Hollow wind

not reconciled◇

You are not unwilling, so what about my unwillingness?

All the lights in the bedroom were turned on, and Fang Yunwan finally saw that the soft pillow Jiang Xiu had been sleeping on had also been stained with blood mottled at some point.His hands and feet were weak, and he tried Jiang Xiu's breath tremblingly.

Fortunately, although the breath was weak, it did not stop after all.

Fang Yunwan felt very regretful, last night when Jiang Xiu said he couldn't go to the hospital, he shouldn't have indulged his temper and tied him to the hospital.He took a deep breath to calm himself down, and decisively dialed the emergency number. According to the instructions on the phone, he cleaned up the blood in Jiang Xiu's mouth, straightened his body, and prevented the intermittent blood from choking the trachea and causing suffocation.

All the things that can be done have been done, and the rest of the time is just waiting.

Fang Yunwan opened the window, and the sunlight rushed in violently, covering the room, full of vitality, bright and warm, but failed to illuminate the comatose person on the bed.He looked down at the criss-crossing roads from a height, and the cars on the elevated road looked like stacked matchboxes, and the traffic flow was stagnant.

This is the corner of the morning peak.

He went back to the bed and held Jiang Xiu's cold hand, glanced at the time, full of despair and desolation.

I have been waiting for more than ten minutes, which is not a long time in the peak city of Yucheng, but Jiang Xiu's breathing has become shorter and faster, and a layer of cyanine has been dyed on the gray lips.Fang Yunwan felt the hand he was holding curled up in his palm, and looked down, only to see Jiang Xiu's eyes half-opened, with a dull glint leaking from between the long black eyelashes.

"Jiang Xiu?" Fang Yunwan rushed over and whispered in his ear, "Jiang Xiu? Can you hear me?"

Still no one answered him.But in the dead silence of the room, Jiang Xiu suddenly let out a muffled snort, and his thick eyelashes flickered.

Frowning, he freed his hand from Fang Yunwan's palm, clasped it tightly to his heart, and made a sound.

Just then, the doorbell finally rang.

Like a drowning man, Fang Yunwan suddenly saw a driftwood and let go of Jiang Xiu to open the door.

Today is the first day Jiang Xiu was forced to leave the hospital. Director Liu personally brought his students to see Jiang Xiu. He replied: "Look at Jiang Xiu quickly, hurry up!"

It was rush hour and the traffic was inconvenient. It was almost half an hour later when the ambulance arrived.

Fortunately, Director Liu came in time, and the first aid medicine was also prepared in the medicine box. After he quickly injected the emergency medicine for Jiang Xiu, he and his assistant decisively opened two intravenous accesses for Jiang Xiu, making full preparations for the follow-up first aid in advance.

But even so, Jiang Xiu's situation was still extremely dangerous.He was taken to the nearest hospital and directly into the emergency room.

Unlike Xu Luyao, Fang Yunwan has not been formally authorized by Jiang Xiu, and is not qualified to sign the various documents handed over during the rescue as Jiang Xiu's family members.

Fang Yunwan didn't dare to contact Xu Luyao, so he bit the bullet and called Song Qijun, but no one answered the three calls in a row.

So, he tried to call Xu Zhang and asked if he could contact Song Qijun. Xu Zhang had been promoted to the deputy general manager of the group at this time, and he was temporarily acting as an agent for many matters. Recently, Songwen Group had internal and external troubles, and he was even more busy. Even if he is on a business trip in other places at this time, he will not be able to quench his near thirst.

In desperation, the hospital made a special application and obtained the approval of the hospital leadership, and dealt with it according to the situation that it was impossible to obtain the opinions of patients or close relatives when rescuing patients who were dying.

In the past, Fang Yunwan also knew that Jiang Xiu was sick and hospitalized, but he had never seen Jiang Xiu sick so closely.He always thought that with Jiang Xiu's status, power and wealth, if he was sick, he must make a big splash and mobilize the crowd. He never thought that without Xu Luyao, Jiang Xiu would be alone and had no one to rely on.

Fang Yunwan sat stiffly at the door of the emergency room, not even able to cry.

He guessed that Jiang Xiu had suffered a lot, but only when he saw Jiang Xiu's illness and pain with his own eyes, only when he personally experienced Jiang Xiu's life hanging by a thread, did he deeply understand the distress and fear.

Life is too short to be confused.

He didn't want to ask any more questions, he just wanted to be happy and at ease with Jiang Xiu, and spend the rest of his life without thinking.

