paranoid dependence

Neither of them ate or slept well that night.

Gu Zhi woke up after only sleeping for a while. On the one hand, he had something on his mind that he couldn't fall asleep. On the other hand, he was also worried that Nian Nian would be hungry, and he wouldn't be able to sleep well without his coaxing.

But later even though Gu Zhi tidied up his emotions and wanted to let Shen Nian sleep for a while, Shen Nian still couldn't fall asleep when he coaxed him like before.Shen Nian grabbed him and patted his hand lightly:

"Brother Zhi, I'm not sleepy."

Maybe Gu Zhi and Shen Nian were in the same mood, so it was rare that they didn't force themselves. The two of them lay side by side and held hands and chatted briefly for a few words before saying anything else.

When the sky was slightly bright, Shen Nian couldn't hold on to sleep for a while. He originally thought that he would not have nightmares. After all, all he was thinking about was how to solve stubborn matters, but he still had nightmares.

Gu Zhi woke him up in time, his eyes were filled with worry: "Are you okay?"

"It's okay." Shen Nian slowly eased his breathing, and gently squeezed his hand.

Shen Nian had thought about it, thought that Gu Zhi would refuse to go to school after Ning Jia appeared, so that he could avoid seeing Ning Jia to a certain extent, and Shen Nian was also ready to agree to him, although escaping was not the solution to the problem, but without Before the solution, Shen Nian was also reluctant to face those things again.

But surprisingly, Gu Zhi didn't do that, he simply had breakfast and was ready to go to school.

Shen Nian watched him say nothing, but Gu Zhi walked over and took his hand: "Nian Nian, there are some things that cannot be avoided, I don't want to procrastinate."

Since you can't avoid it, face it and solve it as soon as possible.Gu Zhi didn't want to lose control of his emotions like yesterday, and made Nian Nian worry about him, he couldn't even coax him to sleep well.

The shadow is indeed terrifying, he lost control the first second he saw Ning Jia yesterday, but the shadow can only be his own, Gu Zhi absolutely does not allow this shadow to touch Shen Nian, not even a little bit.

The psychological pressure on Nian Nian was already great enough, she didn't even dare to say that she liked her, and the matter of Ning Jia could not be put on him any longer.

Since you are here to find yourself, then you can solve it by yourself, and solve it as soon as possible.

"For me?" Shen Nian saw through him at a glance, but also felt distressed: "Brother Zhi, I'm not as fragile as you think."

"I know." Gu Zhi said with a smile, "I just can't bear it."

Gu Zhi became stubborn and Shen Nian had no choice, especially when it came to things related to Shen Nian, even if he could barely stop him for a day, maybe he would sneak out and take the initiative to look for it, so in the end Shen Nian sent Gu Zhi Went to school, but when the school gate left, Shen Nian handed him the phone:

"Call me if you have anything to do. I will use my dad's cell phone temporarily."

Gu Zhi didn't want Shen Nian to worry, so he took it with a smile: "Okay."

Gu Zhi regressed and reluctantly entered the school, Shen Nian stood at the school gate until he could no longer see Gu Zhi before going back, he was a little worried about what would happen between Gu Zhi and Ning Jia during his absence, But in fact, he was not too worried, because he always felt that Ning Jia would come to him before Gu Zhi.

This is a very strange feeling, and there is no logic or reason at all, but the way Ning Jia looked at him yesterday did convey this message.

On the way back to the rental house, Shen Nian bought some ingredients, put them back in the kitchen and was about to tidy up the room, when there was a knock on the door, Shen Nian's first reaction was Liang Qiu, he knew he lived here, after the phone call yesterday, He was worried that he would come for an interview, which was expected by Shen Nian, but when he opened the door, he saw Ning Jia.

She didn't even know where she lived.

"Follow me?" Shen Nian looked at her with some dissatisfaction.

Ning Jia snorted softly: "You are not that important, I am just worried about my son."

"Then you should know that Gu Zhi has already gone to school. If you want to find him, you should go to school."

Shen Nian was about to close the door after finishing speaking, but was stopped by Ning Jia: "Of course I will look for him, but before that, I want to say a few words to you."

