she is guilty of loving you

Jiang Yun only raised her head to look at them at this time, and had to admit that the picture of those two standing together was very eye-catching, they were both talented and beautiful, golden boys and jade girls.

Xu Qinrou's stature is not low, with a slender and feminine figure of 1.7 meters, while the man is thin and masculine, which looks quite right.

Jiang Yun could tell that the man was looking at Xu Qinrou with unconcealable admiration in his eyes. He liked Xu Qinrou, who he liked clearly and frankly, and who he liked without any scruples.

She thought, this should be what Xu Qinrou always wanted, and she should be happy for her.

But why is her heart uncontrollable, unstoppable sourness, slight but unnegligible sadness, she tried her best to suppress the turbulent emotions.

So she turned her head and stopped looking at the two of them, and instead looked out of the window. The sun was shining directly, which was a little glaring. She squinted her eyes slightly to calm the restlessness in her heart.

Suddenly a hand patted her on the shoulder, Jiang Yun opened her eyes suddenly in shock, feeling a little uncomfortable, a sense of dizziness came to her heart, and closed her eyes again to relax, which made her feel much more comfortable.

Xu Qinrou came over at some point, grabbed Jiang Yun's hand, touched her forehead, and said in a worried tone, "Jiang Yun, what's wrong with you? Is there something wrong?"

Just now when she was downstairs, she saw this man kept his eyes closed, his brows were furrowed unconsciously, he looked uncomfortable, and ran straight to Jiang Yun's side regardless of what Zhou Rongsheng asked.

Jiang Yun was puzzled, and looked up at her. Because those eyes were closed for a while, and then suddenly opened again at this moment, the eyes were moist, and under the refraction of the sun, it was clear that she was only pretending to be herself, only herself. .

Xu Qinrou suddenly felt a little thirsty, her throat became a little dry, what should I do, I really wanted to kiss her eyes, and wondered if after sucking the water dry, it would still be me inside.

Before Jiang Yun could see the longing in Xu Qinrou's eyes, Zhou Rongsheng had already walked over. To be honest, he didn't dare to look at Jiang Yun very much. The power in those eyes was so deep that it made him palpitate.

Zhou Rongsheng glanced at Jiang Yun, then looked away, and turned to look at Xu Qinrou: "Is there something wrong with this classmate? I think she has stayed here for a while."

Hearing what he said, Xu Qinrou couldn't help but feel a little bitter. If it's really what he said, then... Jiang Yun, would she be happier, and wouldn't have so many regrets?

Thinking of this, she smiled imperceptibly, glanced at Jiang Yun and said to him: "No, she is not a student, she is me..."

"We are friends." Before Xu Qinrou finished speaking, Jiang Yun took the lead to answer the man's question. She thought, this answer should be what Xu Qinrou wanted most, and it was the only thing she could give now.

But if she turned her head to look at Xu Qinrou, she would find that the person's eyes were already faintly red, and even his brows and eyes were trying to suppress the tears that were about to gush out.

She didn't want Jiang Yun to see her strangeness, she curled her fingers and let them go again and again, finally suppressed the bitterness in her heart a lot, and then turned around.

"Yes, we are friends, very good friends."

She said the word "friend" with extra force, and she didn't know whether it was sad or happy.

Jiang Yun was noncommittal to her statement, stood up, looked at the two people in front of her, and smiled with a low voice.

"I have something to do, so I'll leave first. Next time... see you next time when you have time."

After speaking, he stepped forward and walked past the two of them.

But these words made Xu Qinrou flustered for no reason. She had an illusion that she would never look back after Jiang Yun left this time. She would not look back at her. Xu Qinrou wanted to let herself go completely. , she doesn't want to be herself anymore.

Perhaps Xu Qinrou will be completely excluded from Jiang Yun's world. Just thinking about it, she feels that the sky is about to fall. There is nothing more terrifying than Jiang Yun not letting herself go.

No, this is already the most terrifying thing, so it would be better to kill her.

She couldn't be more scruples anymore, and regardless of Zhou Rongsheng beside her, she ran straight over and hugged Jiang Yun tightly, leaning her cheek on her slender back, breathing the breath that belonged to Jiang Yun.

A little bit, a little bit, not enough, not enough, I want to integrate this person into my flesh and blood, and want to brand myself as hers.

"Jiang Yun, Jiang Yun, Jiang Yun..."

She murmured over and over again, why does her heart hurt so much, why is she still worrying about gains and losses even though she is holding this person.

It feels like a dream, I don't know when I will wake up, and in the end there are only those illusory dreams.

And Zhou Rongsheng was stunned in place, the situation in front of him caught him off guard, looking at the two tightly hugging each other in front of him.

It doesn't feel like a friend's atmosphere at all, it's more like... More like a partner who can't love and entangles.

This thought suddenly appeared in his mind, but he didn't want to admit it, how could he admit it, it was the girl he had liked for two years.

But in the end, he just smiled helplessly, looked up at the two people, closed the classroom door for them, and walked away silently, walking aimlessly on the road.

He suddenly understood that maybe the story in that woman's eyes was all about Xu Qinrou, so deep, so thick, so unreachable.

There is no room for me to intervene, there should be none at all, leaving... seems to be for their sake, but also for myself.

Jiang Yun hasn't recovered yet, all she knows is that the person behind her is hugging her so tightly that she can't breathe.

