God said I would meet you

The lights inside the KTV were dim, and Zhang Xinli's profile was hidden in the shadows.Everyone opened their mouths wide, their faces full of teasing and surprise.

Zhang Xinli kissed Lin Jinyu on the cheek and left soon... That was actually a very short moment, but Lin Jinyu felt it was very long.

"Is it okay?" Zhang Xinli moved back a little, returned to the original position, and said, "Don't do this kind of thing anymore."

It's really not appropriate to take advantage of girls by using games. This is a more comprehensive way to deal with it.

Lin Jinyu secretly observed the expression on Zhang Xinli's face, but still couldn't see anything.No embarrassment, no shyness, no disgust, nothing.

...Probably he just regarded this kind of booing as a simple game, the reason why he kissed me was that it was written on the note and he followed suit.Lin Jinyu thought: In this game, kissing is just a pure mechanical action without any emotional color.

He took a few breaths to calm down his heartbeat that had just suddenly accelerated.

Zhang Xinli began to look at his watch more frequently, obviously impatient with the noisy environment here, and wanted to go back.

Xu Zhao couldn't stop the car since he vomited for the first time, and every time he crawled out of the bathroom within 15 minutes, he plunged in like a dead fish again.

Anyone who has ever been drunk knows that people are completely in two states before vomiting and after vomiting. Before vomiting, they are refreshed, their consciousness may be barely clear, they walk straight, and immediately after vomiting, the world is spinning, and they don't know what the world is.

Lin Jinyu watched helplessly as Xu Zhao rushed in and vomited one after another. He vomited four or five times... Finally, when he came out of the bathroom, he was basically in a state of being unable to walk on his own, and had to be supported by someone.

... This is the normal state of drinking half a catty of liquor in one go. Lin Jinyu secretly looked at Zhang Xinli while thinking. look.

What a freak, Lin Jinyu said: It's too anti-human.

But he was not completely unaware of the strangeness. From the very beginning, Zhang Xinli had been leaning against him intentionally or unintentionally.

He didn't move much, and outsiders couldn't see it at all. Only Lin Jinyu knew that Zhang Xinli put a small half of his weight on his shoulders, but he didn't move, didn't ask anything, and just sat upright for Zhang Xinli to lean on.

When Xu Zhao vomited again, crawled out of the bathroom, and fell on the sofa, Qiao Qian said, "Whoever of you should send him back first, it's not a problem here."

There are few cars on the street after the delay. After all, there are two girls here, and it is not safe for the students to go home.Shen Lanxi said: "I'm going back too, I still have class tomorrow."

Once a few people started to go home, the others wanted to go home too. Lin Jinyu knew in his heart that Zhang Xinli wanted to go back a long time ago, and he himself was restless and had no intention of playing, so he also stood up with his schoolbag and said : "I'm going home too, I won't get up tomorrow if it's too late."

Zhang Xinli supported his shoulders and stood up with him.

Lin Jinyu was carrying a schoolbag on one shoulder and Zhang Xinli's hand on the other shoulder. She bid farewell to the others and opened the door to go home.

The subway was still running at this point, and he had been paying attention to Zhang Xinli's condition. He didn't seem to have any obvious abnormalities except for supporting his shoulders until he exited the KTV gate.

"Please trouble Uncle Zhao if you don't call so late." Lin Jinyu turned her head to seek Zhang Xinli's opinion: "Shall I go back by subway?"

He asked this question in a sense of probing. Normally, Zhang Xinli would do whatever was easy and economical. He was most afraid of bothering others, and would never involve two people in things that could be done by one person.

But this time, Zhang Xinli said, "Don't take the subway..."

It takes a long walk from here to the subway station, and it takes a long time to get on the train. Lin Jinyu looked at him and said, "You can't actually walk very far, can you?"

Zhang Xinli didn't make a sound, Lin Jinyu said: "Speak, if you can go, say you can go, if you can't go, say you can't go."

Zhang Xinli said, "I can't leave."

"It's enough to say it earlier, so what's the point?" Lin Jin temporarily let go of the confusion and entanglement in his heart, took his hand that was supporting his shoulder, wrapped it around the back of his neck, and put it on the other side Let Zhang Xinli rest on his shoulders.

