Little Madman's Guide to Acting Good

Zhang Yazhi looked at the situation over there suspiciously, and Shen Yuhuai sat on the chair beside the hospital bed, slightly blocking the people on the bed.Seeing Chen Qizhao sitting leaning, she quickly withdrew her gaze and continued to be busy with the matter at hand.The work of Chen's father and son is inseparable from the company. Zhang Yazhi opened his own studio, so he can handle the work at hand flexibly.

When Shen Yuhuai saw Zhang Yazhi sitting on the sofa looking at the drawing, he turned his head slightly.

There was a layer of quilt, and the two held hands underneath.

The cold touch is pressed against the palm, and the knuckles on the back of the hand are obviously protruding, and they can hold each other's fingers with a slight movement.Shen Yuhuai couldn't see the hand, but he could see the boy's slightly lowered eyes. The other party didn't speak or look at him. All his movements and strength seemed to stop at that hand, trying to test something unspeakable one after another. borderline.

It's already July, and the exams for all majors at S University have almost come to an end, and the weather in S City has entered summer.

Everyone walking on the road changed into short sleeves, but even so, Chen Qizhao's hands were still cold in the warm ward.

There are some scattered supplies on the bedside table next to the hospital bed, the mobile phone charger is still plugged into the power plug, tissues are within reach, and there is a trash can very close under the ward.

Chen Qizhao’s biggest drug reaction was nausea. His nausea was more serious than others, and he often experienced retching or other symptoms... After taking the medicine for a few days, his stomach first appeared to resist, and the doctor had to add it to his daily medication. Stomach medicine.

Shen Yuhuai had seen a healthy Chen Qizhao. In Yan Kailin's video call last year, he saw that the boy maintained a good figure, and his smooth muscle lines made it hard to move his eyes.But now he can't see the inside of the hospital gown, but he is noticeably thinner to the naked eye, he doesn't eat well, and the treatment is just to cooperate with the treatment.

The person in front of him looks the same as normal. In other words, during the treatment described by Zhang Yazhi, Chen Qizhao is a very cooperative patient. He doesn't have extreme emotions or agitation like other patients, and he doesn't suffer from all kinds of problems during the treatment. Medication side effects and tantrums...

So peaceful.

Chen Qizhao didn't know why, when Shen Yuhuai was sitting beside him, he wanted to grab the other's hand.

The palms are warm, and so are the fingers. The touch is close at hand, and Chen Qizhao seems to smell the smell of a grilled fish shop.But he knew that Shen Yuhuai didn't come out of the grilled fish shop. The other party had an indelible laboratory smell, mixed with the smell of mint, and maybe mixed with the smell of hospital disinfectant.

"You're sweating." Chen Qizhao said.

Shen Yuhuai looked at him, "Well, your hands are too cold."

There was no slight ups and downs on the surface of the quilt, and there was Zhang Yazhi's voice in the distance when she was processing work, and the tip of the pencil fell on the drawing, making a tiny rustling sound.The two didn't speak much, and all the touch seemed to stay on the entangled hands, until the fingers were interlocked, and then separated again.

Until there was a buzzing vibration in the ward, Zhang Yazhi received the call and went out.

Shen Yuhuai looked sideways slightly, at this moment, Chen Qizhao, who had been sitting motionless on the hospital bed for a long time, suddenly approached, and before Zhang Yazhi turned around, he kissed Shen Yuhuai quietly on the corner of his mouth.

The door of the ward was closed in response, but Zhang Yazhi's voice was isolated from the outside.

Chen Qizhao said, "I don't seem to be sure."

"do not move."

Shen Yuhuai said something in a low voice, then leaned slightly, and kissed Chen Qizhao's lips from bottom to top.

Zhang Yazhi went out to answer the phone, and soon saw the housekeeper Uncle Zhang coming from a distance. The other party was still carrying several food boxes, all of which were specially ordered by Zhang Yazhi to prepare dinner.

"The young master said that he would come over later, so he prepared an extra copy inside." Uncle Zhang said.

Zhang Yazhi took the food box and explained something to Uncle Zhang. When she turned around and opened the door, she saw Shen Yuhuai getting up from the hospital bed.

