God said I would meet you

"Didn't you say not to go out, can't you hear me?"

The small house where only a few old tenants used to come in and out was bustling at the moment. There were four people crowded in the small living room. Lin Jinyu, Xu Zhao, Zhang Xinli, and the little cousin. His tone was like that of the squad leader training recruits, as serious as he could be.

The little cousin sat on the sofa, with the same serious expression as him, and chimed in: "Yes, even if you go out, you should inform me, how can you leave without saying a word, we will come back in the afternoon and find no one inside and out , do you two know how anxious we are?"

God knows how nervous he was when he was in such a hurry, he finally finished his work, drove over in a hurry to take over, opened the door but found that the room was empty, he was afraid that he would look under the window and see his cousin jumping down and lying there... Then I remembered that this was the first floor, so I calmed down a little.

Xu Zhao and Lin Jinyu were like two chicken cubs, standing opposite the coffee table, one was speechless and the other was expressionless.

"...Didn't we just go out and play for a few hours?" Xu Zhao said, "We're both in our 20s, big brother, so what?"

He didn't understand the situation, didn't know how exhausted the two people in front of him were to take care of Lin Jinyu, they were worried every day, for fear that if he didn't pay attention, he would be stimulated by some trivial matter and suddenly break down emotionally.

"As for!" The little cousin put on a pair of pants with Zhang Xinli at this moment: "You you you..."

Lin Jinyu is still there, but he can't just say that my cousin is sick, he is really a dumb man eating coptis.

"Speechless, worry too much." Xu Zhao couldn't comprehend the feeling of the two of them facing a sick patient, "holding it in their hands for fear of falling, holding it in their mouth for fear of melting", and he was completely speechless, if he didn't know this It was Lin Jinyu's cousin, and he rolled his eyes.

"At least say something when you go out in the future," Zhang Xinli said, "don't take him around."

"..." Xu Zhao said, "Oh."

Anyway, Lin Jinyu was willing to go out, Zhang Xinli was a little surprised and pleasantly surprised, it seems that what the doctor said was true, it would be good for him to get in touch with friends more.

Lin Jinyu, who was talking outside just now, stopped talking in front of the two of them. Zhang Xinli glanced at his watch, it was time to cook, and he said, "Okay, forget it this time, let's call it a day."

The little cousin had no choice but to swallow the scolding words he hadn't spoken yet.

Zhang Xinli stood up and walked towards Lin Jinyu. Xu Zhao had just been scolded by him, and then saw that he seemed to have something to say, so he walked away in a desperate mood, and retreated into the room to play games.

Lin Jinyu looked at the direction where Xu Zhao was leaving, frowned, as if he was a little uneasy, and wanted to go together, but Zhang Xinli stopped in front of him, seeing that he had been walking outside for a day, and his collar was not properly fixed, so he subconsciously reached out to try to fix it. But it stopped when it was about to touch him.

"..." He gathered his fingers together, paused for a few seconds and then slowly put his hand down.

The little cousin stood at the back with a sad look on his face.

"What do you want to eat tonight?" Zhang Xinli said to Lin Jinyu, "Say something, okay?"

He knew that Lin Jinyu would not answer him, but he still had a little hope.

Lin Jinyu lowered her eyelids and remained silent.

As expected, the hope in his arms was not so great, and the disappointment was not so great. Zhang Xinli smiled self-deprecatingly, turned and left.

Seeing the back going to the kitchen made the little cousin feel uncomfortable, he couldn't help but said: "Xiao Yu, after so many days, you should have had enough, that day...he was also doing it for your own good."

Lin Huainan also often said this sentence, no matter what parents do, the starting point is for your own good.

But that didn't work.

If "a good starting point" can be used as the only argument to prove right or wrong and the rationality of things, then the saying "doing bad things with good intentions" will not exist in the world.

No one knew what was going on in Lin Jinyu's mind. The sound of water washing rice came from the kitchen, and the little cousin said something, probably to make him understand Zhang Xinli's difficulties. All of them have their own difficulties.

Lin Jinyu didn't nod or shake his head. He stood still and listened to his little cousin, then turned and entered the room.

……

"Did you buy the dishes today?" The little cousin rolled up his sleeves and picked them up on the side: "My friend Xiaoyu is here, let's cook more dishes."

"If I don't buy it, who else can buy it?" Zhang Xinli said while adding water to cook, "I'm busy today, it's left over from yesterday."

Sometimes things like to squeeze together, and it is the end of the month, and the social animals are busy.

The little cousin has been taking care of Lin Jinyu with him for so many days, and I have experienced firsthand how difficult it is to face a person who is full of negative energy all the time. It is a kind of torture from body to mind, and shared adversity is always easy to breed He saw Lin Jinyu's performance just now, showing a kind of pure, simple friendship like revolutionary emotion, and now he couldn't help comforting Zhang Xinli.

"Don't worry about it just now," the little cousin was about to help him, wash some vegetables or something, so he picked out a bag of vegetables from the basket and said, "He didn't mean it, or he was sick. Control him." No."

"I know," Zhang Xinli didn't look up, "Forget it."

The room was not well ventilated. Xu Zhao felt bored just now, so he opened the doors and windows of the room. Zhang Xinli was cooking, so he didn't pay attention.The little cousin washed the dishes, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "To be honest, don't talk about you. I was so angry with Xiaoyu several times, so I said I wouldn't take medicine, I wouldn't listen to the arrangement, and I wouldn't talk if I asked. , or it emits huge negative energy, telling you to leave it alone... He doesn't want to think about how it is possible to ignore it."