"It's not...so exaggerated," Zhang Xinli said, "I can walk with the help of someone."

Lin Jinyu knew from the way he spoke clearly that he was much better than Xu Zhao, but he probably wouldn't last long, so it was time to go home.

He said: "Can you stop talking, save some energy, if you can't make it to the house, I have to carry your dozens of kilograms back."

Lin Jinyu supported him, stopped a car on the road, and drove straight to the neighborhood of his home.

After getting in the car, Zhang Xinli obviously relaxed a little, he was no longer so stubborn, and kept his eyes closed, looking uncomfortable.

Lin Jinyu let him lean on her shoulder, put his arm around him, and looked at him every few minutes, for fear that he would vomit in someone else's car.

"You must tell me immediately if you feel uncomfortable, do you hear me?"

Zhang Xinli closed his eyes and said, "Got it."

"Don't drink so much if you can't drink it," Lin Jinyu said, "Everyone is just a student, and it's not socializing, so it's unnecessary."

Hearing his rebuke, Zhang Xinli retorted, "It's not that I want to drink it myself."

He seemed to be evading it again and again... Lin Jinyu recalled it, and it seemed that it was really not his responsibility.

He was afraid that Zhang Xinli would fall asleep on the road, so he kept looking for something to say to him: "Anyway, take it easy, do you often drink like this at your house?"

"Not...very often," Zhang Xinli leaned against him, asking questions and answering: "It's quite often. During holidays or festivals, a group of people often go out to get together and drink a lot of wine."

It's no wonder that he can still speak clearly even after half a catty of white belly. He's a veteran of feelings...and he's not afraid of alcohol poisoning.

"Then why do you guys go home? You can't tell the difference between southeast and north?"

"I can't do anything even if I'm drunk..." Zhang Xinli said, "Go back by yourself."

Lin Jinyu mentally made up the scene of the group of demons dancing wildly: "How do you go, walk with the wall? It's luck to get home safely."

Zhang Xinli closed his eyes and said, "Life and death depend on fate and wealth."

Street lights flickered outside the car window. The driver concentrated on driving the car without talking too much, and the car seemed a little quiet.

Lin Jinyu joked, "It's different this time. You have more people to watch over you, so you don't have to depend on life and death. Luckily, you have me. Don't hesitate to be grateful to Dad."

He thought that according to the usual conversation style, Zhang Xinli would definitely open his eyes and hit him in the next second, but no... Zhang Xinli rarely refuted, but hummed lightly.

The "um" was not loud, but Lin Jinyu could hear it clearly.

Have you changed your sex? This is... Some people have a very different personality when they are drunk. Could it be that he is like this?That would be fun.

The road was not close, and the taxi fare alone cost thirty or forty. Lin Jinyu gave the money, thanked the master, opened the door and helped Zhang Xinli get off the bus.

Zhang Xinli staggered a little, Lin Jinyu went over to let him support her, and asked, "Can you walk up the steps, or do you want to carry you?"

"...It's not as serious as you think," Zhang Xinli said, "Hurry up and leave."

The development trend of drinking is like a parabola, and it will be dragged higher and higher in a short period of time, all supported by one breath.

When Lin Jinyu carried him to the elevator, she could clearly feel that Zhang Xinli was not as stable as before, and the weight on him was getting heavier and heavier.

Fortunately, the elevator arrived soon. Lin Jinyu pressed the floor, grabbed Zhang Xinli's arm around his shoulder with one hand, and supported his waist with the other.

The door opened, and the lighting on the corridor penetrated into the dark room from the door.

Lin Jinyu checked the small light in the entrance, and helped Zhang Xinli to lie down on the bed without taking off his shoes.

It is said to be supporting, but in fact it is not much different from throwing. Seventeen and eighteen are growing up. The boy has a big frame and weighs more. Lin Jinyu is one year younger than him, so it is not easy to completely stabilize him.

There was no light in the room, and Zhang Xinli was lying on the edge of the bed, covering his eyelids with his right hand, looking really uncomfortable.

