East Berlin's June Boat Song

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Later we walked by the lake for a long time, and then I watched Randall board a military vehicle parked by the lake in the distance, wiped away the tears on his face, and looked back to see Julian standing in front of the wooden house in the birch forest in the mountains. Watch me silently.

He made a gesture for me to go up, and I went up the mountain road and came to him.

"I'm sorry Rhine." He hugged me, his voice was as gentle as the waves of a lake: "What I said at the time was all angry words, your father loves you."

"I know." I leaned on his shoulder, and after the emotional tide subsided, only weakness remained: "I always knew."

He leaned down and kissed my cheek, and said with a smile, "This scar scares your father."

"It's a gift to let him know that his son is a man who stands above the ground."

He bent his eyes and stroked my head lovingly, over and over again, I was full of suspicion, thinking that this man would not have any strange idea of ​​being my father again, so I hurriedly changed the subject.

"You looked for me before?"

"Well, in 46, not long after your father was settled, I called Yevgeny who was in Germany at that time." He chuckled: "But at that time, the war had just ended, and Germany There are ruins and displaced refugees everywhere. Yevgeny was busy with the formation of the KGB in Karlshorst, and then was transferred to Belgrade, and has never been found."

"Is this the phone being tapped?"

He nodded and said, "Yes, because I said on the phone, 'Find him, because he saved my life and he's important to me.'"

He looked at me with a smile, and added thoughtfully: "This is the truth...Honey, I suddenly want to kiss you."

As soon as the subject changed, he pushed me against a straight birch tree trunk, and I wrapped my arms around his slender waist to welcome his fierce kiss.With a strange affection in his mouth, his soft tongue dexterously entangled mine, and the kiss made me short of breath and my legs go limp.

"You..." I pushed him a little hypoxically: "What's wrong with you?"

His face is rosy, his lips are crystal clear, shining with a seductive rosy luster, his eyes are full of lust, and he stares straight at me: "I want to fuck you here."

I was shocked and backed away, but was blocked by the birch trees and couldn't retreat: "Hey, don't be so shameless, although this is a deep mountain and old forest, Alyosha and the others are still there!"

"They're gone." He leaned forward and said, "From tonight, there are only two of us in this mountain."

"Maybe there are Americans!" I argued.

"It won't be anymore, Alyosha and the others have already gone to clean up in secret. Rhine, this is the last stop of our trip. Next, we will take you to some military areas and let you see something. I think you understand what I mean. Well before that..."

He lowered his eyelids, his eyelashes cast a dreamy shadow, and suddenly he raised his eyes again, and the tails of his eyes flew up, exuding strands of charm that seemed to be substantive, immediately making the whole world lose its luster, every time he wanted to It will tempt me like this, and I can't stand the temptation.

You can't fight, you can't run, maybe life is like this, if you can't resist, then just enjoy it.

Looking at the blue sky in the woods, feeling the humidity of the lake in the air, and the passionate panting in my lover's ears, I was lifted up by him, hugged his neck and leaned against the tree trunk, thinking, if there is such a chance to make a choice, I will What will be the choice?

Close your eyes, and your brain will be completely empty in the excitement.Things in the future are all illusory shadows, maybe the wind will blow them away.The tenderness at this time is real, at least in this mountain forest, away from all disputes, conspiracies and hatred, we are like a lake, with a short-term purity.

For three whole days, we lived a self-sufficient and shameless life. Of course, the living supplies were all prepared at the beginning. In addition to going boating in the middle of the lake, he and I also took advantage of the dark moon and high wind in the lake. / Swimming, when you are tired from swimming, you lie on the shore of the lake wrapped in a blanket, doing something you like to do.

It was nearly May, the temperature was getting warmer, and the lake was still icy cold, but his physical fitness was very good, perhaps this was the innate talent of their nation.You must know that the German army suffered a big somersault in the cold temperature many years ago.

I hugged him, stroked his silver hair in the moonlight, kissed his forehead, he still likes to hear the sound of my heart beating.The sky and the lake are connected together, boundless.

We ended our trip in early May.Afterwards, he took me to the Soviet military area for a circle. Of course, the spies under Richard who had been secretly following us also followed tirelessly. Seeing me frequently going in and out of the Soviet military area, I must be in their eyes. The value is much higher.

According to Julian, Richard has a group of British and American special operations teams, which are composed of a group of elites from MI6 and CIA, and all members are directly subordinate to Richard.Allen belongs to this special operations team, which means that although Allen is an intelligence officer of MI6, his immediate boss is American Richard.

From this we can see the degree of Britain's kneeling and licking towards the United States. After the war, with the implementation and deepening of the Marshall Plan, the entire Western Europe has been firmly controlled by the United States, and the once proud empire on which the sun never sets is also gradually declining.

The whole of Europe is scarred by the war, and now it is also living in the confrontation between the two superpowers of the United States and the Soviet Union.Under the Iron Curtain, everyone is in danger. It took me six years to understand what Allen said before.

