she is guilty of loving you

Su Yu looked down, and found that Xu Qinrou had closed her eyes, lying peacefully in her arms, motionless, with tears that she hadn't shed just now in the corners of her eyes.

After staring at her like this for a while, Su Yu had his own idea in mind.

Jiang Yun opened the door of the house, and it was gray inside, with a strong musty smell coming out of her nostrils. She fumbled to turn on the light, but it was also dim.

I haven't been back for so long that everything around me looks a little strange. If that person hadn't died, I might never come back.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yun felt empty in her heart. Why, probably because she will be really alone in the future. Although Jiang Guocai has never been a good father, he is not alone in the world after all.

Jiang Yun lay on the sofa thinking about what had happened in these years, and suddenly laughed. She grew up as if she had been abandoned all the time, and was always an option that was excluded. How come no one has ever firmly chosen herself?

"Boom bang bang..."

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and Jiang Yun opened her eyes to look, thinking she had heard it wrong, but after a while there was another regular knock on the door.

Jiang Yun walked over to open the door, met the eyes of the people outside, and immediately froze there.

Seeing that Jiang Yun finally opened the door, Su Yu breathed a sigh of relief, and quickly pushed Xu Qinrou who was leaning on his shoulder towards her.

"Jiang Yun, help her up, I can't do it, help me!"

Jiang Yun couldn't figure out the situation for a while, but it was obviously not good to keep people out at this time. She picked up Xu Qinrou who was sleeping beside her, and together with Su Yu helped her walk inside.

After Su Yu came in, she looked at the dusty appearance inside, and she didn't know where to put the person in her hand. She turned her head and looked at Jiang Yun helplessly: "Where do you put it for her?"

Jiang Yun was also stunned after being asked, she hadn't had time to tidy up, she just sat there for a long time after she came back, she didn't expect anyone to come, so she brought Xu Qinrou with her.

She took off the person she was supporting towards Su Yu, walked quickly to the sofa, tidied up the place where she had sat, and put Xu Qinrou on it.

Then watching her frown slightly, Xu Qinrou smelled of alcohol all over her body, so strong that she smelled it the moment she opened the door.

Su Yu saw her puzzlement, and said softly: "She has something on her mind, she's not feeling well, and she said that drinking would make her feel better, but I don't know where the fallacy came from.

Drink when you feel uncomfortable, get drunk when you drink, cry when you are drunk, and don't know whether it is comfortable or uncomfortable. "

That's right, Su Yu said it to Jiang Yun on purpose, and what she said was the truth.

At the worst time, Xu Qinrou was admitted to the hospital. She admitted that she had selfish intentions in saying this, and she was betting whether Jiang Yun would be soft-hearted towards Xu Qinrou.

Facts proved that she was right. Jiang Yun could clearly see the flash of distress in Su Yu's eyes after she finished speaking. This would make things easier, and Su Yu couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"Jiang Yun, my law firm still has a few cases that have not been dealt with. The client is in a hurry. I have to rush over now. Qinrou, can you take care of it for me?"

Although Su Yu's tone was inquiring, he had already reached the door, but he almost opened it.

Jiang Yun couldn't see what she meant, looked at the person who was not sleeping soundly on the sofa, and nodded to Su Yu.

Suddenly Su Yu turned back again, only stuck his head in, and said in a muffled voice.

"Jiang Yun Jiang Yun, her bag just fell down, I put it here, please take it later, and she has a class tomorrow, can you buy her some hangover medicine later? Don't let her sleep too late , I'm leaving first!"

Before Jiang Yun could reply her, Su Yu went away like a gust of wind, leaving only the half-covered door behind, she walked over to pick up her bag and closed the door, and when she turned around, Xu Qinrou turned over and was about to fall to the scene on the ground.

Jiang Yun quickly walked over to catch her, and adjusted her to a comfortable sleeping position.

But Xu Qinrou seemed to feel something, and held onto her arm tightly, not letting go, her cheeks that were already drunk became even more rosy at this moment due to the force.

Jiang Yun wanted to gently break away from her hand, but for some reason, Xu Qinrou's closed eyes suddenly burst into tears, slowly slid across her face, and then flowed into the sofa and fainted A trace of water.

Jiang Yun felt that these tears flowed into her heart, sour and hot, she was puzzled seeing Xu Qinrou like this.

Isn't all this what you want?I have been clearly giving you the life you want, Xu Qinrou, why are you crying, why are you sad.

Thinking of this, she stretched out her hand unconsciously, gently wiping her tears, but when her hand touched the person she had missed for a long time, Jiang Yun was reluctant to take it away.

Meticulously, gently, sliding over Xu Qinrou's face, eyebrows, corners of eyes, bridge of nose bit by bit...

Whether it was before or now, everything about Xu Qinrou made her addicted, she couldn't stop, and the closer she got, the more she would sink. Jiang Yun knew that she should restrain herself, but she wanted a moment of peace, which belonged to the two of them alone.

