she is guilty of loving you

Jiang Yun has always known that Xu Qinrou will feel sad because of her guilt for the past three years, and knows that Xu Qinrou will feel the same sadness.

It's just that such guilt and sadness are not what Jiang Yun wants. She wants Xu Qinrou to stay clean and live easily, but it seems that the source of guilt and sadness is brought to her by herself.

So in the past three years, every time Xu Qinrou visited, she would refuse.

Jiang Yun thought, as long as she couldn't see it, Xu Qinrou's guilt wouldn't spread, she wouldn't torture her day and night, and she would be able to walk into a better life with the passage of time.

But Jiang Yun didn't know that people regret when they can't get it, miss it more when they can't see it, and miss it more when they can't express it. Xu Qinrou's three years without her have not been so happy and relieved .

Jiang Yun sighed, the bottles and jars on the ground were all empty.

Suddenly, I realized that Xu Qinrou was so skillful in smoking that day, and she still had to untie her knot by herself, so that she could let go of the past and live a good life.

The next morning, when Su Yu woke up in a daze, she was still lying on the sofa, and she couldn't help but patted her sore head.

What happened last night, I brought the wine here just to let Jiang Yun tell the truth after drinking, why did I become as drunk as a dead dog.

She stood up staggeringly, and found a post-it note on the table. She picked it up and looked at it, only to feel that these words hurt her heart coldly.

Ms. Su, I went out beforehand. There is a bought breakfast on the table.

"Well, you Jiang Yun, you are too double-standard. You thought I didn't know that you bought clean clothes for Qinrou, and you made breakfast thoughtfully, and you can return it to me, and you can feel free..."

Su Yu only felt that Qi's head hurt more and became numb. Is this the feeling of not being favored?

Su Yu lay back on the sofa directly. Fortunately, the case in hand has been almost closed these few days, so it's okay to be late today.

On the other side, Xu Qinrou had already arrived at the school. It was a coincidence that he met Zhou Rongsheng again. Zhou Rongsheng smiled when he saw her, and then stepped up to Xu Qinrou's side.

"Teacher Xu, that person yesterday..."

Zhou Rongsheng stopped in the middle of his sentence, and then looked at Xu Qinrou without blinking. He thought about it for a long time when he went back yesterday, and felt that it would be better to have a definite answer.

In this way, he will not regret it, and he will give up. After all, he should have worked hard.

Xu Qinrou slowed down her pace, looked ahead, and said softly, "Teacher Zhou, what do you think?"

Her tone was unprecedentedly gentle, and her eyes were full of pleasure.

Xu Qinrou smiled and said directly: "It's my lover, right? It's the one I love."

Zhou Rongsheng was a little surprised, as if he had never seen Xu Qinrou with such a passionate emotion, the words just now were gentle and domineering, but they also conveyed her meaning clearly.

Zhou Rongsheng felt a little sour in his heart, but he soon felt relieved, looked at the woman walking in front and smiled, then quickened his pace to catch up, with some worry in his tone.

"Teacher Xu, you should pay attention. Although the society is open now, you should be more cautious as a teacher. It will not be good if it affects your work."

Then he paused again, glanced sideways at Xu Qinrou and continued: "This road is not so easy to walk, there are too many right and wrong, if you encounter any difficulties, you can come to me."

Probably because he didn't expect him to say that, Xu Qinrou stopped and looked at the man in front of him so seriously for the first time.

She has always known Zhou Rongsheng's admiration for her, but he didn't make it clear, and she couldn't refuse to alienate her, so she could only maintain it properly at work.

But now what he said made Xu Qinrou feel warm and happy. She couldn't help smiling when she saw Zhou Rongsheng, her tone was more gentle and full of longing.

"As long as there's her on that road, it's not difficult to walk. As long as she's there, the rest doesn't matter."

"Teacher Xu surprised me. I didn't expect you to have such a domineering and senseless side, hahaha."

Zhou Rongsheng smiled happily, which is really too strange.

And the scene of the two being so friendly and friendly was watched by a group of students, and many even took out their mobile phones to take pictures, all kinds of exclamations were heard endlessly.

"It's the first time I've seen you. Teacher Xu actually smiled at him. Teacher Zhou is so guarded that the clouds will open and the moon will shine!"

"I don't agree, Mr. Xu is our lover, please continue to be cold, my Mr. Xu, don't succumb to Mr. Zhou's charm."

"Hey, you also know that Mr. Zhou is attractive. He wants to be cultured and educated, and he wants to have good looks. As for you, you need to die and lose face!"

"Sure enough, a talented man and a beautiful woman are just a couple. They satisfy my curiosity about CP. They must be together forever!"

The two were photographed and posted on the school's post bar, and the popularity of the comments only increased. Everyone envied and wished this pair of immortal couples, but neither of the two parties knew about it.

Jiang Yun came to Xu Qinrou's apartment, hesitated for a while, then raised her hand and rang the doorbell.

Not long after, someone opened the door, and when she saw the person who opened the door, Jiang Yun's heart raised and lowered, and an inexplicable sense of loss rose again that she shouldn't have.

Before Xu Qinrou left, she told Wu Nian that Jiang Yun would come over in the morning, but when she was face to face, Wu Nian was still a little nervous.