"But why do you trust me again now?" I asked Julian on the plane back to East Berlin, "Didn't you test me? Maybe I will sell you next time I meet Richard." You must know that Richard must think that I hate you very much, and maybe he will come up with more terrible facts to make me continue to hate you."

"No, Rhine, you are a kind child. Even if you hate us, you will have your own set of principles. And I have always believed in you, really." He smiled at me, his eyes full of unease The concealed trust made me dazed for a moment.

I shook my head to force myself to wake up, and said with a smile: "But you arranged for me to meet Richard in 53 years, wasn't it just to test me?"

"No, I'm testing him." Julian held my hand: "I want to know what step he's going to take. The relationship between you and me was deep enough in 53 years, so it can be seen that he is not satisfied, and he is not satisfied." To instigate rebellion against you, it can be seen that he believes that you have not really penetrated into us."

I was a little surprised, so I heard him ask again: "Did he tell you about your father being taken to the Soviet Union by me at that time?"

I was stunned, and Richard told me that Randall was in the Soviet Union, but being taken away by Julian was the mysterious information I got in Poland, and I still don’t know who told me this secret.I don't think it's Richard, though, he's not one of those inefficient people who split things up.

But because I have completely concealed the incident in Poland from the KGB, I can no longer fully trust anyone after going through so much, so I quickly gathered my thoughts, nodded and said, "Yes, he told me."

He hooked the corners of his mouth, raised his eyebrows imperceptibly, and there was a terrible chill in his green eyes. It seemed that he and Richard had really formed a bond.

"You are a general, you should let Yevgeny do things like dealing with Richard."

"You're right." There was a cold smile on Julian's mouth: "But he shouldn't have rushed at me in the first place. You know my background. In terms of intelligence, Sasha is the only one I can't compare to."

He chuckled again and said: "But Sasha is too idealistic. He doesn't understand politics and is easy to soften his heart. He has a kindness that doesn't belong to the KGB. This is what gives me a headache. And Yevgeny, he understands better. People's hearts, he seems to be eloquent, but most of the time he always stands silently on the side, looks sideways at everyone, and uses layers of smiles to cover up the truth in his heart. This is his terrible thing .”

I pulled a pale smile from the corner of my mouth, I didn't understand anything.No wonder, they were damned if they played well.

"So, Rhein. Back in East Berlin I think you won't be quiet for a while, you just need to deal with them in your normal way. And my GRU special operations team, Sasha People from the Second General Bureau will protect you in the dark."

"Spying on me too?"

Julian raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and said sincerely: "Yes, I don't intend to hide anything from you. To some extent, it's also a kind of surveillance, but it's for your own good."

"So, Julian, when will these days end?"

His expression was gloomy for a long time, and his tone became low: "Rhein, at your level, or, for each of us, this kind of life will not end. Whether it is me, Sasha, or Yevgeny, we are all likely to become their targets, as long as they can get close to us. And Richard himself, why is he not our target?"

He chuckled: "You know, we already have a considerable number of informants in the CIA."

I pursed my lips and looked at him: "To be honest, I don't see the meaning of this opposition."

He touched my head lovingly: "Sasha also said what you said, you are very similar, no wonder he likes you so much. But Rhine, sometimes the so-called 'meaning' itself has no meaning, just It's just a trend of interest."

"Human beings are essentially political animals, because people are naturally different, and in order to divide these differences, countries, political parties, beliefs, etc. are formed. Human beings are so fragile that they cannot live without being huddled together. , and as long as there is mutual relationship between people, politics will appear. Once politics occurs, it will bring the same group of people closer together, so that they can be more powerful against another group. And in this Only in these conflicts can human beings continue to develop and realize the leap forward of the entire human race.”

He chuckled again, and continued: "Communism is a great innovation and transcendence of mankind. How could those imperialists be willing to lower their proud heads? If those things are too profound for you, and you insist on If you struggle with meaning, it may only come down to fighting for your beliefs."

I nodded half-understanding, and said with a smile, "Then I am so pitiful. The first thing I should fight for is to defeat you atheists."

He tilted his head and raised his eyebrows meaningfully: "Perhaps, you should fight for me."

"You know, you made a promise." He suddenly looked around: "If I remember correctly, it's still this plane. Rhine, the same plane, the same high altitude, have you forgotten the promise you made back then? ?”

"But I've violated it."

"It's okay." He held my hand and kissed: "You can go against it again, and you will be equal."

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PS: The Marshall Plan (The Marshall Plan), officially known as the European Recovery Program (European Recovery Program), is a plan for the United States to provide economic assistance and reconstruction assistance to Western European countries damaged by war after World War II. had a profound impact. It ended in 1951, but the various aids of the United States to Europe have not stopped on this basis.In addition, the Bretton Woods system has strengthened the leading position of the United States in Western countries to a certain extent, so I won't go into details here.

"Humans are by nature political animals", this concept comes from Aristotle's book "Politics".The following "Leap forward in opposites" is my elaboration of Julian's concept based on Ma Zhe's concept of "unity of opposites", an informal theory.