God said I would meet you
Chapter 357 Possessiveness (4)
"Brother Jinyu, have you seen my brother? He promised to help me record the video, but now I can't find anyone anywhere."
After a long time, it was finally Lalong's turn to take the stage. This was the first time he performed for foreigners with different cultures and different aesthetics in a place so far away from home. He really wanted to leave a souvenir, but he made an appointment just before the opening. "Videographer" disappeared, but he was anxious.
"He, huh? Is he here?" Lin Jinyu just finished his nonsense, and pretended to be stupid: "I don't know."
"Come, but it seems to be gone again." Lalong looked around with a blank expression: "It's strange, you left without saying hello?"
"Who knows," Lin Jinyu said, "Where did he go?"
"Let's play outside, just met a new friend," Laron said, "and my brother seemed to be drinking with people somewhere before he came."
It's amazing, Lin Jinyu said in her heart: Knowing how to play, looking for flowers and asking Liu everywhere, I don't know how many little 0s threw themselves into their arms, it's amazing.
While arranging his clothes, Lin Ye squinted at Lin Jinyu's clear mind, pretending not to know, and said, "You have something to do with him?"
"He agreed to record it for me." La Long was still very puzzled: "It shouldn't be, my brother will definitely record it for me if he agrees."
"What's so difficult about it," Lin Ye said, "I'll just record it for you."
"How embarrassing..."
"It's easy to do," Lin Ye said while patting his clothes, "By the way."
Lin Jinyu knew that he was poor and fastidious, and he couldn't bear the pleats on his clothes—these pleats were all due to him: "Zhang Xinli is not here, maybe you have a match with someone, let's go play, let Lin Ye record it for you, sure It’s better than his recording... I’m a little sleepy, so I’ll go back first.”
When Zhang Xinli was not around, he lacked interest and lost any interest in drinking.Lin Jinyu looked around, but didn't see the junior who was clinging to Zhang Xinli before, and thought to herself: Maybe he has already gone out to find a room, his uncle.
"Go back to sleep if you're sleepy," Lin Ye said, "Don't lock it at night, leave me a door... don't play with it next time."
La Long didn't know what 'this' was, but Lin Jinyu knew it. He said, "I know, I won't play anymore, it's boring."
He was out of anger in this regard, and now he feels bored. At that time, he seemed to be fascinated by a ghost... Lin Jinyu thought to himself: What the hell am I doing? After all this trouble, it’s not useless in the end. After breaking up, I’m still like a showman. , It's really crazy.
So boring.
"Bye." Thinking of this, he said goodbye to Lin Ye and La Long, and turned around to leave the gate.
……
It was already midnight, this store was not open, except for this place, the surrounding area was gradually deserted, the subway stopped, and when I walked back, I didn't know that I would be in the year of the monkey, Lin Jinyu had no choice but to spend a lot of money to take a taxi .
I remember when he came to Shanghai for an internship, he often went back so late for a period of time, and the bus and subway were all stopped. At that time, Zhang Xinli would wait for him under the big lush tree by the roadside, and ride a "bell that doesn't ring to go anywhere". Noisy, the wheel will turn everywhere if the wheel does not turn" The broken bicycle picked him up and went home.
...these are all unbearable old events, what do I want to do with this.
The car quickly arrived at the destination, Lin Jinyu gave the money and got out of the car, touched a cigarette under the orange streetlight, took out a cigarette, and took out the key to open the door.
There are no midnight business places in this area. It is so late, most of the stores are closed, and one of the street lights is broken, and the surrounding area is quiet.
The rolling gate was not new, so it was a bit difficult to open. Lin Jinyu inserted the key in, turned it twice, and when she pulled it up halfway, it got stuck. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't go up.
It's true that things don't go well when people don't go well, Lin Jinyu said in her heart: Even this broken door is against me.
I don't know if he will go against him or not, but someone is going to go against him soon.Just when Lin Jinyu loosened the key and was about to bend down to see where it was stuck, a figure suddenly appeared under the broken street lamp of an old man whose light flickered in and out as if he was dying—that person He was supposed to be leaning on the other side of the lamp post, but the light was too dim, and the thick lamp post concealed his figure, so Lin Jinyu didn't notice that there was someone behind him, until the person stood up on his own initiative and walked towards him with a somewhat flimsy footsteps.
No one has eyes in the back of the head. Lin Jinyu was so busy repairing the broken door that he didn't pay attention to the movement behind him. He thought it was a stray cat or dog rummaging through things. When the noise became louder and the footsteps were clearly audible, he wanted to respond. It was too late.
This kind of old-fashioned alloy rolling gate originally rattled when touched. Lin Jinyu, with a cigarette in her mouth, realized something was wrong and wanted to turn around, but she didn't have time.He didn't even see the scene in front of him clearly, he just felt a blur in front of his eyes, a black figure bumped into him like a tiger pouncing on its prey, grabbed his shoulders with both hands, and pushed him against the door.
Lin Jinyu's shoulder collided with the rolling gate, and there was a deafening "bang" sound. If it was a residential area, it would definitely be judged as a tenth-level nuisance.The man's attack was not serious. Lin Jinyu turned around only halfway before. He was originally on his side, but his shoulders were folded in half under the impact, and his whole body was almost folded like a soda can.
With such strength and height, he must be a man.
"Hiss—" he let out a cry of pain, and the people behind him paused for a moment, clasped his hands, made Lin Jinyu face him completely, and bumped his back against the rolling gate, but the force did not relax at all.Lin Jinyu's first reaction was: Did you encounter a robber?
No way, no way, the law and order in Shanghai is quite good, but the weather and the time...it seems not impossible.
"What do you want to do?" He was startled at first, he didn't see who was coming, so he just calmed down and said as calmly as possible: "Let me remind you, there is surveillance here."
There is still lawlessness on the street... Anyway, there is not a few dollars in cash in the wallet, Lin Jinyu is struggling, and is secretly thinking whether to resist to the end or just throw the wallet with a few dollars at him. When he goes to report the crime tomorrow morning, the person behind him is He didn't say a word, neither threatened him to keep quiet, nor told him to hand over the money, but restrained his hand and got close to him.
Lin Jinyu smelled a strong smell of alcohol. God knows how much the man behind him drank. He felt dizzy just by smelling it.
——Along with the smell of wine, there was also an aura that he was very familiar with.
This black shadow...they have had countless skin-to-skin encounters. Lin Jinyu is as familiar with Zhang Xinli's body as he is with himself.
The warm breath swept across his neck through the gap in the collar, and swept into his neck. Zhang Xinli slammed straight into his arms, as if afraid that he would run away. His chest pressed tightly against Lin Jinyu's chest, sticking to him, He pressed firmly against the door—then lowered his head, ignoring Lin Jinyu's struggling movements, and pressed his lips to his.
This should be the strongest kiss he gave Lin Jinyu so far. Lin Jinyu resisted angrily, but he didn't care. After the warm lips touched his, there was an intimate contact immediately. In less than half a second, Lin Jinyu's mouth was wet There is also a strong and spicy alcohol smell.
"Get out..." Kissing without permission is all hooliganism. Lin Jinyu's anger is still lingering, and the tone in her heart is still suffocated. Ten minutes ago, she complained that he was looking for flowers and friends, and having fun. How could he have the lingering thoughts of kissing.He tried to turn his head to avoid it, but as soon as he moved, Zhang Xinli immediately stretched out his hand, half caressed and half caught his cheek and neck, not only did not take half a step back, but kissed deeper and harder.
While struggling, the hot cigarette butt burned the back of Zhang Xinli's hand, but he didn't respond to it as if he didn't feel it at all, and only asked for a kiss deeply and fiercely.
Lin Jinyu felt suffocated and out of breath... It felt a little painful, a little hot, a little overwhelming, and a little out of breath.
He thought: His grandma's, that's what it feels like to be kissed forcibly.
The rolling gate was half opened. This was on the street. Lin Jinyu couldn't avoid it, so she turned her head around and decided not to confront him head-on.
