus stop.

The two put their raincoats over their heads, and the space suddenly became narrow.

I felt a little bored, turned my head to look at Lu Fei, and saw her looking down at the ground without speaking, I suddenly felt that the atmosphere was a little weird.

I wanted to say something, but found I couldn't.

Fortunately, the station was very close to the studio, and we arrived there not long after, and luckily, a bus came immediately.

After getting on the bus, we were squeezed away by other people, and we stood far away from each other.

She didn't mean to come, and I stood still.

Just so silent all the way, and then arrived at the station.

Lu Fei got out of the car first, I looked at the sporadic raindrops outside, but suddenly hesitated.

At this moment, I clearly felt a kind of fear.

"The rain is much lighter, no need to wear a raincoat." I got out of the car and said it so casually on purpose, and I was about to leave after speaking.

Then Lu Fei couldn't help but put the raincoat on our heads, and she said, "It still hasn't stopped."

Her voice was low, hiding a secret that frightened me.

I didn't say anything, but paid attention to her quietly. I think she looked a little anxious.

I need to say something quickly.

Thinking of this, I blurted out, "It's so obvious!"

And Lu Fei raised her head to look at me, raised her voice suddenly, and said, "Why?"

I got the feeling she was a little upset, even questioning.

Only then did I realize that my casual words might have misunderstood her, so I quickly said, "It's so embarrassing!"

She didn't speak anymore, it seemed that she acquiesced to my reasons.

Then we continued to walk to the school. I wanted to say something, but I was afraid that I might say something wrong, so I stopped talking.

But I seemed to be infected by Lu Fei's emotions, and every step I took, I became more and more anxious.

I finally got to her bedroom downstairs, and I sent her under the eaves, and quickly took off the raincoat on top of her head.

At that moment, I clearly felt relieved.

I turned around and saw Lu Fei hesitated to speak, so I hurriedly said goodbye to her and went back to the dormitory.

But as soon as I walked out of Lu Fei's sight range, I took off my raincoat.

The raindrops poured on me, it was icy cold, which relieved me a little bit of irritability.

Back in the dormitory, I hung up the raincoat and went straight to the shower.

After washing, the mood calmed down a lot.

But just casually logged on to QQ, and saw Lu Fei posting a status, she said, "It's so lucky to wear a raincoat on a heavy rainy day."

I can't explain why, but I suddenly feel a little angry.

I glanced at the comments below, someone asked who she was with, but she didn't reply.

That's fine, and I don't want her to reply, it's best if she can delete this damn status, but I have no right or reason to ask her to do that.

I hope it's just me thinking too much, I don't want to see what happened two years ago repeat itself.

Although Lu Fei and I are not as good friends as Shen Xueer, I don't want this kind of thing to happen again.

Absolutely not!

Sunday, July 2011, 9

I was a little confused last night. After thinking about it, I don’t need to think so much. We have only known each other for a short time. This kind of thing can be prevented before it happens, as long as we make it clear earlier.

So I came out of the studio today, and after dinner with Lu Fei, I said, "Don't go back, let's go for a walk on the playground."

I saw her froze for a moment, then immediately agreed.

Yesterday's rain made the playground very wet, but today the weather is clear and the air is good.

We walked along the runway of the playground.

After walking around, I thought it was almost enough, so I stopped, leaned against the railing, and casually mentioned Shen Xueer's matter to her.

I told her a good friend in high school had confessed to me, and I was freaked out.I deliberately smiled and asked Lu Fei, "I don't look like a lesbian, do I?"

I saw her nod slightly.

Then I said, "Lu Fei, no matter what I do in the future, don't be tempted, because I won't be responsible to you."

I tried to look lighthearted and joking, wondering if she felt it.

But actually I was a little nervous.

Then she "cut" and looked very disdainful.

This expression made me feel very at ease.

Afterwards we chatted for a few more words and then went back to the dormitory. I think Lu Fei probably won't like me.

But true or false, I have managed to prevent problems before they happen, which is really great.

Sunday, July 2011, 10

I'm so crazy!

When I came out of the studio to cross the road today, Lu Fei was looking around, I gave her a hand, and a car passed by and almost brushed her!

I reprimanded her for being so careless, and she lowered her head timidly and pointed at a pair of uncles who passed by hand in hand. I was so angry and funny when I saw it, I reached out and patted her head.

I said, "What will you do after this?"

She raised her face and smiled at me, and said, "Master He Lin, please save me."

I smiled and didn't speak.

Then she said, "Let me repay my lord for saving my life."

