Hollow wind

discouraged◇

You still have a lot of good life, don't waste time on me.

Jiang Xiu was curled up on the sofa, feeling uncomfortable somewhere, trembling slightly uncontrollably, his face and lips were all pale.

Looking at Jiang Xiu's appearance, Fang Yunwan felt chills down his spine.He supported Jiang Xiu to lean back on the sofa, and he almost scrambled back to the room, took out his coat and Jiang Xiu's cell phone.

But Fang Yunwan dialed the emergency number, and as soon as he opened his mouth, Jiang Xiu suddenly stood up, snatched the phone, and hung up neatly.

Jiang Xiu was very weak, and the strength he had accumulated suddenly was exhausted in an instant. His thin body fell back on the sofa, and the shock caused his illness. He coughed a few times, his chest trembled, and he choked out some blood.

"What are you doing?" Fang Yunwan knelt beside the sofa, his face pale with anxiety, "Give me your phone, we'll call an ambulance to the hospital, it's fine."

Jiang Xiu's face was so pale that there was no trace of blood. He shook his head imperceptibly, and said in a weak voice, "I won't go to the hospital."

"What if we don't go to the hospital?" Fang Yunwan took out a tissue and wiped away the blood from Jiang Xiu's lips.The blood faded, his lips were pale ashen, it was frightening to see, Jiang Xiu was in a coma under serious illness, like a child having a temper tantrum, Fang Yunwan patiently coaxed him: "Be obedient, we will Go and listen to what the doctor says, and come back when you're all right."

"Don't go."

"How can you get better if you don't see a doctor?" Fang Yunwan hesitated for a few seconds, gave it a go, provoked him with words, and asked with red eyes, "Jiang Xiu, you said that you would cooperate with the treatment and try to change with me. As an old man, are you going to break your promise?"

Jiang Xiu was probably really sick and confused. Being forced by Fang Yunwan like this, when he raised his eyes to look at Fang Yunwan, he felt a little bit wronged.

He frowned slightly, his eyes were full of water, and said softly: "No, the hospital is full of people, I don't want to see so many people. Xiaowan, don't force me, okay?"

Seeing Jiang Xiu's appearance, Fang Yunwan was stunned, speechless for a long time.

Why doesn't Jiang Xiu want to meet so many people?The answer is self-evident.

Fang Yunwan didn't expect that meeting that nonsense woman in the supermarket would have such a big impact on Jiang Xiu.

It is clear that Ming Ming and Song Zheng's continuous bombardment of rumors started a few days ago. In these days, Jiang Xiu can deal with the rumors and rumors outside. Not only can he call many contacts to rescue Fang Yunwan, but he can also He prepared Songwen's internal and external affairs thoroughly, but today his armor was pierced by an unreasonable woman.

Jiang Xiu stretched out a hand from under the blanket, held Fang Yunwan's corner of his clothes, and murmured, "Is it okay if you don't go to the hospital?"

After dissecting all social identities, he is now an incurable patient, without Fang Yunwan's support, he doesn't even have the strength to stand up at this moment.He was like a hermit crab eager to hide back in its shell, so terrified that Fang Yunwan brutally tore his soft body out of the shell, letting the scorching sun and wind and sand in this world drag him down.

This was Jiang Xiu who Fang Yunwan had never seen before.

Fragile and helpless, he was far from the usual resolute Jiang Xiu.

Fang Yunwan suddenly discovered that before Jiang Xiu became the general manager of the decisive Songwen Group, before becoming his guardian, he was an ordinary, living person who would get sick, sad, fearful, and wonder. To escape.

It's just that Jiang Xiu never talked about his suffering and pain, so they gradually forgot that Jiang Xiu was the same as each of them at the beginning, his heart was soft, his blood was hot, and his tears were salty.

However, Fang Yunwan didn't like seeing Jiang Xiu like this.

Even if he knew that Jiang Xiu was willing to expose his fragility to him without any cover, it was because he trusted and relied on him, and it was his great honor.But he still wanted to see Jiang Xiu's vigorous appearance, he wanted to see him calmly pointing out Jiangshan, and he wanted to hear people praise him for being young and promising.

His Jiang Xiuben was a young talent praised by everyone in Yucheng, and it was because of him that he fell into the mud and was covered in mud.

