Attempted first love

It was almost one o'clock in the morning on the return journey, the road was empty and lonely, and it was still a bit affected by drinking. The electric bike was riding crookedly, not in a straight line, and when it was about to fall from the main road into a sandpit, Lu Zhouyu leaned forward from the back seat and grabbed the handlebar He braked the car, propped his legs on the ground, and said, "I'll do it."

The two exchanged positions, the handlebars were held warm by Xia Yan, and Lu Zhouyu restarted the car.When entering a residential area and passing a small supermarket that was still open, the car stopped.

Xia Yan said that he wanted to show off his skills and cook luxurious instant noodles for supper. Lu Zhouyu got out of the car to buy them, and he followed suit, saying that he wanted to choose the flavor.The small supermarket doesn't have all the categories, only braised and spicy. It seems that no one cares about it for a long time, and there is a layer of dust on the plastic bag.

Next to the right-hand side of the fast food shelf are family planning supplies, which are still of a single type, but the packaging is much fresher.

Holding two bags of instant noodles with different flavors in his hands, Xia Yan's eyes stayed on the shelf next door for a moment, the alcohol surged up, he seemed a little dull, his eyes were straight.

"Do you want to buy it?" Lu Zhouyu felt amused, raised his hand and waved in front of his eyes, passed him forward, and took a can of vacuum ham from the shelf.

"Don't ask me." Xia Yan paused for a while, then approached him seriously and said, "My mother is not at home today."

This is really like exciting puppy love.Lu Zhouyu laughed, put the two packs of instant noodles in his hands back into his own hands, stacked them with the canned meat, caught them with the jaws of a tiger, freed his right hand, took a box of condoms from the shelf, and bumped against Xia with his shoulder. Yan, "Go outside and wait for me."

When checking out, the clerk saw the box cover, changed the transparent plastic bag into a black one, and reported the amount. Lu Zhouyu picked up two lollipops from the counter, paid an extra two yuan, and walked out with the plastic bag hooked. .

He tore open the package with one hand and went down the steps. He stuffed the candy into Xia Yan's mouth, hung the plastic bag on the handlebar, and set off again.

No one spoke in the second half of the journey. Xia Yan sat in the back seat and ate candy seriously. Lu Zhouyu could hear the plastic bag rattling by the wind, and the crisp sound of the candy colliding with teeth.

The lollipop wasn't finished until he entered the yard, and when he got under the grape vine, Xia Yan took out the bare stick, looked up at the fruit, "It all smells like grapes."

There was only one lamp on in the yard, the light was dim yellow like viscous liquid, illuminating Xia Yan's skin like it was covered with honey.

"Go in, chef." Lu Zhouyu called him.

"I don't know how to make pork ribs." Xia Yan threw the sugar stick into the trash can, and the vines hanging from the grape arbor wrapped around him, swirling with the wind, "but the beef is good, braised beef and spicy beef, you Which do you want to eat?"

"Braise it in red." Lu Zhouyu cooperated with him and answered with a smile.

"...You also chose braised pork back then."

"Yes."

Without Xia Yan's specific explanation, Lu Zhouyu knew what he was talking about.That was the last dinner they ate together on the mountain. Because they missed the opening time of the cafeteria, they could only eat instant noodles. On the way, he went to buy two bottles of hawthorn soda, a pack of cigarettes, and a pack of sugar.

"At that time, I never thought that we would be together." Xia Yan said, with a tone of sigh, "It's amazing."

Lu Zhouyu also didn't think about it, he always thought that he would go to the end of his life alone, like Zhou Man, or not as good as Zhou Man, at least she pursued bravely, even if the direction was wrong, but she didn't leave any regrets.

As Xia Yan said, they missed it for a long time. Not all the shortcomings can be smoothed out, but it does not prevent them from continuing to move forward. Kissing shallowly, the leaves brushed his cheeks, he tasted the sweetness in Xia Yan's mouth.