At that time, I didn't know which muscle in my head was wrong, so I blurted out, "How to repay? Shall I promise you with my body?"

After I finished speaking, I wished I could slap myself a big mouth.

Sure enough, I saw Lu Fei froze for a moment, then turned his head and said in a low voice, "Actually, what I want to say is to treat you to dinner... But, as a promise... If He Lin..."

"I'm kidding." I said quickly.

"I know." She raised her head and smiled at me.

Later Lu Fei invited me to dinner.

But I feel very uncomfortable.

Obviously since I told her about Shen Xueer at the end of September, the two of us have been living in peace and harmony, and I haven't done anything to make her misunderstand, but did my words today make her think too much?

I'm really sick, why should I say such unnecessary words.

Forget it, it's not a big deal.

Friday, November 2011, 10

Today my mom called and asked if I had a boyfriend.

I said how is it possible.

She said that is impossible, you have called home less recently than before.

It just occurred to me that I did have fewer phone calls because I went to the studio, and many times I was still painting when I returned to the dormitory, and I forgot without knowing it.

I said no, you are thinking too much.

Then my mother said that I actually wish you could find a boyfriend sooner.

I joked, what are you doing, you want to drive me out.

My mother didn't laugh, she just said, let him take care of you.

When I hung up the phone, I felt a little uncomfortable.

There are some things I want to say but are afraid of hurting my mother's heart.

But actually I don't want a boyfriend, and I don't need one.

What if I did find a boyfriend who was like my dad?

In fact, I have always felt that love has nothing to do with me.

Whenever I see couples pretending to be intimate on campus, I have no envy, only disgust.

All I could think was, how childish, how boring.

So I don't know what it's like to like someone, but I don't want to know either.

Maybe I will have a family in the future, but I don't need love.

Love is so fake.

I just want to be free.

But I don't know how many years this freedom is left.

Saturday, January 2011, 11

Today Lu Fei told me very excitedly that he wrote a Tanmei novel and wanted to show it to me.

In fact, I am not interested, but I am not embarrassed to say.

She said she would use Bluetooth to send it to me. I took out my phone, and then it suddenly occurred to me that I hadn't used the Bluetooth function of the phone and couldn't connect.

So I said so, and then she looked very disappointed.

Just now I was surfing the Internet in the dormitory, her QQ suddenly trembled, and then sent a word.

I took a look, and sure enough, it was the novel she was talking about.

I simply clicked and looked at it. Fortunately, there were only a few thousand words, so I quickly skimmed it and didn't waste much time.

Lu Fei's writing style is okay, but the content is nothing more than a story about two men getting entangled for a while and then getting together again, which feels very boring.

Love, being in love, that's what everyone seems to be thinking about.

What's so good about it?I do not understand.

Sunday, July 2011, 11

Lu Fei asked me how is the novel?

My answer is well written.

Then she said to me excitedly, "Content! Where is the content?"

"It's okay." I said perfunctorily.

She looked a little disappointed, and said in a low voice, "I have never been in a relationship and have no experience in love. Otherwise, I must write something super awesome!"

I smiled, "Come on then! I'm looking forward to it."

Then she sighed and said, "It's a pity that there is no suitable partner."

I just said, "There will be."

Fortunately, I didn't say anything unnecessary this time.

But is love really such a good thing?Why does everyone want it?

Thursday, May 2011, 11

It snowed today, the first snow of the year.

In the evening, Song Qian and I went to eat, and she suddenly pushed my arm on the way to the cafeteria.

I looked in the direction she indicated and saw Lu Fei.

Lu Fei was walking to the dormitory with another girl. She hugged the girl's arm tightly and shouted, "Ahh! Why is it so slippery! It's freezing right after dark! I'm about to fall to my death !"

"Forget it, the real fall is because I was pulled by you, and then you can hit me!" said the girl next to me.

"Concubine Shu! You are so brave, you dare to mock me! Believe it or not, I will push you down soon after I return to the palace, and then hit you!"

"Lu Fei!" Song Qian said hello and pulled me over.

When Lu Fei saw us, he immediately moved away from the girl and stood up straight.

"What are you playing?" Song Qian asked with a smile.

"Ah, it's nothing, it's just that the one just now was too slippery." Lu Fei explained, and then looked at me.

I smiled and nodded to her.

"I heard what you said just now about 'overthrowing' and not 'overthrowing'. That's what you said to me about 'Xiao Gong' and 'Xiao Shou' before?" Song Qian teased.

