God said I would meet you

Lin Jinyu originally didn't intend to tell his little cousin about their breakup, but the other party's call came much faster than he expected.

"Xiaoyu," the little cousin said straight to the point: "I heard that you... that?"

"If we broke up, we broke up. What's that?" Lin Jinyu's voice could not hear any emotion: "But cousin, how did you know?"

He is not in Shanghai, so it is undoubtedly very problematic to get the news as quickly as if he had opened his eyes at this time, unless someone specially communicated with him.

"Uh..." the little cousin said: "I went to see your mountain yesterday, and, three, ク., but the building was empty, so I asked the one I rented with you, and said that you two moved out separately."

When taking care of him before, the couple in the same room did deal with the little cousin a few times, but the details could not stand up to scrutiny, no matter how they thought about it, they were untenable, but Lin Jinyu had no intention of finding out the truth: "Whatever," he said Said: "You say so, so be it, I don't care."

"..." The little cousin said, "Xiaoyu, don't be too sad."

Breaking up, falling out of love, changing anyone would be sad, and after that period of getting along, the little cousin could tell that although the partner was a man, Lin Jinyu took this relationship very seriously.

However, Lin Jinyu replied: "I'm not sad," he said, "Really, I don't feel anything... If I have to say it, I should be angry, angry that I was blind, nothing else."

"That's not enough..." The little cousin originally wanted to enlighten and comfort him, but Lin Jinyu's reaction made him at a loss for what to say: "Zhang Xinli is actually quite a good person. He has come to this point. It can be said that it is God's will, you are right, and he is also right."

"Don't mention the name, just use him to refer to it," Lin Jinyu said: "I don't want to hear these three syllables. I am an atheist. I don't believe in God's will. It's nothing more than admitting defeat. If you admit defeat, you will admit defeat. Don't look for high-sounding reasons. "

"Okay, okay," said the little cousin, "I don't want to mention it, it's all over anyway, I'm calling this time mainly to tell you... Well, I just sent 8 yuan to your card, you take it , pay for what you should pay, take responsibility for what you should be responsible for, and then..."

"8 yuan?" Lin Jinyu frowned: "Why do you suddenly have so much spare money?"

Of course, my little cousin’s family is not poor. Although his parents’ jobs are decent in the eyes of ordinary people, they are paid a fixed salary. They are not in business like Lin Huainan. Housing prices in Hangzhou are rising day by day. My little cousin now has mortgages and car loans. With the addition of double buffs, the loan to be repaid every month is five figures. Some time ago, Lin Jinyu took the initiative to ask him to borrow money, but he could only get out a few thousand yuan. Why did he suddenly become a local tyrant now?

"Didn't you bump into someone?" the little cousin said, "It's not a trivial matter. I'm your cousin. How could I really not care about it? Even if I borrow it, I have to let you go through this paragraph first."

Lin Jinyu said, "Really."

"Of course," said the little cousin, "it should be enough, Xiao Yu, it's time to take care of it. If you want to relax, just have fun for two or three days and have fun. When you feel better, then--" He said: "Just... go home, I will accompany you."

"Thanks," Lin Jinyu said, "But I know my own affairs, and I don't plan to go home."

"Why?" The little cousin was surprised. He felt that the cousin had no place to go. After the separation, the conflict between him and the uncle would no longer exist. Why didn't he go home: "Didn't you and...he break up already? ?"

"It's a separation, but it doesn't matter whether I go home or not," Lin Jinyu laughed: "You don't understand, my dad doesn't understand, he doesn't understand, you will never understand, I am fine, I have nothing to do Goodbye." After finishing speaking, he hung up without waiting for the other party to reply.

Lin Ye watched the whole call from the sidelines, and when he saw him end the call, he said, "Is your 'very good' sincere?"

"Of course." Lin Jinyu looked at his hand: "This is your guitar?"

Lin Ye was holding a guitar that he had never seen before. The guitar seemed to be smaller than the guitars that the general public is familiar with. The strings were made of nylon and the frets were different. The brown-red panel glowed with warm tones.

"Yes," Lin Ye said, "I'm going to teach the little kid later, during which you can do whatever you want, and have dinner together after the class."

Lin Jinyu said, "Your guitar seems to be different from Xu Zhao's."

"Of course, it's classical..." Lin Ye saw his puzzled expression, and said, "Forget it, you won't understand even if I tell you."

Confusing the public is the fate of unpopular majors.

Lin Ye now basically earns his living by taking jobs. He will go to any bar where there are important people at night, and he will go to the guest bar. During the day, he will be a tutor for children or art candidates. But it won't starve to death.

"I listen to art," Lin Jinyu said, "I really think it's pretty good. You see, I still have the heart to listen to music."

Lin Ye said: "...I think you have taken too much medicine."