Lin Jinyu climbed up, knelt on the bed by the light outside the window, bent down and touched Zhang Xinli's forehead, and asked again: "Do you want to vomit?"

"No," Zhang Xinli's other hand that was originally on his shoulder slid to Lin Jinyu's waist following inertia, and said, "It's okay."

"Tell me about vomiting."

He has said this sentence several times, but the ghost knows whether a drunk person will listen to it or not.

"...you said it three times," Zhang Xinli said, "I'm like an old lady."

"I'm afraid you won't feel well, so I won't say it," Lin Jinyu frowned, "If you just say what you feel, am I like an old woman?"

Probably feeling the displeasure and complaint in his tone, Zhang Xinli's hand on him suddenly tightened a little, from gently placing it on his waist to holding him with one hand: "I'm sorry," Zhang Xinli said: "...Don't be angry, I didn't mean that."

Of course Lin Jinyu knew that he didn't mean that, he just bickered casually, didn't get angry, and took his words seriously.

But this scene right now...is a bit of a once-in-a-lifetime experience, it would be a pity to let it go.

Lin Jinyu became playful, and deliberately wanted to tease him, so she said nonsense on purpose: "Then what do you mean, I am very angry."

"It's not interesting..." Zhang Xinli put his other hand gently on his back. This kneeling posture made Lin Jinyu feel very hard. Zhang Xinli put his hand on his waist again to press him, and he walked back with his hand. Really exhausted, Lin Jinyu felt her back hurt after holding on for a while, and she unconsciously got closer and closer to Zhang Xinli.

Zhang Xinli's chest rose and fell slowly, and he whispered in his ear, "Then what can I do to not be angry..."

He's really quite obedient, are drunk people so obedient... Lin Jinyu wanted to take advantage of this opportunity, and said, "If you call me Dad, I won't be angry."

He originally thought that a drunk person's mind is not clear, and they are not at the mercy of others, but after he finished speaking, Zhang Xinli opened his eyes, looked at him for a while, and then said, "No."

Small, but pretty smart.

It's fine if you can't make fun of him, the most urgent thing is to educate him well, and stop messing with others for drinking, otherwise, if this happens a few more times, his neck and waist will probably be lost.

Lin Jinyu changed the subject: "I didn't say it. Although Xu Zhao asked you to drink it himself, it's fine if you don't mean it, and you drink it to death on purpose."

"I don't want to drink..." Zhang Xinli said, "I just want to see that he is not forgiving. If he doesn't drink enough this time, he will come next time."

Lin Jinyu agrees with this point... Thinking of Xu Zhao's last behavior, he said: "He vomited at least five times this night, and after this time, I guess if you beat Xu Zhao to death, he will never be with you again in this life Drinking."

Zhang Xinli was still rubbing his brows and temples, Lin Jinyu's elbow was a little numb, he moved a little, trying to stand up, but Zhang Xinli didn't let go, still wrapped his arms around his waist.

"Let go and let me get up." Lin Jinyu couldn't break free, so she leaned over again, and said helplessly, "I'll help you take off your shoes. If you feel uncomfortable, wash up and go to sleep."

"No..." Zhang Xinli pressed his back slightly, forcing Lin Jinyu to lie down and stick to him: "Hold for a while."

Lin Jinyu inevitably pressed against Zhang Xinli's chest. Zhang Xinli didn't use much strength, but he felt a little lack of oxygen, and his heart was beating very fast.

Am I... gay... Lin Jinyu thought of that soft kiss, and that moonlit night, and felt like a heavy stone was pressing on her heart.He was a little afraid of such an intimate contact, and subconsciously wanted to escape.

Lin Jinyu struggled a bit, but Zhang Xinli still hugged him, resting his chin on his shoulder, and murmured, "...are you still angry?"

Why are you angry...Lin Jinyu suddenly remembered the joke she made with him earlier, this guy seems to be much more interesting than usual when he's drunk, just like...that or something.

With mixed feelings in his heart, he smiled helplessly.

Zhang Xinli asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Lin Jinyu said: "No, I just feel...you look like the neighbor's golden retriever now."

