I Was Wrong, Please Don't Leave Me

The soul is floating and has nowhere to fall.

Su Jinyu opened his eyes and looked at the milky white world in front of him, thinking bitterly: Is this the legendary underworld?

Before he had time to wonder why there were no ghosts in the underworld, and the legendary life-threatening black and white impermanence, Su Jinyu saw a road appearing under his feet.

The clean bluestone road stretches all the way to the distance, and finally disappears in the depths of the dense fog.

Su Jinyu tried to move his body, and in the next second, his light and translucent body landed firmly on the ground.

The man raised his eyebrows, a little surprised that the soul body can still touch the real thing, but it was only for a moment.He raised his head and looked at the endless bluestone road. After two seconds of silence, he raised his foot and walked forward without any hesitation.

Perhaps those myths and stories were mistaken, the underworld did not forget the other side of the river and the bridge of Naihe, or the one under his feet was the real bridge of Naihe.

But whether it was a mistake or whether it was true or not, Su Jinyu didn't care anymore, he only had one thought, to walk this path.

There was always a voice in my heart urging him: go on.As long as he walks down, he can meet whoever he wants to see.

Su Jinyu quickened his pace little by little, and finally ran straight away. Everything around him seemed to be still, without a sound, and the road under his feet seemed endless.Even though he was already dead, Su Jinyu could still feel the exhaustion emanating from the depths of his soul.

A pair of legs seemed to be filled with lead, so heavy that he couldn't lift them up, but even so, Su Jinyu still didn't stop. He gritted his teeth tightly, his jaw line stretched like a string on a bow, and the veins on his forehead twitched violently. The eyes stared at a certain point in the void for a moment, and kept telling himself in his heart: It's just a little bit, Su Jinyu, just a little bit...

When Su Jinyu stepped on the ground and fell infinitely, seeing the light in front of him rapidly shrinking into spots and then into points, and finally being swallowed by the darkness, Su Jinyu completely gave up the last struggle.

"don't want!!!"

The sound of the music was deafening, and in the box where the demons were dancing, a voice full of panic and despair suddenly sounded, with a suffocating pathos in it.

Everyone in the box was frightened by the sound, and they all looked towards the corner, where their protagonist tonight was sitting.

In the quiet box, only the sound of music accompaniment and colored lights swinging back and forth were left.

The red, green and green lights fluttered and fell on the corner of the box, illuminating the man's face.

It was a face that was hard to forget once it was seen, with exquisite features but not feminine at all, instead it carried a bit of the heroic spirit of a literati general who abandoned his pen and went to the army in ancient times.The innate nobility and arrogance that come out from the bones make a man the most eye-catching existence even if he is thrown into the crowd.Wherever he appeared, others were overshadowed.

And now, it's this man, who can be the most searched man in City A the next day with just a sneeze, but now he's sitting on the sofa in the corner of the box with a dull expression, his affectionate eyes are widened to the extreme, The dilated pupils were full of panic and despair, and the colorful lights hit his face, illuminating that pale face like paper. Coupled with the expression at this moment, he looked like a ghost in a horror movie who died unjustly. .

The two girls sitting next to him were taken aback by him, their eyes turned red immediately when they came back to their senses, and they limply lay in each other's arms like a rabbit without bones, pinching their throats and saying delicately: "Young Master Yu, what's wrong with you? You scared Pepe..."

"Also scared An'an, Young Master Yu~~~"

His body was like a machine that had been in disrepair for many years and started up as soon as it was lubricated. Su Jinyu turned his head stiffly, and could clearly hear the sound of bones rubbing against each other.

He lowered his head, his bottomless black eyes fixed on the heavily made-up person in his arms, and he didn't move for a long time.

When the two girls were looked at by his lifeless eyes, their bodies trembled suddenly, and an indescribable fear spread from the depths of their souls along their limbs.It seemed that what was in front of him was no longer the wealthy young man who could spend a lot of money, but a demon who had escaped from hell.

Others also noticed something was wrong here. One of the young men in a silver-white casual suit saw that something was wrong, immediately cut off the sound, and signaled the two in Su Jinyu's arms to leave with his eyes.