After taking the medicine in the hospital, the whole person's mood will be affected, and he will become dull and desireless, as if he is going to become a fairy. Lin Jinyu said: "No, it's not the influence of that, it's just a breakup, it's nothing."

Nothing, little things, he didn't feel anything, and he wasn't upset.

"You won't stop the medicine yourself, will you?" Lin Ye's expression became serious: "Don't go crazy."

"No," Lin Jinyu said, "I love myself very much."

"..."

Lin Ye was in a complicated mood. At first he was not optimistic about Lin Jinyu's unrequited love, because he had seen too many similar things. Straight men are like a compulsory course in gay life. When people learn to give up, they are considered qualified.

But the fact gave him a slap in the face, Zhang Xinli loved him—— actually loved him.Regarding this point, Lin Ye was as surprised as Wang Xiu.

Then he felt that Zhang Xinli should just play for fun, although this kind of play may be unconscious, but it is still for fun, to satisfy the regrets of his youth, and the irresistible desire of his young body, hold hands, take each other Kiss, get another bed, and then he'll go back and get married.

Lin Ye originally predicted this way, but he seems to have guessed wrong again.

After witnessing how Zhang Xinli and Lin Jinyu got along for a period of time, and knowing all the things that happened, Lin Ye also began to think that it was impossible for a straight man to do this.

Only love can drive two people who are not related by blood to give everything for each other.

No matter what orientation, what percentage, that is love, true and sincere, and for a moment, because of the two of them, he has to believe in love.

result……

"Only you know how you feel in your heart," Lin Ye shrugged, "Don't show others how sad...and don't show others how happy you are."

Lin Jinyu was silent for a few seconds, neither acknowledging nor denying, just said: "Understood, life mentor."

"No, I can't stand this hat," Lin Ye said, "I'm a preschool tutor now."

"It doesn't matter what you are," Lin Jinyu turned on the phone, and saw that there was indeed an extra 8 in the card. He hadn't seen so many zeros in his account for a long time, and immediately transferred more than 5 to the child's father, then looked up, He said: "Can I stay here for a few days, just give me a sofa, and you will pay the rent."

"My place?" Lin Ye now lives in the small lounge behind the piano store—this piano store was opened by a classmate of his class. No, it’s not that good, it’s not as good as your previous single room, I don’t mind if you don’t mind using the floor as a bunk.”

"Thousands of hectares of good land only eat three meals a day, and ten thousand rooms in Guangsha only sleep on three feet of couch." Lin Jinyu returned the page without touching the other money in the card, and looked at him: "Take me in until the beginning of school, and the utility bills will be shared equally. .”

"It's really cultured," Lin Ye blinked, and said, "I hope that being away from the 'homeland' can make you let go as soon as possible."

"..." Lin Jinyu said, "You're quite smart, unlike Xu Zhao, who keeps asking around."

"I'm not a stupid straight man." Lin Ye glanced at the wall clock on the wall: "Okay, it's almost time for class, if you want to move here, just bring your things, and put them away by yourself. Just don't mess with my things... Let me be clear first, I am a messy person."

The time of bar performances is not fixed, and it is common for work to end at ten o'clock or early in the morning. In addition, he himself likes to go out to drink, so Lin Jinyu wants to keep him company...well...he has to adapt to his schedule.

"It doesn't matter," Lin Jinyu said, "I'm not very disciplined, just don't practice the piano while I'm studying."

"Then you'd better buy earplugs yourself."

……

It was settled like this, even though they broke up, Lin Jinyu still didn't go home, and the people close to him didn't seem to understand that the reason why he didn't go home was not Zhang Xinli, Zhang San Li Si Wang Wu X Liu, but because he was him.

In mid-to-late June, the school's scholarship for the last semester came out. Although he didn't participate in the competition and didn't have access to various scholarships that favored poor students, Lin Jinyu was the first class and still got five or six thousand.

He took this small windfall, but he didn't know how to spend it. He opened his eyes, ate, and didn't know what to do until noon, and then ate, and ate again.

He avoided everything related to Zhang Xinli, as if he had no interest at all, didn't want to explore, and would not shed a tear for him. Lin Jinyu felt that he would be alone in this life, it was impossible to get married, and he no longer wanted to fall in love, so It's also pretty good, people who can't feel the temperature deserve to live a boring, temperature-free life.

In stark contrast to this is Lin Ye, whose nightlife is always rich, performing, drinking, and meeting new friends. Lin Jinyu's expressionless face all day makes him feel a little "sorrowful for his misfortune, angry for his indisputability". In this era where everything is like eating fast food, gay love needs to be more fast-paced—isn’t it just a man, it’s easy to find.

One day, he said: "Don't stay in the house all day and play games, go play with me, meet some 'new friends', maybe there is a type you like."

The author says:

"Thousands of hectares of fertile land only eat three meals a day, and tens of thousands of mansions only sleep on three feet of couch." It seems to be from "Zengguang Xianwen".