Zhang Xinli only prevented him from breaking free from the left, right and front, but he didn't expect him to be able to hide in the tunnel at all. Lin Jinyu took advantage of his stupefaction, ducked, and half crawled and half rolled into the rolling gate, panting for breath.
It's really laborious... Lin Jinyu thought to herself: Find your little lover, why come here in the middle of the night to get drunk.
Outside the door, Zhang Xinli lost his trace, but did not leave.Before Lalong made the call, he had already drank a lot of white wine, and after going to the bar, he drank a few glasses of high-alcohol cocktails with the people at Xiaoyu's table, and after he came out of the bar, he drank a lot by himself... Drinking it together is the easiest way to get over it. At this moment, all kinds of alcohol are rushing through his veins, making Zhang Xinli dizzy and hot all over, and he doesn't care about the consequences at all.
Lin Jinyu had just flashed into the interior of the piano shop, and before she could catch her breath, Zhang Xinli leaned on the leaf of the rolling shutter door, pulled it out very vigorously, and then pulled it up—it was stuck just now. The rolling gate, which seemed to be welded to death, opened in response to the sound, and went up very smoothly.
Lin Jinyu cursed in her heart: Breaking the door is really against me. When it should be opened, it will pretend to be a fool, and it will not be able to support the wall. When it should not be opened, it will rise to heaven.
The dim street light outside came in, Zhang Xinli let go of his hand, staggered a few steps, walked in, then pulled the door down with his backhand, and stepped on it to the end.
With a soft "click" that hit the bottom, the only light source was immediately blocked by the metal door leaf, and the small piano shop was instantly plunged into darkness.
At the back is the cubicle for eating and sleeping. This place is just an ordinary small facade, with no tunnel or back door. Lin Jinyu knew that there was nowhere to slip, so she stood still and looked at him silently.
Zhang Xinli's outline was not very clear in the darkness. He stopped for a few seconds after entering, probably adapting to the light.The ground was messy, with a bench to the east and a music stand to the west. After a few seconds, Zhang Xinli recognized where Lin Jinyu was, and began to walk towards him unsteadily.
After this sneak attack, Lin Jinyu was really shocked and angry. Seeing Zhang Xinli approaching step by step, he loudly reprimanded him to stop, and said, "What kind of plane are you doing at night? Are you fucking crazy? I thought it was a robbery." guilty."
Zhang Xinli turned a deaf ear and continued to approach.
"Are you deaf? Did I tell you to stop?" Lin Jinyu said, "Why don't you go have fun with your 'new friend', you go crazy here in the middle of the night, almost call the police and send you in, do you know?"
Still did not get any response, Zhang Xinli, as if he couldn't hear him at all, stepped straight across the scattered things on the ground, and grabbed his hand for the second time.
"Let go," Lin Jinyu pushed him, and said coldly, "Don't think that pretending to be drunk can be lawless. You are trespassing on a house illegally. Get out immediately."
It is true that people who pretend to be drunk can reason, but people who are really drunk can't. Zhang Xinli's dark eyes stared closely at Lin Jinyu, grabbed him to push his hand, and pressed forward involuntarily, still just kissing him regardless .
The place is not that big at all, Lin Jinyu is not as tall as him, retreating back and forth while dodging, somehow got to the corner in a daze, Zhang Xinli hugged his back, took advantage of his weight, and put his chest against his chest, like a double layer The wallpaper generally pressed him against the wall.
Is this the legendary upper brain of Worm X?Lin Jinyu couldn't push people away, and said angrily, "Go kiss your junior, what's the matter with me?"
For a moment he thought that Zhang Xinli was going to pretend to be deaf and dumb, or that he really couldn't hear at all, but it turned out that he was not.
Zhang Xinli just pressed him tightly, hugged him, and buried his head in the crook of his neck. After Lin Jinyu finished speaking, he seemed to smile slightly, and repeated the fourth last word and the last word vaguely. last word.
... Still laughing at this time, is this guy really not sober?Lin Jinyu smelled that the smell of alcohol on his body was not deceiving, and thought to herself: Don't be the same as when the two crossed the line for the first time. You are all pretending to be drunk and not remembering.
"What on earth do you want to do?" Exhausted, he couldn't break free anyway, so he simply gave up temporarily, rested for a while, took a breath, and said: "Speak, don't pretend to be dumb for me."
This time Zhang Xinli finally did not continue to "silence is golden". After feeling that Lin Jinyu stopped pushing him, he relaxed a little, took a few steps forward, and stuck closer to him. At this moment, not only the upper body, but the two Like stacking arhats, separated by two layers of fabric, they are estranged, but at the same time they are closely attached together.
Lin Jinyu felt a little dampness and heat on his neck. It was Zhang Xinli who left a kiss there: "I want to sleep with you..." He closed his eyes and murmured, "Can you..."
Lin Jinyu thought she had heard it wrong, could it be he who said it?
People who are usually calm and forbearing are often even more inhumane when they go crazy. After Zhang Xinli kissed his neck, he gently rubbed against his neck for a while, and then continued to kiss his earlobes, cheeks, and corners of his mouth... He obviously didn't intend to listen to Lin Jinyu's "Is it okay?" answer.
"Don't you fucking..." Lin Jinyu turned her head to dodge, this time he took a step faster, Zhang Xinli couldn't kiss his lips, and started to stick to him, holding his waist into the coat, pulling out the hem of the clothes involuntarily.
……
Lin Jinyu hadn't had that kind of life for a long time. When Zhang Xinli's fingertips touched his skin, his breathing became disordered and he flinched involuntarily.
Zhang Xinli seemed very satisfied with his reaction, the more Lin Jinyu trembled and flinched, the more vigorous he was, and the tighter he hugged him, I really didn't know if it was a hug or a fight, and he resorted to a bear hug strangulation.
They used to be the closest two people in the world. They both knew how each other liked to be together. Zhang Xinli's palms were warm, and even the calluses on his fingertips were well worn... If you put aside the fact that he was strong, Lin Jinyu had no choice but to It's not annoying to admit...he's always liked his face, his hands, the smell of his body.
but……
"What are you doing, show some respect!" He said angrily, "Did you eat gunpowder? What, the new girlfriend who hooked up with a friend suddenly changed his mind and didn't do anything with you, so you came here? What do you think I am? Don't let him go!" Mom is like a hot-haired male dog."
However, in the face of such criticism and questioning, Zhang Xinli began to play "I can't hear Dafa" again. Lin Jinyu scolded Lin Jinyu, and he touched his.
Although embracing through clothes is like scratching one's boots, this kind of stimulation like hugging a pipa and half covering one's face is still very exciting for two people who have been separated for a long time, Zhang Xinli said: "I am a male dog... He kissed Lin Jinyu's cheek and whispered, "Then what are you?"
Yes……
Lin Jinyu said angrily, "I'm a human being."
"En." Zhang Xinli replied, and suddenly stretched out his hand, clamped his chin without any warning, forcing Lin Jinyu to open his mouth, turned his head and kissed him.
The previous intimacy was interrupted, but this time he asked for it even more urgently and ruthlessly, the tip of his tongue kept hooking and fondling, not only entangled with his lips and tongue, but occasionally brushed his teeth, kissing Lin Jinyu almost without a chance to breathe No.
A strange but familiar feeling... Lin Jinyu thought of every kiss they had when they were together in the past, jerky, careful, gentle, passionate, none of them were so rough.
He clearly felt that although he didn't respond, Zhang Xinli's breathing was still getting rough in such a rough kiss.
...This is the release of the seal to reveal the nature?Lin Jinyu scolded him in her heart: dog.
Zhang Xinli had no way of knowing his mental activities. He drank too much and stayed in the same place for a long time. The air around him seemed to have a faint smell of alcohol, and the lust that had been suppressed for too long filled him. Everything in the outside world seems to be ignored by him.Zhang Xinli pulled out his hand, forced Lin Jinyu to kiss him and at the same time began to unbutton him indiscriminately, it seemed that he was not satisfied with just kissing and touching.
