God said I would meet you

Maybe it was Grandpa Lin's dying appearance that stimulated him, or maybe it was his daughter's immature words that pressed a certain switch in Zhang Xinli's heart. After the second year of junior high school, the great career of exam preparation officially began, and Zhang Xinli immersed himself in the ocean of knowledge almost the entire annual vacation.

It is really immersive, the kind of VR holographic three-dimensional, as if there is nothing else in life except life maintenance and review.

"I said, would you be merciful to me, your honorable boyfriend?"

After Zhang Xinli declined Lin Jinyu's proposal for the 10086th time to go out to eat, drink, and play together, Lin Jinyu finally couldn't bear it and wailed: "I'm about to start school! Youth will never come again, and no one will be young again... Although we are no longer teenagers, this is not important , the important thing is can you work hard and take care of me for a while every day?"

Winter break is too short, even for graduate students.What a precious vacation, it's really suitable for daytime publicity... Uh, what he means is to connect with each other, go out for a trip, see the great rivers and mountains of the motherland and so on.

Zhang Xinli, who was sitting at the desk: "elit, elit, elit, gradual, gradual, gradual... huh? What did you just say?"

Lin Jinyu: "..."

Bah, spitting in vain, he would be mad at him.

Ever since Zhang Xinli was stimulated by Ning Shengkai and made up his mind to continue studying, the couple's life can be said to be in decline... There is a certain degree of exaggeration.

In short, Zhang Xinli seemed to be in a book every day, deaf to his boyfriend, and only read sage books.

It's not that Lin Jinyu disapproves of him working hard, it's just that... have you made a mistake, brother? It's only this year, and last year's early exam has just ended for more than a month, so it's necessary to be in such a hurry?

Seeing that he was silent, Zhang Xinli immediately realized where he had offended him again, and raised his head and said, "What? Are you hungry and want to eat?"

Co-author I only know to eat.Lin Jinyu said, "I'm not a fool, and I have hands and feet. I'll do it myself when I'm hungry." He said, "I said, Xu Zhao invited us out to play."

Zhang Xinli was puzzled and asked, "Why?"

Lin Jinyu went crazy: "It's a holiday, it's a holiday, why?"

He felt that they really hadn't had a good few days.At the time when I didn’t have to think about anything other than studying, I had a crush on him. I came out of the closet during the transitional period before I left the society, and I was in a lot of trouble with my family. Now it’s hard to get through all the hardships and go on a mountain tour. Playing in water, honeymoon still need to ask why?

"Oh, that's it." Zhang Xinli, who was immersed in his studies, was puzzled, completely ignored Lin Jinyu's romantic overtones, and said something that made Lin Jinyu vomit blood: "I have to review, you just go with Xu Zhao, it's okay. "

Brother, you're okay, I'm okay.Lin Jinyu wanted to grab his collar and yell at his ear: "If you don't go, what am I going to do? With Xu Dagou forcing Zhao Huadie to fly together?"

"Didn't I set a task for you every day?" He said helplessly, "I think you will finish it at noon. You can just follow the steps, you don't have to..."

There is no object for learning so much.

"You arranged for me according to your own review experience last year."

I have to say that Lin Jinyu is a good teacher with full marks.As a former landing officer, he has rich experience and strong English. He can be regarded as the most dedicated number one person besides Zhang Xinli himself in Zhang Xinli's postgraduate entrance examination.From English to politics, from grammar to vocabulary, he told Zhang Xinli everything he had learned.

Lin Jinyu replied: "Of course, what, why don't you like it?"

Of course not, Zhang Xinli took today's difficult sentence that Lin Jinyu had handwritten for him, and said, "No, but I'm not as smart as you, so I can only work harder than you."

Don't you need to work hard for the big injustice of the three crosses, no.

"You've worked very hard," Lin Jinyu said, "I've never seen anyone who works harder than you. It's only February, and you've already seen mid-frequency words."

