I Was Wrong, Please Don't Leave Me

The man in the dark didn't speak, and smiled inexplicably after a long time.

"Pity me?"

Su Jinyu shook his head, knowing that the other party couldn't see, borrowing the courage that the night gave him, his hand slowly groped in the quilt, grabbed the man's hand, and then tentatively clenched it, as if he wanted to use this method to close the man's hand. Send all your thoughts to the other party.

"It's not pity, it's heartache."

Gu Peilang froze and didn't move. Su Jinyu panted slightly with his mouth open, and his voice was a little rough: "I didn't have time to participate in all your past. I finally got a chance, but I didn't know what to do. Pei Lang , I regret..."

The man's voice was slightly choked under the cover of night, and Gu Peilang was a little dazed.

Regret?

He pulled his hand away from his opponent's.

"Regret meeting me?"

The hand was grabbed again, with greater force than last time, Gu Peilang heard the voice of the person behind him.

"I regret not meeting you sooner." Su Jinyu clenched the hand in the palm of his hand, and interlocked his index fingers.

He slightly hooked the corners of his lips, his smile was finally satisfied.

"Before I was 12 years old, I lived with my grandparents," Su Jinyu said suddenly, his slightly hoarse voice carried memories of the past, "At that time, my surname was not Su, but Chen."

Having said that, he couldn't help smiling, as if he thought of something interesting.

"You can't guess how ugly my name was at that time, Chen Xiaohua, is it ugly enough? I think it's ugly too..."

Gu Peilang didn't know why he suddenly mentioned these things, so he could only keep silent.

Su Jinyu was still babbling on, his voice unhurried, the past that he deliberately kept dusty, in this quiet night, he wiped off the dust with his own hands, and then spread it out in front of the man.

"I don't have parents, people in the village always call me a wild child..."

It is said that children have a good memory, and Su Jinyu also thinks so, otherwise, how could he remember the words that those people passed to his ears openly and secretly, for so long?

His biological father is unknown. His biological mother, Chen Shan, went out to work after dropping out of high school. When she was 20 years old, she suddenly came back with a big belly.

Pregnant before marriage was a thing that was reviled by tens of thousands of people in Hehua Village, which was still a little behind at that time. The Chen family became the laughing stock of the village immediately.

Chen's father was so angry that he was hospitalized. After waking up, he clamored to drive Chen Shan out of the house, but was stopped by his wife. Chen's mother asked Chen Shan to kill the child, but Chen Shan was unwilling.

It wasn't because she was reluctant, but the doctor said that her uterine wall was very thin and the pregnancy rate was low. If she had an abortion, she might not be able to be a mother again for the rest of her life. It was because of this that she had to keep this child.

Chen's mother loved her since she was a child, and after hearing what she said, she no longer forced her to have an abortion, but helped her daughter persuade her husband. After two or three months of dancing, Chen Shan's belly grew bigger day by day. After getting up, Father Chen finally let go.

Before the tenth month of pregnancy, the child in Chen Shan's womb fell to the ground.The child was born prematurely, coupled with the lack of nutrition of the mother during pregnancy, the newborn child was as thin as a kitten, with a small voice and weak breathing, and it seemed that there was not much time left to live.Chen Shan didn't like this child at all. She never looked at her again after she was born, and she didn't even give her breast milk. She packed her luggage and left on the third day after she was able to get out of bed. It was Chen's mother who tried her best. Snatched the child's life back from Hades' hands.

It was not easy to survive, but it was also suffering from minor illnesses.When the child was one year old, Mother Chen heard that a famous witch had come to the village, so she begged her to tell the child's fate with a mentality of giving it a try.

The sorceress said that her daughter was supposed to be a daughter, but was replaced by the people behind. The yin horoscope cannot bear the yang energy of men, so the body is weak. If you want him to grow up safely, you must be 12 years old. They had to raise him as a girl before.After the sorceress finished speaking and collected the money, when Chen's mother turned around and left with the child in her arms, she named the child Chen Xiaohua.

"My grandma said that the sorceress is very magical. Anyway, after following what she said, my body is really getting better every day." Su Jinyu hugged Gu Peilang's hand to his chest with both hands, and laughed to himself after speaking I got up, "I don't know if she is godlike or not. Anyway, I have been wearing women's clothing for 12 years. I have always remembered this grudge, but I have no chance to report it. It is cheaper for her."

Gu Peilang was dumbfounded. When he first saw those eyes that were exactly the same as in his memory, he asked Liu Qi to investigate the identity of the eldest son of the Su family, and then confirmed that the other party was Chen Xiaohua back then.

The old lotus village has undergone earth-shaking changes, and all the villagers back then have moved to other places, so the information Liu Qi brought is also intermittent. He only knows that Su Jinyu was taken back to the Su family when he was 12 years old. He didn't know anything about what happened in the middle or even after he left.

"How did they bully you?"

Su Jinyu's body stiffened imperceptibly for a moment, and then returned to normal.

"How can a group of children be bullied?" He shrugged, his voice as if nothing had happened. "It's nothing more than forming a gang to isolate me and give me some ugly nicknames..."

The hand interlocked with his index finger suddenly tightened, and Su Jinyu's heart softened.

"But don't worry, I'm not a vegetarian. They bullied me, so I ran to their lotus pond and picked all the lotus flowers, lotus seeds and lotus roots. I didn't let any of them go..." His tone I was a little proud, but the next second I suddenly remembered that this kind of behavior was stealing, and I immediately gave up.

Gu Peilang didn't notice, at this moment, his heart was full of distress.

Su Jinyu hurriedly changed the subject: "Speaking of which, I fought with them when I was four years old..."

"When did it happen..." Gu Peilang said hoarsely, his deep voice seemed to be suppressing something, but Su Jinyu didn't notice it.

"Huh? It seems to be the summer when I was four years old," Su Jinyu thought for a while, "I can't remember the specific reason, but my grandmother told me later that they smashed a big hole in my head. Lying naked in a pool of blood, unconscious, a group of children surrounded me crying loudly, and it was the proprietress of the hotel who heard the movement and came out and saw me, and sent me to the hospital..."

Four years old, summer, homestay... When these words were connected, Gu Peilang had a guess that frightened him. His breathing trembled slightly, and he grabbed Su Jinyu's hand unconsciously and exerted force.

The man finally noticed his abnormality, and called him suspiciously: "Pei Lang?"

Gu Peilang turned to face him, gently stroked his head with his warm hand, and then moved it a little bit, finally, he finally touched a thumb-long protrusion on the back of the person's head.

The man's breathing trembled more and more violently, Su Jinyu raised his head cautiously, but he couldn't see the man's face clearly in the darkness.

Gu Peilang clenched his teeth, unable to restrain the pity in his heart, he gently but forcefully pressed the human head into his arms.

"You forgot..." His voice was inaudible, with great sadness, and a kind of trance.

Su Jinyu felt a little suffocated, he soured his nose, and slowly hugged the person in front of him, and the muffled voice came out through the clothes: "How do you know that I have amnesia?"

After waking up, he was in a very bad state of mind, and after a doctor's examination and diagnosis, it was discovered that he had lost the memory of that entire month.

Gu Peilang didn't speak, but hugged him tighter.

He never thought that the truth of the matter, which he did not know, turned out to be like this.