The two girls jumped out of Su Jinyu's arms as if they had received an amnesty order, and then left the box as if fleeing for their lives, forgetting to take the thick stack of red notes on the glass table.

The dimly lit box was so quiet that the sound of a needle falling on the ground could be clearly heard. Several people present looked at each other, and they all saw doubts and curiosity in each other's eyes. Well-veiled contempt.

In the end, it was the man in the suit who broke the weird silence. He stepped forward to Su Jinyu's side, raised his hand and patted Su Jinyu on the shoulder.

Su Jinyu raised his head, his dark eyes like black holes looked at him quietly.

The man in the suit: "..."

"Jinyu, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell? Or... is it because of Gu Peilang? Didn't he already agree to divorce you? Could it be that he's back on his word..."

The mouth with a slightly thick lower lip in front of her was still chattering non-stop. Looking at the face that was so familiar to her, Su Jinyu felt her brain throbbing, as if someone was holding a chisel It's like knocking inside again and again.He tried his best to distinguish what the other party said, and the three words "Gu Peilang" fell straight in front of him like splitting the red tasseled spears of thousands of horses.

"Gu...Pei...Lang?"

His voice was trembling, and his whole body was like three souls without seven souls.

The man in the suit frowned slowly, looking at him, the originally playful expression on his face became serious.

"Jinyu, what's wrong with you?"

When the other people in the box who were silent originally heard the man's words, they hurried forward, expressing their concern in a hurry.

Su Jinyu's eyes slid across the faces with seemingly real and fake expressions, and something flashed in his mind, so fast that he didn't have time to catch it.

Until the man in the suit called himself again, Su Jinyu looked at the face that became more and more familiar, and his brain buzzed.

He remembered who the person in front of him was!

His high school and college classmate, Fang Mingzhi!

But didn't the other party go bankrupt and leave City A with his family in the first year after he and Gu Peilang divorced?After Gu Peilang's death, he had seen him in an unknown town.But why are men here now, and, besides, so much younger? !

"Fang... Mingzhi?" Su Jinyu opened his mouth, and a trembling voice came out of his vocal cords little by little.

Fang Mingzhi frowned tightly, his brows were full of worry, and he asked, "Jinyu, are you feeling unwell?"

Su Jinyu didn't answer his words, turned his stiff head, stared, and scanned the place where he was now, and the group of strangely dressed men and women in front of him inch by inch.

Blurred lights, large LCD TV on the wall, large and comfortable leather sofa, red and white wine on the glass table, dice and playing cards scattered all over the floor...

Su Jinyu is very familiar with everything in front of him. Before Gu Peilang died, when the Su family was still there, he used to regard this place as his second home.

But why am I here?Am I not already dead?

The man blinked his eyes slowly and mechanically, lowered his head, and when he saw the slender, powerful, jade-white hands under the dim light, he was completely stunned as if struck by lightning.

It's not his hand!The torment of the disease and the aging of the body left his hands with ugly criss-cross wrinkles and countless pinholes of various sizes. It is not what it is now!But……

Su Jinyu moved his fingers stiffly, and his hands automatically clenched into fists according to his brain's instructions.He held his breath, looked up at the person in front of him again, and began to have a bold guess in his heart.

"I... feel a little uncomfortable, and I want to go to the bathroom..." After saying these words tremblingly, Su Jinyu left the sight of him behind her, and almost instinctively opened the door of the box and left go out.

The exquisite crystal chandelier light on the ceiling rests on the cold marble floor, which is so bright that it hurts people's eyes, and next to their ears is the howling of ghosts and wolves coming from the closed doors on both sides of the corridor.

Ignoring the surprised looks of the waiters around him and those passing by in the corridor looking at him, Su Jinyu stumbled to the bathroom.

After slamming the door shut and locking it with a "bang", he almost couldn't wait to come to the sink.

The oval half-length mirror with an exquisitely carved frame was wiped clean without a trace of dust. In the clean mirror surface, a pale, bloodless, young, delicate but not feminine face was reflected, full of shock.