Zhang Xinli said, "What golden retriever?"

"It's just...a kind of dog," Lin Jinyu briefly introduced: "It's very close, but it's very fierce to dogs."

Zhang Xinli whispered, "You are the dog."

"I described it as neutral, but you are calling someone a curse."

When Zhang Xinli speaks and breathes, the hot air always brushes the side of his neck and earlobes intentionally or unintentionally, making it very itchy.

Lin Jinyu had a ghost in his heart, and that numb and itchy feeling was very tormenting... Most people's ears and neck belong to the secondary sensitive zone, and Lin Jinyu was no exception. He began to fidget.

He was eager to escape, but Zhang Xinli didn't let him go, so he could only take advantage of Zhang Xinli's lack of strength now and use the excuse of counterattacking "you are the dog" to scratch his itch: "Tell who is the dog!"

Zhang Xinli trembled, and pressed his hand: "Don't do it."

Lin Jinyu moved his hands up and down, seeing that Zhang Xinli did not intend to let go at all, felt very strange and frustrated, and said, "Why are you not ticklish? How can there be people in this world who are not ticklish?"

Zhang Xinli put his arms around him and said, "...I'm ticklish."

"No way," Lin Jinyu said, "I didn't see it at all."

"Just bear it," Zhang Xinli said, "whoever scratches like you will roll all over the floor, and can roll out of the Milky Way from here."

Lin Jinyu said in her heart that I am itchy and you still don't let me express it. What kind of fascism is this?It's too inhumane.

All right, all right, I'm too timid to withstand the wind, frost, rain and snow.

Zhang Xinli didn't let go, Lin Jinyu didn't dare to act too abnormally in order to conceal some strange emotions, she just put her elbows on the bed, kept a little distance from him, tried to talk about some more serious topics, and ended the conversation logically after the conversation, He said: "It's not long this semester, and it's time to consider choosing subjects. What do you want to study?"

In that year, the college entrance examination in Shanghai was still 3+1, and the full score of all subjects was 150. In addition to the three main subjects, one of the remaining subjects had to be selected as a stepping stone to university. This was a very important choice.

This question is very serious, Zhang Xinli was silent for a while, and said, "I don't know...what do you want to choose?"

"History," Lin Jinyu said, "I really like it."

Although in this way there will not be as many majors to apply for as there are other combinations, but as Lin Jinyu said, he doesn't need to think about so many random things, anyway, his parents don't need him to work hard to make money , and don't expect him to sharpen his head to get rich and get ahead, he only needs to consider "whether I like it or not".

"Oh," Zhang Xinli said softly, "very good."

"What about you?" Lin Jinyu looked at him, "Don't just tell me, you have to tell me too."

Zhang Xinli still said the same sentence: "I don't know..."

"You can learn whatever you like, or it can be the same as when you were in Sichuan. You can learn special skills, such as..." Before Lin Jinyu finished speaking, Zhang Xinli felt Zhang Xinli's arms tighten around him... It was no longer a one-handed ceremony She clasped it sexually, and no longer clasped it around his waist with a little effort, but hugged his back with both hands, hugging him tightly and tightly.

This made Lin Jinyu have to get down on the ground again, and stuck to his chest tightly.

"I don't know..." Lin Jinyu felt Zhang Xinli bury his face in his neck, and said softly, "I don't want to take the physical examination, I also want to study my favorite major, but I can't learn well... Not very good at reading.”

"My family probably expects me to finish my undergraduate degree early, and then find a job safely..." Zhang Xinli said, "Maybe whatever is easy to get points, and whatever is good for employment, I can learn whatever."

There are too many parents who expect their children to learn what is for work. They don't really pay attention to the process of learning, but only focus on the results.It doesn't matter what you study, it doesn't matter what you like, the most important thing is whether it is easy to find a job and whether you can make money.

This job does not need to be rich and expensive, but it must not be poor. It must be stable and have a decent salary. It is better to be more decent. It can help the family, and then save money to buy a house, save gifts, get married, and have a child. In this way, this is what everyone in Zhang Xinli's family always instilled in him, which they think is the best life.