He didn't know, would his wish come true?

After an unknown period of time, the rescue was over, the bleeding points in the digestive tract and lungs were finally identified, and the bleeding was stopped in time. After his vital signs stabilized, Jiang Xiu was sent to the general ward.

While Jiang Xiu was still comatose, Fang Yunwan asked the nurse to take care of him, hurried home and packed some supplies needed for hospitalization.

Said to clean up, in fact, there is nothing to clean up.Jiang Xiu was discharged from Qiming Hospital early yesterday morning and returned home. The change of clothes, the lunch boxes and chopsticks for eating, and the big and small bags of East and West Yunwan had not been unpacked and put away before they could be put away. Come in the ward.

Fortunately, Jiang Xiu's situation finally stabilized.

But what Fang Yunwan didn't expect was that after Jiang Xiu woke up, he often said some strange things.

Jiang Xiu tried more than once to drive Fang Yunwan back.

Fang Yunwan naturally refused to comply, so he mentioned to Fang Yunwan what he said before he fell into a coma that night, and asked Fang Yunwan to go to Hainan to pick up An An, and return to Ningyuan City with An An to be with his parents.

After talking too much, Fang Yunwan was also angry.

But Jiang Xiu was an untouchable patient at this time. He didn't even dare to say a serious word to him, so he could only listen patiently.Jiang Xiu drove him away, so he packed his things and went to wait outside the ward. When Jiang Xiu fell asleep, he sneaked into the ward and stood by the bed silently, watching his pale face in deep sleep. .

Finally, the day was sunny and Jiang Xiu was in a good mood. He didn't want to see anyone for a long time, so he agreed to go to the garden downstairs to bask in the sun.Fang Yunwan wrapped Jiang Xiu tightly in a thick coat, pushed him slowly in the garden with a wheelchair, and saw a bush with green shoots, which looked very lively and cute, and asked him: " Would you like to sit there?"

Jiang Xiu didn't speak, but just nodded.

Recently, Jiang Xiu always doesn't like to talk to him, as if he is expecting to face Fang Yunwan with a cold face, and Fang Yunwan will be angry.

But Fang Yunwan has experienced so many things, and finally changed his impulsive and reckless habits.

He thought about how he treated Jiang Xiu coldly when he and Jiang Xiu reunited more than half a year ago.

Fortunately, later on, the heart that was blown cold by the north wind will eventually be softened by the persevering spring water.

Fang Yunwan gathered Jiang Xiu's clothes, reached into the blanket and touched his hands, but still felt a little cold, so he moved the wheelchair to a place, and the two of them were covered to a place where the sun was shining.

The sun was shining brightly on Jiang Xiu's face, his face was as white as snow.

After recuperating for more than three days, large pots of medicine poured into his body, except that he no longer coughed up blood, but there was not much improvement.Jiang Xiu still often had palpitations and chest tightness, was extremely prone to fatigue, and became extremely lethargic, but he couldn't sleep well, and was often overwhelmed by nightmares.

Because the bleeding this time involved the digestive tract, after fasting for a period of time, it hurt his appetite, so Jiang Xiu was reluctant to eat.Fang Yunwan cooked porridge and stew for him in different ways, even Ji Shunping was alarmed. He prepared four or five different ways for a meal, but what Jiang Xiu finally ate was only half a bowl.That's it, sometimes he is in a bad mood and has a bad appetite, and he will spit it out after eating for less than an hour.

Fang Yunwan went to see Jiang Xiu's attending doctor every day.

Consistent with the conclusion of Director Liu of Qiming Hospital, the attending doctor here also believes that the current conservative treatment has no meaning for Jiang Xiu, and suggests that an operation should be arranged as soon as possible.

But the problem is that Jiang Xiu's body is too weak at this time, and he can't eat anything. What's the way to hang on the nutrient solution all day long?If he dragged on like this, let alone recovering his body to a state capable of undergoing surgery, he might have exhausted himself to death before he even got on the operating table.

Fang Yunwan vaguely felt that Jiang Xiu had something on his mind, but every time he wanted to have a good talk with him, Jiang Xiu either said he was tired or hungry, and avoided talking about the key parts.

He circled around Jiang Xiu like a fly circling around an egg, and he couldn't find a crack to bite into it.

Relying on Jiang Xiu's good mood today, Fang Yunwan dared to test: "Jiang Xiu, when you get better, we will go pick An An up together. Anyway, I have no intention of taking care of him when I brought him back recently. Would you say okay? ?”

