I Was Wrong, Please Don't Leave Me

People of the older generation say that when people are about to die, they will often think of things in their youth, and they will have some bizarre dreams. Those people and things that they hate and love will appear in their lives. When one flashes in a dream, it is saying goodbye to the world.

Su Jinyu always sneered at this, until he was old and lying in the intensive care unit of the hospital with skinny bones, and when time was running out, he believed that what those old people said was true.

In his life, the first half of his life was full of ups and downs, ups and downs, but the second half of his life was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, even throwing stones into it would not stir up any waves, and the watershed that caused all this was a man named Gu Peilang.

Su Jinyu knew that he was dying, because he had been dreaming of that man every night when he went to bed for a week.

The man in the dream is still the same as when the two met for the first time, sitting in a black wheelchair, with a pure white shirt on his upper body, a gray cashmere blanket covering his legs, and handsome and thick black eyebrows. , is a pair of black as ink eyes, narrow and long eyes, the tail of the eyes is slightly raised, when looking at people, it is like the cold current of Siberia, wrapped in a biting cold wind, making people cold to the bone.With a tall nose bridge, reddish thin lips, and a knife-sharpened outline, there is an inhuman indifference everywhere.

However, only Su Jinyu knows that even such a man who is so indifferent to the point of being heartless will show the warmest smile in the world when facing the person he likes.

Once, that smile belonged to him, before they divorced, it belonged to him.

Gu Yin said that he was not worthy to die with Gu Peilang, and Su Jinyu felt the same way, so after Gu Peilang left, he continued to live in this world, living a life like a walking corpse every day, carrying his guilt towards men, With the crimes committed by the Su family, he has lived until now.

Today's technology and medical care are so advanced. It has been five years since he was diagnosed with advanced liver cancer at the age of 75. Even though he had long wanted to die, he was still forced to stay in the ICU for five years.

80 years old...is it considered an advanced age?Su Jinyu was thinking in a daze as he listened to the sound of the machine working beside him.

The man in the dream seemed to appear in front of his eyes again, wearing a white shirt, sitting upright on a black wheelchair, looking at him coldly, without saying a word.

Su Jinyu looked at the man, and slightly curled the corners of his lips.

Pei Lang, you are here to pick me up, right?

I know you don't want to see me, but I want to see you. Every day, every day, I think about it, and my heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys are hurting.

Pei Lang, I hurt so much, really hurt, can you hug me, just like the day we got married, I swear, this time, I won't push you away, and I won't call you pervert again, OK?

As if he heard his words, the man in the wheelchair steered the wheelchair and walked towards him slowly, but stopped three meters away from him, and then slowly stretched out his hand towards him.

Su Jinyu smiled happily with the corners of her lips hooked, and ran towards the other party uncontrollably.

He knew that his Pei Lang was the one who loved him the most in this world...

The running pace stopped suddenly, and the smile on his face seemed to have been frozen. Su Jinyu stared blankly at the man who was getting further and further away from him, and an uncontrollable panic began to rise in his heart.

Pei Lang...Pei Lang...don't leave me...don't leave me...please...I beg you...

The man whose figure was gradually going away couldn't hear his heart-piercing cry, that handsome, expressionless face, like a shattered mirror, cracked lines one by one, and then spread all the way, snow-white The clothes were stained a blinding red by the blood, and the gray blanket became darker, dripping blood dripping down, and soon, it gathered into a pool of blood.

Su Jinyu shook his head in disbelief, tears streaming down his face, he ran forward desperately, wanting to hug his lover, but he just got farther and farther away from him.

Gu Peilang doesn't want me anymore, even if I cry and beg him, he doesn't want me anymore...

He really doesn't want me anymore...

Su Jinyu has never been so desperate and helpless as he is now. He killed Gu Peilang and spent a long life to atone for his sin, but even so, the other party still refused to forgive him.He was going to die, but men were unwilling to give him even the chance to meet and say sorry after death.

The body dragged the soul as if falling into an endless abyss, and there was the whistling wind in his ears. At the last second when he closed his eyes, Su Jinyu heard a vague sound, which seemed to be coming from another world. world.

"Doctor! Doctor! The patient is dying..."

"Enter the rescue room and prepare for rescue!"

"Electric shock preparation..."

Before the last trace of consciousness dissipated, Su Jinyu heard the long beep of the heart rate and blood pressure monitor returning to zero.

After that, the world was silent.