Zhang Xinli cooked the rice and began to wash the pot: "You said it, he can't control it."

"Yes," said the little cousin, "but I also know that every day like this, people will inevitably get angry. If you have any unpleasantness, just say it. I am his cousin. If you want to be angry, you can get angry at me appropriately." OK," he said, "Really, I promise I won't say anything."

"..." Zhang Xinli was silent for a while, then said, "No."

He said: "It's my fault, I know, there's nothing to get angry about."

"...Oh." The little cousin sighed.

Zhang Xinli continued to make vegetables, the little cousin thought about it, and said: "I just saw that there are no good dishes, otherwise, I will go buy a chicken now, and the doctor just said that drinking more chicken soup is good for Xiaoyu... You drink more too."

"It's time to eat, and it's too late to stew now." Zhang Xinli cooked the rice and began to wash the pot: "You can make it for him tomorrow if you have time, I won't eat it."

"Then I'll buy it now, and I'll get a piece to eat tomorrow," said the little cousin, "That's it, don't be special." Without waiting for his refusal, he went out with the money for shoes.

Just buy it, no matter what, the doctor did clearly say that drinking some chicken soup and fish soup can help supplement nutrition, and it can also relieve Lin Jinyu's insomnia.

Zhang Xinli was silently cooking on the spot. The little cousin talked about it for at least half an hour. He had prepared what should be prepared, and was hesitating whether to start cooking now or wait until he came back. Suddenly, he felt someone behind him. .

People may indeed have such a thing as a sixth sense. Sometimes even though you can't see it, you can just feel the eyes falling on you.

At first, Zhang Xinli thought it was Mr. Xu Zhao who had nothing to do to come over to inspect, so he turned around, intending to tell others that they were not ready yet, so he would not eat, and asked him to wait, but he turned around and looked up, and there was no sound for a moment. up.

Standing behind him was not Xu Zhao, but Lin Jinyu.

The kitchen was stuffy and humid, and there was a lingering smell of oily smoke. Lin Jinyu stood behind him for an unknown amount of time, just staring at him stupidly.

Zhang Xinli moved a bit, and accidentally touched the edge of the pot, almost knocking over things. In Lin Jinyu's eyes, he seemed very nervous.

—He was really nervous.

Lin Jinyu still couldn't see any emotion in his eyes. He looked at Zhang Xinli with these emotionless eyes, and the two sides looked at each other in silence for a long time.

Lin Jinyu started to walk forward.

At the same time, Zhang Xinli took a step back, a man who was about 180 meters away, as if suddenly he didn't know where to put his hands.

This might be the first time Lin Jinyu walked to where he was in these days. Zhang Xinli stared at him intently, and even stopped breathing for a moment.

The expression on Lin Jinyu's face was unpredictable, Zhang Xinli didn't know what he was doing here, was he concerned about eating when he was hungry?Impossible, but caring about him...probably even more impossible.

In any case, this was his rare initiative to approach in recent days, Zhang Xinli held his breath and concentrated, wanting to see what he was going to do.

Xu Zhao was nowhere to be seen, probably playing games by himself in the room. Lin Jinyu walked to a place about half a meter away from Zhang Xinli, and stopped moving.

"Jinyu..." After confronting each other for more than ten seconds, Zhang Xinli finally couldn't bear it anymore and called his name.

He really wants to ask him what's wrong, what he's doing here, if he's feeling better, or if he's not feeling well... He just wants to hear him say something, no matter what.

However, as soon as he made a sound, Lin Jinyu turned around and left.

Moodiness is probably like this, never knowing what he is thinking in his heart, Lin Jinyu seems to want to get close to him at first, but for some reason he has to leave again.

Does this mean that he has changed?And at the moment, there was no one else around except the two of them. It was a rare opportunity. Zhang Xinli acted faster than his brain. Before he could comfort him and tell him to be fine, don't go, his hand had already grabbed him first.

"Jinyu," Zhang Xinli said: "Do you want to say something, just say something, and tell me? Just one sentence, anything..."

With her back turned to him, Lin Jinyu struggled hard, trying to escape back to the room.

Zhang Xinli did not let go, and said: "Listen to me, I was wrong, I was wrong, okay, I should have stood with you to face your father from the beginning, and I shouldn't take chances and not take you there for a long time. For a follow-up visit, you should not force you in the same way as your father, and you should not say that you are sick," he tried to hug Lin Jinyu to calm him down: "forgive me, isn't it enough for so many days? Talk to me or want me to do something, you don't blame me for what I do?"

A lifetime sounds really long and beautiful.

Lin Jinyu never made a sound. The two were emotional. Zhang Xinli pressed his shoulders and forced Lin Jinyu to turn around, wanting him to look at her face to face. It is full of tears.

"...I never blamed you."

Lin Jinyu's voice was hoarse and deep. It was the first time Zhang Xinli heard him speak to himself in the past half a month: "I don't want you to say that you are wrong. I really... have never blamed you."

If you say wrong, the day you fell in love is wrong. There are reasons for everything in the past. For them, some are love, hatred, hatred, ignorance, five poisons, six desires, seven emotions and eight sufferings. There is no right or wrong.