As he spoke, he looked behind Shen Nian: "Aren't you going to invite me in?"

To be honest, Shen Nian doesn't like Ning Jia, because of Gu Zhi's experience, it is impossible for him to have a good impression of this person, but he also wants to know what purpose Ning Jia wants to achieve this time, even if it is for Gu Zhi hold.

She will definitely go to Gu Zhi as well. If she knows more about her, it may be helpful to Gu Zhi.

"Let's go out and talk if we have something to say." Shen Nian didn't want her to come in, but just after he finished speaking, Ning Jia walked in over Shen Nian's shoulder as if he didn't hear it:

"No, I also want to see where my son lives."

The person came in without stopping him, but Shen Nian was dissatisfied but he couldn't push him out, so he stood at the door and calmed down a little, but he still followed in.

Ning Jia looked around like visiting, Shen Nian didn't know what she was looking at, and what was there to see, this one-bedroom, one-living room could almost be seen at a glance.

"What do you want to tell me?" Shen Nian stood behind her and looked at her.

From the very first moment they met yesterday, Ning Jia had something to say to herself, and Shen Nian herself was also a little curious about what she wanted to say to herself.

"About Xiaozhi's situation, I already got to know the teacher yesterday. I heard from Teacher Cheng that Xiaozhi listens to you very much, and your relationship is also very good." Ning Jia stood at the kitchen door and glanced in, then turned her head. Come and see Shen Nian: "So I hope you can help me persuade Xiaozhi to let him go with me. I will give him the best education and life, and I can also give him a home. He lives here with you. Very suitable."

"I can't help you with this." Shen Nian rejected Ning Jia almost without hesitation: "It's impossible for me to push Gu Zhi back into that shadow."

"Shadow?" Ning Jia looked at Shen Nian: "What did he tell you?"

"Didn't say anything." Shen Nian kept his expression calm: "He hardly mentioned you. As for the reason, I believe you know better than me."

Ning Jia's complexion started to look a little ugly, but Shen Nian didn't feel that what he said shouldn't be said. If possible, he even wanted to give back to the person in front of him everything that Gu Zhi had suffered in these years, so that she could feel the same. For a moment, let her understand that some things are not enough to say "compensation" lightly.

"Are you complaining about Xiao Zhi?" Ning Jia's eyes were a little ironic: "I did have a period of not sober, but do you know why I became a lunatic?"

Shen Nian didn't speak, but subconsciously felt that what Ning Jia wanted to say would be related to him.

It is indeed related, not directly, but also indirectly.

In fact, before that incident happened, Ning Jia was also a good mother. Although Gu Ming did not give her much care and love after she gave birth after marriage, and her mother-in-law occasionally made things difficult for her, which made her emotionally unstable, but no matter what she did She never treated Gu Zhi badly, until that day, she took Gu Zhi to the nearby park to play, but not long after, the weather suddenly changed, it was thundering and raining again, and when she finally got home But when she heard a voice in the bedroom, she thought it was Gu Ming who came back, and led Gu Zhi to walk over, but saw a scene that she would never forget in her life.

Gu Ming seemed to be drunk lying on their bed, while Shen Chongshan was leaning over to kiss him.

Ning Jia will always remember the disgusting feeling at that time, until now, she still feels disgusting to the extreme. She never thought that Gu Ming would have such a relationship with Shen Chongshan, and she was actually cheated.

It was because of this incident that Ning Jia's suppressed emotions broke out completely. No matter how Gu Ming explained it, she didn't believe it. .

In order to be with Gu Ming, Ning Jia actually had a falling out with her family long ago. Her family members all went abroad. She refused to admit her failure, refused to bow her head, and carried and took care of Gu Zhi by herself. But Gu Zhi is getting bigger and bigger, and his appearance is getting more and more like Gu Ming. Ning Jia can control herself as much as possible in normal times, but when it comes to thunderstorms, she can't help but think of the picture she once saw. Can't help but take him as Gu Ming.

