God said I would meet you

"Come here."

Lin Jinyu was originally sitting two steps below him, Zhang Xinli did not reject his proposal, but said, "It's too far away, I can't get in."

...that sounds a bit ambiguous.Lin Jinyu moved up one level, and heard Zhang Xinli say behind him: "It's still too far away."

On and on, Lin Jinyu was going to stand in a stalemate with him for a while, but a gust of wind blew, and the snow on the trees fell down, and the sound of the howling wind reminded him that Zhang Xinli had been waiting for him for three hours in this cold weather... Forget it.

He got up and went up another level, sat down in front of Zhang Xinli, and said, "You really know how to make progress."

"Cold," the two warm bodies approached and stuck together. Zhang Xinli was not at all embarrassed. He put his hands into Lin Jinyu's waist pocket with peace of mind, and put his chin on his shoulder: "It's so warm."

This posture clearly means leaning on him and hugging him, Lin Jinyu thought to herself: It's like stacking arhats, can it not be warm.

"I didn't tell you to go back to sleep." Zhang Xinli had already hugged him, and he chose to accept his fate: "Why are you still waiting at the station, are you stupid?"

"Because you said, you are always waiting for me and sending me off, so this time I will wait for you."

Lin Jinyu can't remember when she said this to him. It was indeed a psychological activity during the period of resentment after he broke up, but he didn't tell anyone... Oh, it seems that he told Lin Ye that if the old senior didn't pay attention, he would Pouring bitter water.

He said: "Lin Ye told you, right? You put on a pair of pants."

Zhang Xinli did not deny it, because it was easy to guess, it was an obvious fact.The hat of Lin Jinyu's clothes has a layer of velvet inside the lapel, which feels very good to the touch. Zhang Xinli's upper body is boneless, with his chest against his back, and his chin and cheeks against his shoulders and neck. Rubbing lightly on fine suede and scarves.

He was silent for a while, and asked Lin Jinyu a question: "You and him, have you really never been in love?"

Lin Ye, the traitor, obviously told him everything. Lin Jinyu said, "So what if you talked about it, so what if you didn't talk about it. If you talked about it, it's a second-hand product. You don't like it?"

"No," Zhang Xinli still hugged him and said, "We talked about it."

If Lin Jinyu had kissed or loved others, he would indeed be unhappy, but that kind of mood is not disgust, it should be considered jealousy... something like that.

"I haven't talked about it," Lin Jinyu said, "I lied to you before."

"Okay," Zhang Xinli said to him, "I don't dislike it, but I will be happier."

The two of them stuck together like a ball, a warm ball. Lin Jinyu and Zhang Xinli sat quietly like this, and the two long breaths turned into white air, fainting in the cold wind.

After more than ten minutes, Zhang Xinli seemed to have calmed down a bit. Lin Jinyu could feel that his hands were getting warmer and his cheeks were not so cold anymore.People tend to get sleepy after getting out of the cold. After resting for a while, Lin Jinyu planned to wake him up and move on, but Zhang Xinli's breathing on his neck seemed to be getting smoother and longer, and the intervals were getting longer and longer. , seems to be falling asleep.

"Hey," Lin Jinyu elbowed back, and said, "This is not a place to sleep."

"Didn't sleep," Zhang Xinli whispered in his ear, "I was thinking about something."

"Thinking about what?"

In this world of ice and snow, Lin Jinyu felt that her brain cells were frozen hard, and she could only think of a hot bath, and couldn't think of anything else.

"Think, I waited for you, and you complained about 'you've always been waiting for me', so it's evened." I don't know if it was blown away by the wind, but Zhang Xinli's voice seemed very soft: "I also chase after you." I saw your back once, and I also waited for you once in a snowy day, so we're even, okay?"

It's not just a snowy day, it should be a storm + hail + heavy snow. The things that Lin Jinyu cares about, from the issue of urging marriage at home, to the problem that no one in Zhang Xinli's social circle knows about Lin Jinyu's existence, to the issue of who is waiting for whom , He is returning one pile after another, whether there is more or less, it is unclear, and there is no need to clarify.