"Not enough," Zhang Xinli said seriously, "Not enough."

"..."

Well, it seems that there is no way to go out to play.Lin Jinyu was discouraged, took out her mobile phone and started sending messages to Xu Zhao, telling him that neither of them would go.

Xu Zhao's replies all carried his fussy voice: what—what plane?I have made all the arrangements, let's march first, go to Huang Jiayao's place to catch the adulterer, ask him to ask for leave, bring his younger siblings with him, then form a small team and go south all the way to enjoy the sunset and sea in Sanya, and then dive to see whales!

Good guy, it sounds like going to war, Huang Jiayao is a few months older than both of us, and he is ashamed to call him younger brother and sister, Lin Jinyu said in his heart: Uh...and there are whales in Sanya?

In fact, he also longed for it in his heart. When he graduated from junior high school, his classmates went on a trip. He was thrown to Liangshan alone, and he got to know the incomprehensible elm head around him now; when he graduated from high school, the man he had a crush on abandoned him, causing He has no interest in graduation trips at all; during the college graduation season, he is busy moving, taking care of puppies... busy life always steals a lot of things inadvertently.And now...

It will be beautiful, the blue sea waves, and the golden red sunset printed on the water.

Zhang Xinli was still conscientiously reciting the tasks assigned to him by Lin Jinyu, with a handsome, mature face and sharp eyebrows.He is doing his best to fulfill his promise - to stand with Lin Jinyu and let them live a better and free life.

Lin Jinyu stared at the side profile that she liked very much for a moment, and said to Xu Zhao: No, I won't go, I want to give my husband extra lessons at home.

Zhang Xinli, who was obsessed with studying, didn't hear his partner's voice for a long time. When he looked up, he saw Lin Jinyu's expression was different, and his EQ finally came online after he realized it: "Xiaoyu," he said, "Sorry, I don't know what to do recently. Focus on you."

He finally realized that he was not as busy as he was when negotiating the contract with Ning Shengkai in the previous two jobs. It seemed that the exam was indeed an eternal nightmare.Lin Jinyu replied to Xu Zhao's message and said, "It's okay, I understand."

"No, it was indeed my negligence," Zhang Xinli said, balancing work and life, as well as studying, "In this way, you can draw up a work and rest schedule for me, take a rest after dinner, and be healthy."

During this period of time, even Lin Jinyu went for a walk alone. Apart from studying, Zhang Xinli seemed to have nothing else in his life.Lin Jinyu thought about it, it's not healthy if you don't move after eating, it's easy to get fat, and he still expected to touch Zhang Xinli twice, so he said: "Okay, I'll find out my review timetable later, and add some amount for you to plan. one."

"Well," Zhang Xinli said, "I will pay attention in the future."

It's true that you can't fail in your studies, and your boyfriend's mood must also be taken into account. There are many couples who quarrel because of the postgraduate entrance examination every year.

It's been a long time since we've done anything "playing things and losing our minds" together, and the meaningless thing of pure fun really made Lin Jinyu feel a little disappointed, but at this moment, he saw Zhang Xinli's apologetic and guilty look, as if he had really made a mistake Look, the slight loss in my heart dissipated again.

Zhang Xinli's simple sentence "Xiaoyu" can fill many things.

"It's okay, I don't want you to set aside time to fall in love every day," Lin Jinyu said, "You're right, the postgraduate entrance examination is the most important thing."

As long as Zhang Xinli has this attitude, many times the couple complains that the purpose of the other party is not to really force the other party to change something, but to make sure that their position in the other party's heart is still the same as the day they fell in love.

Although they couldn't fulfill the promise they had made in Liangshan when they were young, they would go on a graduation trip together, but... forget it.

"No, I really neglected you too much, especially at that time during Chinese New Year, when everyone was going out to play." Zhang Xinli said, "Even Uncle Lin and Auntie, I'm really wrong, I..."

