paranoid dependence

In the evening, Shen Chongshan returned home. Perhaps the result of the trial work was good. Shen Chongshan was in a good mood and brought back a lot of delicious food. He didn't have to cook dinner. As soon as he heard the sound, he ran to meet Shen Chongshan. Shen Chongshan picked him up and turned around before putting him down:

"Does Xiao Zhi miss me today?"

"I think." Gu Zhi's voice was muffled: "I didn't see Uncle Shen when I got up this morning, so I thought Uncle Shen didn't want me anymore."

Hearing this sentence, Shen Chongshan felt distressed visible to the naked eye, and stroked Gu Zhi's hair:

"Why do you think so? Don't worry, Xiao Zhi, even if Uncle Shen doesn't want anything, he won't want you."

When Shen Chongshan said these words, Shen Nian just came out of the kitchen. Hearing this, he paused, but he didn't let himself think too much.

Receiving Shen Chongshan's assurance, Gu Zhi laughed when he heard the words, Shen Chongshan pinched his face, saw his eyes, and immediately changed his expression:

"Xiaozhi has cried?"

"Thinking of Uncle Shen." Gu Zhi said.

Gu Zhi didn't take the opportunity to frame Shen Nian, he said it very simply and neatly, it didn't seem like he was lying at all, but after Gu Zhi finished speaking, Shen Chongshan's eyes fell on Shen Nian for some reason.

During dinner, Gu Zhi, who had always been very obedient in front of Shen Chongshan, lost his temper. There was no other reason, but because Shen Chongshan was going to work and didn't spend as much time at home as before, he was a little unhappy.

Shen Nian thought that Shen Chongshan would comfort him, but what he didn't expect was that Shen Chongshan said directly:

"Then Uncle Shen will tell the boss tomorrow that the past few days will not pass, and he will stay with you at home and go to work after you start school, okay?"

Shen Nian didn't say anything, didn't respond, didn't even look up, and kept eating quietly.

Gu Zhi was not very surprised:

"What about after school starts?"

"I go to work after school starts, and you can see me after school. In this way, I will still be with you all the time, right?"

"What about Saturday and Sunday?" Gu Zhi asked, "Will you be at home too?"

Shen Chongshan hesitated for a moment, but didn't speak immediately. His job is just a driver, and he only has two days off in a month. It's unrealistic to stay with Gu Zhi at home every Saturday and Sunday. Gu Zhi seems to have seen Shen Chongshan's He hesitated, but this time he didn't show any displeasure, he just asked:

"Then can I accompany Uncle Shen to deliver the goods?"

Shen Chongshan laughed when he heard the words, as if he didn't expect such a way, he stroked Gu Zhi's hair with a smile: "It should work, when the time comes, I'll tell the boss, Xiao Zhi will follow me, okay?"

"Okay." Gu Zhi said, "Anyway, I don't want to be separated from Uncle Shen."

No one came to ask Shen Nian what opinion he had, and Shen Nian would not have any opinion. Even if he had, he should be happier. After all, if Shen Chongshan was at home, he would have almost zero contact with Gu Zhi, so he didn't need to take care of himself. It's not his own responsibility, either for himself or for Gu Zhi, it should be an easy task.

Shen Nian originally thought that he didn't have any feelings about this matter, but when he woke up from the dream at night, he realized that he still cared.

He dreamed of when he was a child, when he was 7 years old, he had a high fever, and after taking antipyretics, You Xiaoyue took him to a small clinic in the village perfunctorily, and the doctor said it was chickenpox, nothing happened, but Shen Nian was still very sad, it happened that Shen Chongshan was at home, but he was going to leave that day, Shen Nian was unwilling and reluctant, so he pulled Shen Chongshan and begged him for the first time:

"Dad, don't go, can you stay with Xiao Nian?"

Shen Chongshan squatted down and patted him on the shoulder: "Little Nian, dad has to earn money, and only after earning money can he buy you toys. Listen to your mother at home, you understand?"

Shen Nian wanted to say that I don't want toys, I just want my father, I am obedient enough, but my mother still doesn't seem to like me, there is nothing I can do.

But Shen Chongshan didn't give Shen Nian a chance to speak again, he got up and left with his luggage on his back. Shen Nian chased him to the entrance of the alley, but he didn't look back.

The things he thought he had forgotten reminded him in this way, Shen Nian never fell asleep again.Shen Nian also complained quietly, but after knowing that Shen Chongshan was not his biological father, all the complaints were gone.

