she is guilty of loving you

Jiang Yun walked to Xu Qinrou's side and patted her on the shoulder lightly. Xu Qinrou raised her head and looked at her. Those eyes seemed to hide a deep sea, majestic as if she wanted to suck herself in.

Jiang Yun was a little uncomfortable being looked at, so she turned her head to look at the sky, then pointed to the cigarette in her hand, and asked softly, "What's wrong? Is there something bothering you?"

This sentence was like a call from the deep sea, Xu Qinrou suddenly woke up, annoyed why she didn't hold back, and smoked in front of Jiang Yun majestically.

How would she think of herself, would she feel that she had failed her, that she had been charged with such a crime for her, wasted three years of youth, and in the end she had become like this, smoking and drinking...

But Xu Qinrou showed it to her on purpose, and Xu Qinrou admitted that she was betting.

She actually found Jiang Yun coming over early in the morning, but she just wanted to tell her childishly: Jiang Yun, look, I won't learn well, won't you scold me?If you scold me, I will never smoke again. I will change whatever you say, so please scold me...

She was betting on Jiang Yun's reaction after she smoked, but, she seemed to have lost, her heart was sour, her eyes were hot, and she wanted to hug Jiang Yun and question her!

Jiang Yun, why don't you scold me?

Jiang Yun, why are you so calm?Why are you treating me like a normal friend?

Jiang Yun, you, you still, do you still like me...

Jiang Yun, can you take care of me... I want you to take care of me, don't treat me like this.

But Xu Qinrou didn't dare, she was afraid that if she exposed this peaceful surface, she would lose Jiang Yun forever.

So she could only pretend, suppressed the depression in her heart, skillfully snuffed out the cigarette butt, with a gentle smile on her face, and then turned her head to look at Jiang Yun.

"Su Yu gave it to her. She said the fruity scent is very good. She had nothing to do just now, so she wanted to get out of the car and try it."

Is that so?Although Jiang Yun was puzzled, she didn't ask, she just met her eyes and said flatly: "Well, it's fine."

After finishing speaking, both of them calmed down, leaning against the flower bed, watching the gorgeous red sunset in the sky, and enjoying the tranquility between the two of them at this moment.

I don't know how long it has passed, the sky has turned black, and the passing residents cast doubtful glances at it from time to time.

If it weren't for the two people's handsome looks and refined temperament, I'm afraid they would call the police and arrest them as squats.

Suddenly Jiang Yun stood up, looked at Xu Qinrou on the side and said with a smile: "It's getting late, you go home first, I have to go back and clean up, I guess the house is covered with a few layers of dust."

Xu Qinrou didn't look at her or respond, but just looked down at the ground. Jiang Yun thought she didn't hear clearly, so she approached her and leaned over and said, "Go back early, and be careful on the road."

Xu Qinrou still didn't respond, Jiang Yun sighed softly, turned around to leave, but was pulled by the corner of her clothes, the force was not strong, but it could not be ignored.

The white hand tightly grasped the corner of Jiang Yun's clothes, Xu Qinrou raised her head to look at Jiang Yun, with a hint of pleading in her eyes.

"Jiang Yun, can I stay and clean up with you? It will be hard work alone."

She is so cautious, like a pet that will be abandoned at any time, this is a gesture Jiang Yun has never seen before.

But no, Jiang Yun kept telling herself, don't be soft-hearted, don't be soft-hearted, don't continue that tortured relationship, just friends.

Jiang Yun looked at her seriously, her brows and eyes became serious, but she just looked at her, neither spoke nor answered, the two of them knew what it meant.

Xu Qinrou understood, her complexion suddenly paled, she let go of the hand that was holding onto the corner of Jiang Yun's clothes, and instead clung tightly to the porcelain stone beside the flower bed, it was cool, even with her heart, she seemed to be trapped It's like freezing.

But she didn't dare to let go, instead she held it tighter, fearing that she would fall down sadly if she let go.

That posture was too ugly, she didn't want to, she tried to stand up, and then smiled softly at Jiang Yun.

"I won't bother you for now. You have a good rest. I'm leaving. You can contact me if you need it. The mobile phone number is the same as before. I'll write it down for you... Well, then, wait for me."

Instead, Xu Qinrou walked towards the car, but her chaotic steps had already exposed her uneasy heart.

"I remember it, don't write it, go back."

Before she got to the car, Jiang Yun's voice came from behind, she said she remembered, she still remembered, so what is there to be dissatisfied with.

Xu Qinrou stabilized her figure, nodded with her back to her, and said, "Well, then you go to rest early, and I'll leave first."

After finishing speaking, he didn't stay any longer, opened the car door, started, turned around, and left, all in one go.

After watching Xu Qinrou leave, Jiang Yun stood there and watched the direction she left for a long time, until the night began to spread, and then walked into the community with her bag.

People who met in twos and threes along the way just walked over when they saw her, but the words they turned around were heard clearly in her ears.

"Hey, was that Jiang Guocai's daughter just now? She came out?"

"Keep your voice down, so that people can hear you. Didn't this girl not come back for many years? A few years ago, she said that she accidentally killed someone and was sentenced to prison!"

"What nonsense are you talking about? A little girl was bullied by a man. What's her name? Yes, she's overprotective!"

