she is guilty of loving you

"I kiss you, but I don't just want to kiss you. If I can, I greedily want to do more excessive things to you.

I can't wait to penetrate into your bone marrow, I can't wait to be in harmony with you all the time...

But these secret and unspeakable thoughts, I only have you alone, you ask me if I have figured out my feelings.

Jiang Yun, of course I figured it out, I love you, I really love you, you can't wrong me like this!

Yes, I admit, I feel guilty for those three years, but my guilt is because I let my young and beautiful lover go into that prison.

Because of me, the lover who made me proud, was imprisoned for three years in vain, I hate myself.

I hate why I couldn't be braver at the beginning, why I didn't communicate with you earlier, otherwise everything might not happen.

Jiang Yun, I'm just cowardly in love, but I'm not a person who confuses feelings.

I understand what you mean, you think that Xu Qinrou, who rejected you before, now says she loves you, because she feels guilty, and she wants to make up...

So, turn the original friendship into love?Yeah? "

Saying that, Xu Qinrou looked down at her.

The man's eyes were full of deep emotions, but his face remained calm, and he did not answer his own words.

Xu Qinrou smiled, didn't care, raised her hand to gently caress Jiang Yun's eyebrows, her tone became solemn.

"Then let me tell you now, no! Xu Qinrou loves you, just loves you!

It's not because of other factors that it's funny that you can't tell your own feelings.

Jiang Yun, liking you is not a momentary joy, but many days and nights, a long time, an eternal joy.

Did you hear me clearly? ! "

Xu Qinrou's voice was getting higher and higher, and in the end it was a little menacing, making people breathless.

Jiang Yun felt a little funny, the person in front of her seemed to be shining.

Obviously it looks like a limp and deceitful posture, but it is so bluffing when he speaks.

Like a cat wearing a tiger fur toy, it is bullying, but full of cute gestures.

It was the first time for Jiang Yun to see Xu Qinrou's aggrieved, domineering, and frightening posture, and she just found it interesting.

She shook her head lightly, and tried to step back slightly, only to feel a little more relaxed.

what to do?This heart was unexpectedly shaken again?

I really have nothing to do with this person, it's nothing more than a few words, nothing more than a little more moving, a little nicer...

I did as I wished, why did my heart soften?

Why does she want to give whatever that person wants?

A gust of wind blew by, it was cool, and the branches and leaves behind them rustled.

Only then did Jiang Yun regain consciousness, and suddenly said in her heart: I was almost bewitched by this person, I can't, I can't get too close to this person.

But at the moment, that person looks deathly, if he refuses and pushes back ruthlessly, it is probably going to kill him.

Jiang Yun raised her head and passed through her shoulders. Although the moon was only half, it was still astonishingly bright.

So, can a compromise be the best ending?

Jiang Yun looked away, looked at the person in front of her, and smiled.

"Xu Qinrou, I'm very happy. This time, it's what you said, and it's what I've been thinking about for so long, but..."

After speaking, Jiang Yun stopped again, because she didn't know if the man would be sad in the next paragraph.

Or, since then, that person will return to his original position again, and will never take a step forward again, peacefully, and it is impossible.

Thinking like this, Jiang Yun felt a slight but unnegligible pain in her heart.

And Xu Qinrou felt like she was riding a roller coaster.

Happiness and loss are both in Jiang Yun's thoughts, she feels her heart is hanging in her throat, looking forward to but afraid of Jiang Yun's sudden words.

She held her breath unconsciously, and looked at the man with a pair of watery eyes, hoping to give herself a final sentence.

Jiang Yun saw her nervousness, but she was not willing to make her nervous, so she sighed softly.

"But it's getting fast, Xu Qinrou, take your time, okay?"

How soon?Take it easy?what?

Countless question marks appeared in front of Xu Qinrou's eyes. She was a little puzzled, and stared blankly at the person below her.

"Isn't that slow enough?"

As if hearing some joke, Jiang Yun couldn't help laughing out loud, looking at her with some meaningless eyes.

"Slow? Is Teacher Xu's definition of slow different from ordinary people?

I've never seen people who haven't confirmed their relationship can press people against a tree like this and act recklessly.

You kissed and kissed, hugged and hugged, and you finished everything that should be said, and then you still asked me if it was not slow enough?

It seems that if we want to reach Teacher Xu's speed, then the two of us shouldn't be here?

Having said that, I still feel a little sorry for Mr. Xu? "

Xu Qinrou's face was flushed when she said something, and she swallowed a little guilty, but her body movements did not decrease at all.

"Then tell me, how slow do you want to be? No, I should ask you, my heart, do you know?"

After finishing speaking, he looked at Jiang Yun with piercing eyes, as if he needed an answer.

Jiang Yun looked helpless and nodded.

I know, of course I know, this person's eyes almost eat her up, how could she not know.

Seeing the way she nodded, Xu Qinrou knew that this person understood, and her hanging heart suddenly settled down.

"Jiang Yun, my heart is to like you, love you, love between men and women, you have to remember it carefully.

