God said I would meet you

“五月吃花了1100……烟200……七七八八的饮料60……聚餐50……车票220，六月房租600……餐饮1200……聚餐20……烟300……车票750……”

At the end of the month, Lin Jinyu sat at the desk, opened the electronic bill, and roughly calculated her expenses in the past two months.

It was a long holiday in May, so it was inevitable that he would play a little more. Even with his mother's support of one thousand and two later, he didn't have a penny left. June was better... and there was one hundred and three left.

As before, it was basically the moonlight, and Lin Jinyu himself didn't know why he spent so much money in a daze.

Seeing that it was summer vacation, he applied to do a project with a teacher in a certain direction, so he didn't plan to go back, but he didn't submit an application to stay in school. Anyway, there is a rented house outside, and the vacancy is vacant, so why waste it.

Counting the days, Zhang Xinli's birthday is next month... Since the end of the May Day holiday, the two of them have been very busy. They have met three or four times in two months, and they are basically doing that... This time Just in time to help him celebrate his birthday.

At the end of the month, it was time for the family to send money again, and the funds should be sufficient. Lin Jinyu began to think about what gift to give him, and he would definitely not be able to sell the trivial things. At least eight or nine hundred and one thousand, the money must be his own If you go out, you can't let your family know.

On the day of July, roommates packed their luggage and returned home one by one. The dormitory was going to be closed for centralized accommodation. Lin Jinyu packed up all the things she needed and moved them to the rental house, preparing to devote herself to doing chores in the research group.

He called Zhang Xinli and asked him how he wanted to spend his birthday, but Zhang Xinli said no, and asked him to work on the project at school.

This obviously shows consideration for his hard work, but Lin Jinyu disagrees. In his impression, birthdays are a big event, and they should be celebrated with great fanfare and lawlessness... just like every birthday he has had in the past 21 years.

"I'm okay, really," Lin Jinyu said while unpacking the cardboard boxes and tidying up the room, "I'm not that busy. If you don't have time, I can go to your place. It's not like I haven't been there before."

"Forget it, I don't care. We can meet again after your birthday." Zhang Xinli is indeed very busy these days. After the holidays, there will be more children looking for him to train, and more classes will be arranged. During the holidays, he has to find a job to pay for the next semester's tuition... Even if Lin Jinyu comes, he may not have time to accompany him. Of course, the main reason is that he loves his boyfriend and can't bear to make him tired.

"You don't care about me, how can I live?" Lin Jinyu said, "Either pass them all, or don't pass them all."

There was about a month's difference between their birthdays. Zhang Xinli finally thought of a compromise and said, "Then let's spend it together. My birthday will be moved to your birthday, and I will go find you."

Birthday still move?Lin Jinyu had a problem with perfectionism, and felt a little awkward, but after thinking about it, it was all about giving in, so she reluctantly agreed.

His birthday this year is in August, which is the hottest time. For the first time in his life, Lin Jinyu made an account book and started to keep accounts. He plans to save more than 1000 yuan in July to buy him a pair of sneakers. Although it is nothing new, it is practical, anyway. Zhang Xinli often plays ball, so he can use this gift.

However... the arrival of an unexpected guest disrupted his plans.

……

Lin Jinyu was found by Wang Xiu on the way back to the rental house from the administration building at 08:30 in the evening. The latter had called him twice before that, but at that time Lin Jinyu was busy moving books for the teacher and had no time catch.

Although it was dark at this time, no matter how late, the sun had already set at 08:30, and several street lights were removed on that road due to road construction. The figure who was not panting there almost thought he had run into a ghost, and he was really shocked.

"Damn..." Before he could finish his sentence with half of the stressful curse stuck in his throat, he saw the "ghost" raised his head from his arms and gave him a rather pitiful look.

Lin Jinyu: "..." After a second, she was startled on the spot, and said, "Wang Xiu? How the hell are you so scary... No, why the hell are you here!"

A few acquaintances in their dormitory told us where they were going when they left. Wang Xiu got a second degree and was indeed in the same province as him, but not in the same city. We took the same train together, we haven't bought the tickets together, and we haven't contacted each other privately, so what's going on now... what's going on?

Wang Xiu cried and said, "Whale, I really have nowhere to go."