"It's really fine." Lin Jinyu didn't expect him to be so sincere in his confession. It seemed that he had learned from the pain and decided to change his past mistakes. His seriousness made him feel embarrassed.

In turn, he comforted Zhang Xinli and said, "Don't be too nervous, although I think you are definitely fine, but do your best and obey the destiny, don't be too anxious about the unseen results..."

Before he finished speaking, Zhang Xinli suddenly said, "Ah!"

"???" Lin Jinyu thought that something serious had happened, so she hurriedly asked, "What's the matter?"

Zhang Xinli found out the notes and flipped through them quickly, and while turning his mouth, he muttered: "'Do your best to obey the destiny', should this be expressed in English? I have clearly memorized it, but why did I forget it. It seems to be... what is it?"

"..."

Oh no, it's a fart to learn from the past and change the past.

How should I put it, some people may be born to work hard. In the past, they had to work part-time at the express station to study, but now they have to study after working.As his only, handsome, and understanding partner, he can only marry a chicken and follow a chicken, and marry a dog to follow a dog.

Lin Jinyu "..." Finished, took the book out of Zhang Xinli's hand, moved a stool and sat next to him, rolled up his sleeves and took a pen, and said: "...It's 'man proposes, god disposes', also translated as 'Man proposes, god disposes', also translated as 'man proposes, god disposes' In the sky'. What is the red line here? I don’t understand? There is no need to mark that place... Yes, the possibility of passing the exam last year is very small. You can’t read well. I’ll pick a few articles from the New York Times tonight " and "The Economist" article for you."

……

Autumn goes and winter comes, winter goes and spring comes again. I thought that after graduating, returning home, and getting the blessings of my family, I would be free and enjoy the blessings of being an old man. It is possible to live that life, even multi-millionaires.

As long as you live, you seem to have to be busy, and there will always be endless things to do, but as long as your lover is around, as long as they can hold hands, hug, and kiss as a matter of course, living is not boring.

In April, spring is warm and flowers are blooming. Zhang Xinli gets up at six o’clock every day, memorizes English for an hour and a half. At eight o’clock, he goes out and drives to work. In the afternoon, copy the morning, and go home at night to watch the video and take notes.

Lin Jinyu turned into a professional escort and his personal lecturer throughout the whole process. He always woke up at the same time as Zhang Xinli for the class at eight or nine o'clock, checked what he had memorized yesterday, and corrected the pronunciation one by one. Discuss the literary giant "Don't Che Du", go home early in the evening to cook, and watch online class videos with Zhang Xinli after walking one by one, and answer his questions at any time.

Although he is not from this major, he and his father have a lot of related contacts. At that time, many students in the attached high school studied economics, and some of them graduated from the university where Lin Jinyu was studying. Under the matchmaking, a lot of information was given.

The cooperation between the company and Ning Shengkai is progressing steadily. As a partner, Lin Jinyu has never been in touch with him, and the two parties will meet when necessary. The people in charge of both parties have established a group, and Zhang Xinli is also in it, discussing business in public. Chatting about trivial matters in private, and when he occasionally asked this Boss Ning for some relevant knowledge, this Boss with an orthodox economics background didn't put on airs, and answered any questions he had.

After taking off the school uniform and the bachelor's uniform, everything calmed down.Lin Jinyu and Zhang Xinli, these two ordinary, ordinary, tossing and going around, same-sex couples are like countless ordinary, ordinary, tossing, and going around for a long time, with their dogs in the This city, which is prosperous and bright even at night, has taken root in a city that once condensed the beautiful imagination of many Chinese people.

That year, when Zhang Xinli, whose outfit cost less than 100 yuan and the only electronic product he owned was an old phone with a voice louder than his kettle, stepped into the city for the first time in the swirling winter snow, He never thought that he could belong here.

Now he is using more than 8000 mobile phones newly released this season, and his boyfriend holds 500 million worth of shares in his hand, and he is keen to dress him up every day. Those few washed-out middle school uniforms hang in the closet of Lin Jinyu's house , next to Lin Jinyu's own.