She was probably crying, and the moist temperature behind her came through little by little, hot and humid, and then cooled down a little bit.

But she had to be scruples, she had to be scruples about this person's future, she had to be scruples about this person's identity.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yun forcefully took her hand away from her body and turned to look at her.

The man was indeed crying, his eyes were hot and humid, with obvious grievances in his eyes, and there were still some unshed tears at the end.

Jiang Yun sighed softly, "Don't cry, you are still in school, if it is photographed, it will affect you badly, don't you want to talk about it? Let's go."

Only then did Xu Qinrou raise her head, her eyes were red, and she looked at Jiang Yun without blinking, as if she wanted to see her heart, Jiang Yun was uncomfortable being looked at, so she turned her head away from her.

Xu Qinrou looked straight at her, "Jiang Yun, what you said yourself is what you want to talk to me about, so as long as I'm not satisfied with the result of the conversation, it's not over."

Jiang Yun looked at her with some surprise. This person looked soft and deceitful with wet tears in his eyes, but he used his ability to reverse black and white to the extreme.

Obviously she was the one who wanted to talk to herself at first, but now she turned the guest into the host and became her own invitation.

No, it's not an invitation, it's Bawang's terms, and it's a conversation that Xu Bawang is satisfied with, that's the end.

Xu Qinrou has become cunning and domineering, but she doesn't make herself feel disgusted, she's a little cute, what's going on.

Jiang Yun turned her head away and smiled slightly with her back turned.

"Well, let's go," then paused, with a gentle voice: "Take it easy, I'm a little dizzy in this class."

The dizziness was fake, but it was real because she didn't want Xu Qinrou to show off in the market with her rabbit eyes. Only she knew that she didn't want others to see such a soft and cute teacher Xu.

Xu Qinrou believed it was true, thinking that this person was really uncomfortable in class, his face became serious, and he was afraid that Jiang Yun would not believe it, so he nodded at her.

"Well, the English in college is quite obscure, and my lesson preparation is also very cumbersome. It is easy to feel uncomfortable after listening for too long..."

Jiang Yun watched her nonsense following her words in such a serious manner, and a corner of her heart became soft. This person was quietly thinking about her regretful past, so how could she not see it.

She didn't tell Xu Qinrou that the knowledge she had accumulated in it over the past few years was enough to make up for those pasts. She was afraid that if she mentioned those pasts, that person would feel guilty uncontrollably. If she couldn't let go of those guilts, she wouldn't live a good life. .

This is the ending that Jiang Yun doesn't want the most. She wants Xu Qinrou to be unburdened, relaxed, and live the life she wants according to her previous expectations, so why is there any need to bring up those things of hers? .

So she acquiesced to what Xu Qinrou said, and the two of them sat quietly for a while, Jiang Yun stood up, walked to Xu Qinrou's side, leaned down slightly and looked at her, "Let's go."

Xu Qinrou raised her head when she heard the sound, her brows and eyes were still unfurled, and her tone was a little worried.

"Have you rested? Is there any discomfort?"

Jiang Yun nodded, "It's okay, let's go."

Finally, Xu Qinrou took Jiang Yun to a coffee shop that she often went to.

Because it is close to the school, many student couples will choose to date here, and there are many people sitting inside.

The two chose a relatively remote corner to sit down, but the view was excellent. Jiang Yun could see the street outside clearly through the glass.

There seems to be a barrier between the streets, half of which is dazzling youth, full of vigorous people telling their ideals and praising life in it.

Half of it is a life of fireworks, and people rush to live for survival.

Jiang Yun suddenly didn't know what kind of person she was. She didn't have a vigorous youth, and she didn't have a stable life...

"Jiang Yun, Jiang Yun..." The gentle voice continued to enter the ears.

Jiang Yun came back to her senses, while Xu Qinrou on the opposite side was watching her quietly, realized that she was distracted, and smiled embarrassedly at the person opposite.

When she smiled like this, Xu Qinrou suddenly became a little nervous. She didn't know how to speak. She held the handle of the coffee cup in her hand, curled it up tightly, and then let it go, and the cycle started again and again.

Fortunately, Jiang Yun didn't urge her, just sat there silently, and sometimes took a sip of the coffee in front of her, maybe it was a little bitter, and her beautiful eyebrows would be slightly frowned, and then relaxed again after a while.

Xu Qinrou looked annoyed, she even forgot that Jiang Yun tasted sweet, especially grape-flavored lollipops.

In the past, she asked Jiang Yun curiously, "Jiang Yun, why do you like eating sweet things so much when you look at such a clear and cold person? It doesn't seem to suit you at all."

Then that person said to her, "It's probably because life is too bitter, and I always want to add a little sweetness in various ways. As long as it is sweet for a moment, I suddenly have expectations again, so I can go on. !"

But I suddenly forgot like this, forgot this person's few hobbies, and the guilt came like a flood.

"sorry."

Jiang Yun was stunned for a moment. She didn't know why she said this sentence suddenly, and looked at her in confusion, "What's wrong?"

Xu Qinrou let go of the handle of the cup, and couldn't help but clasped his hands together, a little nervous and cramped, looking at her seriously.

"Jiang Yun, is it bitter?"

She said, Jiang Yun, is it suffering?

Her tone was serious and solemn, so that Jiang Yun couldn't tell whether she was asking about this cup of coffee or about the past.