she is guilty of loving you

In the end, Jiang Yun just smiled and looked at her with a calm tone, "It's not bitter, I get used to it after drinking it for a long time, and it's quite delicious."

"Jiang Yun, you...do you hate me?"

There was a trace of self-mockery in the corner of Xu Qinrou's mouth, "How could you not hate, if it was me..."

Her questions became sharper and sharper, and Jiang Yun couldn't answer for a while, but Xu Qinrou's state was obviously not right.

That all-or-nothing look frightened her, and she was about to interrupt her, but before she could speak, Xu Qinrou made a booing gesture at her, looking at Jiang Yun with serious eyes.

Xu Qinrou sat up straight again, and looked at Jiang Yun opposite.

Now she is sitting there as calm as a mountain, as warm as water, and quietly, as if nothing can stir up waves in her heart, but the more this is the case, the more unwilling and sad Xu Qinrou feels.

She doesn't want, doesn't want Jiang Yun like this, she wants Jiang Yun who will have light in her eyes when she looks at herself, Jiang Yun who will reveal her love with her eyes.

So she wants to be desperate, wants to break the appearance of peace, don't get along so politely, don't show such insincere care, don't want to be alienated like this.

She admitted that she was greedy, but she was only greedy for Jiang Yun, and she didn't want anything else, as long as it was Jiang Yun, it could only be Jiang Yun.

Thinking of this, Xu Qinrou secretly took a deep breath, then looked at her and said, "Jiang Yun, listen to me first, okay?"

How could Jiang Yun say no, she nodded in agreement.

Xu Qinrou smiled slightly, and continued: "Do you know, when I first met you, I was so miserable and embarrassed, it seemed that everyone was gloating.

It seems that they think that people like Xu Qinrou, who are used to living a high-quality life, should taste the hardships of life and struggle in difficulties.

So when I fall into the dust, I can't wait to throw a handful of soil into the mud, and then pour enough water, just hoping to make the water more muddy and dirty. "

"They watched me struggling, even if they didn't give me a helping hand, they gave me enough obstacles. They waited and watched, they laughed, so that in the end, I began to wonder if I was really that bad. , to make everyone hate me..."

Obviously, they have never done anything bad, and they did not distinguish between grades, grades, grades, grades, grades, grades, grades, grades, and grades. On the contrary, they made the distinction so clearly. With the malice of this class, they vented their dissatisfaction through unfair reasons.

Recalling Xu Qinrou at that time, Jiang Yun was also stunned. She was sitting in the booth of the bar as usual that day, and she wanted to drink the glass of wine quietly and leave.

However, the names inadvertently uttered by the people sitting next to her were like a bomb, which exploded the people and memories that Jiang Yun had buried in her heart for many years.

They said, it was Xu Qinrou, and they didn't know if it was the same person, maybe it was just the same pronunciation of the name, or maybe it was just the same name and different people, but she still walked out of the private room that those people said with the slightest expectation.

Probably by fate, the door of that private room was opened with an unnoticeable gap, Jiang Yun stood sideways, trying to look inside.

But with just that one look, she stood there as if she had been pinned to death, holding her breath.

It's her, it's her from the past, it's Xu Qinrou, the innocent and kind little dumpling she has been hiding in her heart.

Even though so many years have passed, one aspect of Jiang Yun is enough to be sure.

But the girl Jiang Yun was thinking about, longing to meet again, was being teased by a bunch of dandies at this time, and a lot of money was thrown on Xu Qinrou vigorously.

Then it slid down, one by one, or several sheets, falling to the ground in different positions.

"Xu Qinrou, isn't your father sick? The money is enough for him to stay in the hospital for a few days. You pick it up and it's yours. But, please trouble our campus goddess to kneel down, and then..."

The man didn't say the rest, but exchanged glances with the companions beside him, they all looked at Xu Qinrou and smiled, everyone knew the meaning of what he didn't finish.

Jiang Yun could see clearly from the outside, the girl's hand beside her was tightly clenched.

Because the skin is too fair, the slender veins are also faintly exposed, and it is full of struggles, but suddenly there is a slight movement under the feet.

Jiang Yun had been enduring it all the time, clenched her hands into fists to restrain her great anger, and seeing this she couldn't bear it anymore.

She didn't want this girl whom she cherished in her heart to suffer such insults, she shouldn't, she couldn't, she thought she would always be clean.

She pushed open the door, walked straight to the girl, ignored the eyes and anger of those people, glanced at the scattered banknotes on the ground, turned around and looked at Xu Qinrou, and only looked at her, with a firm and gentle voice, said He said something that Xu Qinrou would never forget in his lifetime.

At that moment, Jiang Yun looked at Xu Qinrou's eyes with deep and strong emotions: "Is it yours? No, then don't."