Liang Qiu came over the next day. Shen Chongshan took Gu Zhi to the factory to explain the situation. Just after he came back, he rode a black and red mountain bike directly into the small courtyard, and greeted him loudly:

"Hello, Uncle Shen."

"Xiaoqiu is here?"

Liang Qiu smiled, and his eyes fell on Gu Zhi's body. The moment he met Liang Qiu's eyes, he neither dodged nor dodged, which was very different from the day when he saw him shyly hiding behind Shen Chongshan.

"I haven't seen you for a few days, this kid has changed a lot."

Shen Chongshan smiled, and raised his hand to stroke Gu Zhi's hair: "I was a little shy before, but it's much better these two days."

After speaking, he introduced to Gu Zhi:

"Xiao Zhi, this is brother Xiaoqiu, he is your brother Xiao Nian's good friend, and he will protect you like Xiao Nian in the future."

Liang Qiu didn't answer the words, he felt that it was impossible for him to protect this little bastard, and it would be good if he didn't beat him.

Although this child is innocent, it is because of the arrival of this child that Shen Nian was wronged. He is quite clear about what he likes and hates, and his sense of morality is not that strong. this child.

This is the enemy.Liang Qiu had already drawn up his camp.

"Brother Xiao Qiu." Gu Zhi greeted generously.

"Yo." Liang Qiu smiled, "You're so cute."

It was at this time that Shen Nian came out of the north room. Seeing Liang Qiu was a little surprised, but before he could say anything, Liang Qiu patted his own bicycle, raised his eyebrows and asked Shen Nian:

"How's it going? Isn't it nice?"

The red and black mountain bike is beautiful and eye-catching.

"It looks good." Shen Nian said.

Satisfied, Liang Qiu got out of the car, parked the car casually in the courtyard, and when walking towards Shen Nian, said to Shen Chongshan:

"Uncle Shen, let Xiao Nian change to another one too. He has been riding that bicycle for several years, and the tires are all patched up, and it can fall apart even if he pedals hard."

Shen Chongshan was stunned for a moment, and looked towards the direction of the utility room. There was an ordinary 26-style bicycle parked there, but it was wiped clean, and there was no dust on the tires. After many years, Shen Nian needed to ride a bike to school after he went to middle school, so it naturally became his, but maybe Shen Nian never asked for it, and Shen Chongshan never thought about changing Shen Nian's bike in recent years.

At this time, Liang Qiu reminded her, so she smiled: "Change, I must give Xiao Nian before school starts, and change to someone who is the same as you."

As soon as Shen Nian heard it, he immediately said, "Dad, don't listen to what Liang Qiu said, my car is pretty good."

After saying this sentence, Shen Nian glared at Liang Qiu, Liang Qiu immediately lost his voice, and followed Shen Nian to enter the house, but when he passed by Shen Chongshan, he whispered again:

"Uncle, I'm waiting, it's exactly the same."

After finishing speaking, he entered the room and saw Shen Nian walking towards the inner room. Liang Qiu thought he was going to get something, so he didn't follow, and went directly to Shen Nian's previous room. Shen Nian's room is no different from his own, so this time he subconsciously walked to Shen Nian's room.

When I opened the door, I always felt that something was not right. I looked up and said in surprise:

"Yes, Uncle Shen installed the air conditioner in your room?"

Only then did Shen Nian realize that Liang Qiu hadn't followed, and turned to look at him:

"You close the door."

"What do you mean?" Liang Qiu looked at Shen Nian: "I can't enter your room anymore? Is there something I can't see."

"I changed the room." Shen Nian said.

Liang Qiu hardly believed his ears, looked at Shen Nian, and pointed to the room in front of him: "Who lives in this room now?"

In fact, he should know the answer without Shen Nian answering, but Liang Qiu didn't want to believe that Shen Chongshan could make Shen Nian feel wronged to such an extent.Shen Nian could bear it, but Liang Qiu couldn't, he was about to get angry immediately, but when he saw Shen Nian's dissatisfied frown, he immediately turned off the fire, and strode over without closing the door, Shen Nian sighed helplessly, and walked over. Go back and close the door of the room.

When he turned around, Liang Qiu had already entered the room. When Shen Nian walked in, Liang Qiu was looking around the room. Actually, there was nothing to look at. Compared with the previous room, this room can be seen without even looking. , a bed, a cabinet, a table, a chair, all gone.

