she is guilty of loving you

In the hospital, the sun was shining brightly, and circles of halos were cast in the air, which were unbelievably beautiful, and the gardenias that were placed aside were also cast with a faint light and shadow.

Probably due to spending the night, the edge is slightly yellow.

Xu Qinrou gently opened the door, fearing to disturb the people lying on the bed, she even slowed down her breathing.

She put down the bag in her hand, glanced at the person beside the bed, reached out and stroked her cheek.

"The gardenias on the tree are blooming very well today, and the fragrance is very strong. You can go and see for yourself when you wake up."

"Jiang Yun, the flowers bloom beautifully, especially the way the water vapor stains the petals in the morning, and then spreads over them bit by bit. It's really beautiful. It's a pity that you can't see it now."

"Okay, I won't tell you for now, I'll go and put on today's one, you wait for me, I'll be right back when I'm done."

Xu Qinrou is already familiar with changing flowers, because after Jiang Yun came here, she would bring some fresh flowers every day.

Unknowingly, it has been more than a month, and the flowers have been changed according to the season, but the man's complexion has improved, and there is still no sign of waking up.

Xu Qinrou walked to the side of the bed, seeing that the man's face had returned to normal, his heart still ached.

Most of Jiang Yun's body was wrapped with thick gauze, and even now, no blood will seep out.

She reached out, carefully touched Jiang Yun's hand beside her, and looked carefully.

Those nails that were pulled out finally grew back a lot, covering the original bloody place, with a pink and tender color.

But the more pink and tender, the more distressed Xu Qinrou is, how can one have pink and tender nails that need to be lifted completely?

Thinking of that day's scene, Xu Qinrou still feels trembling, almost, just a little bit, she will never see Jiang Yun again.

She gently took the man's hand, and slid it over and over again on the white and tender finger bones, "I have never seen a more cruel person than you, Jiang Yun."

"How could you keep pushing me away again and again in the name of being good for me, and I can only be like a bystander, watching you get hurt, watching you bear all the consequences because of me... ..."

"Do you know that you are so selfish? You are too selfish, you are really too selfish, I will not forgive you. "

As he spoke, the moisture in his eyes fell uncontrollably, hitting the man's thin white finger bones drop by drop.

Afraid that this would stain the man's healed nails, Xu Qinrou hurriedly took out a tissue from the table beside her and wiped it gently on the back of her hand without wiping away her tears.

"Forgive me...is that okay?"

Some hoarse voices came, Xu Qinrou thought she was dreaming, and even stopped the movement of her hands, she pressed her lips firmly, and slowly raised her eyes to look.

The man really woke up, and just looked at him quietly like that, his eyes seemed to be full of water, with glistening traces of water.

Obviously when this person was not awake, I was looking forward to her in a thousand ways, and even these days when I stayed by her side, I could say those soft words alone.

But now when Jiang Yun looked at herself with those watery eyes, all the words seemed to be strangled in her throat, and she couldn't say a single word.

Xu Qinrou moved his hand away from the man without a trace, and looked elsewhere, anyway, it's good to look at any place, but he didn't look at Jiang Yun.

She turned her face away, deliberately ignoring the man's gaze, and reached for the cotton swabs on the table. She opened the seal and took out one from inside.

Then he leaned over and picked up the kettle, poured some water into the cup, dipped the end of the cotton swab in the water, and then gently handed it to Jiang Yun's lips as usual.

Soft and meticulous, she wiped Jiang Yun's dry and pale lips bit by bit, a series of movements were clean and neat, but with unique care.

Xu Qinrou neither answered Jiang Yun's hoarse voice after waking up, nor did she look at Jiang Yun more, as if she was just a routine person without any emotions.

How could Jiang Yun not be aware of her attitude, Xu Qinrou deliberately avoided her eyes, and her eyes were full of crystal.

Her emotional fragility has long been exposed, but she still cares about herself and is considerate of herself.

