she is guilty of loving you

Chapter 18 Don't Be Afraid

Memories flooded in like a tide, as clearly as if it happened yesterday, Jiang Yun slowly withdrew from the memories.

The person in front of him was still as beautiful as before, but he was more mature, more charming and more charming, and he seemed to have grown a lot more courageous. He even dared to kiss him in a grandiose way, and the kiss was so chaotic.

Thinking about it, Jiang Yun suddenly smiled, then casually leaned against the tree behind her, raised her head to look at Xu Qinrou, her voice was a little dry.

"Have you heard the conversation between me and Aunt Fang?"

Xu Qinrou was still a little dazed, the heat on his face and the unspeakable hotness in his heart had dissipated a lot, only after hearing Jiang Yun's words did he regain his senses, and whispered softly into Jiang Yun's eyes.

"Well, so, what I say next is my answer."

As if to cheer herself up, Xu Qinrou took a deep breath, walked closer to Jiang Yun, and lowered her eyes.

"Jiang Yun, I lied to you before. There is no such thing as Bai Yueguang, and there is no boy I like. From the beginning to the end, the only person I have ever been fascinated by and has been fascinated by is only you, and only you, Jiang Yun.

Sorry, I was cowardly and scared at that time.It's ridiculous, obviously you have given me so much courage, obviously I told myself not to care about those people's abuse and pointing fingers.

But I still can't control it. During the day I can smile and tell myself that I don't care, but at night those words are played in a loop in my ears like a recording, over and over again, and I even imagine the abuse that will come all over the sky.

I am not as fearless as I usually show, so after discovering the emotions hidden in your eyes and watching you treat me better and better, I am afraid that one day you will pierce that layer of paper.

I am afraid that they will pretend to whisper that I am abnormal even though they are right behind me.

I'm afraid... I'm afraid that there will be more unknown women blocking me, and I'm afraid that I will be accused of more crimes. "

Speaking of which, Xu Qinrou got closer to Jiang Yun, and gently stroked her eyebrows with his hands, one place, one place, over and over again, the softness was unbelievable.

"But Jiang Yun, I'm not afraid now, as long as I think of losing you forever, you will look at others with such gentle and tolerant eyes, this heart feels as if it is hurting to die, it really hurts so much.

So, Jiang Yun, please, love me again, please, this time, I won't be afraid, you can doubt Xu Qinrou in the past, but you can trust her now, she already has enough courage. "

At this time, Xu Qinrou was fragile yet firm. Looking at Jiang Yun, his eyes were full of hope. His eyelashes were wet at some point, and there was still a tear hanging in the corner of his eye, which was about to fall. look.

Looking at her like this, Jiang Yun felt a little distressed. She was negligent. She didn't consider Xu Qinrou's situation at that time, nor did she consider her scruples. pain.

Jiang Yun pressed her palm against her cheek, then stretched out her fingers, gently stroked away the tears on her face bit by bit, and sighed softly.

"So Xu Qinrou, if you are afraid once, there will be a second time, and you will leave me behind because of other things in the future."

Speaking of which, Jiang Yun stood up, gently supported Xu Qinrou's chin, and continued: "And what I just said to Aunt Fang is serious.

Xu Qinrou, you will find a man you like, give birth to one or several lovely children, and go on in peace and stability for a long time. This is the life that suits you best, and we will still be the best Friends, always have been, always have been. "

Seeing her, Xu Qinrou was a little shocked, and her inexplicable grievances came straight up. If she was a little milk dog before, she is now a little wolf dog, and straightly threw Jiang Yun back on the tree she was leaning on just now.

Probably because of the strong impact, Jiang Yun couldn't stand Xu Qinrou like this, and was bumped suddenly, causing a burning pain in his back, and couldn't hold back a few soft yells for a moment.

But Xu Qinrou was unmoved by this, and was even very satisfied with the current situation. Seeing Jiang Yun being wrapped in her arms, trapped in the small world in front of her, she could only look up at her.

However, it was not enough, not at all, Xu Qinruo directly lowered his head, buried it deeply and heavily on Jiang Yun's neck, and opened his mouth.

Without hesitation, he bit a piece of tender meat, then grind it hard, loosen it again, then bite it again, grind it, over and over again.

Due to the disadvantage of the position, Jiang Yun couldn't exert any strength, and her hands and feet were so soft that she was pressed down. The person on her body seemed to have changed, crazy and obsessed.

There is no such thing as the cold and desireless look on weekdays, but now he is tainted with emotions and desires, which is even more palpitating.

The neck is filled with the hot air from Xu Qinrou's breath, warm and hot, with a sweetness that belongs only to her.

Jiang Yun couldn't help but tilt her head, hoping to alleviate the torture a little, but this person was not what she wanted, so she followed her.

Jiang Yun was helpless, a little helpless and a little discouraged, calling her: "Xu Qinrou, get out of the way, I don't feel well."

It's good that Jiang Yun didn't speak, but after she said that, she felt that the man was pushing her further, and bit her harder. This time, it didn't take long, and she quickly let go, followed by her warm words, with a burst of pain. A burst of hot air came from the neck.