So, what did you mean by slower?Say it more clearly, don't be ambiguous..."

"I know what you want, so let's take it slow..."

Before Xu Qinrou finished speaking, Jiang Yun took her words.

But it was still not a clear answer. Xu Qinrou could hear it clearly, but she still insisted on having an answer.

She raised her hand to caress Jiang Yun's lips, which were soft and warm, and then looked at Jiang Yun with some uncertainty.

So he bent down regardless, wanting to kiss Fangze again, but also wanting to test where the limit of what Jiang Yun said is to take it slow.

Aware of this person's purpose, Jiang Yun gently raised her hand, barely able to block the rosy face of this person.

"I'm going to speak slowly, but it doesn't include this, Xu Qinrou, speaking of it, we haven't really understood each other yet.

So, take it easy, I hope that after you get along slowly, you will know what kind of person Jiang Yun is and what the consequences of being close to her will be.

You think you can take it, and you still want that relationship.

You still love me and want to be with me. At that time... I probably won't refuse. "

"So what is our relationship now?"

Xu Qinrou couldn't wait, eager to find an identity.

"Friends... are not limited to friends, if we can really cross this boundary, then let's try.

Xu Qinrou, this time you said you liked it first, so the final ending is also up to you to choose, if you get scared or tired halfway through.

Or suddenly find that you don't like it that much, or don't like it at all.

You can tell me everything, and then go the way you want to go, live the life you want, you know? "

Hearing what Jiang Yun said again, Xu Qinrou was even more sad and wronged, not for herself, but for Jiang Yun, just Jiang Yun.

She knew that what Jiang Yun said was nothing more than giving her all the escape routes, and even giving her the leeway to withdraw at any time.

Xu Qinrou felt wronged for Jiang Yun like this, her eyes became more wet, and the tears couldn't be stopped, falling down one by one.

But she didn't feel it herself, she just looked at Jiang Yun wholeheartedly.

Jiang Yun looked at her and thought this person was funny, why did he become so crying.

It seems that this person has been crying as long as he is by his side since he came back.

Cry when you are sad, cry when you are happy, and cry when you are wronged, what should you do?

She raised her hand and stroked Xu Qinrou's cheek, which was soft and slippery.

She didn't dare to stay longer, and wiped away those tears bit by bit, and there was a soft light in her eyes watching her.

"What's wrong? Don't you want to try?"

Xu Qinrou suddenly raised her head as if hearing something incredible, a little annoyed.

This person clearly knew that he didn't mean it that way, and still teased him like this.

She bit her lips resentfully, and then pressed into a line again, carrying a faint "murderous look".

"Jiang Yun, I must cross that line.

But it's not trying once, it's only once, only once, once is enough, once you have to go to the end. "

Jiang Yun looked at her with a soft heart, this person has become really fierce now.

If you are fierce, be fierce, why cry?

It was obviously an unsuccessful matter, but it seemed that she had already reached a foregone conclusion, and it was actually going to the end.

She was a little helpless and funny, but she just hoped that by the time she broke that boundary, everything would have been taken care of.

And I can also walk in the sun dignifiedly and cleanly, without being timid, and I don't have to be afraid of this person being hurt anymore.

But right now this person is still suppressing her unconsciously, Jiang Yun sighed helplessly.

"Mr. Xu, how long will you hold me down? Huh?

You are the one who is pressing me down and bullying me, why are you still crying so fiercely? Those who don't know think it's me bullying you. "

As soon as such words came out, Xu Qinrou seemed to be scalded, and suddenly backed away from Jiang Yun, thinking that she was making her uncomfortable.

But the smile in Jiang Yun's eyes was too obvious, Xu Qinrou realized that she was making fun of herself.

But it's not, because tonight she was really presumptuous, kissing her so directly, regardless of everything.

Then he pressed her against the tree and acted mischievously like a greedy little beast, wishing to melt Jiang Yun into his own mouth.

Probably because of the pressure for a long time, Jiang Yun stood up and felt her back hurt, as if someone had beaten her hard.

And the feeling on the lips and neck is even more obvious, there is an inexplicable numb itching feeling, and I raise my hand to touch the lips lightly.

"hiss……"

Some pain came from her lips, and Jiang Yun couldn't hold back her voice.

The voice was not too loud, Xu Qinrou just heard it clearly, and saw the scene of Jiang Yun caressing her lips, it was really beautiful.

I don't know if it's because of the moonlight Baihua, or because the lips are a bit wet, but Jiang Yun's thin lips are now wet with a faint gleam.

With a rough glance, you will find that there are some abnormal redness and swelling, like a very tender and fresh cherry soaked in water, which makes people want to take a few bites.

Xu Qinrou's gaze was too hot, Jiang Yun couldn't ignore her gaze, let alone ignore this man walking towards her in a trance.

Let's just go, Jiang Yun couldn't help laughing angrily as his eyes were still looking at his lips without blinking.

"What? Haven't bitten enough? Want to cross the line now?"