Even though she didn't care about anyone or anything these years, she was unconsciously afraid of Jiang Yun.

After Jiang Yun came in, the two of them sat down on the sofa in tacit understanding. Wu Nian didn't dare to look at her. He lowered his head slightly and his eyes wandered around. He clasped his hands tightly, as if this would give him a sense of security.

"Wu Nian, don't be nervous, look up at me." Jiang Yun's voice subconsciously softened.

Wu Nian then slowly raised his head, looked at Jiang Yun, a little nervous, and his voice was astringent.

"I'm sorry about what happened yesterday, can you not tell my sister, I'm afraid, I'm afraid she will be disappointed in me..."

Jiang Yun looked at her, she had a face that was six to seven points similar to that person, and her voice was full of soothing tenderness.

"Wu Nian, your sister will not be disappointed with you, she only hopes that you will live well, and I will take care of you in the future, as long as you treat me as your sister.

Jiang Yun paused, and said into Wu Nian's eyes: "But, I hope you can tell me the reason for yesterday's incident. Of course, if you don't want to, you don't have to."

Wu Nian's face suddenly became a little cloudy, his eyes were filled with water, he raised his head and leaned against the sofa, as if he could pour back the tears in this way.

Jiang Yun waited for her but didn't say anything, she guessed that Wu Nian hadn't had a good life in the past few years.

Just when Jiang Yun thought she wouldn't tell the truth, Wu Nian's deep voice was hoarse, but he didn't look at Jiang Yun.

"That year after my sister beat that man to death for me, she was sentenced to five years in prison. These blows came one after another. My mother couldn't bear it for a while, and she had mental problems. Later, it was so serious that she had to go to the hospital."

But the hospital, not the orphanage, needs money for care, medicine, and housing. The family has no savings, and even if they use medical insurance, they will be squandered quickly.

She almost dropped out of junior high school, and finally completed her junior high school studies with the help of her class teacher.

Later, her mother's mental state became even worse, and she couldn't afford the extra medical expenses at all, so Wu Nian could only take her home.

One day, Wu Nian went out to find some odd jobs. When she came back, she saw a circle of people around the nearby intersection. She felt a little stuffy and resisted walking over, but the instinct of her body still drove her to walk over.

However, with just one glance, she couldn't support herself, and she fell straight to the ground, staring at the person lying on the ground.

Her mom died just to come out and find her.

She hadn't been home for a long time, and her mother came out worried, but her mental confusion made her forget to check for passing vehicles, and she lost her breath on the spot.

From that day on, 15-year-old Wu Nian had no one to rely on. Even when she went to visit Wu Yi later, she dared not tell the news of her mother's death.

I just told Wu Yi that she and her mother are having a good time, they are about to enter high school, and they are a bit busy with studies, so they may not be able to come here often in the future.

I don't know if Wu Yi believed it, or felt that she had no conscience, and she didn't even want to see her sister anymore.

When Wu Yi heard this, she just smiled: "I'm busy with my studies, so I don't need to come here often, study hard, my sister is very good inside, you have to be promising, Wu Nian, if, if something bad happens to you, sister Say sorry to you first."

Wu Nian endured tears and sourness, and cried on the way home because she couldn't fulfill Wu Yi's expectations, and because of her, she couldn't go to school anymore.

So the expectations promised to my sister are doomed to be in vain.

Recalling these past events, Wu Nian only felt that mountains were pressing on her body, making her breathless. Her right hand pressed hard on her heart, and the tears could no longer stop, one by one from her cheeks. Pieces rushed by.

"I want to save money, so that I won't have to worry about food and clothing when my sister comes out, but I'm too young, and I'm not wanted for odd jobs anywhere.

Later, I found out that people who scan that code will transfer the money to that account, so I made a post of my own. "

"I'm sorry, I really embarrassed my sister. I can't even do simple things like being upright. If she came out and found out that Wu Nian is such a person, she would be so disappointed."

Thinking of Wu Yi's expectations for herself and the possible disappointment, Wu Nian felt that she couldn't bear it. She bent down, buried her face in her knees, and cried in pain.

After Jiang Yun heard this, this plausible fate made her feel sorry for the girl in front of her. She walked over, gently held her in her arms, and rubbed the top of her head.

"Wu Nian, Wu Yi will not be disappointed in you. Her biggest expectation is that you live well."

"It's her greatest expectation that you are well. She won't feel ashamed of you. She will only feel that there is a younger sister who loves her and cares about her."

Hearing these words, the burden that had been weighing on Wu Nian's heart for a long time seemed to be suddenly lifted.

It was the first time that she cried unscrupulously in Jiang Yun's arms like a child. She was too tired, too tired, walking through such a grotesque world alone at such a young age.

And Jiang Yun gave her a safe haven, and she was relieved and relieved.

When Xu Qinrou returned home, she saw Wu Nian whose eyes were swollen from crying, the eyes were still red like a bunny, while Jiang Yun sat quietly beside her.

Xu Qinrou put down her bag and walked to Jiang Yun's side, and said in a low voice: "What's the matter, you are not bullying the little girl, are you? Why are your eyes red like a little rabbit?"

Regarding her statement, Jiang Yun frowned slightly and blinked. In her heart, is she someone who can bully girls?