God said I would meet you

If Lin Jinyu heard these words five or six years ago, tears would have filled Lin Jinyu's eyes at the first second, and then she would thank God for allowing her to get her hopeless lover, but it is not six years ago now.

It would be a lie to say that he was not touched, but he is no longer the Lin Jinyu who regards a momentary sensibility as a lifetime promise.

Just like when they were in the hallway when they first came out, Lin Jinyu said that what she was most afraid of was not having no money, not that his father said he was sick and sent him to the hospital, but that he would leave.

At that time, Zhang Xinli also said that he would not do it, and he promised him everything, but in the end he couldn't do it.

Men, the flowers on the mouth are not counted.

So for the time being, he turned a blind eye to the fine-grain throbbing that sounded like a mallet hitting the ice in his heart. He just hugged Zhang Xinli's dog in front of him, and pretended to be calm by petting the dog, saying: : "Oh, look again, you said the same thing last time."

Zhang Xinli said, "I never said that."

"I haven't said the same thing, but the meaning is the same," Lin Jinyu said lightly, "Stop talking, go to sleep. I'll still go to work tomorrow, and if I'm absent from work, I won't have money to support you."

……

Unable to tell whether he had a good sleep or no sleep all night, Zhang Xinli pondered those few words over and over again, trying to figure out the meaning behind them.

'Let's see' is a tactful expression of disbelief in him, or is it saying... see the action?

On the second day, Sunday, 996 should have a rest day.At seven o'clock in the morning, Lin Jinyu got up in the low temperature of minus seven degrees and went out to give tutoring to the children.

Zhang Xinli automatically made breakfast for him as usual, and Lin Jinyu didn't hesitate and ate it without hesitation.After all, Zhang Xinli lives with him now, eating the food he cooks is not considered a debt of favor, it can be considered that he took the initiative to use it to pay the rent, and he reluctantly accepted it.

At eleven o'clock, the tutoring ended, and Lin Jinyu received a call from Zhang Xinli on time.

"?" Although it was strange what Zhang Xinli was calling him at this time, Lin Jinyu still answered, "Hello?" He rubbed his hands and said, "What's the matter?"

"It's nothing serious." Zhang Xinli should still be in the house, and the north wind is blowing outside, but his voice is very clear: "I just... want to ask you if you want to go to the movies in the afternoon, and eat out by the way. You said that you only work half a day .”

"Watching a movie?" Lin Jinyu was taken aback, and said in her heart: Good day, what movie are you watching?

They never went to the movies together, either in middle school or after they were together.Thinking about it carefully, don't talk about movies, it seems that I haven't even had a serious and romantic date.

Zhang Xinli doesn't know much about "romantic". His concept of love life is to live in a normal way, just like some people will be nervous and uncomfortable when speaking on stage. Let him say some nasty words, or take the initiative to do some fancy rituals, He also felt uncomfortable. It was unclear whether it was embarrassment or something, in short...just uncomfortable.

Lin Jinyu had never expressed dissatisfaction with this.Because they grew up together and passed through the confused adolescence, they were very familiar with each other before they became lovers, let's just be plain and plain.

Nietzsche said: "An unhappy marriage is not due to lack of love, but because of lack of friendship." In addition to lovers, they are also friends and brothers.

So Lin Jinyu didn't care anymore, and didn't demand much from him. He himself secretly poked and posted a beautiful circle of friends on the first day they were together. When not breaking up with the family, he often took him out to play... Zhang Xinli never did any of the similar "little bourgeois" sex incidents.

They never disclosed their relationship to his friends, never took the initiative to say soft words when they quarreled, and never gave him any very expensive and meaningful gifts.

Oh, and cunningly lodging dogs is barely the only thing.

Such a person would suddenly invite him to go to the movies with him?

I don't know if it was his delusion, but Zhang Xinli's voice seemed a little uneasy on the phone: "Well," he said, "Will you go to the movie or not?"

"What movie..." Lin Jinyu had a fresh feeling of the moon hitting the earth: "I... I'm going to help a teacher with a relationship with me in the afternoon, and I won't come back to eat at noon."

It’s a holiday, the students have all gone home, and cheap labor has been lost. The students who stay in school are sometimes called to do something... It’s not completely compulsory. Some students will be willing, because they feel that although they are not paid, they can learn something.

"So," Zhang Xinli said, "where and when will it end?"

"It's just the school office building, maybe four or five o'clock..." Lin Jinyu hadn't made up his mind to refuse, Zhang Xinli had already cut through the mess quickly, said "Got it" quickly, and hung up the phone.