They both knew that there would be no chance to wear it again, but they both kept it for many years.

The water glasses and medicine bottles that have been placed by the bedside all year round have completely disappeared. Lin Jinyu loves to recruit him every day. He will buy 60 yuan a catty of dog food for the dog. Mobile phones, computers, clothes, shoes, etc. are a mess, and they will pull him to eat 80 ice creams together.

Everything is back to the original point, and everything is completely different again.

On weekends, they would regularly go home to see Lin Huainan and his wife. Every time they came to the door, they bought a bunch of things, and then lied that they were all bought by Zhang Xinli alone. There is no gossip.

New wine puts old bottles, the rest of life is very long, and this is not the only thing that has been added.

Under his father's management, the dog certificate was finally obtained, and the Liangshan big native dog who was sometimes ridiculed for being impure when walking the dog finally officially became a member of his family.

Zhang Xinli once tried to prevent Lin Jinyu from actually filling in "Zhang Xiaoli" in the column of the dog's name, but failed, so he had to give up.Seeing Lin Jinyu's extremely proud face that succeeded in his little joke, he really wanted to know him in his own way, but he didn't find the opportunity for the time being.

Most of the friends who came to Lin Jinyu Haidilao’s birthday party stayed in Shanghai to work or study. Lin Jinyu repaid the money he had borrowed plus interest. Back then, the N brothers in the attached middle school class would come out to eat and drink from time to time when they had time. , talk about skateboarding, music, life and love as an amateur.

Zhang Xinli in Liangshan used the same set of words to prevaricate anyway. He wanted to make money, he was very busy and tired, and the travel expenses were too expensive, so he had no time to go home.Lin Ye gave him a trick, the mountain is high and the emperor is far away. As long as he is over 40 years old, most of the family members will give up.

Zhang Xinhe would regularly report to Zhang Xinli about his parents' situation every month, and send some photos of his younger siblings. The two elders seemed to be in good health, with quick legs and feet, and they went to work in the fields during spring plowing.

La Long had a good life at school, and he kept in touch with them from time to time, and asked about Lin Ye's recent situation from time to time, eager to compete with this awesome senior who had met once.

But Lin Jinyu didn't know where Lin Ye was. This 27-year-old "senior" who had an important impact on his life left Shanghai again. He didn't know if he went home or went somewhere else. Lin Jinyu occasionally asked At that time, he only said that he was enjoying life.

In the end, he didn't know exactly what kind of past Lin Ye had. He didn't even know where the handsome and handsome man he had met in his sophomore year, the handsome and gentle man who claimed to be Lin Ye's junior was now.

In these billions of lives, individuals are as small as sand, and each has its own origin and destination. Lin Jinyu doesn't know who he has loved and been loved by, whether he has experienced pain like himself .

Zhang Xinli told him not to think about it, because whether it was themselves, Lin Ye, Ning Shengkai, Wang Xiu, La Long, Chen Hui, or even Gao Wu, Zhao Wujie and Shao Rong, everyone had experienced pain.

Just like Yu Hua’s most well-known book "To Live" that Lin Jinyu once asked him to read, although life is inevitably full of all kinds of pain, we still have to live, because life came to this world to experience suffering , Only when there is suffering can there be experience, perception, joy, sorrow, and all emotions.

Life goes on and on.

……

……

Two years later.

"Master Zhang Xinli, brother Zhang! My little brother Zhang! My big brother Zhang!"

In the not-quiet spring, Xu Zhao's voice has not diminished in the slightest. I'm 24 and five years old, and I'm still in a hurry to do things. The willow trees just sprouting on the street are almost scared to death by this voice.However, it is probably because of his character that is used to fighting for the first place that he has been promoted the fastest in the same period after joining the job for just two years.