She didn't want to, but she couldn't control it. Later, when she saw Gu Zhi looking at her eyes, she became more and more frightened. She finally understood what she had brought to Gu Zhi all these years, and she was willing to admit her failure, so she decided She let go of herself and Gu Zhi, handed Gu Zhi over to Gu Ming, and went abroad by herself.

Originally, Ning Jia planned to tell Shen Nian all these words, but she swallowed them after turning her lips around, because she felt that there was no need to say such dirty things to a child, even if it was Shen Chongshan's son, But I was willing to not embarrass him too much for the sake of being good to Gu Zhi.

"You just need to know that I will be unconscious and do that kind of thing to Xiao Zhi. It's all due to your father Shen Chongshan." Ning Jia summed up her madness lightly: "So I won't allow my son Have anything to do with the Shen family, including you. From my point of view, you should be able to understand. "

Ning Jia didn't say those things, and Shen Nian didn't necessarily want to hear them that much, he even felt relieved, he really didn't want to hear about the things of the previous generation, he resisted those stories.

"I can't understand you." Shen Nian said, "Don't you think it's too late? You don't want Gu Zhi to have anything to do with the Shen family, but Gu Zhi has been at the Shen family for three years. You didn't show up to take Gu Zhi away when the accident happened, and now you don't seem to have any special position to say no."

Ning Jia walked to the door of the bedroom while listening to Shen Nian's words, just about to refute Shen Nian, but she didn't know what she saw, her face changed instantly, looking back at Shen Nian, she wanted to tear him apart:

"You and Xiao Zhi slept in the same bed?"

There are two beds in the small bedroom, one bed is flat and there is no trace of sleep, the other bed has not had time to tidy up, two pillows are placed side by side, and there is only one bed with towels and quilts, no need for too much explanation, At first glance, it was traces that two people had slept.

Shen Chongshan once had bad guesses because he and Gu Zhi were hugging each other. With Ning Jia's reaction, Shen Nian wondered if she had the same thoughts as Shen Chongshan, but he subconsciously didn't want to add any more trouble, so he opened his mouth to think To explain:

"Gu Zhi was in a bad mood last night, I just..."

"I will never allow Xiao Zhi to stay by your side for another day!" Ning Jia interrupted him, his emotions seemed to be faintly out of control, Shen Nian could even see the blue veins in her hands due to the force.

Shen Nian probably guessed what she meant, but Shen Nian was very puzzled, why did they never think about knowing what they had experienced with Gu Zhi before they suspected and concluded that their relationship with Gu Zhi was improper?

"You think too much." Shen Nian said with some annoyance: "I don't like men, and neither does Gu Zhi, we just..."

"Shen Chongshan is just a disgusting homosexual, I know what kind of son he can teach!" Ning Jia interrupted him again, looking at him coldly: "You say you don't like it now, who can guarantee you in the future? Wouldn't you have the slightest thought for Gu Zhi? Shen Chongshan didn't admit it when he stood in front of me, I don't believe your words!"

"You and Shen Chongshan like men or women, it has nothing to do with me, I just need to make sure that my son will not be influenced by you." Ning Jia said: "I think you are still a child, so you didn't say something harsh, but You don't want to challenge my bottom line, I will definitely take Gu Zhi away."

Shen Nian frowned slightly, not quite understanding her thoughts, as if he had already been identified as gay in her eyes.Since Shen Chongshan is gay, should he be too?

Does she not know that she is not Shen Chongshan's biological son at all?If she knew, would she still say that?

Regarding the fact that he is not Shen Chongshan's biological son, Shen Nian didn't intend to tell anyone. He couldn't let Shen Chongshan leave and be used as a talking point. For a little chance, Shen Chongshan must be willing.

But before he could speak, Shen Chongshan's phone in the drawer rang. Shen Nian almost immediately thought of Gu Zhi, so he was forced to swallow the words that came to his lips, and walked over to get it without any concern about Ning Jia's expression. Picked up the phone, and the name displayed on the screen was 'Xiao Zhi Class Teacher'.

Shen Nian immediately pressed the answer button: "Teacher Cheng, I am Shen Nian."

"Shen Nian, Gu Zhi fell down the stairs and fainted just now, he is going to the hospital now, hurry up."