It's not bad, it's unbearable to make an inch of it.Unclear, Lin Jinyu absolutely does not intend to indulge him to the end, but although he has gained a lot of muscle, the gap in skills cannot be made up in a month or two. Zhang Xinli is very good at controlling his joints with skill, He couldn't break free... Damn it, Lin Jinyu complained: I knew that after breaking up, I would spend 48 hours a day in the gym every day, and practice to become a giant rock, and see how he dares to fight fiercely with me.
But as long as the mind doesn't slip, there are always more solutions than difficulties. His long-term non-resistance made Zhang Xinli slowly relax the pressure on him, and began to focus more on kissing and undressing him.Lin Jinyu waited for a while, when Zhang Xinli kissed enough for the time being, and began to rub the sticky tip of his nose against his neck, he exerted all his strength and began to struggle hard.
He thought he would succeed in one fell swoop, and a golden cicada would come out of his shell, but Zhang Xinli seemed to be on guard against his hand. As soon as Lin Jinyu broke out, he immediately exerted vigilance again and pushed him back.
Probably because he played too many tricks, Zhang Xinli finally developed a memory, and he was on guard even when he was drunk.
Damn, it seems that this way is not working.
Lin Jinyu began to feel depressed, what is this?Strong J?He can go to Master Zhang Xinli.
"Don't move..." Zhang Xinli restrained him again and slowly held his hand, as if he wanted to guide him to hug him back. He gently bit Lin Jinyu's soft earlobe, and said with a sigh: "Be good, just like this." Once... you didn't... promise to say yes."
Desire will not be annihilated. Even if it is controlled at that time, it will only hide and gradually expand in the depths of your consciousness, and often the more you suppress it, the greater the expansion. When people are drunk, the desire in the subconscious loses suppression. Naturally, it emerged.
Why did you promise to say yes... Lin Jinyu was dizzy from the smell of alcohol. After thinking about it, he thought: Could it be the last time I asked if I should make an appointment?
"Do you think it's an exchange voucher? You can use it whenever you want," Zhang Xinli said with soft lips, and he bit it lightly. Lin Jinyu felt a numbness rising from his earlobe, and the tip of his ear turned slightly red. He gritted his teeth and pushed Rejected: "There is no shop in that village after passing by, so you think you are choosing your concubine by flipping your cards?"
Also, what is "just this time", once, there will be two times, three times and four times, Lin Jinyu will never be fooled again, the first time without a condom, the first time... After the dog has tasted the sweetness, he always refuses to obey orders .
"I say it one last time, let it go."
Zhang Xinli rubbed his neck back and forth, and replied sullenly, "No."
Lin Jinyu didn't agree, so Zhang Xinli stopped asking, and just moved his hands down, as if he wanted to lift him up by his thighs and let him lie down.
In this situation, once you lie down, wouldn't you be at the mercy of others?Lin Jinyu was quick to wit, and suddenly changed his strategy, no longer baring his teeth and claws like a hedgehog with thorns, but took the initiative to half-circle Zhang Xinli's neck before Zhang Xinli could fully hug him.
The long-lost initiative really had immediate results. Zhang Xinli was a little surprised, but immediately paused for a while, waiting for Lin Jinyu to fully wrap his arms around him.
"Forget it... I thought about it carefully, um... it's not impossible, but..." Lin Jinyu began to persuade: "Don't be so anxious."
'Don't be so anxious' is also what he often said before. In such a short period of time, it is a problem to see a person's attitude change so quickly, but Zhang Xinli is not very sober at the moment. The words were doubtful, but he hesitated.
You have to strike while the iron is hot, and Lin Jinyu has already made up his mind. He wrapped his hands around Zhang Xinli's neck very obediently, and kissed him proactively. Go in and touch his back.
Just like dry wood meeting a raging fire, Lin Jinyu opened her eyes in the darkness and watched Zhang Xinli's immersed face. He came to chase.
Zhang Xinli's breathing became more and more rapid, and he didn't have the intention to stop the intimacy and put him down. Lin Jinyu leaned back on him and moved forward, grabbing the back of his head so that he couldn't dodge.
"Slow down...slow down..." Lin Jinyu put his hands on his strong waist, Zhang Xinli seemed impatient, bit his lip and said, "Hold tight..."
"Okay..." Lin Jinyu's eyes were calm from beginning to end, he agreed with his mouth, and he seemed to be very cooperative, slightly lowered his body, bit Zhang Xinli's Adam's apple, and at the same time stretched his hand down, as if he was really "following the good", ready to go obediently Touch Zhang Xinli.
The most vulgar and old-fashioned way is always the best when dealing with men.
It was too late, but Lin Jinyu caught the moment when Zhang Xinli was distracted and focused on making out, put his hands through his waist, hugged him tightly, and pushed his knees into his crotch.
It was impossible for Zhang Xinli to be on guard in this state, and he was so strong that he immediately let out a low growl, and bent down uncontrollably.
... What is it called? Ginger is still old and spicy.Lin Jinyu clearly felt the blow and didn't stop for a moment. She pushed the weak Zhang Xinli away and was about to leave.
But he seemed to have underestimated the willpower of a person when he was up there, or maybe because of his soft heart, he couldn't help but use all his strength. In short, just as Lin Jinyu shook off him and took three steps forward, Zhang Xinli turned back enduring the pain, and swiped from behind He hugged him by the waist.
This time he didn't hold back anymore, Lin Jinyu only had time to say "no" in his heart before he felt the world spinning and his back hit the cold, hard ground.
"You fucking..."
The cheated man is always angry, and the cheated drunk is even more so.Just as Lin Jinyu cursed, Zhang Xinli's sullen voice sounded above his head: "You accept him, but reject me?"
I don't know if it was an illusion, but with such a weak light, Lin Jinyu seemed to see Zhang Xinli's eyes were a little red.
"Go away." If the trick doesn't work, he can only go head-to-head. He also glared at Zhang Xinli, and said, "Why do you accept that he rejects you? I accept whoever is my freedom. Zhang Xinli, being strong will only make me think you are despicable and shameless. Not a man."
Zhang Xinli spread his legs and straddled him, making him almost unable to move. The expression on his face was complicated, it seemed to be angry, but also seemed to be sad: "You will know soon whether I am a man or not."
I know your uncle knows, Lin Jinyu almost wanted to punch him.
When I was at the door before, although the dog was also using force, but there was still a three-point gentleness in that toughness, but it was completely different now.After Zhang Xinli said that sentence, he folded his legs into an inverted "eight", half pressed and half clamped Lin Jinyu's struggling leg, then grabbed his collar with both hands, and pulled it violently.
The buttons on the cheap coat were simply fixed with thread, and they weren't very strong in the first place. Zhang Xinli's movements were quick and precise, and extremely rough. When he pulled the white buttons, they immediately flew around, jumping to the ground like rice grains.
Zhang Xinli tore off the thick shirt that Lin Jinyu was wearing underneath, and looked down at his naked chest and abdomen exposed in front of him, looking all the way up from the lower abdomen with full desire in his eyes.
The rough palm passed over the skin, causing a shiver. Lin Jinyu twisted her body and wanted to turn over and throw him off, but the more he struggled, the more brutal Zhang Xinli became.
Panting and struggling, Lin Jinyu was still pressed under him, and watched him stretch out his hand, as if, as if, maybe wanted to do something by force.
"How dare you!" Lin Jinyu's chest rose and fell rapidly. He had never experienced such a sense of humiliation and powerlessness, and he never imagined that one day he would be lied to by Zhang Xinli...
Zhang Xinli was in a daze, and Lin Jinyu's gaze was like a steel needle. He looked at that piercing gaze for a moment, then rudely shook off Lin Jinyu's hands that were pushing with all his might, and said, "I dare..." He panted , said: "I have always... dared."
Lin Jinyu said, "Fuck you."
He still didn't give up resisting, Zhang Xinli firmly pressed him down, and while fighting with him, he stroked his slightly tangled hair soothingly.