"Don't yell, just come." Zhang Xinli said thoughtfully: I haven't started school yet, so I called right away, and the process was too fast.

Listening to Xu Zhao's urging on the phone, he pressed the elevator button and said, "When will you be able to stabilize your focus?"

"What's steady, I'm in good shape, and I'll never be steady and heavy." Xu Zhao glanced at his watch: "Whale returns to China today, you two have been separated for so long, you don't feel like an arrow at all? Don't you?" , I can entrust you with my small entrustment."

Lin Jinyu got a foreign exchange student quota during her second year of graduate school, went out to study and travel at public expense, and returned home today.After not seeing him for so long, of course Zhang Xinli wanted to see him.Because of this, he cleaned the house inside and out today, and his attitude of welcoming Lin Jinyu back to China is comparable to welcoming Concubine Xi back to the palace in "The Legend of Zhen Huan".

"Yiyi, let's go and pick up your dad." When the elevator arrived, he held the rope, beckoned the dog to take the elevator, and went downstairs to meet Xu Zhao.

"It's been a long time for you," Xu Zhao said, "My engine is overheating."

This was obviously nonsense. Zhang Xinli unlocked his car, stuffed Yiyi into the back seat, and said without moving his eyebrows, "Who is faster than you?"

???

Xu Zhao, an experienced veteran driver, quickly received his colored brain waves, and was really surprised. Good guy, how come he has learned to use yellow accents to slander people invisibly? It looks like he has been assimilated by whale pollution , the net does not learn well.

Xu Zhao parked his car in his parking space and got into Zhang Xinli's car. Zhang Xinli took off with the accelerator and drove to the airport in half the usual time.

Dogs are not allowed inside the airport. Zhang Xinli got out of the car and put the dog leash into Xu Zhao's hand. Before he could say anything, he was already walking towards the pick-up area: "You, take it outside," he said: " I'll come out with Xiaoyu later."

? ? ? ? ? ?

Xu Zhao: "Hey, hey, hey, what do you mean? Didn't we go in together! You specially called me to lead the dog?!"

Zhang Xinli didn't listen to what he was saying at all, he had already walked a long way, and at the same time thought: Otherwise?

The spring is just right, and the pick-up area is full of people, all stretching their necks and looking forward to it.Zhang Xinli lined up a group of competitors, squeezed to the front, and held his breath to watch the aisle where passengers came from time to time.

As time went by, the figure of him looking at the exit in the sun overlapped with the figure of Lin Jinyu looking up that winter night.

"I said, Mr. Zhang, what are you looking at?"

Suddenly a playful, frivolous and high-spirited voice sounded, Lin Jinyu was wearing a blue and white baseball jacket, with shiny earrings, and suddenly appeared behind him like magic: "Look at the handsome guy?"

Zhang Xinli turned his head suddenly, and Lin Jinyu, whom he hadn't seen for more than half a year, was standing behind him. The floor-to-ceiling windows in the airport hall were magnificent, the sky was blue and blue, and his smile shone brighter like the washed blue sky.

"You..." Zhang Xinli said, "It's not like ten o'clock..."

"I'm lying to you, I'm here early! How dare you wait! Hahahahaha!" Lin Jinyu let go of the suitcase, rushed over in the slim figure of spring, jumped on him and hugged him, and took the opportunity to rub his hair crazily.

Zhang Xinli hugged him tightly, like the spring earth surrounded the newly sprouted roots.

"Go ashore, go ashore! I knew you could do it!" Reunited after a long absence, how hungry is enough to hug, Lin Jinyu was immersed in double joy, completely ignoring whether it was indecent, and kissed him on the face in front of the bright French windows A few mouthfuls: "It's not in vain that I tell you this and that every day despite the jet lag, nagging you repeatedly to tell you not to be nervous. Don't be nervous. If you are nervous, I told you that you are fine!"

"Just comfort me," Zhang Xinli said, "It's a fluke, I passed the exam twice."