Suddenly Xu Qinrou cried and grabbed her hand and kept murmuring: "Jiang Yun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, can you forgive me...we...we are still like before..."

Before finishing speaking, she fell into a deep sleep, but these words made Jiang Yun wake up like a dream.

Sure enough, this person is only guilty of herself, why did she have the illusion that she likes him too, she just wants to go back to the past, to the like-minded friends of the past.

Looking at the sleeping Xu Qinrou, Jiang Yun smiled bitterly, as if she was talking to herself or to her.

"Don't feel sorry for me, Xu Qinrou. In the past, now and in the future, everything I do is voluntary. I lied to you, and I lied to myself. I said I don't like you anymore, but...but I know I like you, I love you ...But let's forget it in the future, I won't like you Xu Qinrou."

"Xu Qinrou must always be clean, you must always live a good life, you have such a bright future, you have parents and friends who love you.

But I am different, I have nothing, I have nothing to worry about, and even... I even have bad deeds, I am not clean, so it doesn't matter anyway, from now on, from now on, I really don't like you, you heard Xu Qinrou? "

No one can answer her these words, only Heiye knows that only she knows, but Jiang Yun just wants to say it to give herself an answer, to give herself a passable answer.

She stood up with red eyes, gently took her hands away from Xu Qinrou's face, walked into her former bedroom, and found out the clean quilt and sheets in the closet from memory, quickly spread them and hugged Xu Qinrou He came over, stared at it for a while, then turned and left.

The moonlight poured down the bedside through the window, rendering the surrounding bright and soft. At first glance, the smile on Xu Qinrou's face seemed to overflow, muttering something that only the moon knew.

"Jiang Yun, I like you too, I like you...I really like you..."

After Jiang Yun went out, she bought toiletries and some ingredients, and suddenly remembered something. She found a clothing store, walked in, and took a long time to choose before she came out.

When she got home, Jiang Yun went to the room to take a look. Xu Qinrou was still sleeping, with a pleasant smile on her face, just watching Jiang Yun smile unconsciously, with her own eyes in her eyes. I don't know the tenderness.

After coming out, Jiang Yun went to the kitchen to clean the inside carefully, took out the ingredients she bought, and made some hangover soup for Xu Qinrou. After turning down the heat, she went to the bathroom to get some water.

Jiang Yun walked to the bed with a basin of water, and gently wiped her face. The man was sleeping peacefully, as if his dream had been disturbed, he frowned slightly, and fell asleep comfortably in another direction. past.

At this time, she was incredibly well-behaved, like a quiet little milk cat, soft, but Jiang Yun just looked at it quietly for a while and then left quietly.

Early the next morning, Xu Qinrou opened her eyes, her head was still aching due to drunkenness, she stretched out her hand to pat it, sat up and glanced around but found that she was in a familiar yet unfamiliar place.

This is, it seems, Jiang Yun's home. The realization surprised her, but at the same time, she was secretly happy.

She has almost no memory of last night. She only remembers that she was with Su Yu when she was drunk.

Just when she was confused, the door was suddenly pushed open, and Jiang Yun walked in from the outside. She didn't expect Xu Qinrou to wake up so early. Before she came in, she was still troubled about how to wake her up. Now it saves a lot Awkward.

Xu Qinrou watched Jiang Yun approaching step by step, the sun was shining on her, her whole body was warm and bright, she wanted to own it, and also wanted to hide it privately.

Jiang Yun watched her sitting on the bed blankly, but those eyes kept looking at her, burning so hot that she was about to burn herself out of the hole.

She turned her eyes away and didn't meet Xu Qinrou's eyes: "It's getting late, get up quickly, Su Yu told me that you have class today, don't be late, I remember that attendance is very important."

Hearing her serious words, Xu Qinrou couldn't help but burst out laughing. Jiang Yun probably thought she was still a student and was worried about her attendance rate, which was inexplicably cute.

Jiang Yun was smiled at by her, and for a moment she didn't know what she said wrong, and looked at her in confusion, with a rigorous look like a student who wants the teacher to be eager to clarify his doubts, serious and solemn.

Xu Qinrou couldn't resist her like this, watching her speak every word seriously.

"Jiang Yun, Xu Qinrou is the teacher now."

These words exploded in Jiang Yun's heart like a bunch of fireworks. It turned out that she had become a teacher, but she foolishly thought that she still had to go to class.

It's a teacher, it's a teacher, it's so good, it's a teacher, this person grew up so well in a place that he didn't know, so good.

Jiang Yun looked at her with fluctuating eyes, shining even brighter against the sun.

There were too many things in those eyes that Xu Qinrou couldn't understand, and she wanted to keep digging in, wondering what this man was thinking.

But before it was too late, Jiang Yun looked away, walked out, stopped and turned her back.

"Xu Qinrou, no matter why you became a teacher, I am very grateful to you."

Then he paused and continued, "It's getting late, I put the clothes and toiletries in the bathroom, you can come out to eat after packing."