"You dare to come and try." Lin Jinyu's eyes seemed to be on fire: "I promise you will never have that thing to use again."
Zhang Xinli ignored his warning, slid his knees back slightly, bent down, and stuck to him intimately from top to bottom.
Lin Jinyu clearly felt the weight of an adult. Zhang Xinli propped up his side with one hand, and lowered his hand to hide in the shadows.
"Get off, get off!" Burning hot breath on the side of his neck, Lin Jinyu tried to push his knee against him, Zhang Xinli bent his forearm and put half of his weight on his shoulder blades to subdue him, Lin Jinyu groaned, I felt a burst of severe pain, and my collarbone felt like it was about to break.
"You guys..." Zhang Xinli comforted him for a while, then let go of his waist, his left hand went up and down and opened his jaws to grab his neck, staring at him, panting softly: "Will you fuck him, or will he fuck you?" ?”
"None of your business." Lin Jinyu clenched her teeth tightly, half out of pain and half out of anger.
With the expected four words, Zhang Xinli said again: "Then...is it comfortable to be with him, or to be comfortable with me..."
These are some red-faced questions. Lin Jinyu suddenly felt a dull pain in his neck. It was Zhang Xinli who was half-sucking and half-kissing the side of his neck. He was very hard every time. Lin Jinyu felt that Zhang Xinli's lips touched Everywhere is hot, you don't need to look at it to know that it will be full of traces when you get up tomorrow.
Expected no answer.Zhang Xinli didn't mind either. After leaving a series of imprints, he let go of Karin Jinyu's hand around his neck, wrapped his arms around his waist, and finally started to push forward impatiently.
The man really reacted no matter what, Lin Jinyu's legs were pressed down by him, and he couldn't move at all... It was very humiliating.
Zhang Xinli drank too much, in fact he couldn't do much, he just hugged him, forcefully, regardless.
……
"Believe it or not..." he said, "I stabbed you with a knife?"
He really had the urge to slash him with a knife, and then ate this bastard surnamed Zhang alive.
"You poke..." At this moment, all Zhang Xinli's thoughts were elsewhere, and Lin Jinyu could no longer resist. He gently rubbed the tip of his nose against his cheek, as if to comfort him after going crazy, and as if asking Lin Jinyu to help him: "I want to die." ...I miss on you."
Such words and tone made Lin Jinyu's heart tremble, but no matter whether he spoke the truth after drinking or talked nonsense after drinking, such words and actions were too presumptuous.
It seems that you are the only one who is so pitiful and wronged. If you leave me, don't you live forever and drink wine?
All kinds of resentment and unwillingness accumulated from this breakup, together with the disappointment and loss buried in his heart in the distant past, rushed to his heart. He was angry and wronged, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, so he punched Zhang Xinli in the face.
Once he started to move his hands, he couldn't hold back. Zhang Xinli rode on him, and received two heavy punches on the side of the face and the chin, but he didn't seem to feel it, and would rather bear it than still press him firmly.
When a person is pushed into a hurry, his strength will suddenly become very strong. Lin Jinyu is full of humiliation mixed with grief and dissatisfaction, almost tearing apart.After throwing a few punches without holding back, he grabbed Zhang Xinli by the collar, staggered his legs, turned over abruptly, knocked him to the ground, and punched him again.
"I told you to dare to come, don't you dare?" He growled almost hysterically, punching every time he asked a question: "How capable you are, what a master you are, you can come and leave whenever you want, right? My mother's life is so cheap, because you have no father or mother, but you said no, so you don't want it?"
Say no, don't want me.
The iron man couldn't bear to be beaten straight up, Zhang Xinli bent his forearm and started to block, Lin Jinyu was still just beating him madly: "You dare to be your uncle, only you have grown up like that, right? Only you can be good at people? I feel that I am a 1." Amazing? You can use force on others casually? I have followed you for a long time and ruined your brain? Who the hell can't get on people!"
It was a very venting roar, Lin Jinyu's strikes became more and more serious, and Zhang Xinli began to fight back.
The ground was in a mess, Lin Jinyu swung his fist, Zhang Xinli grabbed the collar and overturned it with one hand, and then rushed forward. The two of them wrestled and rolled a few times in the mess, bumping into so many small things, just like Tai Chi Tu.
Both sides fought hard. Lin Jinyu's punch hit the corner of Zhang Xinli's mouth, and a few streaks of blood came out. Her stomach was also pushed, and she was excruciatingly painful. There were red marks left by the violent pulling on her shoulder blades, wrists, and arms.
After a struggle, the two of them exhausted all their energy and were out of breath.
Zhang Xinli clung to him tightly from the beginning to the end. Lin Jinyu lost his strength first, and he clasped his wrist with a "bang", pressed him from behind, and slammed heavily on the rolling gate, making a loud noise.
Zhang Xinli's broad chest pressed against his back, and the two of them stopped at the same time, panting for breath.
"I said I didn't do it on purpose..." Lin Jinyu heard Zhang Xinli's voice very close behind him, and said in his ear, "I also explained...what else do you want..."
Want me...how...
What Zhang Xinli neglected was Lin Jinyu's feelings, which he did not hesitate to sleep on a hard bench in the hospital corridor for several weeks just to be together when he proposed to break up "for the sake of two people".
What is all Lin Jinyu's persistence and stubbornness?Is it a beautiful joke?
He thought that by explaining lightly, "The breakup is not because I don't love you", everything can be written off, and the person he loves will hug him again with a smile.
However, the fact is that even if he went back and explained tens of thousands of words, he still broke up in the warm summer wind of Qingmei, and he still left the station at the age of 17 without looking back.
The missing years never come back with his explanations.
Lin Jinyu suppressed her sobs, lowered her head slightly, and said, "Now we all have our own topic openings, and soon it will be graduation thesis...Let's just leave it at that. It's a pity that I didn't take graduation photos with you in high school."
University will be nothing but regrets.
According to Zhang Xinli's plan, they will not shoot together.
He was talking to himself, it was strange to say, although the pale explanation didn't help the matter, but it felt much better to say it this way.Lin Jinyu was about to push her head to the bone, but suddenly felt a slight tremor on her shoulder.
The tremor was very light, but it was very clear in the silent darkness. Lin Jinyu felt that Zhang Xinli's grip on his wrist was getting stronger and stronger. At the same time, there was a sudden burst of wetness at the junction of his shoulders and neck.
Lin Jinyu suddenly froze.
Zhang Xinli held his hand tightly, buried his face in his neck, his chest twitched, and the tremor was clearly conveyed to Lin Jinyu through the intersecting limbs.
—he was crying.
For a love that was never spoken and for a partner who finally no longer belonged to him.
It was pitch black all around, Lin Jinyu felt that the pressure on his wrist gradually relaxed after being tightened, Zhang Xinli seemed to be crazy enough, and finally calmed down.
No one was controlling him anymore, Lin Jinyu could get up and leave him and walk away, he could go anywhere, but he knelt quietly, letting Zhang Xinli hug him and bury his face on his shoulder, as if he suddenly lost all his strength.
He just knelt there motionless, and waited for Zhang Xinli to finish crying. After an unknown amount of time, the trembling finally disappeared.
Lin Jinyu still didn't move, Zhang Xinli breathed heavily and slowly, after a while, he leaned over to kiss his ear again as if seeking comfort.
The uproar before was very tiring, Lin Jinyu obviously felt that his movements had become more sluggish after crying, and the movements of kissing him were no longer as tough and crazy as before.
Generally speaking, after the excitement starts to fade, people will... Lin Jinyu began to count silently in his heart.
Sure enough, Zhang Xinli's movements became more and more slow and sluggish. When Lin Jinyu counted to No. 30, he finally couldn't hold on anymore. He put his chin on his shoulder, hugged him, closed his eyes, and his breathing gradually slowed down. fell asleep.
Drunk men are indeed the most ruthless. They make trouble when they want to, and sleep when they have enough trouble.
Zhang Xinli's breath on his shoulder was warm, Lin Jinyu supported him, facing the rolling gate, bowed his head in silence for a moment, raised his hand, and gently covered the back of Zhang Xinli's hand lying on his waist.