It's even or not... Lin Jinyu didn't really want to make it clear with him, for example, how many relatives in his family knew they were a couple, how many of Zhang Xinli's family knew, etc. He actually just wanted to He has an attitude.

The past and the present, too many things accumulated together, Lin Jinyu was so disappointed this time that he didn't want to accept Zhang Xinli's turning around, not only because of Zhang Xinli's proposal to break up, but also because of the accumulation of various antecedents from his student days, just like his Like any other illness, the moment of appearance is not the beginning, but the result that finally emerges...but I can't tell.

Before waiting for an answer, Zhang Xinli asked again: "It's even, okay?"

Lin Jinyu didn't know what to answer, but she had to answer, the howling ice and snow blocked this narrow section of steps from the whole world, and there was only each other in front of them, each other's past, present and future.

"If there is anything that is not even, tell me," Zhang Xinli misunderstood his silence: "I will do it all, okay?"

It's impossible for the two of them to be accurate to the decimal point. The two of them are "flat" like a big facelift. Lin Jinyu said: "I'm not here to collect debts from you. Go home first, it's too cold, tell me I asked you to buy some warmer clothes many times but didn't listen."

Zhang Xinli wrapped his arms around him as if putting his pockets to keep warm: "Don't buy it," he said, "If you buy it, you won't love me so much."

"..." Lin Jinyu replied two words: "Idiot."

It was already 05:30, the snow had no tendency to increase, the wind was a little bit weaker, and the wind direction also changed. The place where the two of them were was completely turned into the back of the wind. Lin Jinyu reached into his pocket and patted the back of his hand, saying: "Let's go, go back."

Zhang Xinli didn't move, and said, "I might not be able to walk...it's too cold, so I covered myself to warm myself up. Now it's even colder when I go out, and I can't walk home."

The clothes on his body really couldn't cope with the extreme weather. He had endured it for a few hours just now. Once he relaxed, he would never be able to do outdoor activities in this kind of weather.

"What should I do?"

"Hold," Zhang Xinli said, "warm."

Lin Jinyu felt that he began to tremble slightly involuntarily... It was because his frozen body had finally woken up a little bit, and began to generate heat independently by trembling muscles. Zhang Xinli really had better not go out for a walk in the snow.

"I am a human flesh hot water bottle." He sat still, fumbled in his inner bag, took out a cigarette, lit it himself, took a puff, and handed it to Zhang Xinli: "It will be warmer. "

Zhang Xinli took it with his mouth, held it in his mouth, and said, "Didn't you quit, why did you have this?"

"At that time, I had to pay your medical bills, so I quit. After breaking up, one person can eat enough for the whole family, so why should I quit?"

It was dark and windy, the visibility was very low, and there were puffs of fog. I didn't know which puff was exhaled white puff, which puff was smoke, and which puff was snow puff.After Zhang Xinli smoked that cigarette, he really felt much warmer, but he was still shaking.

Lin Jinyu unbuttoned her coat, grabbed his hand in, pressed it against her stomach, and then closed the zipper again.

"You're so warm," Zhang Xinli rubbed his hands through a layer of unlined clothes on his newly formed lower abdomen, hugged him firmly and seriously, and said, "No one is as warm as you."

"Stop flattering me," Lin Jinyu thought for a while, and said, "The wind has calmed down, we should pass, or we both change our coats, and you hold an umbrella, and I'll carry you back?" He didn't have hypothermia symptoms, and he carried someone on his back, The amount of activity will increase, and it should be able to support it after changing clothes.

"You carry me?"

"Why, can't you? Didn't you also carry me on your back?"

That year under the night sky in Liangshan and in the torrential rain in Shanghai, Zhang Xinli always carried him home.

"There are at least four and ten minutes to go. I have never memorized you for such a long time," Zhang Xinli said, "Forget it, I don't want you to memorize it."

"Why not? It's not impossible to rest on the road," Lin Jinyu said, "Don't look down on people."

Zhang Xinli said nonsense: "Because I am 1."

Lin Jinyu: "My mother tongue is speechless."