"Speaking of which, this child is also pitiful. Her mother ran away before she was too old. When I come back from drinking and gambling all day long, I take revenge on her. You don't see the bruises on her body every time!"

"Who says it's not? Didn't her father die two years ago? Bah, bah, bah, stop talking, let's go, it's unlucky, let's go..."

They were afraid that she would hear and seemed to be afraid that she would not hear, Jiang Yun paused for a moment and then continued to walk forward.

"Qinrou, what are you doing? Didn't you pick up Jiang Yun today? Why did you make yourself like this again?"

Su Yu looked at the messy beer cans in front of him and the drunk and unconscious Xu Qinrou, his teeth itched with anger.

This person has been addicted to alcohol for the past few years, and he sent himself to the hospital earlier, but somehow he came to his senses later, and resumed his clean and healthy life as before.

But what happened today, wasn't she always looking forward to bringing Jiang Yun back?

How did you make yourself like this again? Who would have thought that Teacher Xu, the gentle goddess of high school, not only drank in private, but also behaved like this.

Xu Qinrou's eyes were blurred, she looked at Su Yu and smiled: "Su Yu, you are here, come, drink some! It will be very comfortable to sleep after drinking."

Su Yu took away the wine glass in her hand and put it aside, put her head straight with both hands, and looked straight into her eyes.

"Xu Qinrou, what did you tell me before, huh? Look at yourself now, don't say that Jiang Yun doesn't want to get back together with you, even I wouldn't want to get close to you like this!"

After hearing Jiang Yun's name, Xu Qinrou, who was still drunk just now, suddenly regained her spirits, and soon became depressed again.

Looking at Su Yu, she laughed at herself and said, "Yeah, you're right, Jiang Yun, she just doesn't want to get close to me, Su Yu, Su Yu, do you know, I'm so sad today...

My heart feels like being pricked by a needle, it hurts so much, it hurts, it really hurts, I can't take it anymore, Su Yu..."

Realizing that what he just said was too serious, Su Yu sighed, rubbed her head, helped her to sit on the sofa and asked softly, "What's wrong? What happened? Tell me."

When Xu Qinrou thought of Jiang Yun today, her eyes suddenly swelled up, and the tears seemed unstoppable. She raised her head and wanted to stop but couldn't. The more she restrained, the more turbulent the flow became.

She was wronged, but she knew that she should not be wronged, Jiang Yun should treat her no matter what, everything was her own fault.

She turned her head to look at Su Yu, her voice hoarse: "Jiang Yun, she doesn't seem to like me anymore, she really doesn't like me at all!"

Her dislike was so obvious that her liking for herself was also so obvious at the beginning, how could she accept such a comparison.

"Jiang Yun looked at me today, her eyes were flat. I was afraid at the beginning, and I repeatedly said that I would only be friends with her, because when she looked at me, her eyes seemed to hide stars.

do you know?It's like the kind that shines, the love hidden in her eyes was so obvious in the past, but now she looks at me so calmly, she can look at me calmly, and then smile at me calmly..."

The more Xu Qinrou spoke, the more he choked up: "Su Yu, can you help her, Jiang Yun must have lost the star by accident, otherwise I won't shine anymore, please help her, you You must know Su language."

Su Yu didn't know how to comfort her for a while, so he could only hug her and comfort her: "It's been three years for Qinrou, and the interval between these three years will always change. Look slowly, what is lost can be found again.”

Xu Qinrou raised her head, crying and laughing: "Su Yu, I'm afraid, I'm afraid there will be no future, she hates me, she won't let me integrate into her life anymore..."

Xu Qinrou didn't understand Jiang Yun's refusal to stay today, but she still made a request to stay. At that time, Jiang Yun looked at her and said nothing.

But that kind of look made me more sad than refusing to come. Jiang Yun looked at her as if looking at a vexatious person, as if saying: Xu Qinrou, be sensible, let's go.

So she couldn't hold on to the line of defense in her heart anymore, she stumbled but didn't dare to hesitate any more.

Su Yu has seen clearly as a bystander these years. Back then, Jiang Yun, a vigorous girl, always looked at Xu Qinrou with such tenderness and pampering.

Not to mention Xu Qinrou, even Su Yu, an outsider, could see Jiang Yun's hidden love.

Maybe Jiang Yun is just a fool who thinks that he has hidden that love well, but such a fiery and eye-catching love has long been clearly shown in front of everyone, so how can he hide it.

She, Jiang Yun, loves Xu Qinrou, that love, that kind of love.

At the beginning, Jiang Yun loved Xu Qinrou's meticulousness and tenderness, and Su Yu could see it. That person hid in a corner, hid in the dark and silently dealt with all the troubles, and then showed Xu Qinrou with all his brilliance. come.

Su Yu originally thought that the two of them would communicate with each other in the end, and that person would keep his eyes open to see the moon, and Xu Qinrou would open up his love for both sides to cherish each other, but the ending is not perfect, and love is not always happy.

Xu Qinrou didn't love Su Yu. After seeing Jiang Yun's love, she was afraid and even ran away. Su Yu didn't know why she was like this. She looked at Xu Qinrou with a look of fascination.

I don't know what happened later, but the two of them still got along as friends. Before coming here, Su Yu hadn't decided whether Xu Qinrou loved Jiang Yun, what kind of love, and how much.

But now, Su Yu thought, Xu Qinrou must be in love.