Shen Yuhuai went over to help Zhang Yazhi set the table, and brought a lot of things from home, Zhang Yazhi put away his work stuff, and talked with Shen Yuhuai while tidying up.The hustle and bustle in the ward seemed to be limited to that corner, Chen Qizhao's eyes were calm, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and was stopped by Zhang Yazhi when he took two steps.

"Xiao Zhao, shoes." Zhang Yazhi put down the things at hand, walked over quickly, and got out the slippers that were under the bed who didn't know when, "How many times have I said that?"

Chen Qizhao stared at the slippers for a while, "Forgot."

Shen Yuhuai turned slightly sideways and looked at Chen Qizhao.

Dinner is relatively light, there are no greasy dishes, and even the meat is lean.During the meal, Shen Yuhuai kept paying attention to Chen Qizhao. Zhang Yazhi only ate half of the food Zhang Yazhi gave Chen Qizhao, and the rice barely moved.

When he was in school, Shen Yuhuai often went out to eat with Chen Qizhao, and his food intake now was at best one-third of what he was then.

After eating, Zhang Yazhi went to get medicine for Chen Qizhao. Several pills were mixed together. Chen Qizhao didn't even look at it, and swallowed it directly with water.

Shen Yuhuai watched from the side, but didn't say much. He watched people take medicine step by step, obeyed, and had no other reaction.

Not long after, the doctor came to record the situation in the ward, and Shen Yuhuai and Zhang Yazhi retreated outside the ward.Through the observation glass window on the door, Shen Yuhuai saw the person sitting on the hospital bed. He looked slightly sideways and asked Zhang Yazhi, "Is his attention not good recently?"

Zhang Yazhi paused for a moment, then said after a while: "I've gotten better these few days, and occasionally my mind wanders. There are many side effects of the medicine, and the doctor comes several times a day. He has been very cooperative in the treatment...but there are some things that I didn't say."

After she finished speaking, after a while, her tone was a little relieved: "It's okay, there's no rush, let him talk when he wants to."

This disease is not like an ordinary disease, and it does not mean that it will be cured after taking the medicine. Even if it is cured in a short time, there is a possibility of recurrence.It's not that Zhang Yazhi doesn't understand anything. She has also checked a lot of information during this time. It is related to the child's illness. She dare not relax at all, but every time she expresses her concern to Chen Qizhao, the other party feeds her another concern. .

Even when she was falling asleep on the sofa in the ward in the middle of the night, she saw Chen Qizhao coming from the bed in a daze, and covered her with a quilt.

When she checked online and asked the doctor, she thought about all the consequences of the disease.But Chen Qizhao didn't show this. He was too cooperative, so cooperative that he didn't look like a patient.

Without all the pretense, the calm Chen Qizhao looked more like an adult than she expected, obviously he hadn't seen much wind and rain, and he hadn't experienced much, but he acted like a calm that was riddled with holes.

Chen Shiming was mature at Chen Qizhao's age, but not this kind of maturity that could never be seen through. Chen Qizhao's maturity made Zhang Yazhi feel uneasy.

Especially when she saw Chen Qizhao's eyes, she always had a trance illusion, as if it was not she who was taking care of them, but Chen Qizhao was taking care of all of them. In order not to make them worry, she actively cooperated with all the treatments.

Zhang Yazhi said: "Sometimes I wonder if he is too sensible."

Shen Yuhuai did not speak, but listened quietly.

After a while, footsteps came from outside the corridor. Chen Shiming had just returned from get off work and was still holding something in his hand.His face was a little tired. When he looked in, he noticed that the inside was being checked, and he asked, "Did you just come after get off work?"

"Come here in the afternoon." Shen Yuhuai replied, noticing that Chen Shiming had some water on his body, and asked, "Is it raining?"

Chen Shiming nodded: "It's a little rainy."

In the ward, Chen Qizhao watched the doctor's movements and answered the questions.In the quiet ward, only the inquiries of doctors and nurses remained, and Chen Qizhao's mind was also emptied a lot. To be honest, the repeated questions these days made him a little irritable. He knew Zhang Yazhi's worries, and he also had them in his previous life. After emotional ups and downs, the anxiety situation is better than now, and I also consulted a psychologist at that time.