Separated a bit, Lu Zhouyu asked if he wanted to swing for a while, Xia Yan said yes, so he led him by the wrist and went up to the hanging chair in the middle of the yard. The black plastic bag was thrown on the ground.

Lu Zhouyu sat down first, and pulled the person onto him. There was no place to put his legs. Xia Yan could only open his legs and kneel on both sides of his thighs. Regardless of his posture, he held Lu Zhouyu's face and kissed him down.

The rattan hanging chair made an overwhelmed creaking sound, which seemed a bit ambiguous in the silent night. Fortunately, most of the sound was blown away by the wind. There were lush branches and leaves above their heads, and fragments of the night sky could only be seen through the gaps between the leaves.

No one will notice two people who are in love in the middle of the night.

I don't know how long I have been swinging on the swing, sweating all over my body, and being dried by the air, I stopped to breathe when I was tired from kissing.Xia Yan was so dizzy from the shaking that he couldn't kneel down, so he sat down, his soft flesh pressed against Lu Zhouyu's thigh, and his hips pressed against his hips.

"Do you still eat instant noodles?" Lu Zhouyu asked.

The movement stopped, Xia Yan panted quickly, as if embarrassed, buried his head in Lu Zhouyu's neck, took a deep breath, and then said, "Don't eat," rubbing his knees on both sides, "... ...back to the room."

"it is good."

Lu Zhouyu stepped on the ground with both feet, supported Xia Yan with one hand, and got up from the hanging chair. His legs were tightly wrapped around Lu Zhouyu's waist. When passing by the black plastic bag, Lu Zhouyu squatted down slightly, and lightly twisted his palms It was full of soft meat, and motioned to him, "Pick it up."

Being hugged too high, Xia Yan bumped his head straight into the grapes, and a whole bunch was knocked off, fell to the ground, and shattered into mud and juice, and the air was filled with a clear breath.

Later, he simply arched his body, clamped Lu Zhouyu's waist more tightly with his legs, put his arms around his neck, and pointed the way with great interest, "Left a bit", "Stop! Stop!", "Crash again".

The first second he tried his best to step into the room, Xia Yan leaned over and bit Lu Zhouyu's ear with the tip of his teeth, his tongue lingered to the earlobe, the sound of water spread, and he whispered as if asking for credit: "I picked a bunch of grapes, Eat later."

The ear was itchy from being sucked, like a cat scratching, but it was not unbearable, so Lu Zhouyu didn't dodge it. The plastic bag was hanging on his wrist, and he slipped in under Xia Yan's clothes with his hands free.He was very thin, but because of bowing, a circle of thin flesh was extruded around his waist, and Lu Zhouyu pinched it between his fingers and rubbed it. He didn't have much strength, but he couldn't help jumping up, his chin and neck were almost flattened .

The lights in the room were not turned on, and it was so quiet that any sound would be amplified infinitely. Finally, he stumbled into Xia Yan's room and the door was kicked shut.

Only one light was turned on, and the eye-protecting desk lamp on the desk lit up a thin strip of orange, which was not enough to illuminate the whole room.When entering the door, Xia Yan put his shoes on the porch, and he was still barefoot. Lu Zhouyu put him beside the bed, took the bunch of grapes, and put them on the table together with the black plastic bag.

He took off his heavy coat and trousers, and this time he didn't seem to be in such a hurry. Xia Yan sat up from the bed, his knees were a little red, probably because he was hit by the hanging chair. He stretched out his arms and accurately picked up Lu Zhouyu's body. The hem of the cuff of the T-shirt, saying: "There is rib juice splashed here."

"is it?"

"Yes, it's dirty." Xia Yan walked over on his knees, his lower abdomen hit his waist, and his whole body trembled, "Take it off."

Thoroughly hearty.