"No, no, just kidding." Lu Fei hurriedly waved his hands, looking a little eager.

"Is this Miss He Lin?" The girl next to her looked at me and asked.

"Well, I am." I nodded to her.

"Lu Fei always told me that you are very good at drawing." The girl said with a smile.

"Thank you, Lu Fei's painting is also very good." I replied.

"No, Master He Lin's paintings are really great." I saw Lu Fei bowing his head.

"Let's go to dinner, have you eaten yet?" Song Qian asked.

"I just ate, and I'm going back to the dormitory." The girl next to Lu Fei said.

Then Song Qian nodded to them and said, "Then we will go there."

After she finished speaking, I took the first step and walked towards the cafeteria.

In fact, I was thinking too much before, Lu Fei didn't have that special meaning to me at all, she was just so warm to everyone, didn't she have a good time with that girl just now?

It seems that I really think too much, but this is also very good, I don't need to be careful with her in the future.

It was just a joke, no one would take it seriously.

Saturday, January 2011, 12

Since I realized that Lu Fei just likes to joke, I feel relieved to respond to her jokes.

She said something black-bellied, I raised her chin, looked at her with a smirk and said, "Like this?"

She said thank you to me, and I replied, "Don't say it with your mouth, repay it with your body."

Sure enough, if I don't think so much, I can respond to her jokes well, or take the initiative to joke with her.

Then seeing her blushing and deflated, I felt very happy.

That's right, Lu Fei is a very interesting person, it's really good to be friends.

Sunday, July 2011, 12

Am I getting this wrong?

I began to doubt Lu Fei's feelings for me again.

Today I was joking with her again, but instead of refusing to blush, she calmly said to me, "What if I fall in love with you again?"

I don't know if it was my illusion, but I actually felt a kind of sadness in her eyes.

"How come?" I said, but I was very uncertain.

"Yes." Lu Fei replied without saying anything.

Am I doing something wrong?

Have I gone a little too far lately?

I'm really at a loss.

But today is the last time I go back to the studio for this semester, and I have to review and prepare for the final exam next week.

Don't think about it for now.

It will be another two months of winter vacation, and we will not see each other.

Huh, this year's final exam is so early.

Saturday, January 2012, 3

I worked as a tutor for more than a month, and survived the boring New Year.

Today is the first weekend of the second semester of junior year.

Last night Lu Fei called me and asked if I would go today, and I said yes.

So today we made an appointment to go to the studio together, and when I went out, she was already waiting for me at the back door of the school.

She greeted me warmly, not at all alienated by almost three months of no contact.

I feel a little relieved in my heart, I should be able to be good friends with Lu Fei forever.

I haven't used a pen for 3 months, and my hands are a bit raw when I draw it, but it's okay, I can still pick it up after trying it today.

Then come on in the new semester!

Saturday, January 2012, 3

Study hard, paint hard, and occasionally tease Lu Fei.

This kind of life is very fulfilling and happy.

It would be great if it could go on forever.

But there is not much time left.

Maybe I'm still too pessimistic.

Saturday, January 2012, 3

Just now my mother called me and asked me when I was getting married.

I don't even have a boyfriend, how about a woolen marriage?

But my sister is getting married soon, on the 12th of next month.

Alas, get married.

Thursday, May 2012, 4

I took two days off to go back to attend the wedding and help prepare various things.

Because of this incident, the stagnant atmosphere at home became tense and busy.

On the day of the wedding, my parents greeted the guests kindly.

At that moment, I suddenly hoped that time could stop, and it would be great to stay in this moment, even if it was false.

Wednesday, July 2012, 4

It was a bit of a surprise to receive Lu Fei's birthday present early this morning.

It was a multimedia message with a lyrics written in it, to be exact, a revised lyrics.

She even changed the recent Divine Comedy into all kinds of sentences praising me.

And it's even smoother than the original lyrics, every sentence rhymes, and it's very catchy to read.

Her writing is really good, and of course her creativity is even better.

The content is:

Now please go to an empty corner.

Get out your MP4.

Make sure no one is nearby.

Put on your headphones (this is very important).

Open Divine Comedy.

Ok?

The following is a shocking work for you!

Get ready to tremble!

5.

4.

3.

2.

1.

Then there are those lyrics that she rewrote.

When I first saw the beginning of the MMS, I didn't know why, but I laughed when I watched it.

I have to say that the synchronization rate of this song's lyrics is so high that she didn't even pull down the accompaniment in the middle, and it just happened to get stuck at the place where the MMS page should be turned.

