God said I would meet you

"Now it seems that the symptoms have basically disappeared, and the test results are also very optimistic. There should be no problem. After going back this time, the dosage will be halved again. After two months of consolidation, you can stop completely and try it. If there is no recurrence within a year, it means It is basically cured, and if it recurs, it needs to be re-medicated."

The morning sun was bright and moving. In the consultation room of the hospital, Lin Jinyu sat quietly opposite the doctor, Zhang Xinli stood beside her, and her father and mother stood behind her.After reviewing the medical records, the doctor did a series of routine examinations, and said: "There may still be some withdrawal reactions, but they will not be as severe as when I stopped the drug privately before. Be mentally prepared, and you will be fine if you bear with it."

"Okay, thank you," Lin Jinyu let out a long breath, "It's finally time to stop, the withdrawal reaction is nothing."

He's used to it.

"Although the process was difficult, fortunately, the result is beautiful." The doctor smiled and looked at Lin Huainan: "Many times, this kind of problem requires the mutual understanding of parents and children. Mr. Lin has also changed a lot this year."

This doctor is the doctor who has been providing psychological counseling for Lin Huainan, and Lin Huainan also smiled, with a strong sense of self-deprecation in that smile: "Actually, for a while, I couldn't figure it out. I felt that there were only a few people like Xiaoyu in the world. , but Xiaoyu is... Now that I think about it, it might be a gift of fate."

Fate made Lin Jinyu different.

"Well, thanks to both of us, otherwise this would be a tragic story," Lin Jinyu said poorly, "Ah, fortunately, Sichuan and Shanghai are two gay capitals, it's great!"

"You child, what do you mean? I don't think you have counted how difficult this road is." Mother Lin reprimanded him, but her tone couldn't hear much blame.

"Xiaoyu was just joking," Zhang Xinli said, "We are ready, auntie, uncle, you don't have to worry."

"Wrong, what does it mean to be prepared, not to be prepared, to be determined not to be prepared." Lin Jinyu said: "To be precise, it is already difficult. From now on, I want to live freely and happily."

Lin Huainan looked quite helpless: "You can only have sweet dreams."

"Mr. Lin, don't be too pessimistic. It may not be a dream." The doctor gave them the medical records and prescriptions, looked at the family, and smiled: "Shanghai is still relatively open. It is not more than 20 years ago now. Same-sex people who live well There are plenty of couples."

Lin Huainan carefully looked at his son's prescription and said, "I accept your good words."

The consultation ended much sooner than Lin Jinyu expected. It was only ten o'clock when they walked out of the hospital gate.

The sun coats everything with a layer of gold, and countless white clouds in the blue sky look like fish scales turned up. Lin Jinyu has not seen such a blue, bright and clear sky for a long time.

Lin Huainan glanced at his watch and said, "Xiaoyu, my mother and I have to go back to the company first. Have you decided where to eat at noon? Why don't you go to the company with Dad, and Dad and Mom will take you to eat after get off work."

Lin Jinyu was not very clear about today's arrangements. In order to maintain a sense of ritual between them, whichever party celebrated the birthday, the itinerary for that day was arranged by the other party. Zhang Xinli was very mysterious and did not reveal anything to him.

Zhang Xinli replied: "I don't bother you, it's already booked, go to eat hot pot, it's just...the other side of the road."

After all, hot pot is a specialty of Sichuan and Chongqing. Although there are many high-end hot pot restaurants in Shanghai, the overall development of the industry is not as good as that of Chongqing, and they don’t have much budget. Home Haidilao.

The boyfriend had already spoken, and he followed suit: "Yes, it's all settled, no need for Dad, you are busy with your work... But! You haven't wished me a happy birthday yet."

It was a long-lost, joking tone with his parents, Lin Huainan immediately said: "Happy birthday, Xiaoyu... Oh, I'm so busy, I'll make it up."

Mother Lin said: "Let's get in the car together, and I'll take you there."

It was still early, and lunch was at least [-] or [-] o'clock. Lin Jinyu said, "No, I'm not on the way... How about you take a short drive and drop us off at the fork in the road, and we can ride there by ourselves. It's time for exercise."

