God said I would meet you

The consequence of blowing the wind all night is——

Zhang Xinli caught a cold.

And it doesn't look too light. I didn't take it seriously when I had a dry cough for the first two days. I thought about a small cold and waited for myself to be fine. As a result, after a few days, the symptoms not only did not get lighter, but became more and more serious. Severe, fever, runny nose, cough with phlegm, and the whole person has no energy.

Lin Jinyu has already started school, and is busy with the last major event of her undergraduate career - her dissertation. During this time, she runs to the teacher's office every day.

"Hello? Are you up yet?" After another group meeting in the morning, Lin Jinyu walked out with her classmates while calling him: "There are hot steamed buns in the steamer, so you can order old godmother to make do with them. There is warm water, pour it yourself, drink more, I will soak in the library for a while in the afternoon to find information, and when I am done with work, I will see if I have time to take you to the hospital."

"...you don't need to go to the hospital," Zhang Xinli said with a nasal voice, and his voice didn't quite resemble him: "It's just a cold. We never take medicine there, let alone see a doctor."

"That's because your medical conditions are backward, it's not something to be proud of," Lin Jinyu said, holding a book in her hand, and walked to the cafeteria with a group of classmates: "Besides, you are here with me, in my territory, so you have to listen to me, don't talk nonsense .”

Zhang Xinli said: "You can do your own thing, I'll be fine after a while."

"Sleep for a while? You said that a week ago. If sleep can cure all diseases, then the hospital will not need to be opened, and the whole thing will be changed to a hypnotism hall." Lin Jinyu said a few more words to him, asking him to drink more hot water at home, Anyway, get ready first, and he will go downstairs as soon as he calls.A classmate from his class passed by and said hello, "Hey, Lin Jinyu, are you on the phone with your boyfriend?"

"...Anyway, you have to listen to me, there is no discussion, I... ah, ha ha, that, ha ha." Lin Jinyu was busy fighting with Zhang Xinli, and didn't have time to talk to him carefully, um, ah, ah, ah, there were many classmates around Look at him with a subtle smile on his face.

It's the beginning of spring, and the sun is shining brightly. The stray cats that have been hiding in the campus for a winter appear one after another, lazily basking in the sun on the lawn, making Lin Jinyu, who is so busy, envious.

The ex-boyfriend was sick, and he started to be busy like a top, wishing he could have 48 hours a day.

The dissertation is revised one draft after another. In the eyes of the teacher, the play written by the undergraduates is probably like a broken ship with leaks everywhere. It is unsightly. It's about to explode.

At noon, he didn’t even have time to eat, so he bought two steamed buns and gnawed on the food, then plunged into the library. After finally finding the literature, he was told by the teacher to talk to him about the literature. 04:30 p.m.

Well, the hospital closes at five o'clock, so I can't go now.Back at the rental house, the dog ran around the house like a madman, and Zhang Xinli was cooking in the kitchen.

"Why did you get up? You didn't want to lie down and sleep for a while." Lin Jinyu took off his shoes and went over, looked into the pot and found that he was scrambling eggs and rice, and said, "I bought vegetables, and I made them."

"Lie down and sleep. I'm not paralyzed, so I can't stay in bed all day." Zhang Xinli said, "I want you to have hot food when you go home...but I don't have much energy, so I have to make some fried rice." Just finished speaking Just a sneeze.

"..." Lin Jinyu said, "You should take a rest quickly."

It's not advisable to eat greasy food when you have a cold. Lin Jinyu thought about it, and instead of cooking, he got some green vegetables and lean meat and cooked him a bowl of porridge.

"Eat, hurry up." Lin Jinyu was also holding a bowl in his hand. He knew that Zhang Xinli didn't have anything to eat at noon... There was nothing he could do, he had a lot of things to do and he couldn't come back.

"You are serious about making a meal." Zhang Xinli sat on the sofa and said, "You don't need to drink porridge with me."

"Forget it, it's boring to eat alone," Lin Jinyu was still holding a laptop in his hand: "Anyway, I also eat in the cafeteria at noon." After speaking, she turned on the sofa and sat cross-legged, turned on the computer, and turned on the porridge while purring For the file, see the new comment given by the teacher in the afternoon.

Seeing that he was watching the computer and ignoring others, Zhang Xinli obediently drank the porridge by himself.

The central heating will stop in a few days. Fortunately, the weather is getting warmer every day, so you won’t be afraid of freezing if it stops. Lin Jinyu’s own computer has long been sold in the second-hand market, and the notebook in his hand is borrowed from Zhou Hui. If you want to write a thesis, others have to write it, and it will take two hours later to send it to others overnight.

After Zhang Xinli finished his drink, he put the empty bowl on the table, sat obediently, and watched Lin Jinyu write his thesis.In fact, he also wants to write, but their major is not as dependent on literature as Lin Jinyu, and he doesn't require so much academic knowledge, so he doesn't seem to be as busy as Lin Jinyu and can't find his way... and he doesn't realize that he is determined to try his best not to water, and how much effort it takes to write an excellent graduation thesis.

Lin Jinyu took a bite and glanced at the computer. After eating like this for more than an hour, she finally finished "eating".The hour hand points to eight o'clock, which is a good time to relax. Zhang Xinli blew a whistle and called the dog over. He wanted to repeat the old trick and use this little thing to be gentle with Lin Jinyu for a while, but the little dog just ran over. Lin Jinyu has already put away her chopsticks, turned off the computer and got off the sofa.