Also wrote: Well, now you can turn the page!

I read it sentence by sentence, and each sentence is different.

At the end is the blessing: I wish Master He Lin a happy birthday!

By brainless fan Lu Fei*^_^*

After reading it back and forth twice, I really opened up the lyrics and listened to it while figuring it out.

Of course, I will not go to any "no man's corner".

But I was really amused by the lyrics for a long time.

Song Qian from the lower bunk asked me why I was laughing, which made the bed shake.

I showed her the phone, and she was amazed when she saw it, saying that Lu Fei really puts so much effort into it.

Holding the phone, I couldn't help but think about how long it took Lu Fei to write this, and how much thought it took to complete it.

I couldn't put it down and watched it for a long time, and it wasn't until an hour later that I remembered that I hadn't replied to Lu Fei's text message.

I hurriedly edited the text message, wanting to express my thanks.

After making it up and about to send it, Song Qian suddenly said, "Lu Fei won't really like you, will he?"

I froze, and my movements stopped.

Yes, why did she take such pains to make up such an MMS for me?

We are just close friends who draw together, and I haven't done anything for her to deserve what she did to me.

why?

Thinking of this, I read that MMS from beginning to end.

Maybe there is some ambiguous hint, right?

But I went back and forth to check it several times, and read it word by word, but I didn't find anything unusual.

It seems to be a funny and complimenting multimedia message.

Later, I was still not sure, so I put the matter aside for the time being.

It wasn't until 7 o'clock in the evening that I realized that I hadn't replied, and it would be too embarrassing to delay it any longer.So I quickly made up an article, "Lu Fei, you are so talented, I enjoyed watching this all day! Thank you, I like it very much."

When I pressed the send button, I was thinking, will Lu Fei reply me again?Will she say anything?

As a result, before I finished thinking, the phone rang, which startled me.

Taking it over for a look, Lu Fei actually returned the phone directly.

"Hi." I said.

"Hi. Happy birthday, Master He Lin!" said Lu Fei on the opposite side in one breath.

"Well, thank you." I kept my voice calm, but my heart began to get nervous.

"Well, it's great that you like that lyrics, I hope you'll be happy after reading it!" Her voice sounded like she was almost out of breath to me.

So I quickly said, "I like it very much. You are so amazing, I was so happy watching it all day, I even forgot to text you back."

"As long as you are happy, then I didn't write it in vain." Lu Fei didn't question my explanation, but accepted the lie happily.

"How come, I like it very much, you are so talented." I repeated it again, probably affected by her nervousness, and I didn't know what to say.

"Did you eat noodles today?" Lu Fei quickly started the next topic.

"No, the Mala Tang I ate today. I don't even remember it." I replied.

"Oh, then I must eat it next time." Lu Fei's voice was soft and timid.

"Well, okay." I unconsciously used a soothing tone.

Then the topic fell into silence again, and then I heard Lu Fei quickly say, "That, that's it. Ah, goodbye!"

"Well, goodbye!" I said to her with a smile.

"Goodbye, and happy birthday, Lord He Lin!" she repeated again.

"Thank you, goodbye." After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone.

I took a breath and checked the call time, but it was only 2 minutes.

Even though I had been very calm just now, when I put down the phone, my heart began to feel anxious.

I can now be sure that Lu Fei really likes me.

Sunday, July 2012, 4

Obviously I should alienate Lu Fei, but I couldn't help teasing her even more.

Not just responding to the jokes she made, but even making jokes of her own initiative.

Maybe it was because she had seen through her mind that she unconsciously wanted to tease her.

I know I'm a bit nasty, but I can't control it.

In fact, Lu Fei should also like this.

I'm starting to look forward to next week's art class.

Wednesday, May 2012, 5

I met my former high school classmates today, and we talked about Shen Xueer.

She told me that Shen Xueer had just given birth to a boy not long ago.

I was taken aback for a moment, and then she asked me, "Didn't you guys have a good time in high school? You were inseparable all day long. Don't you know?"

"I don't know." I shook my head.

Then she didn't ask any more questions, and started talking about other things.

"If you can't like me, never give me hope."

After I came back, Shen Xueer's original words kept circling in my mind.

But what I thought of was Lu Fei.

Am I being too cruel to her?

I should reflect.

Monday, March 2012, 5

I must be crazy!

I actually sent Lu Fei a text message today! 13:14!

In the morning, I had nothing to do, so I randomly made up a text message to pay attention to heatstroke prevention as summer was approaching, and sent it to Song Qian and the others.