Zhang Xinli said: "Uncle, if you are not busy at noon, you can come over to eat together, Xiaoyu will be very happy."

"Haha," Lin Jinyu said, "I was just about to say this. You are like a roundworm in my stomach. Let's ride a bicycle there. It should be almost eleven o'clock. Let's light the bottom of the pot first. Mom and Dad, come here together, I invite you Have a meal."

Shanghai is a city that is ahead of everything. In the year when the concept of "sharing" was unheard of in the interior, Shanghai's first market-oriented company operating shared bicycles has appeared for several years. They no longer have to do it like they did in Lin Jinyu's school , in order to get home early after the night shift, I had to buy a worn-out old Erba bicycle at the scrap yard.

Parents always look down on their son's hard work, but Lin Jinyu insisted on this, so his father didn't insist, and the group got into the car.

Uncle Zhao was not here, today his father drove the car himself, and there was only their family in the spacious car. The scenery outside the window was reversed, and Lin Jinyu saw green sycamore trees, camphor trees, and large white magnolias, just like that winter He and Zhang Xinli sat in the car, as they saw when they came home from their grandfather's house together, even in the season when everything was dying, they were always green.

"Do you have any plans for Xiao Zhang in the future?" Lin Huainan looked ahead and looked at the road, and suddenly asked Zhang Xinli as if chatting: "Are you going to work in the current unit all the time?"

Suddenly being questioned, Zhang Xinli obviously became a little cautious: "It should be," he said, "This is the current plan."

Lin Huainan would never bring up this topic for no reason. After Zhang Xinli finished these two sentences, he added, "Do you have any suggestions?"

"You don't need to come and go, just be casual," Lin Huainan said, "Actually, I suggest... Let's put it this way, Xiaoyu will still study for a few years, you know that. You work too early, and the pace of life between the two parties is inconsistent Probably not. And, while me and his mum are happy to help you, you're always going to have to go out and have your own little lives, live together, and have your own house."

Chinese people do have a great obsession with buying a house. Anyway, buying a house means that there is a place in the world that truly belongs to you. The sense of belonging is indeed incomparable to renting a house.

"Yes," Zhang Xinli replied, "We are saving money, although it is very slow."

"Money is the second priority." Lin Huainan was thinking about other issues: "I heard Xiaoyu's mother say that your financial exchanges are well divided, and there will be no major conflicts."

"That's it." Lin Jinyu opened the window and said while blowing the wind, "Eat a pit and gain a wisdom, it's all bloody tears."

"Then, have you guys thought about how to divide up the issue of buying a house?" Lin Huainan said, "After all...you can't get a certificate."

How to divide?It must be almost half of one person... Zhang Xinli was still thinking about what this meant, but Lin Jinyu had already understood, and he suddenly realized: "Ah, I see, you are not eligible to buy a house!"

Zhang Xinli is not registered in Shanghai, so of course he doesn't have the qualifications to buy a house that Lin Jinyu had in his mother's womb.

Lin Huainan began to talk eloquently: "Even if you are not a legal couple, you can add two people's names to the joint investment purchase. If you do a good job of notarization, the proportion of capital contribution will be clearly written on the real estate certificate. This is the best, but - two people are needed. They are all qualified to buy a house, otherwise only Xiaoyu’s name can be written.”

He said: "Actually, I can also give you this money. It's okay to write Xiaoyu's name alone, but I'm afraid it will be bad for your future life. But if both of you have contributed, it's better to write only one person's name." Not suitable."

Buying a house is a big problem, and we must try our best to deal with it fairly and justly, otherwise the old man will hurt his feelings very much if he speaks unscrupulously during a quarrel in the future.

Jiang is still old and hot, Zhang Xinli, who always thinks far ahead, didn't say anything for a moment, and after a while, he said: "I'm paying social security, maybe I can wait until I get a household registration..."

"Then when will you go?" Lin Huainan said, "You have a bachelor's degree from another province, so you will have to wait for a long time."