???

What does it mean?I know he has something to do this afternoon, so forget it?

At noon, the teacher said that it was not good to be late for this kind of meal by asking the students who were helping to eat at home. Lin Jinyu didn't have time to think about it, so she went there in a daze.

The meal was quite pleasant, the teacher was good at cooking, the classmates were very friendly, and the teacher was very kind. The whole afternoon, we wandered in the ocean of academics and did a lot of interesting and boring work.

"Thank you very much for today," the teacher said after finishing the work, "Why don't we have dinner together, I'll treat you."

"No, no, no." Regardless of whether you like it or not, as a student, you always have to decline, and everyone said, "Don't trouble the teacher."

"If there is any trouble, why don't you just order a few more dishes," the teacher said, "Let's go."

The group of people packed up their things and prepared to go downstairs with some push and push. Lin Jinyu was caught inside, wondering if he should call Zhang Xinli and say that he would not come back for dinner.

After all, he probably has automatically taken over the baton from Mrs. Zhou, the nanny, and concentrates on being a "good wife and mother" and preparing every meal.

"You searched so quickly this afternoon. I'm still sorting things out there, but you've already started to do it here."

"Where is it? Lin Jinyu is faster. We returned a bunch after he finished. He also made a lot of other people's work later."

Everyone has a professional background, and they all have relatively good grades. They like this subject, and the conversation is very topical. Lin Jinyu answered a few words and was still thinking about making a phone call. At this moment, someone knocked on the office door .

During the holidays, no students come to stamp or anything, and teachers usually don't knock on the door when they enter the office. Who could it be?

The smile on the teacher's face has not faded, and he said loudly: "Come in."

Zhang Xinli pushed open the door, and walked in calmly under the eyes of everyone.

Students: "???"

Lin Jinyu: "..."

Of course the teacher didn't know him, so he asked suspiciously, "Are you...what's the matter?"

"Hello," Zhang Xinli said, "Excuse me, I'm here to find a friend."

It happened to be the time when Lin Jinyu told him to finish, and he was so punctual.

The students said: "Who are you looking for?"

"Lin Jinyu," Zhang Xinli raised his hand and looked at his watch, "He said he's done with work now."

"I'm done with my work," the teacher invited, "Lin Jinyu's friend, right? We're going to dinner, why don't you join us?"

"..." Lin Jinyu, the client, really seemed to have lost his language ability and suddenly became a mentally handicapped child. He didn't know what to say at all, so he racked his brains for a long time and only came up with: "Uh..."

"No, thank you," Zhang Xinli said, "I'll just take him to eat...we still have to go to the movies."

A man said he would take another man to dinner, and the two of them would go to the movies alone. Many of Lin Jinyu's classmates knew that he was gay, and everyone immediately understood it.

Although temporarily wrong tacit understanding.

"Oh," said one person, "ah, this is the who, right?"

"It should be," another person said, "it's that who."

"Yes," said the third person, "it's Lin Jinyu, his so-and-so."

Teacher: "Ah, oh! Who is that, hello, welcome."

……

What, that, that, you put it here and sing "Sunshine Rainbow Little White Horse" by Da Zhangwei?Inside inside inside inside inside inside.

Lin Jinyu was speechless and didn't know what expression to make. Zhang Xinli took a few steps closer, and handed him the hot milk tea in his hand while all the classmates and teachers were watching, and said, "I brought it for you. It's a little cold outside. .”

He looked calm and gentle, and in the eyes of outsiders, he looked like a boyfriend. Only when Lin Jinyu looked directly into his eyes could he see caution and anxiety from inside.

... If he doesn't answer, or make cold remarks, he will lose face.

Sending milk tea and watching movies, these are the tricks of middle school boys chasing people. This is the first time in their lives that they are treated like this. Lin Jinyu, 23, feels quite strange.

"...thank you," he said, holding out his hand, "ummmm, uh, you're pretty punctual."

Zhang Xinli peeled off the straw paper, inserted it, and handed it to him.

A crowd of onlookers, teachers and students said to themselves: ... help, why show me this.

Both girls and boys had weird smiles on their faces. The word was sensitive, no one said it, and the adults knew each other tacitly.

There were so many people, Lin Jinyu didn't want to touch his face, Zhang Xinli probably thought of this factor, he waited for Lin Jinyu to take the milk tea, turned half of his body, and stood beside him face to face, with his back to the teacher and classmates, using a tone that he didn't know whether it was pleading or probing He whispered, "Come and watch a movie with me, okay?"