Jiang Xiu turned his head to look at Fang Yunwan, patted the back of his hand, and said calmly, "Don't wait for me, go by yourself."

"Then I'll go when you're in better health. How can I rest assured if you're left here alone." Fang Yunwan wrapped his arms around Jiang Xiu's shoulders from behind, squeezed over and rubbed his cheek, "If you If you want An An, you have to cooperate with the treatment, eat obediently, and get better soon."

Although he was seriously ill, Jiang Xiu had sharp eyes and ears, so he couldn't hear Fang Yunwan's implication. He looked down at his slender fingers, which were so pale and transparent in the sun, and sighed softly: "Xiaowan, don't be afraid." No matter how deceiving yourself and others, I may not be able to last long, you have to plan for yourself early."

At this stage of illness, Jiang Xiu himself has no taboos about some things.

But Fang Yunwan refused to accept it, holding Jiang Xiu's hand and shaking his head: "What am I planning? I have no plans. I just want to live a good life with you from now on. You want to live in Yucheng, Ningyuandu All right, I'll be with you anyway."

Hearing this, Jiang Xiu's face darkened: "If you really want me to feel at ease, then don't say these things."

"Then what do you want me to do?" Fang Yunwan endured and endured, tears still falling down, "I came back to Yucheng, it was you who provoked me first, you said you wanted to start over, it was you Forcing me to admit that I still love you! After all, I let myself go, and you clearly promised me to take good care of your illness, but you suddenly backtracked and said you wanted to give up, so what do you want me to do?"

Jiang Xiu's dark eyes slowly moved over Fang Yunwan's body, as quiet as a flat and wide river in a world of ice and snow.He was silent for a moment, wiped Fang Yunwan's tears with cold fingers, and said in a low voice, "Sorry."

"Who wants to hear sorry!" Fang Yunwan held the hand that was caressing his face, his eyes glistening, "Can you hold on for me a little longer? It was you who tried so hard to be nice to me before, but I I haven't loved you well yet. Jiang Xiu, you haven't lived a good life yet, how can you be reconciled?"

Amused by Fang Yunwan's childish words, Jiang Xiu leaned back in his chair, his chest rose and fell slightly, and a very light and thin smile appeared on his snow-white and translucent face.

Jiang Xiu's life of more than 30 years was as barren as a piece of desertified land, where no trees could be planted, let alone flowers.

Probably because of this, his imagination of love and beauty is also pitifully lacking. Fang Yunwan just verbally said, "Love him well in the future", and he can make him laugh with satisfaction.

"I'm not reconciled." Jiang Xiu shook his head slightly, "These days are enough."

Fang Yunwan looked at him with wet eyes: "You are not unwilling anymore, so what about my unwillingness? I still have a lot of things to do with you. I want to take you back to Ningyuan. I told you a few days ago My parents made our relationship clear. They said that the air in Ningyuan is better than Yucheng. When your physical condition is stable, let me take you back to live for a while and take good care of your body. Also, I saw you in the living room The painting I painted, the sunrise on the sea, is very ugly, when you get better, let's go to the beach together, and I will teach you..."

Fang Yunwan took Jiang Xiu's hand and chattered about many things, some things they agreed to do long ago, and some things they regretted not being able to complete in the future five years ago.He told Jiang Xiu all the big and small things, and also helped Jiang Xiu to recall the whole round of their meeting, knowing and loving each other.

It's just that those beautiful and warm moments are infinitely magnified, and those broken disturbances are quietly hidden.

Fang Yun looked at Jiang Xiu anxiously in the late stage: "Jiang Xiu, you can't be so selfish, you can't ignore my regrets."

In Fang Yunwan's rambling memories, Jiang Xiu's eyes, as dead as a dry well, seemed to have a clear spring reappearing these days, and there was a faint glint of water in his eyes.

But when Fang Yunwan looked again, the water flashed away, and Jiang Xiu frowned slightly and closed his eyes, and said in a low voice, "I'm a little tired, let's go back."

Fang Yunwan was a little frustrated, but kept his face calm. He adjusted the blanket wrapped around Jiang Xiu and slowly pushed him back.

All the way without talking, when they approached the ward, they saw two people standing upright outside the ward.

These two people were no strangers to them, they were the policemen who were in charge of the case of Song Zheng and Bai Ming.

The author says:

Hurry up, Xiao Fang is in a hurry;

There is only one rest day, so I have to take it easy, there may not be tomorrow;

If you don't wait for me tomorrow, see you next Tuesday;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!