she is guilty of loving you

"Jiang Yun, do you think that you hide yourself well, do you think that no one has ever noticed your feelings?"

"You are so stupid, Jiang Yun, do you know that Xu Qinrou's eyes are different from ours.

For Xu Qinrou, our eyes are clean and our love is pure, but you are different, your eyes are full of struggle and deep love, and even have, desire..."

Seemingly embarrassed to continue, Su Yu paused for a while, then glanced at Jiang Yun, and continued.

"You and I both know what kind of emotion desire is, although you have never said it or confessed it.

But Jiang Yun, love can't be hidden, the way you look at her and the things you do are all clearly saying that you love her, but are the two of you really stupid or confused..."

The two of them had been together for so long as friends without knowing why, but then, for some reason, the relationship between the two suddenly became inseparable, and finally the distance between them was no longer even considered as friends.

Sometimes Su Yu would feel sorry for Jiang Yun, this person was too forbearing, but no matter what the distance, she protected Xu Qinrou very well, and even had three years in prison.

But it is undeniable that at that time, Jiang Yun looked at Xu Qinrou's eyes full of joy and doting, which was to show everyone's love.

But now, Su Yu noticed that Jiang Yun had become calm and indifferent, and her eyes were no longer as shining as they were before, as if they were full of stars.

In a daze, she understood what Xu Qinrou said to her that day, she said that Jiang Yun saw that there were no stars in her eyes, Su Yu, can you help Jiang Yun, help her find the stars.

But what is Jiang Yun thinking now, what kind of person she has become after these three years, and what kind of feelings she has for Xu Qinrou in her heart.

They don't know anything about these Su languages, and they don't even know the reason why the stars disappeared, so how can they get them back.

She didn't even know if Jiang Yun would hate Xu Qinrou, because she endured these three years in prison for Xu Qinrou, and was imprisoned in that small world on the charge of murder.

And the most embarrassing thing is that this will be a stain on her life. The society has always been unfair to people with criminal convictions.

Jiang Yun was shocked by Su Yu's words, she was silent for a while and didn't know what to say, she never knew that she had been so obvious early on, exposed that love so thoroughly, even others could see it so clearly.

No wonder, no wonder, no wonder Xu Qinrou also saw it, and saw the ulterior motives that she thought she had hidden well, which should have caused her a lot of trouble back then.

Seeing Jiang Yun immersed in her own world, Su Yu sighed, and didn't intend that Jiang Yun would answer him.

This person couldn't bear it, so why force it, he smiled, then picked up the plastic bag from the ground, and took out a can of beer and placed it on the table.

Su Yu opened two cans of beer, put one on his side, and handed the other to Jiang Yun's eyes.

"Just take it as a drink with me, chat and relieve boredom."

Jiang Yun took the wine, agreeing with her statement, put it to her lips, and took a sip. I don't know if it's because I haven't drank it for a long time, but the taste is very bitter.

She couldn't help licking her lips with the tip of her tongue, like a bloodthirsty red in rose petals, coquettish and alluring.

Su Yu inadvertently caught a glimpse, and her heartbeat suddenly accelerated for a moment. She knew that Jiang Yun was good-looking, but such a lip-licking goblin appearance really made anyone lose his soul when he saw it.

She secretly calmed down, no, no, Su Yu, you are a moral woman, you are a woman who is more beautiful than a fairy, Jiang Yun is not good enough for you, um!

"She was born clean. Whether it's the first meeting or the goodbye, the whole person is clean and beautiful, just like a snow lotus on the iceberg, free from filth and secularity, and always maintain that kindness and innocence..."

Accustomed to the bitterness of the wine in his hand, Jiang Yun stopped at this point, took a few more sips, and turned to look at Suyu.

"Such a person, how could anyone be willing to pull her off the altar, lead her into darkness, and stain her body with unclean mud, what do you think?"

Su Yu never expected that Jiang Yun would turn the conversation back to herself, and what she just said was half-understood by her, and her brain couldn't accept it for a while.

The girl in front knew that Xu Qinrou had always been a clean and pure person.

But what are the so-called altars and silt in the back? Su Yu didn't quite understand, and looked at Jiang Yun in confusion.

But Jiang Yun just smiled, didn't say anything, and picked up the can of wine again, and soon bottomed out.

Probably because of the drunkenness, the two of them did not talk in tacit agreement, but quietly opened cans of wine one after another, pouring down without intermittent.

In the end, it was Su Yu who got drunk first, and his mind began to blur, and he lay down on the sofa softly, with a slumped posture.

Jiang Yunshang was still awake. Seeing her like this, she stood up, turned around, took a blanket to cover her, and sat aside thinking about what Su Yu said before, her mind was a little confused. see through.

I'm like the emperor in the emperor's new clothes. That feeling is nakedly shown in front of everyone, but I don't know it, and I'm even complacent that I didn't hide it well. At that time, Xu Qinrou must have hated it.