After a long time, it was finally Lalong's turn to take the stage. This was the first time he performed for foreigners with different cultures and different aesthetics in a place so far away from home. He really wanted to leave a souvenir, but he made an appointment just before the opening. "Videographer" disappeared, but he was anxious.
"He, huh? Is he here?" Lin Jinyu just finished his nonsense, and pretended to be stupid: "I don't know."
"Come, but it seems to be gone again." Lalong looked around with a blank expression: "It's strange, you left without saying hello?"
"Who knows," Lin Jinyu said, "Where did he go?"
"Let's play outside, just met a new friend," Laron said, "and my brother seemed to be drinking with people somewhere before he came."
It's amazing, Lin Jinyu said in her heart: Knowing how to play, looking for flowers and asking Liu everywhere, I don't know how many little 0s threw themselves into their arms, it's amazing.
While arranging his clothes, Lin Ye squinted at Lin Jinyu's clear mind, pretending not to know, and said, "You have something to do with him?"
"He agreed to record it for me." La Long was still very puzzled: "It shouldn't be, my brother will definitely record it for me if he agrees."
"What's so difficult about it," Lin Ye said, "I'll just record it for you."
"How embarrassing..."
"It's easy to do," Lin Ye said while patting his clothes, "By the way."
Lin Jinyu knew that he was poor and fastidious, and he couldn't bear the pleats on his clothes—these pleats were all due to him: "Zhang Xinli is not here, maybe you have a match with someone, let's go play, let Lin Ye record it for you, sure It’s better than his recording... I’m a little sleepy, so I’ll go back first.”
When Zhang Xinli was not around, he lacked interest and lost any interest in drinking.Lin Jinyu looked around, but didn't see the junior who was clinging to Zhang Xinli before, and thought to herself: Maybe he has already gone out to find a room, his uncle.
"Go back to sleep if you're sleepy," Lin Ye said, "Don't lock it at night, leave me a door... don't play with it next time."
La Long didn't know what 'this' was, but Lin Jinyu knew it. He said, "I know, I won't play anymore, it's boring."
He was out of anger in this regard, and now he feels bored. At that time, he seemed to be fascinated by a ghost... Lin Jinyu thought to himself: What the hell am I doing? After all this trouble, it’s not useless in the end. After breaking up, I’m still like a showman. , It's really crazy.
So boring.
"Bye." Thinking of this, he said goodbye to Lin Ye and La Long, and turned around to leave the gate.
……
It was already midnight, this store was not open, except for this place, the surrounding area was gradually deserted, the subway stopped, and when I walked back, I didn't know that I would be in the year of the monkey, Lin Jinyu had no choice but to spend a lot of money to take a taxi .
I remember when he came to Shanghai for an internship, he often went back so late for a period of time, and the bus and subway were all stopped. At that time, Zhang Xinli would wait for him under the big lush tree by the roadside, and ride a "bell that doesn't ring to go anywhere". Noisy, the wheel will turn everywhere if the wheel does not turn" The broken bicycle picked him up and went home.
...these are all unbearable old events, what do I want to do with this.
The car quickly arrived at the destination, Lin Jinyu gave the money and got out of the car, touched a cigarette under the orange streetlight, took out a cigarette, and took out the key to open the door.
There are no midnight business places in this area. It is so late, most of the stores are closed, and one of the street lights is broken, and the surrounding area is quiet.
The rolling gate was not new, so it was a bit difficult to open. Lin Jinyu inserted the key in, turned it twice, and when she pulled it up halfway, it got stuck. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't go up.
It's true that things don't go well when people don't go well, Lin Jinyu said in her heart: Even this broken door is against me.
I don't know if he will go against him or not, but someone is going to go against him soon.Just when Lin Jinyu loosened the key and was about to bend down to see where it was stuck, a figure suddenly appeared under the broken street lamp of an old man whose light flickered in and out as if he was dying—that person He was supposed to be leaning on the other side of the lamp post, but the light was too dim, and the thick lamp post concealed his figure, so Lin Jinyu didn't notice that there was someone behind him, until the person stood up on his own initiative and walked towards him with a somewhat flimsy footsteps.
No one has eyes in the back of the head. Lin Jinyu was so busy repairing the broken door that he didn't pay attention to the movement behind him. He thought it was a stray cat or dog rummaging through things. When the noise became louder and the footsteps were clearly audible, he wanted to respond. It was too late.
This kind of old-fashioned alloy rolling gate originally rattled when touched. Lin Jinyu, with a cigarette in her mouth, realized something was wrong and wanted to turn around, but she didn't have time.He didn't even see the scene in front of him clearly, he just felt a blur in front of his eyes, a black figure bumped into him like a tiger pouncing on its prey, grabbed his shoulders with both hands, and pushed him against the door.
Lin Jinyu's shoulder collided with the rolling gate, and there was a deafening "bang" sound. If it was a residential area, it would definitely be judged as a tenth-level nuisance.The man's attack was not serious. Lin Jinyu turned around only halfway before. He was originally on his side, but his shoulders were folded in half under the impact, and his whole body was almost folded like a soda can.
With such strength and height, he must be a man.
"Hiss—" he let out a cry of pain, and the people behind him paused for a moment, clasped his hands, made Lin Jinyu face him completely, and bumped his back against the rolling gate, but the force did not relax at all.Lin Jinyu's first reaction was: Did you encounter a robber?
No way, no way, the law and order in Shanghai is quite good, but the weather and the time...it seems not impossible.
"What do you want to do?" He was startled at first, he didn't see who was coming, so he just calmed down and said as calmly as possible: "Let me remind you, there is surveillance here."
There is still lawlessness on the street... Anyway, there is not a few dollars in cash in the wallet, Lin Jinyu is struggling, and is secretly thinking whether to resist to the end or just throw the wallet with a few dollars at him. When he goes to report the crime tomorrow morning, the person behind him is He didn't say a word, neither threatened him to keep quiet, nor told him to hand over the money, but restrained his hand and got close to him.
Lin Jinyu smelled a strong smell of alcohol. God knows how much the man behind him drank. He felt dizzy just by smelling it.
——Along with the smell of wine, there was also an aura that he was very familiar with.
This black shadow...they have had countless skin-to-skin encounters. Lin Jinyu is as familiar with Zhang Xinli's body as he is with himself.
The warm breath swept across his neck through the gap in the collar, and swept into his neck. Zhang Xinli slammed straight into his arms, as if afraid that he would run away. His chest pressed tightly against Lin Jinyu's chest, sticking to him, He pressed firmly against the door—then lowered his head, ignoring Lin Jinyu's struggling movements, and pressed his lips to his.
This should be the strongest kiss he gave Lin Jinyu so far. Lin Jinyu resisted angrily, but he didn't care. After the warm lips touched his, there was an intimate contact immediately. In less than half a second, Lin Jinyu's mouth was wet There is also a strong and spicy alcohol smell.
"Get out..." Kissing without permission is all hooliganism. Lin Jinyu's anger is still lingering, and the tone in her heart is still suffocated. Ten minutes ago, she complained that he was looking for flowers and friends, and having fun. How could he have the lingering thoughts of kissing.He tried to turn his head to avoid it, but as soon as he moved, Zhang Xinli immediately stretched out his hand, half caressed and half caught his cheek and neck, not only did not take half a step back, but kissed deeper and harder.
While struggling, the hot cigarette butt burned the back of Zhang Xinli's hand, but he didn't respond to it as if he didn't feel it at all, and only asked for a kiss deeply and fiercely.
Lin Jinyu felt suffocated and out of breath... It felt a little painful, a little hot, a little overwhelming, and a little out of breath.
He thought: His grandma's, that's what it feels like to be kissed forcibly.
The rolling gate was half opened. This was on the street. Lin Jinyu couldn't avoid it, so she turned her head around and decided not to confront him head-on.