He is not a good person. After all, he is flawed from the beginning to the end. He has done ridiculous things for most of his life. He has a bad temper for many years before he can barely restrain himself. The only thing that can be regarded as a little achievement is to finish the things that should be done.

When all the dust settled in some form, his mood was not as smooth as before, but an indescribably empty feeling.

Not to mention happy, but a little overwhelmed, not knowing what to do in the future.

Chen Qizhao never thought about this issue. In his previous life, he tried his best to send Lin Shizhong away, but he fell asleep in the cemetery in a daze. When he opened his eyes, he returned to the age of 18, and everything started again.But now that the matter was barely finished, he didn't know what to do.

The doctor went out after the examination. From the corner of his eyes, Chen Qizhao saw two people talking at the door. After a while, Chen Shiming opened the door and came in.

"Where's Shen Yuhuai?" Chen Qizhao asked.

Chen Shiming put down the things in his hand, "Mom went to the office with the doctor, and he followed."

After he finished speaking, he said, "Is there anything uncomfortable today?"

"No." Sitting by the bed, Chen Qizhao said to Chen Shiming, "The insulated box over there is something she left. She said you came here at night and left some food for you." His eyes stopped on Chen Shiming's hand On the things in the bag, I can vaguely see the paper things inside through the bag, "Don't come to me for processing work."

Chen Shiming noticed that Chen Qizhao's gaze stayed on his hand, and he took out the contents inside, "A few periodicals, I brought them here in case you were bored."

There is still a period of time for medical treatment. In fact, she can be discharged from the hospital and go home for treatment, but Zhang Yazhi is worried and must stay in the hospital for a while.Chen Shiming knew that Chen Qizhao's favorite thing to play in the past was the computer, and he brought him a notebook some time ago, but he didn't seem to be interested, and would rather play Tetris on the sidelines.

Chen Qizhao paused, seeing that the journals were the artificial intelligence journals he used to read, "Bought the wrong one?"

"You bought it right." Chen Shiming said, "You often read these few books."

Chen Qizhao's gaze stayed on Chen Shiming's hand for a long while before reaching out to take the book, but his movement was a little too big, and he accidentally touched something on the bedside table, and a medicine bottle fell to the ground with a bang.It seemed that the bottle cap was not tightened tightly, and the white pills were scattered all over the ground. Seeing this, Chen Shiming stopped, put the paper bag aside, and went to pick up the scattered pills on the ground.

Chen Qizhao stared at the scattered white pills, and the things scattered on the carpet and Chen Shiming's face seemed to appear in front of his eyes.

He suddenly said, "Don't pick it up!"

Chen Shiming froze, and when he raised his head, he noticed that Chen Qizhao's face was a little pale.

Chen Qizhao paused: "Pick it up."

Chen Shiming picked up the last few pills, made sure that there were no more drops on the ground, and put the things away after tightening the bottle cap.When I just stood up, I suddenly heard someone next to me asking.

"Chen Shiming, if you didn't find the locator in the car and you were paralyzed in a car accident, what would you do?"

Chen Shiming's heart skipped a beat, Chen Qizhao's expression was the same as usual, there was not much difference when he was talking to him, but his face was a little pale.He said cautiously, "Why do you ask that?"

"No, just ask." Chen Qizhao didn't read those periodicals, put the things on the table, and picked up the phone boredly.

Chen Shiming didn't leave, and stood beside his hospital bed with a stern face as usual.Chen Qizhao seemed to have asked this question a long time ago. In his father's study, Chen Qizhao joked about a strange dream. Chen Qizhao said that he was paralyzed in a car accident.He didn't believe it at the time, and he thought Chen Qizhao was joking, but now that he heard this sentence from Chen Qizhao's mouth, Chen Shiming couldn't help but recall the dream that Chen Qizhao was talking about.

"It blocked the light." Chen Qizhao said.

The position of the light is the other side.

Chen Shiming said, "I'll go and turn on a headlight for you."

"..." Chen Qizhao looked at him with a frown, and wanted to ask if this person was a little too busy?

Chen Shiming really walked over and turned on the headlight for him, then went to sit by the sofa without blocking his light.The ward was quiet again. Chen Qizhao was playing Tetris. He glanced at Chen Shiming's position and found him looking at his mobile phone. "If you don't eat dinner, you can throw it away."