At that time, Xu Qinrou felt that this person was so good, even though he had never met him before, his words gave him a choice and left him enough dignity.

Even knowing that she would lose her job and even annoy those people, Xu Qinrou looked at Jiang Yun seriously and deeply, with a smile that only she could see, "No."

The two looked at each other and smiled, they were both so eye-catching, and then Jiang Yun didn't care about the reactions of those people, and pulled her out of the box quickly, escaped from that box, and also escaped from the darkness.

The man's hand was tightly clutching her, Xu Qinrou only dared to take a look, then looked away, the warmth of the woman's palm was hot, and it was transmitted to his hand little by little, even his heart was hot and itchy.

It wasn't until a long time later that Xu Qinrou realized that her heart had already fallen for that person. Why was she so dull back then?

Thinking of this, a relaxed smile appeared on the corner of Xu Qinrou's mouth. He stroked the handle of the cup, then moved it away, raised his head and looked at the person opposite, his eyes were full of deep affection.

Jiang Yun didn't dare to look at each other, and hurriedly picked up the cup of coffee in front of her.

Tsk, it's really bitter, it's not suitable for me, it's like I'm not suitable for Xu Qinrou, it's bitter when I think about it, it's bitter when I get close to it, it's also bitter if I don't get it.

Xu Qinrou could clearly see Jiang Yun's evasive attitude, a little bitter, but his eyes were still gentle.

"Jiang Yun, do you know? At that time, I had no one to rely on, no one to support me, and even my previous confidence was worn away by life bit by bit, and I didn't know what it would be like in the end."

"In that private room that day, if you hadn't shown up, I... I might have lost my dignity. In the end, according to their request, I knelt down and picked up the money one by one. Those that don't belong to me, but I still want to pick up the money."

She rejoiced more than once that Jiang Yun came to her in front of her that day, and then took her away desperately.

It was like a ray of light shining into this dark swamp, bright, warm and within reach.

Later, the person in charge of the bar didn't even bother her. Instead, he asked her to do some simple work, but the salary was the same.

It was only later that I realized that Jiang Yun had been silently protecting me from behind, mediating everything for me, and maintaining my fragile self-esteem.

"Jiang Yun, I have always been very grateful to you, thank you for appearing in my life, for giving me so much warmth and happiness in those days, for giving me the motivation and courage to move forward, for making me want to rely on someone so much, I want to stay by her side all the time, I want to share my joys and sorrows..."

"It wasn't until later that I gradually understood my heart, and finally had the courage to face the consequences, Jiang Yun..."

At the moment when Xu Qinrou was about to express her feelings, Jiang Yun suddenly stood up and stared outside.

Then he turned back to look at her, with a hint of urgency in his tone, "Let's talk about it when we have time, I have something urgent to go out now, sorry."

After speaking, she quickly left the seat, leaving only Xu Qinrou alone.

Her hands were hanging powerlessly on the table, all the strength in her body seemed to pour out suddenly, those words that she hadn't said suddenly lost the courage to speak again.

What is she trying to say?She wanted to say: Jiang Yun, I want to change the answer to the previous question. The answer is that I like you. It is the kind of unique liking.

Will this answer be a perfect answer sheet?Can I get full marks from you?Or, is there still room for answering questions on that answer sheet?Xu Qinrou didn't know, but wanted to know eagerly.

Xu Qinrou turned her head and looked out of the window. The man walked quickly towards the opposite street. A large crowd gathered there at some point, and Jiang Yun walked in through the gap little by little.

Jiang Yun pushed aside the crowd, walked to the center, and then looked at the girl's face carefully. She was far away from the coffee shop, and she couldn't see clearly. At this time, she looked at the girl from top to bottom at the face-to-face distance over again.

His face was almost similar to that person's, and his figure was slender, so he couldn't tell his age, but it should be her younger sister.

But her current situation is not very good. She is restrained by a few vendors on the street, and they are still muttering to her, while the surrounding crowd seem to want to finish the farce, and they linger for a long time.

"What's going on? Who knows, tell me it's not."

"You don't know? It's said that the child posted her own money on the QR code of other people's collection, and all the money went to her! If she caught it, she said she would call the police and let the police solve it!"

"This kid is terrible. People found out that something was wrong before, but they never found anyone. Later, they got smarter and installed a camera. Today, unfortunately, he was caught."

"I know this child. The stepfather of that doggy day wanted to harm this little girl a few years ago. It was thanks to her sister that he was beaten to death in time when she came back, and then she went to jail..."

"She's that child. That's pitiful. Later, her mother died of illness not long afterward. It's pitiful that she is the only child left to rely on herself."

Jiang Yun listened to the conversations of the people around her, and she was even more sure that she was that person's sister.