Zhang Xinli only prevented him from breaking free from the left, right and front, but he didn't expect him to be able to hide in the tunnel at all. Lin Jinyu took advantage of his stupefaction, ducked, and half crawled and half rolled into the rolling gate, panting for breath.
It's really laborious... Lin Jinyu thought to herself: Find your little lover, why come here in the middle of the night to get drunk.
Outside the door, Zhang Xinli lost his trace, but did not leave.Before Lalong made the call, he had already drank a lot of white wine, and after going to the bar, he drank a few glasses of high-alcohol cocktails with the people at Xiaoyu's table, and after he came out of the bar, he drank a lot by himself... Drinking it together is the easiest way to get over it. At this moment, all kinds of alcohol are rushing through his veins, making Zhang Xinli dizzy and hot all over, and he doesn't care about the consequences at all.
Lin Jinyu had just flashed into the interior of the piano shop, and before she could catch her breath, Zhang Xinli leaned on the leaf of the rolling shutter door, pulled it out very vigorously, and then pulled it up—it was stuck just now. The rolling gate, which seemed to be welded to death, opened in response to the sound, and went up very smoothly.
Lin Jinyu cursed in her heart: Breaking the door is really against me. When it should be opened, it will pretend to be a fool, and it will not be able to support the wall. When it should not be opened, it will rise to heaven.
The dim street light outside came in, Zhang Xinli let go of his hand, staggered a few steps, walked in, then pulled the door down with his backhand, and stepped on it to the end.
With a soft "click" that hit the bottom, the only light source was immediately blocked by the metal door leaf, and the small piano shop was instantly plunged into darkness.
At the back is the cubicle for eating and sleeping. This place is just an ordinary small facade, with no tunnel or back door. Lin Jinyu knew that there was nowhere to slip, so she stood still and looked at him silently.
Zhang Xinli's outline was not very clear in the darkness. He stopped for a few seconds after entering, probably adapting to the light.The ground was messy, with a bench to the east and a music stand to the west. After a few seconds, Zhang Xinli recognized where Lin Jinyu was, and began to walk towards him unsteadily.
After this sneak attack, Lin Jinyu was really shocked and angry. Seeing Zhang Xinli approaching step by step, he loudly reprimanded him to stop, and said, "What kind of plane are you doing at night? Are you fucking crazy? I thought it was a robbery." guilty."
Zhang Xinli turned a deaf ear and continued to approach.
"Are you deaf? Did I tell you to stop?" Lin Jinyu said, "Why don't you go have fun with your 'new friend', you go crazy here in the middle of the night, almost call the police and send you in, do you know?"
Still did not get any response, Zhang Xinli, as if he couldn't hear him at all, stepped straight across the scattered things on the ground, and grabbed his hand for the second time.
"Let go," Lin Jinyu pushed him, and said coldly, "Don't think that pretending to be drunk can be lawless. You are trespassing on a house illegally. Get out immediately."
It is true that people who pretend to be drunk can reason, but people who are really drunk can't. Zhang Xinli's dark eyes stared closely at Lin Jinyu, grabbed him to push his hand, and pressed forward involuntarily, still just kissing him regardless .
The place is not that big at all, Lin Jinyu is not as tall as him, retreating back and forth while dodging, somehow got to the corner in a daze, Zhang Xinli hugged his back, took advantage of his weight, and put his chest against his chest, like a double layer The wallpaper generally pressed him against the wall.
Is this the legendary upper brain of Worm X?Lin Jinyu couldn't push people away, and said angrily, "Go kiss your junior, what's the matter with me?"
For a moment he thought that Zhang Xinli was going to pretend to be deaf and dumb, or that he really couldn't hear at all, but it turned out that he was not.
Zhang Xinli just pressed him tightly, hugged him, and buried his head in the crook of his neck. After Lin Jinyu finished speaking, he seemed to smile slightly, and repeated the fourth last word and the last word vaguely. last word.
... Still laughing at this time, is this guy really not sober?Lin Jinyu smelled that the smell of alcohol on his body was not deceiving, and thought to herself: Don't be the same as when the two crossed the line for the first time. You are all pretending to be drunk and not remembering.
"What on earth do you want to do?" Exhausted, he couldn't break free anyway, so he simply gave up temporarily, rested for a while, took a breath, and said: "Speak, don't pretend to be dumb for me."
This time Zhang Xinli finally did not continue to "silence is golden". After feeling that Lin Jinyu stopped pushing him, he relaxed a little, took a few steps forward, and stuck closer to him. At this moment, not only the upper body, but the two Like stacking arhats, separated by two layers of fabric, they are estranged, but at the same time they are closely attached together.
Lin Jinyu felt a little dampness and heat on his neck. It was Zhang Xinli who left a kiss there: "I want to sleep with you..." He closed his eyes and murmured, "Can you..."
Lin Jinyu thought she had heard it wrong, could it be he who said it?
People who are usually calm and forbearing are often even more inhumane when they go crazy. After Zhang Xinli kissed his neck, he gently rubbed against his neck for a while, and then continued to kiss his earlobes, cheeks, and corners of his mouth... He obviously didn't intend to listen to Lin Jinyu's "Is it okay?" answer.
"Don't you fucking..." Lin Jinyu turned her head to dodge, this time he took a step faster, Zhang Xinli couldn't kiss his lips, and started to stick to him, holding his waist into the coat, pulling out the hem of the clothes involuntarily.
……
Lin Jinyu hadn't had that kind of life for a long time. When Zhang Xinli's fingertips touched his skin, his breathing became disordered and he flinched involuntarily.
Zhang Xinli seemed very satisfied with his reaction, the more Lin Jinyu trembled and flinched, the more vigorous he was, and the tighter he hugged him, I really didn't know if it was a hug or a fight, and he resorted to a bear hug strangulation.
They used to be the closest two people in the world. They both knew how each other liked to be together. Zhang Xinli's palms were warm, and even the calluses on his fingertips were well worn... If you put aside the fact that he was strong, Lin Jinyu had no choice but to It's not annoying to admit...he's always liked his face, his hands, the smell of his body.
but……
"What are you doing, show some respect!" He said angrily, "Did you eat gunpowder? What, the new girlfriend who hooked up with a friend suddenly changed his mind and didn't do anything with you, so you came here? What do you think I am? Don't let him go!" Mom is like a hot-haired male dog."
However, in the face of such criticism and questioning, Zhang Xinli began to play "I can't hear Dafa" again. Lin Jinyu scolded Lin Jinyu, and he touched his.
Although embracing through clothes is like scratching one's boots, this kind of stimulation like hugging a pipa and half covering one's face is still very exciting for two people who have been separated for a long time, Zhang Xinli said: "I am a male dog... He kissed Lin Jinyu's cheek and whispered, "Then what are you?"
Yes……
Lin Jinyu said angrily, "I'm a human being."
"En." Zhang Xinli replied, and suddenly stretched out his hand, clamped his chin without any warning, forcing Lin Jinyu to open his mouth, turned his head and kissed him.
The previous intimacy was interrupted, but this time he asked for it even more urgently and ruthlessly, the tip of his tongue kept hooking and fondling, not only entangled with his lips and tongue, but occasionally brushed his teeth, kissing Lin Jinyu almost without a chance to breathe No.
A strange but familiar feeling... Lin Jinyu thought of every kiss they had when they were together in the past, jerky, careful, gentle, passionate, none of them were so rough.
He clearly felt that although he didn't respond, Zhang Xinli's breathing was still getting rough in such a rough kiss.
...This is the release of the seal to reveal the nature?Lin Jinyu scolded him in her heart: dog.
Zhang Xinli had no way of knowing his mental activities. He drank too much and stayed in the same place for a long time. The air around him seemed to have a faint smell of alcohol, and the lust that had been suppressed for too long filled him. Everything in the outside world seems to be ignored by him.Zhang Xinli pulled out his hand, forced Lin Jinyu to kiss him and at the same time began to unbutton him indiscriminately, it seemed that he was not satisfied with just kissing and touching.