Both of them kept silent tacitly, one didn't dare to speak, and the other didn't know what to say.

Until Xu Qinrou gently threw the cotton swab in his hand into the trash can, stood up, and was about to go outside.

The hot air filled Jiang Yun's eye sockets. She grabbed the edge of the bed with her hand on the side, clenched it tightly and then put it down. All the words she wanted to say were on her lips, but she couldn't say them in the end.

Xu Qinrou came out, leaning her back against the door, standing quietly, closing her eyes, full of thoughts.

People coming and going, looking at this strange scene, always take a curious look when they pass by, and then leave.

I don't know how long it took, maybe a few seconds, maybe a few minutes, she slowly opened her eyes and walked out from the start.

Soon, a doctor and a nurse came to the ward where Jiang Yun was, took a medical record book to record the numbers on the instrument, asked about some physical conditions, and went out again.

They were found by Xu Qinrou. Jiang Yun had just woken up, and no matter what, she had to be checked by a doctor.

In fact, she didn't need to ask for it in person, all she had to do was ring the bell beside the bed, but she was a little confused, and didn't know how to face the person she thought about day and night to wake up.

Scold her, blame her, hate her... or leave her...

The doctor quickly checked and recorded everything, walked out and nodded to Xu Qinrou.

"Miss Xu, don't worry too much. Your friend is recovering very well. In the future, cook more nutritious food for her. Avoid spicy food and cold food.

Another thing is to pay more attention to keeping warm. After all, I injured my bones before. Even if the sequelae cannot be completely avoided, at least it can be reduced a lot by then. "

Xu Qinrou nodded. After the doctor left, she stood outside the door for a long time. Finally, she opened the door.

The voice was not loud, but the person on the bed looked over and looked at him closely, as if he knew he would come back.

The heat in her eyes was uncontrollable, and Xu Qinrou looked back with her eyes blindfolded. At this moment, she couldn't restrain herself, and when she realized it, she was already in the arms of that man.

Jiang Yun felt the heat and humidity coming from her shoulders. She knew that the person in her arms was crying and trembling, but she couldn't bear to make a sound, but the more she was like this, the more distressed she was.

She wanted to raise her hand to pat this person, wanting to give herself some comfort, but it was probably because she had been lying down for too long, her body was not too stressed, she bit her lip, but in the end she couldn't raise her hand Come.

"Say sorry to me."

Before she could react, the wet heat came from her ears, with an inexplicable question, Jiang Yun paused, she lowered her head, unable to see the man's expression, only the soft black hair in her eyes in front of the eyes.

Although she didn't know why she said it, she still obediently agreed.

"sorry."

"Say you're a selfish ghost."

"Well, I'm a selfish ghost."

"Say you are heartless."

"Jiang Yun is heartless."

"Say Jiang Yun doesn't love Xu Qinrou..."

"Jiang Yun... loves Xu Qinrou, very much..."

There was a conversation just now, and it was clearly accurate, but Jiang Yun had to play cards out of the ordinary here.

Xu Qinrou could hear clearly, she rubbed against the man's neck, raised her head slightly, her eyes were red and wet inside, her red and tender lips were slightly puckered.

Jiang Yun saw her pitiful little appearance clearly, and every part of her heart melted. It's not like she couldn't hear the accusation against herself in Xu Qinrou's words.

This person is blaming himself, yes, who can not blame him? If I disregard that person's will and thoughts, and insist on doing things according to my own wishes, I must have hurt her.

Now she struggled hard, and finally raised her hand to caress the man's white and tender cheeks.

"You can blame me for anything, scold me, beat me, but...you can't say I don't love you."

The author has something to say:

Some plot changes are relatively large, and the context needs to be coherent, so I am deleting and modifying a lot of content. There may be some problems in the update these days. This chapter is a bit sloppy. Tomorrow, chapter 40 will be improved and it will look a little better.