In fact, Zhang Xinli is eager to hear those three words from his mouth again, but he is afraid of being too tight, so he can only be cautious and test step by step. He didn't know such a peaceful and hugging opportunity, next time with the obedient Lin Jinyu When will it appear, so I am reluctant to let go.

If possible, he even wants to keep going like this.

"Let's wait for the snow to stop here," he said, "I don't know if we can find such a place with almost complete leeward again."

Lin Jinyu glanced at her watch. It was six o'clock, and the wind and snow had a clear tendency to slow down, and it should have stopped at dawn.He said: "Okay, I'm convinced, you dare to spend so long outdoors in such a little dress."

Zhang Xinli's ears selectively received the first two words, so he immediately became happy, because it meant that he could hug for a while longer.

He moved his face closer, so close that he couldn't get any closer. Lin Jinyu's manly breath mixed with a faint smell of smoke lingered on the tip of his nose: "Do you feel distressed?"

"Shut up, don't talk, you're shaking like this and you don't know how to save some energy to store your heat," Lin Jinyu said, "My heart hurts, I'm saying you don't have common sense."

"Oh."

Lin Jinyu stopped talking to him, Zhang Xinli was not disappointed, hugged him comfortably, and remained silent for a while.

Lin Jinyu kept checking the time, hoping that the snow would pass quickly. Although Zhang Xinli seemed to be fine, it was uncertain if it would continue to freeze.

Compared to his anxiety, Zhang Xinli seemed much more at ease - so much at ease that Lin Jinyu wanted to beat him up.He probably recovered completely, the hand was no longer cold or stiff when it was pressed against Lin Jinyu's warm stomach, and he began to touch his lower abdomen for a while and scratch his waist for a while through the unlined clothes.

"Don't be like a hungry ghost." After more than an hour, the snow was much lighter, the wind had almost stopped, and Lin Jinyu was almost harassed by him: "Restrain."

"Just touching it," Zhang Xinli said, "and no one is looking."

Extreme weather, schools and work units have a day off, and the sunrise is approaching at this moment, but there are no pedestrians on the street. On the empty streets covered with snow and dust, only the snow is watching them, the wind is watching them, and the trees are watching them.

"It doesn't matter if no one is watching," Lin Jinyu said, "Take back your energy."

"Collecting."

I have been collecting, saving, and almost full.

The sky began to light up slowly, and Zhang Xinli rested his chin on his shoulder lightly. Looking from the front, Lin Jinyu seemed to have grown a big dog's head.

"...You are so heavy, you are on a stretcher, and you are all on me."

Zhang Xinli closed his eyes, smelled his body, and said, "Help you get used to it in advance."

"?" Lin Jinyu didn't understand: "What?"

He immediately said, "Nothing."

……baffling.Lin Jinyu looked at his watch again. It was almost eight o'clock, and there were only sporadic fluffy snow spots in the sky. The wind and snow had passed and it was dawn.

The sunrise after heavy snow is always extraordinarily brilliant, like a golden dragon breaking through the black fog. Lin Jinyu, who has been blinded for half the night, finally saw a glimmer of dawn. It was countless golden rays gradually occupying the sky, dark clouds, mist, and snow dust. The golden color vanished into thin air.

"...It's snowing so hard, I didn't expect it to be sunny today, so it can't pick a time when I don't go out. You should let go quickly, get up and go back..." Lin Jinyu was lamenting how amazing the weather was after playing. He would also change his face, urging him to let go, not to continue "rubbing the heat", and suddenly felt a warmth on his face.

It was an overly soft touch, so soft that it made people stunned.

Only human lips can be so warm and soft.

He turned his head in a daze, and met Zhang Xinli's dark eyes.The corners of Zhang Xinli's mouth curled up slightly. It was a childish expression that Lin Jinyu had never seen before. It was not cool, but kind of cute, like a child who got away with doing bad things.

The golden white morning light slowly climbed onto his chiseled profile. After Zhang Xinli kissed Lin Jinyu's cheek, he didn't continue to test his bottom line. He only touched Lin Jinyu's heart with his hand still in his clothes, and said: "The first The three items have been completed... I have been hugging for so long, don't try to renege on this time."