It's not bad, it's unbearable to make an inch of it.Unclear, Lin Jinyu absolutely does not intend to indulge him to the end, but although he has gained a lot of muscle, the gap in skills cannot be made up in a month or two. Zhang Xinli is very good at controlling his joints with skill, He couldn't break free... Damn it, Lin Jinyu complained: I knew that after breaking up, I would spend 48 hours a day in the gym every day, and practice to become a giant rock, and see how he dares to fight fiercely with me.
But as long as the mind doesn't slip, there are always more solutions than difficulties. His long-term non-resistance made Zhang Xinli slowly relax the pressure on him, and began to focus more on kissing and undressing him.Lin Jinyu waited for a while, when Zhang Xinli kissed enough for the time being, and began to rub the sticky tip of his nose against his neck, he exerted all his strength and began to struggle hard.
He thought he would succeed in one fell swoop, and a golden cicada would come out of his shell, but Zhang Xinli seemed to be on guard against his hand. As soon as Lin Jinyu broke out, he immediately exerted vigilance again and pushed him back.
Probably because he played too many tricks, Zhang Xinli finally developed a memory, and he was on guard even when he was drunk.
Damn, it seems that this way is not working.
Lin Jinyu began to feel depressed, what is this?Strong J?He can go to Master Zhang Xinli.
"Don't move..." Zhang Xinli restrained him again and slowly held his hand, as if he wanted to guide him to hug him back. He gently bit Lin Jinyu's soft earlobe, and said with a sigh: "Be good, just like this." Once... you didn't... promise to say yes."
Desire will not be annihilated. Even if it is controlled at that time, it will only hide and gradually expand in the depths of your consciousness, and often the more you suppress it, the greater the expansion. When people are drunk, the desire in the subconscious loses suppression. Naturally, it emerged.
Why did you promise to say yes... Lin Jinyu was dizzy from the smell of alcohol. After thinking about it, he thought: Could it be the last time I asked if I should make an appointment?
"Do you think it's an exchange voucher? You can use it whenever you want," Zhang Xinli said with soft lips, and he bit it lightly. Lin Jinyu felt a numbness rising from his earlobe, and the tip of his ear turned slightly red. He gritted his teeth and pushed Rejected: "There is no shop in that village after passing by, so you think you are choosing your concubine by flipping your cards?"
Also, what is "just this time", once, there will be two times, three times and four times, Lin Jinyu will never be fooled again, the first time without a condom, the first time... After the dog has tasted the sweetness, he always refuses to obey orders .
"I say it one last time, let it go."
Zhang Xinli rubbed his neck back and forth, and replied sullenly, "No."
Lin Jinyu didn't agree, so Zhang Xinli stopped asking, and just moved his hands down, as if he wanted to lift him up by his thighs and let him lie down.
In this situation, once you lie down, wouldn't you be at the mercy of others?Lin Jinyu was quick to wit, and suddenly changed his strategy, no longer baring his teeth and claws like a hedgehog with thorns, but took the initiative to half-circle Zhang Xinli's neck before Zhang Xinli could fully hug him.
The long-lost initiative really had immediate results. Zhang Xinli was a little surprised, but immediately paused for a while, waiting for Lin Jinyu to fully wrap his arms around him.
"Forget it... I thought about it carefully, um... it's not impossible, but..." Lin Jinyu began to persuade: "Don't be so anxious."
'Don't be so anxious' is also what he often said before. In such a short period of time, it is a problem to see a person's attitude change so quickly, but Zhang Xinli is not very sober at the moment. The words were doubtful, but he hesitated.
You have to strike while the iron is hot, and Lin Jinyu has already made up his mind. He wrapped his hands around Zhang Xinli's neck very obediently, and kissed him proactively. Go in and touch his back.
Just like dry wood meeting a raging fire, Lin Jinyu opened her eyes in the darkness and watched Zhang Xinli's immersed face. He came to chase.
Zhang Xinli's breathing became more and more rapid, and he didn't have the intention to stop the intimacy and put him down. Lin Jinyu leaned back on him and moved forward, grabbing the back of his head so that he couldn't dodge.
"Slow down...slow down..." Lin Jinyu put his hands on his strong waist, Zhang Xinli seemed impatient, bit his lip and said, "Hold tight..."
"Okay..." Lin Jinyu's eyes were calm from beginning to end, he agreed with his mouth, and he seemed to be very cooperative, slightly lowered his body, bit Zhang Xinli's Adam's apple, and at the same time stretched his hand down, as if he was really "following the good", ready to go obediently Touch Zhang Xinli.
The most vulgar and old-fashioned way is always the best when dealing with men.
It was too late, but Lin Jinyu caught the moment when Zhang Xinli was distracted and focused on making out, put his hands through his waist, hugged him tightly, and pushed his knees into his crotch.
It was impossible for Zhang Xinli to be on guard in this state, and he was so strong that he immediately let out a low growl, and bent down uncontrollably.
... What is it called? Ginger is still old and spicy.Lin Jinyu clearly felt the blow and didn't stop for a moment. She pushed the weak Zhang Xinli away and was about to leave.
But he seemed to have underestimated the willpower of a person when he was up there, or maybe because of his soft heart, he couldn't help but use all his strength. In short, just as Lin Jinyu shook off him and took three steps forward, Zhang Xinli turned back enduring the pain, and swiped from behind He hugged him by the waist.
This time he didn't hold back anymore, Lin Jinyu only had time to say "no" in his heart before he felt the world spinning and his back hit the cold, hard ground.
"You fucking..."
The cheated man is always angry, and the cheated drunk is even more so.Just as Lin Jinyu cursed, Zhang Xinli's sullen voice sounded above his head: "You accept him, but reject me?"
I don't know if it was an illusion, but with such a weak light, Lin Jinyu seemed to see Zhang Xinli's eyes were a little red.
"Go away." If the trick doesn't work, he can only go head-to-head. He also glared at Zhang Xinli, and said, "Why do you accept that he rejects you? I accept whoever is my freedom. Zhang Xinli, being strong will only make me think you are despicable and shameless. Not a man."
Zhang Xinli spread his legs and straddled him, making him almost unable to move. The expression on his face was complicated, it seemed to be angry, but also seemed to be sad: "You will know soon whether I am a man or not."
I know your uncle knows, Lin Jinyu almost wanted to punch him.
When I was at the door before, although the dog was also using force, but there was still a three-point gentleness in that toughness, but it was completely different now.After Zhang Xinli said that sentence, he folded his legs into an inverted "eight", half pressed and half clamped Lin Jinyu's struggling leg, then grabbed his collar with both hands, and pulled it violently.
The buttons on the cheap coat were simply fixed with thread, and they weren't very strong in the first place. Zhang Xinli's movements were quick and precise, and extremely rough. When he pulled the white buttons, they immediately flew around, jumping to the ground like rice grains.
Zhang Xinli tore off the thick shirt that Lin Jinyu was wearing underneath, and looked down at his naked chest and abdomen exposed in front of him, looking all the way up from the lower abdomen with full desire in his eyes.
The rough palm passed over the skin, causing a shiver. Lin Jinyu twisted her body and wanted to turn over and throw him off, but the more he struggled, the more brutal Zhang Xinli became.
Panting and struggling, Lin Jinyu was still pressed under him, and watched him stretch out his hand, as if, as if, maybe wanted to do something by force.
"How dare you!" Lin Jinyu's chest rose and fell rapidly. He had never experienced such a sense of humiliation and powerlessness, and he never imagined that one day he would be lied to by Zhang Xinli...
Zhang Xinli was in a daze, and Lin Jinyu's gaze was like a steel needle. He looked at that piercing gaze for a moment, then rudely shook off Lin Jinyu's hands that were pushing with all his might, and said, "I dare..." He panted , said: "I have always... dared."
Lin Jinyu said, "Fuck you."
He still didn't give up resisting, Zhang Xinli firmly pressed him down, and while fighting with him, he stroked his slightly tangled hair soothingly.
"You dare to come and try." Lin Jinyu's eyes seemed to be on fire: "I promise you will never have that thing to use again."