Jiang Yun couldn't help closing her eyes and letting her mind go. Suddenly, Su Yu, who had already closed her eyes and slept on the sofa, suddenly threw off the blanket on her body and sat up.

Looking straight at Jiang Yun, not knowing the truth, his eyes suddenly turned red, and there was accusation in his voice.

"Tell me about the two of you, what kind of life you two have lived, ah, I really don't know how you got to this point, ah, why did you go to prison suddenly, oh, no, no, it's not suddenly, it's to protect Qinrou, It's really..."

"Qinrou is such a good friend of mine. I have seen all the hardships her family has suffered in those years. No one dares to approach her like Jiji. Most of them just want to see a joke.

You, Jiang Yun, um, broke in so suddenly, just walked into Qinrou's world in such a majestic manner, you were gentle and forbearing... But at that time, Qinrou had low self-esteem and was sensitive.

But it's amazing, I like the magnetic field of you and Qinrou being together, you seem to be together, really, you probably don't even know it, it fits very well. "

"But, the front is so good, and the two of you will be far apart in the back, but the most dangerous moment is that you saved Qinrou. I'm happy, my best friend is unscathed, but I'm sad, Jiang Yun, you did it again What's wrong, neither of you is right."

"In the past three years, you have not allowed Qinrou to visit. Every time you come back, it is a catastrophe for me. Do you want to know why?"

Speaking of this, Su Yu suddenly stopped, opened a pair of drunken eyes, seemed to be looking at Jiang Yun, but didn't seem to be looking.

Jiang Yun swallowed unconsciously, what Su Yu said came flooding back with those memories.

Want to know?Of course, she wanted to know how Xu Qinrou lived in the past three years that she didn't know about. If she could, she greedily wanted to know everything about these three years.

Jiang Yun turned her head and looked at Su Yu. This man was already drunk and confused. He probably didn't know what he said tonight when he said tomorrow.

So, if I want to hear what Su Yu said about Xu Qinrou's three years, it should be nothing.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yun whispered: "Think."

Su Yu was drunk, but it was rare that she could keep up with the pace of the conversation. After Jiang Yun thought about it, she paused for a moment, but it was only for a moment.

"In the year you first entered, Qin Rou seemed to have been drained of energy, and her life was decadent and obscure.

She drank all night and all night, and smoked in packs. If she didn't have to take care of her aunt, she might live without distinction between day and night. "

"Until one time later, she cried and told me, Su Yu, do you know that Jiang Yun looks so good when she smokes and drinks.

At that time, I was wondering why such vulgar things as tobacco and alcohol were so noble and refined in Jiang Yun's place, as if she had been glamorized, seductive, and charming.

I want to try it myself, if I can find Jiang Yun's shadow, but I can't... I can't imitate the slightest, it can only be Jiang Yun, it must be Jiang Yun, I just want to see the real Jiang Yun .

But why, why, Su Yu, am I really not a good person, so many people don't like me, even, even Jiang Yun finally became a body of guilt because of me, she will hate me , she would never want to see Xu Qinrou again. "

Su Yu recalled Xu Qinrou at that time, sourness welled up in his eyes, Xu Qinrou who was so ignorant of the world and kept himself clean.

During those days, I was obsessed with drinking and smoking, and even ended up with stomach problems and was sent to the hospital more than once.

The most serious time, Xu Qinrou suffered from stomach bleeding and fell into a coma from the pain.

When she finally woke up in the hospital, Su Yu stared at her bloodshot eyes, ignoring that she was still sick.

"Xu Qinrou, you really let me down, do you know that Jiang Yun came in for you, three years, a girl stayed there in her best three years.

what about you?What are you doing, drinking?smokes?Are you looking for peace of mind in your dreams or are you escaping reality.

I'm very disappointed in you, you are my friend and I'm on your side, but what Jiang Yun did is not as good as her relatives and friends, and I, I may not even be able to do her level. "

"You wake up, okay? Jiang Yun did that to help you, not to make you live like this, not to make you drunk. Do you want Jiang Yun to come out three years later and see a drunkard, or die of stomach bleeding? Xu Qinrou's spirit seat."

Su Yu's words were like a sharp knife, which could kill Xu Qinrou's heart, liver and lungs everywhere, but it was also the most direct and most direct method.

After that day, Xu Qinrou seemed to be a different person. She worked harder than her family, but she was also more active.

Su Yu even discovered that there was an obvious light in Xu Qinrou's eyes at that time, it was hope, it was longing, and those were all about Jiang Yun.

Probably because the memories were too heavy and too sad, Su Yu only felt his head swell and couldn't hold it up, so he followed his body's instinct and lay down and fell into a deep sleep.

And Jiang Yun, sitting there like a sculpture, motionless, if it wasn't for the light in her eyes, she might have felt that she had fallen asleep too.