More than two months passed, and the dog was four months old. It was much older than when Lin Jinyu first picked it up in the snow, but it was still a puppy, very naughty, and bit furniture everywhere.Zhang Xinli said: "This dog is getting big. It keeps getting into trouble when no one is at home, and the bathroom can't be closed. It can jump onto the sink when it stands up. I'm thinking whether to buy a cage or not..."

"I have something to go out to return Zhou Hui's computer." Zhang Xinli was sick, out of breath, and his voice was not louder than usual. Lin Jinyu's mind was filled with academic terms, and he didn't hear what he said at all, so he stood up He hurriedly pulled on his slippers and walked towards the door: "You don't need to wash the dishes, go rest after eating, and play with your phone while lying down."

Zhang Xinli had already finished eating, and the empty bowl was placed on the table. He didn't notice it at all. Zhang Xinli opened his mouth, wanting to say something, such as asking when he will come back, or asking where they are now. But with a "bang", Lin Jinyu only left him with the merciless sound of closing the door.

"..."

The room fell silent instantly, the dog sat on the ground, looked at the door, then at Zhang Xinli, confused about the situation, and turned his head several times.Zhang Xinli sighed, got up and cleaned up the dishes with his weak body, and then washed them weakly.

Ding——A specially set notification sound came from the mobile phone. Zhang Xinli wiped his hands, turned back, and saw a message from a number that was not noted. The content of the message was: Moxi Moxi.

Zhang Xinli replied: He went out, but he wasn't here.

Lin Yefa: Hey, I said it earlier, every time it seems like an underground spy meeting.

Both of them were unofficial characters, so they made a clean phone call.

Lin Ye's tone was the same as before, lazily: "How is it?" He asked: "How is it going?"

Zhang Xinli said sullenly, "Not really."

"Impossible," Lin Ye said in disbelief, "Didn't you say the progress was going well in the last report?"

"That's the problem," Zhang Xinli said, "I don't know what he means, I feel that I don't reject it, but I still don't accept it."

He slowly told Lin Ye what happened recently, after Lin Ye listened, he said, "This is not very good, you have a good talent, you are quite good at it."

"No," Zhang Xinli was a little dizzy, wondering if a sick person would become vulnerable and easy to think about things, he said, "I think he no longer resists physical contact, just because he is facing me negatively. , not because it’s slowly being accepted.”

"No way," Lin Ye said, "I feel like he's not that type of person."

"Anyway, that's what I think," Zhang Xinli's voice revealed frustration: "It seems to be like this all the time, good days and bad days. On the first day he agreed to live with me and agreed to sleep with me, but on the second day he was very indifferent, like Landlords treat tenants the same way, this time too."

On the day of the blizzard, Lin Jinyu was very nice and gentle. They felt as if they were together again, sweet and warm, but after the blizzard, it was different. Lin Jinyu didn't spend much time at home during the day and ate at the cafeteria at noon. Come back and eat with him, and... there are still a lot anyway.

Lin Ye asked, "Didn't you say that he cared about you?"

"Caring is very caring," Zhang Xinli said, "He has that kind of personality, and ordinary friends will also care."

Anyway...he felt that Lin Jinyu was not bad to him, but he didn't feel like he was in front of someone he liked...like in that sense.

"You just said that you have also held hands and hugged, right? It's just that nothing related to that happened."

I don't know if it's because Qin Xing couldn't hold back his breath. At first, Lin Jinyu was like a big hedgehog and warned him not to move his hands and feet. Zhang Xinli has been very careful. Holding hands and hugging these contacts are relatively small and refreshing. Although they are intimate, they are more intimate. He tends to express spiritual attachment and not so much carnal desire, so he dares to take it as a project step and blatantly write it on the schedule in the memo, and dare not mention other sex-related things.

Zhang Xinli replied: "Yes. I feel that he doesn't mean that to me at all now. Even if he takes care of me, it's just among friends."

Only friends care about him properly, but they are neither tender nor affectionate. Lin Jinyu ignored him after dinner today—Zhang Xinli knew that he didn't mean it, but ignoring him unintentionally showed that he was not in his heart.

It's not that the two of them haven't slept in the same bed these days. Zhang Xinli has to be quiet for a long time before falling asleep every night, but Lin Jinyu acts as if he is really calm. Zhang Xinli wants to hug him, kiss him, and do many things all the time. Lin Jinyu didn't mean anything about it.

He didn't even look at him secretly——Zhang Xinli didn't feel like he had.

It is known that an adult is not sexually frigid, so he shares the bed with his ex-boyfriend every day but has no inclinations, it can only be because he has no "interest" in that aspect of his ex-boyfriend—at least the ex-boyfriend's body ".

Zhang Xinli was frustrated by this.

"Well... I don't think so." As someone who has seen Lin Jinyu's behavior during the breakup period, Lin Ye feels that this little straight man's feelings are unreliable: "It is true that you have been separated for a long time, and both of you need time to get familiar with each other. , get back the previous feeling, that is even more so.”

"What do you mean?"

"Didn't you say that his attitude has softened? It seems that you guys are just about to clarify the last point." Lin Ye began to make a move: "I feel that you can take it slowly... Sometimes, if you need to It takes some physical stimulation to take the last step, and it will be a matter of course."

Slowly that point, slowly revealing the nature point.

Zhang Xinli was dubious and asked, "What should I do?"

"Just..." Lin Ye was thinking about how to put it better: "...Why does it feel like your voice is different from usual?"

"I have a cold," Zhang Xinli said, "Didn't I tell you to blow a hair."

"Have a cold?" Lin Ye was taken aback for a moment, and instead of wishing him a speedy recovery as Zhang Xinli thought, whether sincerely or falsely, he loudly said, "Ah, that's great!"

Zhang Xinli: "?"