The settlement policy in Shanghai has always been strict. People from other provinces who have a low starting point honestly only rely on social security to get their household registration. Not to mention how much they have to pay, and time is also a problem. Let alone ten years, seven or eight years, they I can't wait.

Zhang Xinli said, "You mean..."

Lin Huainan finally found a chance to express his vision: "Go ahead and study," he said: "When you are admitted to colleges and universities in Shanghai, you can consider targeted enrollment of ethnic minorities if necessary, so that you can enjoy the policy benefits of talent introduction, and within three years after graduation. You can settle down."

Shanghai provides generous household registration benefits to graduates of several top local colleges and universities. For young people, this is undoubtedly the best shortcut to quickly settle down.

It sounds very good, but Zhang Xinli hesitated: "But... those schools are too..."

He felt that it was a fantasy that he could pass the exam.

"Think it's very difficult?" Lin Huainan glanced at him in the rearview mirror: "Believe in yourself...and Xiaoyu and me, just let go and learn. By the way, there are also professional issues. I think you can consider crossing over. Kao, our company is also recruiting and needs some corresponding talents.”

Also consider changing majors, isn't this the most difficult kind of three-strand grievance in the legend... But Lin Huainan's tone was very serious.

Although it is difficult, this is indeed the best way, Zhang Xinli said: "However, if you fail the exam, it is just a waste of time."

Not just in case, he thinks it should be nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine, it is just in case if he can pass the exam, if he prepares for the exam, does it mean he has to resign?At that time, if you fail the exam, the job you finally got will be gone.

Lin Huainan said: "If you give up this path and take something else, such as purely relying on social security or other major contribution factors, the burden will be much heavier. Believe in yourself, young people, there are infinite possibilities."

Zhang Xinli pondered for a moment, but did not say yes or no, Lin Huainan didn't say anything more.

Listening to their conversation, Lin Jinyu felt that a new door had been opened. As a native of Shanghai, he knew nothing about Shanghai's household registration policy. After all, no Shanghai native needed to know about it.

He said, "Dad, why are you so clear about Shanghai's household registration policy?"

He was shocked. The optimal solution obtained after such a multi-party comparison should not be able to come up in a short time.

Lin Huainan pushed his glasses, and replied calmly, "Because you talked about someone from out of town."

……

While talking, the intersection arrived. Lin Jinyu jumped up from her seat, said goodbye to her parents, and opened the door with Zhang Xinli to get off.

Not far away is the attached middle school, the two of them swept two bicycles casually, and rode forward along the curb, the sun was shining brightly, the sky was a vast expanse of blue, and the wind brought by the bicycles hit their faces, carefree and warm, spacious and A straight road lay out in front of and behind them, leading to the endless past and the future.

The security at the entrance of the attached high school is still tight, and the bicycle shed is still in the old place. In another two hours, the students who have changed countless times will be like them back then, secretly gathering in order to get takeaways in the green shade that once enveloped Lin Jinyu and Zhang Xinli Here, strolling on the green grass of the playground where Lin Jinyu and Zhang Xinli once strolled.

The sun was shining brightly, and they went to school together under such bright sunshine that year.

There are still the same stationery stores by the school gate. There are children blowing bubbles in front of the gate. Lin Jinyu is smiling and ringing the bell. The blowing wind blows countless bubbles glowing with magnificent colors under the sun into the sky.

Holding the handlebars with both hands, he felt the warm summer wind coming towards him, and the white background and yellow ribbons on the back of his clothes were like flying feathers under the action of the wind.

Looking at those rising bubbles that showed colorful colors under the sun, Lin Jinyu had never felt the sudden relaxation and comfort so clearly.

During the adjuvant treatment before, the doctor suggested him to join some mutual aid groups for patients with depression. He once saw some patients in the group say that sometimes it is a process, and sometimes it is a moment. , but it turned out to be true.

At that moment, he knew that he was healed, and he would no longer be pessimistic, sad, depressed, and worry about gains and losses.The bad things that tormented him had left with the bubbles that had risen, along with the annoyances of those loves, and the loves that were becoming like annoyances.