Su Jinyu stared blankly at the person in the mirror, wishing to pierce the mirror in front of him. In those bloodshot eyeballs, complex emotions surged up and down, like a ferocious beast trapped in an iron cage. If you are not careful, you will get out of the brakes.

There was silence in the bathroom with a faint fragrance, except for the rapid breathing of the man standing in front of the sink.

As if a century had passed, Su Jinyu finally touched the collagen-free face with trembling hands.

His eyes turned red, the man gritted his teeth stubbornly and did not shed tears, until the phone in his pocket rang suddenly, he took out the phone tremblingly, when he saw the date on it, he finally collapsed to the ground, with no image Sitting on the cold floor, holding the phone in his hand and crying loudly.

Fang Mingzhi, who was worried, greeted the other people in the box and chased them out. He came to the bathroom door, and before he even raised his hand to knock on the door, he heard the suppressed crying inside.

Fang Mingzhi will never forget that cry in his life.Like a cub imprisoned in an iron cage, after experiencing despair and pain in the dark, one day he suddenly saw light and freedom.The ecstasy of facing a psychological collapse and suddenly remaining alive, as well as the grievance and helplessness of being frightened, seemed to have turned into a knife, and cut Fang Mingzhi's heart deeply.

"Jinyu! Jinyu, are you in there? Open the door Jinyu...it's my Mingzhi...can you open the door Jinyu..."

No matter how anxious Fang Mingzhi shouted outside, the people inside remained silent. Just when he turned around and decided to find the manager to unlock the lock, the door behind him suddenly opened.

Fang Mingzhi turned his head and was stunned when he saw the man in front of him with wrinkled clothes and red and swollen eyes.

"Jinyu..." Fang Mingzhi came back to his senses and called out his name cautiously.

Su Jinyu raised his glasses and glanced at him. There were too many things Fang Mingzhi couldn't understand in those eyes. Before he opened his mouth to speak, Su Jinyu withdrew his eyes and strode out, brushing his shoulders.

Fang Mingzhi grabbed him: "Jinyu, where are you going?"

Su Jinyu moved her mouth, and said two words hoarsely from her pale and cracked lips: "Go home."

Frightened by the strange and treacherous aura emanating from him, Fang Mingzhi let go of his hand subconsciously. Su Jinyu strode out without a trace of hesitation, and his figure quickly disappeared around the corner of the wall.

Reaching out to hail a taxi, Su Jinyu got on it and reported the place name, then turned his head stiffly and looked out the window expressionlessly.

The brightly lit shops and straight street lamps on the side of the street quickly passed by the retina, Su Jinyu looked at this strange but familiar bustling city, and once again his eyes were red with disappointment.

The phone in his hand was squeezed tightly by him, and the rounded edge cut his fingers sorely, but he didn't let go of his strength, holding the phone as if he was grabbing the last straw.

Yes, his lifesaver.

The finger accidentally touched the fingerprint key, and the phone screen lit up instantly, and the current time was clearly written on the screen saver that came with the system.

0202年6月18日，星期六，21：35

Although it was too horrifying and bizarre, Su Jinyu had to believe that he was reborn. After dying on the operating table at the age of 80 because of lung cancer, he was reborn and returned to the past, back to the year when he was 23 years old.

And June 6 was the day he threatened Gu Peilang with suicide to divorce him.

In the past, no matter how much he sneered and abused him, he was indifferent, and the man who never mentioned divorce, when faced with the fruit knife on his neck, compromised.

After seeing Gu Peilang sign his name on the divorce agreement that he had already signed, Su Jinyu, who was single again, couldn't wait to call his good friends to the bar to celebrate.

The box just now was reserved by him to celebrate that he finally got rid of the clutches of the perverted Gu Peilang.

At this time, Su Jinyu regretted the past, wishing he could strangle himself with the knife on his neck, and at the same time, he was ecstatic because of his rebirth, and at the same time, he was panicked and annoyed because he missed the signing time.He even blamed God a little in his heart, why couldn't he be a good person and send the Buddha to the west, even if he was reborn when Gu Peilang pulled out the pen cap.