"Jiang Yun, I like you, I really like you, I won't leave you for anything else, never, unless, unless you want to leave me, don't want me.

But I will still stick to you and guard you. I also know that the reason why you keep pushing me away and wanting to keep a distance from me as friends is because of those three years. "

As she said that, Xu Qinrou raised her head, and the hand around Jiang Yun's neck moved up with her, gently sticking to Jiang Yun's face, her eyes looked at Jiang Yun sincerely and gently.

It was that misty posture again, like a puppy that would be abandoned by its owner at any time, pitiful.

"But Jiang Yun, that's not a stain, and it's not an unforgivable thing. If there is any prejudice, if you have to find a real source for those three years, I'm the one who can't be forgiven.

So, Jiang Yun, you have never been a stain, if you really want to say, you are the most colorful stroke in my empty life.

And my liking doesn't just come from empty words. It's been a long time, Jiang Yun. I liked you a long time ago. I'm sorry that I dare to tell you now. "

After finishing speaking, Xu Qinrou buried her head straight into Jiang Yun's neck and remained motionless. She didn't know if she was afraid of seeing Jiang Yun's disgusting expression, or because she was shy about what she said just now.

Jiang Yun was also thankful for her actions, otherwise she would certainly have looked at her like this, as if a peeled onion was placed in front of her eyes.

So that the heat spread uncontrollably in the eye sockets, and the nose was sour and tight. Everything was like a dream, so that Jiang Yun couldn't tell the truth from the fake.

Xu Qinrou said that she has always liked herself, that she has always been the most important stroke in her life, and that the past three years have never been a stain...

She had guessed that this person might like her. After all, eyes cannot be deceiving, and love cannot be concealed. Xu Qinrou also struggled when he looked at her.

However, Xu Qinrou didn't know that Jiang Yun's evasive posture was not all because of those three years.

But there are some things that Jiang Yun can't tell her, it's too dangerous.

She couldn't take care of herself in it by herself, so how could she be pulled into this bottomless swamp?

All kinds of emotions mixed together, unspeakable emotions surged in the chest, as if burning, as if frozen...

Jiang Yun couldn't help it, and raised her hands that had been hanging by her sides, and gently found the back of the man's neck.

Gently stroking those short fluffy hairs, it feels very good in the hand, after stroking like this for a while, he pressed his hand on the delicate nape of the neck again.

Soft and tender, Jiang Yun only dared to put her fingertips on it, for fear of scratching her, she was not unhappy in her heart, the person she likes also likes herself, in this age, she is already the happiest matter.

However, Xu Qinrou was afraid at that time, and now she is also afraid.

What should I do with you, Xu Qinrou?

Jiang Yun was not only afraid of discrediting such a bright and gentle person, but also afraid that she would be judged at school, and afraid that her sacred identity as a teacher would be tainted by others.

I'm even more afraid that the current self will mess up Xu Qinrou's life after she finally got back on track, and put her in danger because of herself.

Therefore, she had to give Xu Qinrou enough right to choose, enough right to repent, enough right to get out of the way.

So Jiang Yun gently pushed the man on the neck away.

His eyes looked deeply at the soft and tender cheeks that were still full of rosy cheeks, and he spoke with a voice that only the two of them could hear.

"Xu Qinrou, is this what you really want? Are you sure you want this kind of relationship?

It's not that you want to make up for me because of those three years of guilt, not because you're afraid that I will hate you.

It's not because you can't figure out what kind of feelings you have for me, so you say such things on the spur of the moment?

Xu Qinrou, look at me, tell me, you said you like it, have you figured it out yourself? "

When Jiang Yun said these words, there was no expression on her face, it was faint, but her eyes were looking at her tightly.

As if those words were not spoken by her, and as if she was an insignificant person.

Those words, like stones, suddenly smashed into Xu Qinrou's heart, once, once, and then again.

Otherwise, why would my heart be so painful and bitter.

The majestic sense of panic surged, like a world of nothingness that he couldn't get out of, and Xu Qinrou just felt like he was going to drown in it.

why?why?

Jiang Yun didn't believe her, how could she not believe her?Why not believe her?

Obviously I like her, I love her.

But after thinking about it, Jiang Yun's words were not groundless.

It's just that the previous self didn't dare to admit it, didn't face up to this emotion, and even pushed her away from him with his own hands.

what to do?Because she pushed it away at the beginning, so she is no longer qualified to pull it back?

Thinking of this, Xu Qinrou felt a surge of grievances, her lips were tightly pursed, as if the corners of her brows and eyes were exerting force.

She looked at Jiang Yun, and the hand supporting her side exerted a little strength.

Xu Qinrou was a little scared. She felt that if Jiang Yun was not trapped, everyone might run away.

She raised her head slightly to look at Jiang Yun, her cheeks were still red, and she couldn't tell if she was angry or shy before.

"Jiang Yun~"

The voice murmured, with a warm and seductive voice.

After softly calling the man's name, she leaned over again and put her lips on the corner of the man's mouth.

Little by little, sucking back and forth, sweet and soft, until the heart is satisfied before getting up.

Only then did he look at the person imprisoned under him again, slightly raised the corners of his mouth, with an obvious smile.

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