These life experiences seem far away to Lin Jinyu. He has never considered such things as finding a job, betrothal gifts, getting married, buying a house, and having children...that is really too far away for him. He doesn't like to frame his life prematurely, like writing program code.

Lin Huainan never mentioned these distant things to him. He always let Lin Jinyu choose by himself. Lin Jinyu likes the violin, so his mother gave him support and asked him to learn the violin. A teacher with good skills and interesting classes, let him go to have fun every week.

They never cared whether the things Lin Jinyu likes to do are "useful or not", because they know that there are some things in the world that cannot be measured by the "usefulness" in front of them. Everything you experience will subtly shape you and change you. you.

And Zhang Xinli has always only done "useful" things, he is not free, but Lin Jinyu is.

Listening to his calm words, Lin Jinyu suddenly felt very sad.

Zhang Xinli was still close to him, his nose was warm, and his body smelled of alcohol but it was not unpleasant.

"Taking specialties is very stable, but there is only one way to go, it seems that everything is arranged...I don't know..."

Damn it, he thought it was just an easy question that could be answered casually like a small talk, why on earth did he bring up such a heavy topic.

Lin Jinyu was silent for a moment, then gently put his arms around him, stroked Zhang Xinli's short hair all the way to the back of his neck, and asked, "What were you particularly interested in when you were young, or... what did you think about what you would become in the future?" people?"

"I don't remember..." Zhang Xinli murmured: "It's too far away. I only remember when I was a child... I was not very young. When I beat someone, my parents were invited, and I could only go back when the parents came... But my parents didn't come. It was getting dark and very late, so the teacher took me to her house and asked why my parents didn't come, and why I beat someone..."

Lin Jinyu asked as if chatting, "And then?"

"Then..." This was the first time Zhang Xinli told him about his childhood. He recalled it carefully, and then continued: "...I said that I think his watch is beautiful, but I have no money."

"So you just went to grab it?" Lin Jinyu laughed dumbly: "It's too disgusting, it can't be like this."

"No one taught me, we are like this, older children will steal things from younger children, and you will be bullied if you are not good." Zhang Xinli said: "...Then the teacher told me that this is wrong, she They left me for dinner, and turned on the dormitory TV for me to watch... There was a movie on the TV... I don't know the name, I just remember it was about the piano..."

Lin Jinyu listened quietly, and Zhang Xinli continued: "There is a protagonist who is very good at playing the piano, and no one can compare to him... He is very showy... That may be the first time I took the initiative to learn something, but I didn't." Learn." He said, "I have no time, no teacher, and no opportunity."

Zhang Xinli grabbed Lin Jinyu's clothes on the back, sat up, leaned his forehead lightly on his shoulder, and said, "...It's good that you have it."

Lin Jinyu didn't know what expression to show, so he could only pat Zhang Xinli's back lightly, and said as if it was no big deal, "It's okay," Lin Jinyu said, "Think slowly if you don't think about it, the matter of choosing courses is not that scary, Let's think hard, learn slowly, don't worry..."

Zhang Xinli hummed lightly, and his wet, alcoholic breath swept down Lin Jinyu's collarbone.

Zhang Xinli still didn't let go of his hand holding him. He was sitting and Lin Jinyu was half kneeling. They were stuck together tightly. Lin Jinyu could clearly feel the rise and fall of his chest... in line with the heavy and hot breathing rate around his neck. .

Those ambiguous and provocative breaths caressed his sensitive skin again and again. When Lin Jinyu first climbed onto the bed, for the convenience of checking his condition, she knelt down between his legs with one knee. Sitting up, the heels of his legs rubbed against his thighs.

Such a close distance and such an intimate posture gradually made Lin Jinyu feel uncomfortable.He got up on his knees, pushed Zhang Xinli slightly, and said somewhat unnaturally, "Are you... sleepy, go to bed early."

Without waiting for Zhang Xinli to answer, Lin Jinyu pushed him away, got out of bed, squatted down and took off his shoes and socks, and said, "Go to sleep, I will call you at six tomorrow." Then she turned around and was about to leave.

Zhang Xinli suddenly grabbed his wrist, frowned and said, "...where are you going?"