"Eat." Chen Shiming opened the lunch box next to him, "Do you need an injection at night?"

"No need." Chen Qizhao replied, bowed his head and continued to compete with the new level of Tetris.

One is eating and one is playing games.

There was no communication between the patient and the nurse. Chen Shiming was still thinking about the previous dream, and wanted Special Assistant Xu to retrieve some other materials, when the cell phone rang suddenly.He noticed that the person on the other side of the hospital bed moved, took the mobile phone to the outside of the ward to answer the call, and stood by the door to watch the situation inside.

"Hello? Tell me." Chen Shiming lowered his voice, "What's going on in the capital?"

Chen Qizhao glanced around and noticed that the food box had been put away and the people standing outside.When he got out of bed, he hesitated, pulled out the slippers on the side, put them on, and walked to the bathroom.

As soon as the bathroom door was closed, the surroundings fell into complete silence.

All the sound was cut off, quiet, and he was left alone.

Chen Qizhao turned on the switch in the sink, and the pattering water gushed out from the spout. The cold water passed through the fingertips, taking away the heat lingering on the fingers before, and the anxiety seemed to be washed away.He got enough water, wet his face, and when he looked up, he saw himself in the mirror.

The forehead hair was already wet, and a little bit of water fell down, with an unreal feeling.

Looking at himself in the mirror, Chen Qizhao seemed to see himself in his previous life from his thin face. Was he so thin before?It seems not, the chin is not so sharp.

The water was flowing, Chen Qizhao looked at himself in the mirror with eyes like stagnant water.

He suddenly couldn't remember what he looked like before, it seemed to be like this, and it seemed to be a little bit worse.Familiar nausea welled up from his throat, Chen Qizhao frowned tightly, his hands tightly grasped the edge of the washstand, the blue veins in his hands were protruding, pressing down on the rising discomfort.

After feeling the pressure down, he noticed that his heart was beating a little faster.

In the quiet bathroom, there seemed to be only the sound of the beating heartbeat, as if after a long long-distance race, and the tiredness welling up from the inside of the body.

Chen Qizhao looked down at the hands pressed on the washstand, habitually wanted to touch his pockets, but found a thin hospital gown with no pockets, and no cigarettes and lighters that he usually used.

Oh, by the way, he hasn't touched a cigarette for almost a month.

Smoking is not allowed in the hospital. A while ago he hid in the bathroom to smoke, and then Zhang Yazhi confiscated all his cigarettes and lighters with red eyes. Chen Qizhao rarely saw Zhang Yazhi cry, but he saw her red-eyed several times.

Lin Shizhong was imprisoned, and the Gu family had no choice but to run away. What followed was a long trial and the final result.

The bomb that could explode on top of the head at any time disappeared, and everything should be resolved. The next Chen family will follow the original plan of the Chen family. Chen Jianhong will retire when he is old, and Chen Shiming will inherit the group with outstanding ability. Zhang Yazhi can do whatever he wants. Taking her little sister to the party... After graduation, Shen Yuhuai left school and entered the Ninth Research Institute to continue his career.

The Chen family is getting better and better, Shen Yuhuai will become an excellent researcher, and the whole world will continue to operate according to its own laws. It seems that without him, nothing will change.

The sound of running water flows into the sewer along the water inlet of the washstand, and the sound of going down the water pipe seems to become clearer.The not-so-spacious bathroom became cramped, and a disgusting stench spread from nowhere. Chen Qizhao opened his eyes, calming down the violently beating heart in his chest, his mind uncontrollably thinking of other things.

The horrible fantasy seemed to crawl out little by little, and the sense of uncertain absurdity invaded his senses. He seemed to hear the continuous sound of an ambulance, the sound of a stretcher cart, the sound of a shovel moving the soil, and There was the sound of pouring rain...the white washstand was bleeding, the pale face had its eyes closed, and there was an explosion that had never been heard before.

boom--

There was thunder outside.

Chen Qizhao came back to his senses, and wanted to judge where the thunder came from through the high and narrow window in the bathroom, when he raised his eyes, he suddenly saw the person in the mirror.

The mirror reflected the position on the left. The bathroom door opened at some point, and Shen Yuhuai stood there holding the doorknob, looking straight at him.