Lin Jinyu imitated Master Turtle in "Kung Fu Panda" and said meaningfully: "There is no luck in this world."

"Fortunately, I passed the exam this time." Zhang Xinli pulled the suitcase, took his hand as if no one else was around, and went out of the hall to find the free laborer Xu Zhao: "The pressure is too great. If I don't pass the exam this time, I want to give up."

"So this is not up. You were still angry with me when I told you not to play the drum back," Lin Jinyu said, "It was right to say that you listened to me earlier. Fortunately, you listened."

"Well," Zhang Xinli squeezed his hand, and said in a gentle tone, "You are always right in major matters."

The undergraduate thesis that he planned to fool the past was luckily stopped by Lin Jinyu, otherwise he had worked so hard to pass the initial exam this time, but he would definitely die in the re-examination—a student who wrote his graduation thesis in a mess is very likely No tutor dares to ask for it, otherwise, the tutor's hair will fall out after graduation.

"One by one! Dazhao!" Lin Jinyu stepped out of the airport and immediately saw Xu and Zhang Xiaomou who were standing in the middle of the road like wooden men and dogs. She immediately abandoned Zhang Xinli and ran over, giving them a bear hug.

"Whale!" Xu Zhao looked like Liu Bei, the governor of Guan Yu Zhuo County, and he almost burst into tears, looking up to the sky and screaming three times, "Brother! Second brother misses you!".

Yiyi didn't see him for a long time, after a second of ecstasy, he jumped up and down and washed his face with saliva.A couple and their dogs got into the car and went back to the city to have a big meal.

We haven't seen each other for more than half a year. They have too many old topics. Both Xu Zhao and Lin Jinyu chatted non-stop. Zhang Xinli thought that Lin Jinyu had just returned to China and must be tired and needs to rest. He said a few words while driving to let Xu Zhao be quiet. For a while, let him rest, being teased by Xu Zhao is too defensive.

Lin Jinyu didn't blush at all, there's nothing wrong with defending one's shortcomings, thank you for the advantages.He said: "Xu Zhao, don't be so obsessed with making fun of others, I've been cultivating for so many years, when will you bring your siblings back to have a look?"

"Get out, you have to be called sister-in-law." Xu Zhao said: "Of course it's good to be like you. You are true love. How can I meet so many true loves. It's not true love. I talk too much and find that they are all the same. It's boring. I'm so tired, I don't feel good. Will love again."

Lin Jinyu laughed and scolded him for not being mainstream.

"It's not unorthodox, it's the truth." Xu Zhao's face was rare and serious: "But it doesn't matter if I don't have a partner. If we are among the top three in the attached middle school, who can make a fortune silently."

What the hell are the three masters of the attached high school? When did this guy call himself.Lin Jinyu was puzzled, and asked, "Why did the three elites of the attached high school make a fortune..."

Zhang Xinli was driving in front of him wholeheartedly. Xu Zhao stroked the big black and yellow dog heads one by one, and said in a tone that the BBC was about to report that the U.S. military had killed bin Laden: "Who else can there be besides us, Huang Jiayao? You Guess what—”

He deliberately played tricks, prolonging the tone and not provoking it. Lin Jinyu drew materials from the local area, covered his face with dog hair, and said: "You treat it as if you are telling a book, and you still have suspense to tantalize your appetite. You are limited to quickly recruit within three seconds."

"...You are getting more and more violent," Xu Zhao pointed at Zhang Xinli with his thumb, "I must have learned from your husband, you two can't learn it well."

"So what's the matter?" Zhang Xinli also wanted to hear. After all, because Lin Jinyu refused to agree with his father to interfere with their future joint property, they have been renting in the house of his girlfriend's house for the past two years, and they should care about it.

"I've already mentioned this, you two haven't thought of it yet." Xu Zhao showed a contemptuous expression, and the words he said were not surprising: "He and his girlfriend are getting married, and the invitations are already being printed. "