"Go back to my room..." Lin Jinyu had already made up her mind to leave, but when she turned her head and saw Zhang Xinli's uncomfortable expression, she couldn't let go.

After all, you can never predict exactly when a drunk person will throw up.

"Are you... still comfortable?" Lin Jinyu asked, "You won't throw up in the middle of the night, will you?"

Zhang Xinli said, "It's uncomfortable."

How good this is, there is no one else in this house, and now no one can say hello to him except Lin Jinyu.

Lin Jinyu was in a dilemma, and finally said: "I'll stay with you for a while, you must tell me if you feel uncomfortable."

"I will."

It is best not to wash in hot water after drinking, otherwise it is easy to get drunk.Going to bed right now without turning on the lights.

Lin Jinyu lifted the hem of Zhang Xinli's jersey and said, "Raise your hand."

Zhang Xinli raised his hand obediently. After the game, they went out to get together without changing clothes and shoes. Lin Jinyu helped him take off the outer layer of clothes and trousers, and complained: "You...you are all me of."

Zhang Xinli sat obediently and said, "It's yours."

Lin Jinyu crawled to the other side, took off her coat and lay down: "Go to bed quickly."

He was facing the window, with his back to Zhang Xinli, looking at the dim light coming in from the window... He felt Zhang Xinli leaning over, his chest against his back, and his arms wrapped around his waist.

Lin Jinyu was stiff all over, and said unnaturally, "What are you doing?"

"Hold," Zhang Xinli said, "It's cold."

It's been a bit cold these days, and it's really cold at night. It's normal for boys to hug each other, but Lin Jinyu can't get back to normal now. He wanted to break free, but Zhang Xinli said impatiently behind him without moving a few times: " Don't move, it's leaking."

Lin Jinyu had no choice but to stay still.

"Don't..." Lin Jinyu wanted to refuse but didn't know how to refuse, so he could only make up nonsense, "Don't stick to me, I'm hot."

"Hot?" Zhang Xinli opened his eyes, looked at him for a few seconds, then suddenly pulled the hem of his clothes, and put the hand clasped in his stomach inside.

Lin Jinyu was shocked, Zhang Xinli's hands were indeed cold, but it was more because of...

Zhang Xinli slid down the line of his flat belly and asked, "...Didn't you say it's hot?"

"Get out," Lin Jinyu was ashamed and annoyed, but the darkness covered his flushed face: "Take it out, it's so itchy."

Zhang Xinli didn't listen to him, but still moved up and down: "...itch?"

"Nonsense," Lin Jinyu grabbed his wrist, trying to stop his movement: "Try touching you, don't you itch?"

"Why do you feel ticklish all over your body..." Zhang Xinli pressed against him from behind, "Is there anything you don't feel ticklish about?"

Not ticklish... What does this have to do with you... Lin Jinyu was troubled by such contact, he wanted to escape, but Zhang Xinli refused to let him... Of course, Lin Jinyu thought: After all, I am the only one who is confused, Doubt, self-denial... Only I am abnormal.

"Let go," Lin Jinyu's depression turned into irritability. He broke Zhang Xinli's hand, turned around, and said, "Sleep quietly! Don't...don't lean over."

Zhang Xinli asked, "Why?"

Why... because I'm fucking abnormal, a pervert.Lin Jinyu said, "No reason."

Zhang Xinli didn't know why he was suddenly irritable, and said, "...Are you still angry?"

Why am I so angry... Lin Jinyu didn't know how to answer: "No, you just... sleep peacefully, and I'll kick you when you come here again."

After they tossed and tossed back and forth like this, the quilt on Lin Jinyu's body slipped off. Zhang Xinli subconsciously stretched out his hand to pull it, but Lin Jinyu misunderstood his meaning. Subconsciously pushed his knees over.

This knee happened to be under Zhang Xinli's lower abdomen, only a few centimeters away from a certain part.

It hurt even to the lower abdomen, so Zhang Xinli hissed: "...you're being pussy again."

This was not Lin Jinyu's original intention. His words of defense were still in his throat, but Zhang Xinli had already stretched out his hand in retaliation.