With the faint light in the small restaurant in the distance, Lin Jinyu saw red bloodstains on his arms and face, as if he had been whipped by a bamboo chip or a feather duster, and he said, "What's going on? How did you find this place? ?”

"I...I..." Wang Xiu seemed to have cried just now, and couldn't even complete a sentence. Lin Jinyu choked on three words and said, "Don't cry, just say it well."

"I have no money...he spent all my money," Wang Xiu began to cry and said, "My mother didn't want me, and my stepfather beat me up and kicked me out, and I have no money to see a doctor..."

He talked here and there with a hammer and a stick, and it was still intermittent. Lin Jinyu struggled to understand the complete causal line, but only obtained some fragmented information. He said: "Who will spend your money? Huh? What happened to your family? Did your stepfather beat you?"

"Half..." Wang Xiu cried sadly, Lin Jinyu hurriedly took out a tissue to wipe his tears and nose: "Stop crying, please speak well, why are you crying?"

Wang Xiu used half-wrapped paper back and forth. It was hot and the short sleeves could not cover anything. Lin Jinyu half dragged and half helped him to sit on the curb, and found that the bloodstains he saw at first were just the tip of the iceberg. Wang Xiu There were large bruises hidden under the white short-sleeved T-shirt, and I don't know what tool his stepfather used to beat him.

Lin Jinyu looked more and more frightened, and asked, "What's going on?"

Both Wang Xiu's eyes were red. He squeezed the tissue in his hand, sobbed from time to time in his chest, and said, "They know."

"Know what..." Lin Jinyu asked halfway, but suddenly stopped asking.

Wang Xiu is too frank, so frank that he is flamboyant, indulgent, and shameless. He is so frank that he forgets that even a person like Wang Xiu is just being himself in front of friends and classmates, and has never told his family that he is gay. .

Still a pure 0.

Lin Jinyu didn't finish asking, Wang Xiu didn't answer, and no one spoke for a while... Three to five seconds later, Wang Xiu sniffed and asked in a low voice, "Can you buy me a bowl of noodles, the cheapest one is fine, two I haven't eaten anything for days."

"...Okay." They are all classmates, so there is still some friendship over a meal.

A bowl of Lanzhou ramen was 15 yuan. Lin Jinyu led Wang Xiu into the shop and sat down. He served the noodles and paid for them, and added some eggs and noodles on his own initiative.

"Eat slowly, and no one will grab you." Lin Jinyu pushed the noodles to him. Wang Xiu looked really hungry. The big bowl of soup, soup, and water entered his mouth as if he had entered a bottomless pit. , the juice didn't even spill out of the mouth, and it was wiped out in less than 10 minutes, without a drop of soup left.

Seeing his turbulent appearance, Lin Jinyu asked, "Do you want more? Order another bowl."

Wang Xiu's eyes were still a little red and swollen, he wiped his mouth and said, "Thanks, no need."

It's really not advisable to eat too much at once after being very hungry. Lin Jinyu still didn't understand what happened, and asked, "How did you mess up like this? It's too exaggerated to lose all the food money."

Wang Xiu silently looked at the leftover soup bowl in front of her, without making a sound.

The students have all gone home, and there are few people who even take this order for supper. The boss wearing a white hat is cleaning up the chopping board and soup pot in the back kitchen, and occasionally glances at the two students.

"Talk," Lin Jinyu said, "What can you do if you don't talk when everyone is here?"

"I...whale, don't blame me." Wang Xiu's hands were shaking a little: "I don't have enough money, so go to the station window and ask where I can get you with 20 yuan. This is the only place... only here is someone I know."

"I know," these Lin Jinyu made a rough guess: "Also, why did you say your dad beat you... how did he find out that you were...that, and cheating money, what's going on?"

"It's not my father," said Wang Xiu, "it's my stepfather."

"Okay, stepfather." Lin Jinyu followed him and waited quietly for the next sentence.

Wang Xiudao: "Whale, I have no other place to go, can you...let me stay for a few days, just a few days."

"You have to make it clear that I can let you live," Lin Jinyu said, "We are all classmates. When everyone is in trouble, they can help if they can, but you have to let me know what's going on, you Did you get scammed or robbed, let me know."

"No...not at all," Wang Xiu still lowered her head slightly, as if she was afraid of looking at others: "...it's me who is guilty."

Wang Xiu "has been in love" with many people, but there is only one mysterious "ex-boyfriend".

