I Was Wrong, Please Don't Leave Me

When Gu Peilang opened his eyes, there was still a pitch-black night outside the window, and the room was dimly lit, only the wall lamp on the bedside table was turned on to illuminate a small area of ​​the world.

He blinked his eyes, and the dream stayed at the moment when the car accident happened, with the harsh sound of brakes in his ears, he was tightly protected in his arms, and warm liquid dripped continuously on his face, sticky , with a fishy-sweet taste.

Something moved in his arms, and then a warm hand patted his back lightly, with tenderness and comfort.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm having a nightmare, don't be afraid..." The slurred voice rang out indistinctly with sleepiness, pulling Gu Peilang out of the aftermath of the nightmare.

Only then did Gu Peilang realize that there was someone lying in his arms.

Su Jinyu was wearing a sky-blue cotton pajamas, curled up slightly in his arms, put one hand on his chest and grabbed his clothes, and put the other hand on his back, just in time Pat gently.

The orange light hit him softly, illuminating his delicate profile, the long eyelashes cast a light shadow on the bottom of the eyes, the bridge of the nose is high, the tip of the nose is small, the lips are round and plump... …

Gu Peilang has never observed him so closely and carefully before. Every part of the man's body is like a masterpiece carefully carved by God, and it can always easily capture his entire mind.

Memories before the consciousness dissipated rushed into his mind: he learned some truths about his parents' car accident during the dinner negotiation with his partner, and he couldn't help drinking more under the turmoil of his mood, and came back drunk.

It was Su Jinyu who pulled him out of the bathroom, dried his hair and changed his clothes, then put him on the bed, coaxing him to sleep in a low voice with a gentle tone he had never heard before.

Even in the deep sleep, the person in his arms frowned beautifully, as if he had something to worry about. Gu Peilang looked at him without blinking. Those dark and deep eyes were more beautiful than those outside the window. The night was even darker, and no one knew what was going on in his heart.

The sleeping person seemed to be disturbed by his gaze. First, his brows furrowed deeper, then his slender eyelashes began to tremble, and finally, he slowly opened his eyes.

The four eyes met, the man's misty eyes still had the sleepiness that had not faded away.

"Pei Lang?" Su Jinyu opened his mouth, his voice dry and hoarse.

Gu Peilang looked away and hummed, Su Jinyu sat up with support, and turned on the light in the room.

The bright light instantly illuminated every corner of the room. He turned his head to look at the person on the bed, and saw the pale face and sweat on his forehead.

Unable to stop the distress in his eyes, Su Jinyu took the tissue on the bedside table and wiped it for others.

"Did you have another nightmare?"

The movement on the forehead was extremely gentle, Gu Peilang closed his eyes, concealing the fragility of his eyes.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Su Jinyu didn't care. He knew that the other party was in a bad mood, so he got up and poured him a cup of hot water that he had prepared a long time ago. He looked at the person on the bed and said softly, "Do you want a drink? ?”

The man propped himself up and half leaned against the head of the bed, and took the water glass in his hand: "Thank you."

Su Jinyu bent the corners of her lips, her eyes sparkling.His eyes were a little red and swollen, Gu Peilang recalled how he was holding himself and crying before, and the fingertips holding the water glass trembled slightly.

"Pei Lang, are you hungry? Butler Zhang cooked porridge, I'll bring it to you, or do you want soup? Today's pork rib soup is delicious, I..."

"I'm not hungry, you don't have to worry about this." Su Jinyu was interrupted by Gu Peilang before he could finish speaking. He sat on the head of the bed, looked down at the water glass in his hand, and his slightly dry voice was moistened by the water. It returned to a low and cold voice, "Thank you for taking care of me at night, I'm fine now, you can go back and rest."

Su Jinyu looked at his face that hadn't recovered its blood color and the depression surrounding his body for a long time, hesitated and didn't move.

The man raised his eyes, and his dark eyes looked at him quietly.

Su Jinyu: "Can I stay?"

Gu Peilang: "..."

Seeing that he didn't speak, Su Jinyu thought that the other party disagreed, and hurriedly said, "I had a nightmare... The master bedroom is too big and I'm scared by myself... Pei Lang, can you just let me stay? Just tonight, you If you don't want me to sleep with you, I can sleep on the floor..."

The man just stood by the bed, frowned beautifully, looked at himself pitifully, and his tone was pleading, which made Gu Peilang suspect that if he refused, the other party would cry directly in the next second.

"Come on." Gu Peilang put down the water glass and lay back down again, with his back to Su Jinyu, and he didn't see the smile on Su Jinyu's face after hearing his words.

Su Jinyu stepped forward quickly, then lifted the quilt and carefully lay down next to the man.

With a soft "click", the room returned to darkness again, and only the shallow breathing of the two remained in the quiet space, interlaced and undulating.

Gu Peilang is still awake now, Su Jinyu can no longer lie in the other person's arms unscrupulously and hug someone to sleep, he is a little disappointed in his heart, he can only quietly retract his head into the quilt, and take a deep breath with forbearance and restraint Take a look at the other party's smell on the quilt, like a drug addict.

"You don't actually have to do that."

Gu Peilang's voice suddenly sounded, with a hint of inexplicable emotion.

The lie was exposed, and Su Jinyu was not surprised. He turned around, looked in the direction of the man in the dark, and said softly, "I just thought, at this time, I should be with you."

Gu's father and mother had an accident early on. The family of three had a car accident on the way back from vacation. The cars rear-end in a series of rear-end collisions, pushing their car directly out of the guardrail of the national highway.Gu's father died on the spot, and Gu's mother protected Gu Peilang, who was only seven years old at the time, until the arrival of the rescue team, and then swallowed his last breath on the way to the hospital. The originally happy family of three suddenly disappeared. There was only one child left without a father or a mother.

These things were all heard by Su Jinyu after he was taken back to Su's house. When Gu's father and mother died, he was only four years old. He was still living with his grandparents in a village to be developed, and he didn't know anything.But even if he found out later, he didn't feel anything. On the contrary, when he knew that Gu Peilang was forcing the Su family to marry him off, he thought viciously in his heart why he couldn't be taken away in that car accident.

It has been nearly 20 years, and everyone who knew about it thought it was just a traffic accident, but they didn't expect that there was something hidden in it.

How sad should his Pei Lang be?