The beginning is "It's okay to meet each other, don't miss you all the time. The heat is getting stronger these days..."

Then Song Qian asked me during lunch, "Did you send that text message to Lu Fei?"

I said, "No."

She said, "If someone makes up such a thoughtful birthday MMS for you, you should send one back too!"

I thought Song Qian was right, so I picked up my phone and wanted to send it.

In the end, she stopped me, "Eat first, get a hand of oil, go back and send it later."

I put my phone away and suddenly understood what Song Qian meant.

There was a courtship on campus last night, and a man placed a heart-shaped candle in the female dormitory to confess his love, so I was sensitively aware that there was still a difference in the date today.

And now it is 12:1, and it will be [-]:[-] when we go back after dinner. I think Song Qian deliberately asked me to send it at the time of "I love you forever".

But by accident, I did not refuse.

It was 1 o'clock when I returned to the dormitory.

I took out my phone, and Song Qian snatched it immediately after seeing it.

She said, "Let me play that game last time."

I followed her, but I said in my heart that it was so.

Just as I guessed, 10 minutes later, Song Qian handed me the phone, and said to me with a look of sudden memory, "By the way, I asked you to send text messages to Lu Fei, I forgot about it, Return it to you, send it quickly."

I took the phone with a smile and saw that the time was 13:12.

I unlocked the phone, dug out the text message, and found Lu Fei's number.

Then just after 14 minutes, I pressed the send button.

"Have you sent it yet?" Song Qian leaned over, and I showed her the phone screen.

Then she smirked, "Hahahaha, you've been fooled, look at the time when your text message was sent."

I glanced at it, pretending to realize it, then slapped Song Qian's head hard, and said with a smile, "You really hope we're together?"

Song Qian punched me, then rubbed her forehead and said, "Just kidding, really."

Yes, it's just a joke.

But after that, I waited restlessly for Lu Fei's reply.

1 minute, no reply.

3 minute, no reply.

5 minute, no reply.

10 minutes, still no reply.

Normally, Lu Fei would reply within 3 minutes after receiving my text message.

But today, she didn't reply for half an hour.

I'm a little worried that she won't take it seriously, she won't run downstairs to me in a while and make some kind of door to get out.

I began to regret the joke, and then said it unconsciously, "Why hasn't Lu Fei replied?"

Song Qian looked at me with a smile, and teased, "What? I can't wait. Maybe she didn't take her mobile phone when she went out, and she will get back to you in a while."

I thought to myself that I was thinking too much, it is very likely that Lu Fei just went out without a mobile phone.

Sure enough, shortly after Song Qian finished speaking, my mobile phone's text message rang.

I quickly picked it up and clicked on it, and saw the content, "Sorry, I just went to take a shower today, so I just saw the text message, thank you, you should pay more attention to your body O(∩_∩)O"

Song Qian poked her head over to look at my phone, then smiled meanly, "What? Are you disappointed?"

I said, "Stay there." I waved my hands and ignored her.

But she was right. I just opened the text message and saw it for the first time. I was really relieved from the bottom of my heart.

But what followed was disappointment.

Maybe it's the disappointment that the joke didn't work out.

It's ridiculous, how can I become addicted to playing by myself.

Fortunately, she didn't take it seriously, so I was relieved.

Well, don't worry.

Saturday, January 2012, 5

I just found out today that I was wrong.

On the way to the studio, Lu Fei and I were chatting casually. Seeing her lack of interest, I suddenly wondered if she was paying attention to the text message that afternoon.

And I said, "By the way, the text message from that afternoon..."

But she directly interrupted me and said, "I know, Sister Song Qian told me that night, it was a prank she played."

"En." I replied, wanting to ask but not daring to ask again.

Then I heard her continue, "I didn't realize it at first, and they said I didn't notice the time until I arrived." She sighed, "Oh, it's me, what do you say if you send it to others and cause them to misunderstand manage?"

Seeing her calm expression, I couldn't help joking, "Then I'll make the mistake."

After I finished speaking, I saw Lu Fei was stunned, and she stared at me with wide eyes.

I quickly said, "I'm just kidding."

She tilted her head and smiled, "I know."

I think she smiles a little sadly.

Later, when I was painting, I unconsciously glanced at Lu Fei, only to realize that she was also looking at me.

Seeing me looking at her, she smiled and turned her head quickly. I suddenly thought, did she always look at me like this before, but I didn't pay attention.

I'm a little sad.

Lu Fei, will you also confess your love to me at graduation?

Why has to be this way?

I want to take you like