Zhang Xinli ignored his warning, slid his knees back slightly, bent down, and stuck to him intimately from top to bottom.
Lin Jinyu clearly felt the weight of an adult. Zhang Xinli propped up his side with one hand, and lowered his hand to hide in the shadows.
"Get off, get off!" Burning hot breath on the side of his neck, Lin Jinyu tried to push his knee against him, Zhang Xinli bent his forearm and put half of his weight on his shoulder blades to subdue him, Lin Jinyu groaned, I felt a burst of severe pain, and my collarbone felt like it was about to break.
"You guys..." Zhang Xinli comforted him for a while, then let go of his waist, his left hand went up and down and opened his jaws to grab his neck, staring at him, panting softly: "Will you fuck him, or will he fuck you?" ?”
"None of your business." Lin Jinyu clenched her teeth tightly, half out of pain and half out of anger.
With the expected four words, Zhang Xinli said again: "Then...is it comfortable to be with him, or to be comfortable with me..."
These are some red-faced questions. Lin Jinyu suddenly felt a dull pain in his neck. It was Zhang Xinli who was half-sucking and half-kissing the side of his neck. He was very hard every time. Lin Jinyu felt that Zhang Xinli's lips touched Everywhere is hot, you don't need to look at it to know that it will be full of traces when you get up tomorrow.
Expected no answer.Zhang Xinli didn't mind either. After leaving a series of imprints, he let go of Karin Jinyu's hand around his neck, wrapped his arms around his waist, and finally started to push forward impatiently.
The man really reacted no matter what, Lin Jinyu's legs were pressed down by him, and he couldn't move at all... It was very humiliating.
Zhang Xinli drank too much, in fact he couldn't do much, he just hugged him, forcefully, regardless.
……
"Believe it or not..." he said, "I stabbed you with a knife?"
He really had the urge to slash him with a knife, and then ate this bastard surnamed Zhang alive.
"You poke..." At this moment, all Zhang Xinli's thoughts were elsewhere, and Lin Jinyu could no longer resist. He gently rubbed the tip of his nose against his cheek, as if to comfort him after going crazy, and as if asking Lin Jinyu to help him: "I want to die." ...I miss on you."
Such words and tone made Lin Jinyu's heart tremble, but no matter whether he spoke the truth after drinking or talked nonsense after drinking, such words and actions were too presumptuous.
It seems that you are the only one who is so pitiful and wronged. If you leave me, don't you live forever and drink wine?
All kinds of resentment and unwillingness accumulated from this breakup, together with the disappointment and loss buried in his heart in the distant past, rushed to his heart. He was angry and wronged, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, so he punched Zhang Xinli in the face.
Once he started to move his hands, he couldn't hold back. Zhang Xinli rode on him, and received two heavy punches on the side of the face and the chin, but he didn't seem to feel it, and would rather bear it than still press him firmly.
When a person is pushed into a hurry, his strength will suddenly become very strong. Lin Jinyu is full of humiliation mixed with grief and dissatisfaction, almost tearing apart.After throwing a few punches without holding back, he grabbed Zhang Xinli by the collar, staggered his legs, turned over abruptly, knocked him to the ground, and punched him again.
"I told you to dare to come, don't you dare?" He growled almost hysterically, punching every time he asked a question: "How capable you are, what a master you are, you can come and leave whenever you want, right? My mother's life is so cheap, because you have no father or mother, but you said no, so you don't want it?"
Say no, don't want me.
The iron man couldn't bear to be beaten straight up, Zhang Xinli bent his forearm and started to block, Lin Jinyu was still just beating him madly: "You dare to be your uncle, only you have grown up like that, right? Only you can be good at people? I feel that I am a 1." Amazing? You can use force on others casually? I have followed you for a long time and ruined your brain? Who the hell can't get on people!"
It was a very venting roar, Lin Jinyu's strikes became more and more serious, and Zhang Xinli began to fight back.
The ground was in a mess, Lin Jinyu swung his fist, Zhang Xinli grabbed the collar and overturned it with one hand, and then rushed forward. The two of them wrestled and rolled a few times in the mess, bumping into so many small things, just like Tai Chi Tu.
Both sides fought hard. Lin Jinyu's punch hit the corner of Zhang Xinli's mouth, and a few streaks of blood came out. Her stomach was also pushed, and she was excruciatingly painful. There were red marks left by the violent pulling on her shoulder blades, wrists, and arms.
After a struggle, the two of them exhausted all their energy and were out of breath.
Zhang Xinli clung to him tightly from the beginning to the end. Lin Jinyu lost his strength first, and he clasped his wrist with a "bang", pressed him from behind, and slammed heavily on the rolling gate, making a loud noise.
Zhang Xinli's broad chest pressed against his back, and the two of them stopped at the same time, panting for breath.
"I said I didn't do it on purpose..." Lin Jinyu heard Zhang Xinli's voice very close behind him, and said in his ear, "I also explained...what else do you want..."
Want me...how...
What Zhang Xinli neglected was Lin Jinyu's feelings, which he did not hesitate to sleep on a hard bench in the hospital corridor for several weeks just to be together when he proposed to break up "for the sake of two people".
What is all Lin Jinyu's persistence and stubbornness?Is it a beautiful joke?
He thought that by explaining lightly, "The breakup is not because I don't love you", everything can be written off, and the person he loves will hug him again with a smile.
However, the fact is that even if he went back and explained tens of thousands of words, he still broke up in the warm summer wind of Qingmei, and he still left the station at the age of 17 without looking back.
The missing years never come back with his explanations.
Lin Jinyu suppressed her sobs, lowered her head slightly, and said, "Now we all have our own topic openings, and soon it will be graduation thesis...Let's just leave it at that. It's a pity that I didn't take graduation photos with you in high school."
University will be nothing but regrets.
According to Zhang Xinli's plan, they will not shoot together.
He was talking to himself, it was strange to say, although the pale explanation didn't help the matter, but it felt much better to say it this way.Lin Jinyu was about to push her head to the bone, but suddenly felt a slight tremor on her shoulder.
The tremor was very light, but it was very clear in the silent darkness. Lin Jinyu felt that Zhang Xinli's grip on his wrist was getting stronger and stronger. At the same time, there was a sudden burst of wetness at the junction of his shoulders and neck.
Lin Jinyu suddenly froze.
Zhang Xinli held his hand tightly, buried his face in his neck, his chest twitched, and the tremor was clearly conveyed to Lin Jinyu through the intersecting limbs.
—he was crying.
For a love that was never spoken and for a partner who finally no longer belonged to him.
It was pitch black all around, Lin Jinyu felt that the pressure on his wrist gradually relaxed after being tightened, Zhang Xinli seemed to be crazy enough, and finally calmed down.
No one was controlling him anymore, Lin Jinyu could get up and leave him and walk away, he could go anywhere, but he knelt quietly, letting Zhang Xinli hug him and bury his face on his shoulder, as if he suddenly lost all his strength.
He just knelt there motionless, and waited for Zhang Xinli to finish crying. After an unknown amount of time, the trembling finally disappeared.
Lin Jinyu still didn't move, Zhang Xinli breathed heavily and slowly, after a while, he leaned over to kiss his ear again as if seeking comfort.
The uproar before was very tiring, Lin Jinyu obviously felt that his movements had become more sluggish after crying, and the movements of kissing him were no longer as tough and crazy as before.
Generally speaking, after the excitement starts to fade, people will... Lin Jinyu began to count silently in his heart.
Sure enough, Zhang Xinli's movements became more and more slow and sluggish. When Lin Jinyu counted to No. 30, he finally couldn't hold on anymore. He put his chin on his shoulder, hugged him, closed his eyes, and his breathing gradually slowed down. fell asleep.
Drunk men are indeed the most ruthless. They make trouble when they want to, and sleep when they have enough trouble.
Zhang Xinli's breath on his shoulder was warm, Lin Jinyu supported him, facing the rolling gate, bowed his head in silence for a moment, raised his hand, and gently covered the back of Zhang Xinli's hand lying on his waist.
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