Shen Nian closed the door, walked over and turned on the fan, Liang Qiu was still angry, and looked back at him:

"What's the use of turning on a fan? The wind blowing out is hot these days."

Shen Nian leaned against the table and looked at him: "There was only a fan in my room before, why didn't you say that at that time?"

Liang Qiu completely ignored his words and looked at him:

"What does your father mean? Don't want your own son, but the wild bastard who appeared halfway? He is your father's real son, right?"

"Keep your voice down." Shen Nian said.

Liang Qiu's eyes widened: "Why didn't you respond? Aren't you angry? That's your father. He treats an outsider better than you."

Shen Nian didn't speak, just stared at him, and saw that Liang Qiu had lost all momentum, wilting like a rain-beaten leaf:

"I feel wronged for you, what are you staring at me for?"

"My dad is very kind to me." Shen Nian said, "I want to change the room to Gu Zhi. He is a kid from the city, so it is inevitable that he might not get used to it when he first came here. Maybe make him more comfortable, which is what it should be."

"Your intentions are good." Liang Qiu said, "But I don't think that brat is easy to get along with."

If you are really sensible, at the age of 12, why can't you take other people's room as your own, and put the air conditioner in your room to enjoy it?Liang Qiu felt that he was ignorant enough, but he couldn't do this.

"It's only been a few days since I came to your house, and I won't be able to bully you to the bone in the future." Liang Qiu was very worried.

Shen Nian remembered the things Gu Zhi did to him, thought about it and still didn't tell Liang Qiu about it, but said: "It's not that bad."

Liang Qiu stared at Shen Nian, with a look of hating iron but not steel, wanted to say something but was afraid that Shen Nian would feel uncomfortable, so he endured it, and finally only said with emotion:

"That means I have known you since I was a child, otherwise I really thought you were adopted by your father."

Shen Nian paused for a moment in tidying up the desk, and then recovered, but Liang Qiu naturally didn't notice it, and even if he did, he probably wouldn't really think of it.

After all, Shen Nian is not Shen Chongshan's biological son, no one knows except themselves.

The more Liang Qiu thought about it, the angrier he became. He didn't stay at Shen Nian's house for too long, but he couldn't bear to leave. He was worried that Shen Nian would be wronged, so he wanted to take Shen Nian out to get some air. Shen Nian really wanted to go out, so he found someone to go. Using the pretext of buying books in the city, he went out with Liang Qiu and didn't return home until evening.

Shen Chongshan still kept Liang Qiu's words in his heart. After two days, he would take Shen Nian to buy a bicycle, but Shen Nian refused. He really didn't need it, and Shen Chongshan didn't need it to prove anything.

But Shen Nian's refusal was useless. On the second day after the refusal, Shen Chongshan took Gu Zhi out. Shen Nian originally thought they were going to play, but when he came back in the evening, he rode a brand new bicycle. Qiu's is different, it's similar to Shen Nian's old bicycle, but it's a new one.

"At first I wanted to buy you one that was exactly the same as Liang Qiu's, but I found that it didn't have a rear seat and couldn't carry Xiao Zhi in the future, so I bought you a new one. Do you still like it?"

He doesn't like it, he doesn't need it at all.

But he can't say if he likes it, and now he can't even say that he doesn't like it. In the end, he can only smile and say: "Thank you Dad."

"You don't need to talk about this with Dad." Shen Chongshan said with a smile: "I ignored it before. If Xiaoqiu hadn't told me, I wouldn't have remembered it. In the future, just tell Dad what you want. I can satisfy you. Must be satisfied."

"Okay." Shen Nian said.

In the evening Shen Chongshan went to take a bath, Shen Nian sat in the yard to enjoy the shade, it was windy today, the temperature was not too high, it was quite comfortable, Gu Zhi came over to stand beside him at this time, Shen Nian noticed it, and slowly opened the He closed his eyes, knowing that he had something to say to himself.

"Uncle Shen really wants to buy you one that is exactly the same as Liang Qiu's." Gu Zhi said, "But I didn't let you. I said that if I want to go out with brother Xiao Nian in the future, I won't be able to ride in his car. Uncle Shen thinks what I said makes sense, so he bought such an ugly thing, and you think it is ugly, right? But I said it looks good, so Uncle Shen bought it."

Shen Nian looked at the stars in the sky, but didn't speak, as if he didn't hear.