As the collision became heavier and heavier, Lu Zhouyu uncontrollably remembered how Xia Yan shouted in the desert not long ago, which was incomparably vivid.Compared with newborn flowers, crumbling dewdrops, and the first cry of any animal arriving in the world, it is more vivid and moving.

And this appearance turned out to be for himself.

This feeling made his heart continue to fill up, was stretched full, and swelled, and the movement alone could not relieve it, so he had to bend down and kiss, and use the exit to reach another exit to convey his emotions.

not enough.

The experience is too novel, like the moment when inspiration bursts out, it is difficult to express and convey, only a silent collapse occurs in the heart.The mattress was so soft that it was unreal, so she moved to the carpet again, laying on her stomach, Lu Zhouyu pressed the back in front of her eyes, and touched the protruding bones joint by joint.

Still not enough.

He really couldn't help it, he was so full of emotions that he was about to overflow, so he had to cover his whole body, bite his ear, and call him "baby".

Emotions in the world are roughly divided into friendship, family affection, and love. If possible, he just wants to apply all of these to the same person.

Hearing this call, Xia Yan turned his head wetly, his eyes were still dazed, his ears turned red visibly, "What?" he protested, his forehead resting on the carpet, his hair sticking to the side of his face, and said: "So thirsty."

Taking the bunch of grapes, before washing them off, Lu Zhouyu peeled the skins and fed them to him, feeding them one by one, with his palms pressed against his lips, waiting for him to spit out the seeds.

"How can you be so squeamish." Xia Yan continued to protest, very dissatisfied with his behavior, just when he was struggling to get up, the back of his neck was pinched and pressed down, making him speechless.

I couldn't tell whether it was the juice of the grapes or something else. It dripped outwards and downwards from various places, leaving large groups of irregular wet marks on the carpet.

Lu Zhouyu also felt thirsty. He didn't need to peel the grapes when he ate them. He just pulled them and threw them into his mouth. His right hand was still pressing on the back of Xia Yan's neck, as if he was pressing another grape. The softer the kneading, the more water will come out when you press hard.

In the end, only a small corner of the carpet that was half the size of the room was dry, and the two of them squeezed there, and soon it would be of no avail, because their bodies were also dripping wet.

There were not a few grapes left, and they continued to eat them separately. Xia Yan insisted on peeling the skins and feeding them back. Lu Zhouyu opened his mouth and waited for him to feed. He swallowed it, and before he could wipe it away, Xia Yan straightened up from his arms, raised his head and licked off the drop of water.

"Sweet." He said with a smile.

The window was pushed open a crack, fresh air poured in, and it was almost dawn.

Lu Zhouyu picked up the jacket on the ground and covered the two of them, the clothes were covered with fine gravel brought back from the desert, he twisted off a few, looked down at Xia Yan, and suddenly asked: "What did you say to Meteor? "

"Huh?" Xia Yan closed his eyes, trembled twice before opening them, as if he didn't understand why he asked again, but still said honestly: "I said, I'm in love."

"Follow you." He added, closing his eyes again.

His heart seemed to have a small hole picked out by his words, and all the emptiness and fear were deflated, leaving only a heavy organ that was beating faster.

A person's life is a process of continuous sinking, being entangled by various people and things, getting heavier and lower, and finally stepping on the ground, only to find that the scenery is better.

Lu Zhouyu used to be carefree and drifted too far away. Fortunately, someone was willing to bravely and spare no effort to hold him down.

I remembered what Chen Wen said, you are in a relationship, not a hero movie.Lu Zhouyu hugged the person in his arms, feeling that Xia Yan was a hero in his world in a sense.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help laughing, Xia Yan was awakened by the shock, slowly opened his eyes, and asked him: "What are you laughing at?"

"It's nothing."

Lu Zhouyu doesn't watch superhero movies, and he never dreamed of being a hero since he was a child. It is still difficult for him to say such words, so he put it another way.

"It's just a sudden feeling," he paused, leaned over, leaned against his still red ear, and said, "I like you very much."