Attempted first love

It was Xia Yan who took the initiative to kiss her first, and he was the one who stopped first.

With his lips parted slightly, he tilted his head back, but his hands were still around Lu Zhouyu's waist, and he didn't speak, as if he was observing.

From the hair, passing over the eyebrows, looking at each other for a moment, then continuing down, across the bridge of the nose, and finally to the lips, after a pause of two seconds, he suddenly said: "I may have to stay with my parents for half a month, to accompany them. "

Lu Zhouyu's hand was on his side, separated by a layer of sweater, but he could feel the flexible waist under the fabric. He nodded and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

"How are you doing today?" Xia Yan changed the subject and asked, "Is there any new project?"

Without hiding anything from him, Lu Zhouyu said truthfully: "No, I just said that because I wanted to wait for you to come back at your house."

Xia Yan raised his head, let out a long "Oh", and asked not too seriously: "How many other things did you lie to me?"

His eyes were bright, and his expression was a little provocative, very vivid, which made Lu Zhouyu want to kiss again, but held back, and said, "No more."

"Teacher Ji is here in the afternoon," he added, "to bring you hawthorn."

"I know, he called, but I didn't hear it at that time."

"When did you like to eat hawthorn?"

"I don't know," Xia Yan shook his head, "I don't remember."

Then it fell into silence again, occasionally there were a few insects chirping, suddenly distant and near.The two of them are like the inseparable couple in the dormitory downstairs in school days. They have nothing particularly important to say, but they still spend their time hiding in places out of the reach of street lights, and neither of them takes the initiative to say goodbye.

The only difference is that those couples can meet each other the next day and attend classes together, but Xia Yan will go to the Northwest by himself the next day.

Half a month, one more day than two weeks.Obviously he hasn't left yet, but Lu Zhouyu has already developed a strong reluctance.

"What time is the flight tomorrow?" he asked.

"09:30," Xia Yan said, "the flight will take four hours."

"I'll see you off." He took out his phone and checked the time. It was already 35:[-] in the evening, and Lu Zhouyu asked again, "Have you packed your luggage yet?"

Xia Yan followed his gaze to the screen, shook his head, half of his face was illuminated, still pale after illness, but his lips were ruddy.

"Go up and go to bed early." Lu Zhouyu put away his phone, "I'll pick you up at the airport tomorrow."

"Wait," Xia Yan grabbed the corner of his clothes, "You didn't drive here?" As if afraid of Lu Zhouyu's denial, he moved his hand up again, rubbing the back of Lu Zhouyu's hand, "It won't be cold to drive. into this."

"No," Lu Zhouyu shook him back, "It's okay."

"Let's go up together." Xia Yan said, "It's too late."

"Can I go up?"

"There are many rooms."

Lu Zhouyu followed Xia Yan, entered the elevator, and pressed the floors. The elevator car was covered with reflective metal materials, bright and quiet, reflecting their figures who were not too far away.

The elevator display screen climbed upwards from the beginning, without stopping in the middle, until it reached the nineteenth floor.

The previous morning, Lu Zhouyu was still leaning against the paper-cut wall with the word "囍", with a fish tank and goldfish at his feet.

It was only one day, and someone tore up that paper-cut.

When passing by the corner where the fish tank was placed, Xia Yan lowered his head and took a look, without stopping, he reached into his pocket to look for the key.After taking out a bunch, the little finger caught another metal ring, and he subconsciously lifted it up, it was a new house key.

On the way home, I couldn't tell what I was thinking, as if my brain and body were independent, and when I regained my senses, I was already standing at the door of the small shop with keys and handed over my house key.

"What's wrong?" Seeing him standing in a daze at the door, Lu Zhouyu asked.

"It's okay." Xia Yan unscrewed the door and went in. In the living room, his suitcase was wide open, clothes and presents to take away were piled up on the floor, he kicked a narrow path with a little embarrassment, "It's a bit messy."

"Do you need help?"

"No need, just stuff it in." Xia Yan picked up a few clothes and folded them casually, "You can sit wherever you want."

Packing the suitcase as quickly as possible, he put the suitcase and gift boxes, large and small, at the entrance. Lu Zhouyu got up and walked to the restaurant. When he came back, he had an extra black mug in his hand, and the milky white heat rose upwards, " Do you still have medicine?" He said from the other side of the white mist, "Drink it and go to bed early."

The cup was the one that was cracked in the morning. Xia Yan took it, took out a handful of colorful medicines, and swallowed them in one gulp with hot water. Unfortunately, some powder from the pills stuck to the tip of his tongue, and he was so bitter that he couldn't feel it for a moment.

He frowned and put down the cup, unable to speak for several seconds.

"It's so bitter," Lu Zhouyu approached, seeming to smile, but quickly put away his expression, and asked with concern: "Would you like some more water?"