The eyes of the two met, and Chen Qizhao's eyes stopped on Shen Yuhuai's eyes wearing glasses, and he couldn't see the emotion in each other's eyes clearly.

The silence continued, Chen Qizhao turned off the water outlet in a cold sweat, and the bathroom became even quieter.

Shen Yuhuai closed the bathroom door and looked at the boy whose hair was still dripping. Several drops of water had already dripped onto the neckline of his clothes, and then slid down the neckline into his clothes.

The other party didn't notice it at all, just kept looking at him.

Chen Qizhao asked, "What about him?"

Shen Yuhuai: "I'm on the phone."

After he finished speaking, he added: "Aunt Zhang is still in the consulting room."

The door was closed, and there was no other sound from outside.

When Shen Yuhuai entered the room, he didn't see Chen Qizhao, but only heard the sound of water from the bathroom. He waited at the door for a long time, but the sound of water inside didn't stop, and there were no other unnecessary sounds.Finally, he waited for a minute before he opened the door and came in. When he came in, he saw Chen Qizhao standing in front of the sink, not moving, just looking down at the continuous running water.

The boy's hands were propped on the edge of the stage, and the butterfly bone under the hospital gown protruded slightly. When he noticed him, he looked at him with those stagnant and silent eyes.Shen Yuhuai had seen this kind of look once before. At the Lin family's charity party, Chen Qizhao had also looked at him with this look when he was hallucinating after drinking the added wine.

These eyes are so lonely.

Chen Qizhao didn't move after asking.

Shen Yuhuai walked over, but just after he took a few steps closer, Chen Qizhao, who had not moved all this time, moved. He seemed to have locked his target on the prey, and after walking over, he kissed him from bottom to top.

He was the first to bump into Shen Yuhuai's lower lip, and bit down on it.

It's not that I'm not sure, it's that I'm anxious and eager.

The clumsy technique without any redundant movements, soft skin and sharp teeth, the two of them don't kiss much, each time is a gentle touch led by Shen Yuhuai, this is the first time foreplay without any emotion, in a reckless and Driven by impulse, Chen Qizhao went to pry open Shen Yuhuai's teeth.

The ferocious and uncontrollable fishy-sweet taste covered the vague bitterness and the mint fragrance on Shen Yuhuai's body.

Chen Qizhao couldn't tell what it felt like, he was in a daze without purpose, and couldn't judge reality or illusion. When he pulled Shen Yuhuai's hand from under the quilt, he felt the warmth from the other person, giving him a little bit of peace of mind. Feel.

He didn't think too much, his confused mind just wanted to kiss for a while, kiss for a while...

Shen Yuhuai supported his waist, and touched the back of his neck with his other hand, as if to comfort him, but also to pamper him.He let Chen Qizhao lean on his body, noticing the softer body of the other party, and also noticed the strength of the other party leaning on him.He lifted the man with a little force, and let Chen Qizhao sit on the washstand.

There were two people in front of the narrow washstand, Chen Qizhao let go of Shen Yuhuai, his eyes were a little red, and his chest heaved violently.

Shen Yuhuai looked at him for a while, and asked, "Do you want more?"

Chen Qizhao didn't reply, but asked, "Shen Yuhuai, are you going to die?"

After a moment of silence, Shen Yuhuai leaned against the edge of the washstand, and kissed Chen Qizhao's chin. His kiss was no stronger than Chen Qizhao's, like gurgling water, washing away the invisible haze covered somewhere.In fact, he likes Chen Qizhao's eyes the most. He likes those eyes with sly calculations, and likes his mischievousness when he lies clumsily...

Anyway, don't be like this.

Drowning in solitary emptiness.

The silence in the bathroom seemed to be broken, but it didn't.

Shen Yuhuai let him go.

Chen Qizhao panted slightly, eyes half down.

Shen Yuhuai patiently held his face and kissed the red eyes.

The hot and humid feeling fell on the corners of the eyes, and the warm touch seemed to pass through the opponent's hand to his skin. Chen Qizhao's eye sockets were a little hot, and his chest was filled with various emotions. The noisy voices in his ears seemed to disappear, leaving only the The sound of rain falling thinly.

There were small voices, mixed with someone's panting, and when the silence finally returned, Shen Yuhuai's voice sounded.

"will not."