When Lin Jinyu was in high school, he once heard him say that Wang Xiu's happiness was written on his face that day, and he couldn't help humming a song while folding his clothes, saying that he was going to see his ex-boyfriend.

He said he wanted to wear white clothes, but he was afraid of getting dirty on the plane, because his ex-boyfriend liked him to wear white clothes.

That ex-boyfriend was eight years older than him. When he was on a business trip to Shanghai, he met 16-year-old Wang Xiu on social software, and fell in love with him for a month and a half... During that month and a half, he was so "gentle and elegant", "heart-warming" and "heart-warming". Reliable", as if it could be entrusted to her for life, but she quickly broke up with Wang Xiu after the business trip, and they broke up for many years after that.

Every time that man breaks up, he will leave something for Wang Xiu, sometimes it is a heartless word, sometimes it is a lot of excuses, sometimes it is a piece of paper asking him to send something he forgot to take away to so-and-so The note for the address...the courier fee was never paid afterwards.

But this time, what he left for Wang Xiu was a skin disease.

The horrific AIDS is not the only disease that is transmitted through sexual contact. There are many unspeakable diseases in this world that are transmitted through the kind of sports that should only happen between lovers. Tortured.

Wang Xiu has dated a lot of partners, and many of them met through virtual software. They are not familiar with each other in real life, so he is also vigilant and always asks to test papers with each other before having a relationship, but No systematic sex education has ever told him that besides AIDS, there are many kinds of STDs in the world, and they cannot be detected during the incubation period or window period, but they are still contagious. The only way to prevent it is to be careful Treat your feelings and don't be promiscuous.

In June of this year, the ex-boyfriend broke up with Wang Xiu again on the grounds of "too much pressure". In July, during the summer vacation, Wang Xiu began to notice abnormalities in his body. His mother took him to the hospital for examination, and the doctor secretly reminded the parents Something, and then the truth came out, and his secret could no longer be hidden from his family.

Both the biological mother and stepfather felt very humiliated. For a family in the system, the scandal was even more scandalous than cheating.

Those disgusting and insulting words made Wang Xiu tear his skin and quarrel with them, but it was useless. His mother felt that giving birth to this son was a shame for herself, and his stepfather beat him with a shoe sole and a feather duster After a meal, let him get out of the house. They only need the newborn child-their common child, and they don't need Wang Xiu anymore.

Wang Xiu said "Get out of here", and in a rage, spent the last money on hand to buy a ticket to go back to school overnight. He went to his "ex-boyfriend" and said that he was sick, but he really had no money. Can you take me in for a few months, but the other party seems to have evaporated from the world, the software can't be accessed, WeChat can't be replied, and the company's security guards drive away...

Wang Xiu sometimes thought, this person must be dead.

He stayed for three days, and finally sat under the overpass for two hours, searched through the address book, bought a ticket with the only 20 yuan left on him, and arrived at Lin Jinyu's place.

"..."

"Fuck me..." Lin Jinyu couldn't bear it anymore, and blurted out a dirty word.

This kind of thing that can be done in the underworld just gave him a new understanding of human responsibility and sense of responsibility. For a while, he didn't know what to say. Should he comfort Wang Xiu, scold that scumbag, or say "How can you not get your shoes wet when you often walk by the river"?

And besides righteous indignation and spurning, he also has other emotions... Probably the fear and faint worry that he sympathizes with. Lin Jinyu inevitably thinks that when he comes out in the future, will it be... worse than what he imagined before? To be a thousand times or ten thousand times more tragic?

Wang Xiu pulled a piece of paper and wiped her eyes, puffed her cheeks and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you, can you stay with me for a few days and lend me some money to see a doctor? I'll pay you back later."

"Nonsense, of course you need to be cured if you are sick." Lin Jinyu saw that his mood was still unstable, handed him a cigarette, and said, "Don't cry, you can just throw away this kind of garbage. After smoking this, go to the hospital to have a look." .”

This kind of disease is easy to relapse if you don’t apply the medicine well. Wang Xiu took it and tapped it, smoked her mouth, and said with red eyes: "Who shed tears for the dog man? I cried for myself. Crying blinded the dog's eyes, the dog What a pity a man has...it's not a pity at all."