"Don't drink anymore." Xia Yan waved his hand, grabbed another handful in his pocket, and took out the key determinedly, "This is for you, I may have to trouble you to feed the fish when I'm not around."

Lu Zhouyu glanced at the key in his palm, his eyes seemed to froze for a moment, he raised his hand to pick it up, said "OK" softly, and hung it on the keychain that he only had two keys.

After washing up, they went back to their rooms.

Xia Yan lay on the side of the bed, pulled the quilt over his body, covered his head again after a while.

It seemed that the charms of the morning were still there. The smell, touch, sound, strength, they were hidden in the gaps of the fiber fabric, and after a little shaking, they fell down with a clatter, making it impossible for him to fall asleep smoothly.

This is also the reason why I can no longer sleep with Lu Zhouyu tonight.It is true that Xia Yan said that he never thought about separation, but it is also true that he needs to calm down.

Everything that happened tonight needs to be digested. He doesn't want to start a relationship in a daze like before, and he is worried and anxious during the relationship, worried that he will be stopped at any time and expelled from the world.

After all, he still couldn't believe it, and he didn't have confidence in himself.

Just after seven o'clock the next day, Xia Yan got up and went out, and Lu Zhouyu was already preparing breakfast in the kitchen.He skillfully beat eggs, fried ham, and toasted slices of bread. Xia Yan didn't remember these ingredients in his refrigerator, so he couldn't help, so he put the used kitchen utensils into the sink to wash, and suddenly asked after a while: " You said before that you can't cook?"

After asking, I remembered that it seemed that in the morning when the two of them were together, Lu Zhouyu prepared breakfast, sometimes it was bought, and sometimes it was simple home-cooked food.

"I don't know how to cook instant noodles." Lu Zhouyu transferred the beautifully shaped fried egg onto the slice of bread, and said no more, "Eat it quickly."

It turned out that it was out of consideration for my face.Xia Yan picked up two plates and walked to the restaurant, thinking that he shouldn't be opening his mouth like this. He used to learn how to make desserts on a whim, but later he was too busy with work and his skills were neglected. Now he can't even beat eggs well.

At the airport, there is still some time before boarding the plane, but the broadcast has already begun to urge passengers to go through the security check.Xia Yan repeatedly checked his certificates, and there were many of them.

In addition to the suitcase and gift box, he also carried a sports messenger bag. When he heard the broadcast, he suddenly groped into the side pocket of the bag, took out a lighter, and said with lingering fear, "It was almost confiscated."

The plastic case, the green liquid was almost used up, Xia Yan stuffed it to Lu Zhouyu, "It's returned to its original owner." After thinking about it, he changed his words, "You should keep it for me for the time being."

Lu Zhouyu smiled: "I will return it to you when you come back."

"Half a month?" he asked again.

"Yes, half a month."

The time is really tight now, the original long line at the security checkpoint is getting shorter and shorter, and the broadcast reminds me over and over again.Xia Yan said "I'm leaving", pushed the luggage to the shortest line, took two steps, his wrist was suddenly grabbed, and he stopped again.

Before turning his head around, he heard Lu Zhouyu say, "There is something else I haven't told you."

"What?" Xia Yan turned his head, holding the ticket tightly in his palm, listening attentively to the chaotic voices of people and radio around him, feeling a little nervous for no reason.

"Your coat is still at my house."

which one?

Xia Yan doesn't remember leaving his clothes behind at his house, just for a second, he was blessed to the heart - seven years ago when he returned to Tangshi from Haicheng, Lu Zhouyu came to see him off, and it was also at this airport on a rainy day.The two came from the studio by subway, and got drenched because they took the wrong exit. He took out a dry coat from the suitcase and handed it to Lu Zhouyu for him to change.

It's that coat.

"Oh—that," Xia Yan said in a daze, "you still keep it."

Lu Zhouyu said "hmm" without mentioning the reason, nor did he say that the property was returned to the original owner, as if he simply told him about it, "Go through the security check, it will be too late."

"it is good."

"Remember to take your medicine after meals."

"Understood...bye, I'm leaving."

Until boarding the plane, Xia Yan couldn't remember what that coat looked like, black?grey?He seemed to prefer white when he was in college.

When it was time to take off, he leaned against the porthole and no longer thought about it. The only thing he remembered was that it was raining really hard that day, but the plane was not delayed. He sat in the same position by the window, floating in mid-air, regretting not leaving Lu Zhouyu in touch Way.

At twelve o'clock at noon, after eating the plane meal, Xia Yan needs to take cold medicine again.He dawdly asked the stewardess for mineral water, dawdled in fumbling for medicine from his bag, and took out one by one.

Capsules packed in tin foil, antiviral oral liquid, and a small packet of various small pills wrapped in doctor's prescription paper.This is the most bitter.

Feeling inside again, it seems that there are still, but the touch is not right, and the quantity is not right.He opened his palm and grabbed a handful, which turned out to be sugar.