Lin Jinyu patted him on the shoulder, stopped a car outside, and took Wang Xiu to the hospital to see a dermatologist... Wang Xiu was still in a bad mood, and she didn't want to talk to anyone other than Lin Jinyu, up and down Lin Jinyu took care of it all by herself. Fortunately, Wang Xiu had a laser before. This time the doctor took a look at them, only did an examination and prescribed some medicine.

At 10:30, it was the time he and Zhang Xinli agreed to call each day. Lin Jinyu registered, accompanied Wang Xiu for the examination, and got the test report. He went upstairs and downstairs non-stop.

The doctor was writing a list and prescribing medicine in the department. The background sound from Zhang Xinli was noisy, and footsteps could be vaguely heard. It seemed that he was still a few steps away from returning to the dormitory. Seeing that the agreed time had come, Lin Jinyu was afraid that Lin Jinyu would have to wait for a long time, so he gave it to him on the way. made a call.

"What are you doing?" Zhang Xinli's voice sounded as deep as ever: "Are you going to bed? Have you taken a shower?"

"For external use and internal use, erythromycin once a day, and pay attention to hygiene and frequent disinfection." The doctor wrote on the paper, and while writing, verbally told them some things. Lin Jinyu listened to the doctor with his right ear, and answered the phone with his left ear. Turning half of his body slightly, he said: "No, I'm still outside, I have something to do today...but soon."

"Haven't gone back yet?" Zhang Xinli looked a little surprised: "Where are you?"

"...artificial interferon is applied two to three times a day, and..."

Wang Xiu herself was not as close as Lin Jinyu, she was like a piece of wood from the beginning to the end, she had no expression on her face, and she didn't know if she was listening, so Lin Jinyu had to take the phone away temporarily: "Well, I'm sorry, how many times did you say that? "

The doctor said, "Two or three times."

Zhang Xinli asked, "Who are you talking to?"

"Doctor," Lin Jinyu said, "wait for me and report to you later."

Zhang Xinli asked, "Are you sick? Does it matter?"

"No, don't worry," Lin Jinyu said, "My classmate is sick, and he came with him. It's fine, don't worry, I'll tell you in detail when I get back later, and write a thousand-word report to the organization ,ah."

Zhang Xinli said: "...Okay, you can't hide your discomfort from me."

"Well, I promise to report to you every time I sneeze," Lin Jinyu looked at the "ghost painting symbol" full of pages that were incomprehensible, covered her phone and turned her face, and whispered: "I love you."

Zhang Xinli didn't say anything more. After the doctor finished writing the list, he glanced at Wang Xiu and then at Lin Jinyu: "...and there must be no... penetrative behavior in the near future. You should pay attention to this, it is definitely not allowed, very bad It is beneficial to the future, and some young people commit crimes knowingly..." His eyes swept back and forth between Wang Xiu and Lin Jinyu, his face was full of 'hesitant to speak but refrain', and finally, out of professional ethics, he said to Lin Jinyu: "You Do you really not consider taking a test? Although it is not 100% contagious, you should not take chances in this matter."

???

Wang Xiu remained silent, Lin Jinyu said: "That... no, doctor, it has nothing to do with me, we are not... well, I'm his classmate, so I just accompany him to do it."

"Oh..." The doctor said, "Hehe, I'm sorry."

Lin Jinyu smiled awkwardly: "It's okay, hehehe..."

He was busy handing in the bills and waiting for the medicine, and paying the price. He didn't pay attention to when Zhang Xinli hung up the phone. When he came back to his senses, a small ticket had been handed over to him together with a large bag of medicine. hand.

The registration, examination and laboratory tests cost 300 yuan in total, and 600 yuan was prescribed for oral administration, plus 120 yuan for artificial interferon, 300 yuan for traditional Chinese medicine, gauze, iodophor, medical gloves, and so on. Coexisted 150, and all of them rushed in at once.

He looked at the receipt and felt heartbroken about spending money for the first time. The five thousand five thousand was what he had saved for Zhang Xinli's birthday after rejecting the temptation of night snacks, coffee, milk tea, and snacks countless times this month. In just half an hour, everything was gone.

The night was getting darker, and the night in August was extremely hot and stuffy. Lin Jinyu carried a large bag of medicine, and took Wang Xiu out of the hospital to the place where he lived. The boy who fought for him was used as a life-saving straw.

He was homeless, and people who come out are always homeless.