Thinking that Director Liu would send a doctor to Jiang Xiu's door for routine examination and treatment the next morning, Fang Yunwan didn't want to force Jiang Xiu, but carefully wrapped his arms around Jiang Xiu's body and kissed his slightly wet eyes. Xie, sighed, and said helplessly, "If you don't want to go, don't go, the sofa is uncomfortable, I will help you go back to your room."

The light in the bedroom was dim, Jiang Xiu leaned against the head of the bed, half-opened his eyes, watching Fang Yunwan squatting beside the bed, picking out the appropriate medicine from a drawer of medicine bottles from the list given by Director Liu.

Under the light, his hair was covered with a layer of fluffy light, which looked soft and warm. Jiang Xiu raised his hand to gently put it on.

Fang Yunwan paused, raised his head and smiled at Jiang Xiu, poured out two pills from the last medicine bottle, stretched out his hand to hold Jiang Xiuling's poor wrist, got up and sat on the edge of the bed, lifted his A light kiss on the back of the hand.

"It's not yet dawn. Take the medicine and sleep again." Fang Yunwan stuffed the pill into Jiang Xiu's hand and waited beside him with a glass of warm water.

Jiang Xiu's mood was more stable than before, without frowning, he swallowed the handful of pills in his hand one by one.

Fang Yunwan adjusted the soft pillow behind Jiang Xiu, raised the quilt, and dimmed the lights a bit: "Sleep, I'll be here with you."

Jiang Xiu patted the other side of the bed: "You come to sleep too."

In fact, how could Fang Yunwan dare to sleep? Jiang Xiu just vomited blood, and his mood was unstable. He was dying of illness, but he refused to go to the hospital. Slightly relieved.

But when Jiang Xiu said this, Fang Yunwan didn't dare to go against his will, kicked off the slippers, turned on the bed, found a position that made Jiang Xiu comfortable, hugged him into his arms, and wrapped him tightly with the quilt Cold body: "Okay, let's sleep together."

That being said, neither of them could fall asleep peacefully for a long time.

Fang Yunwan didn't dare to sleep because he was so worried about Jiang Xiu, and although Jiang Xiu closed his eyes tightly, his breathing was light and sometimes heavy, which still exposed the fact that he couldn't fall asleep.

"Jiang Xiu?" Fang Yunwan called him softly, "Can't sleep?"

Pretending to be sleeping was exposed, Jiang Xiu opened his eyes in desperation, and what he saw was Fang Yunwan's big face that was close at hand.He raised his hand and rubbed the creased lines between Fang Yunwan's eyebrows: "If the brows are so tight, they will age quickly."

"Old is old, just as old as you."

He was joking around, but Fang Yunwan's heart was agitated.He touched Jiang Xiu's forehead, and asked worriedly, "Why don't you sleep? Is there any discomfort?"

Nowhere is comfortable.

When Jiang Xiu's words came to his lips, he remembered the furrows between Fang Yunwan's always frank brows, so he swallowed these words again, remained silent for a while, and said in a low voice, "I miss my parents."

Regarding Jiang Xiu's parents, Fang Yunwan had heard about them from news reports, met them from profiles of outstanding alumni of the school, and also learned about them from Jiang Xiu's occasional casual words.

Those were all cold words and the past, but at this moment, in the dead of night, Jiang Xiu's thought made Fang Yunwan feel the real and inextricable connection in it.

Fang Yunwan guessed that Jiang Xiu must often miss his parents when he was sick and when he felt wronged.

He originally thought that Jiang Xiu was Song Jin's only flesh and blood left in the world. Although he was sick and weak, he worked hard to grow into a tall and straight tree like a seed that refused to admit defeat. Song Qijun treated Jiang Xiu with no care and love. Too much.

However, he had seen Song Qijun lose his temper with Jiang Xiu more than once, regardless of the occasion or situation. Even if Jiang Xiu was seriously ill, he could not escape Song Qijun's accusation.

Sometimes, Fang Yunwan also compared his family with Jiang Xiu's.Although they were not from a wealthy family, his family was harmonious since he was a child, and his elders took great care of him. This is probably the rare tenderness in Jiang Xiu's magnificent life.

Speaking of which, who is luckier and who is more unfortunate?

"When you get better, I'll accompany you to see your uncles and aunts." Fang Yunwan wiped off a layer of sweat on Jiang Xiu's forehead for some reason, "Don't worry about my uncles and aunts, I will always be with you in the future." You, I will take good care of you, and I won't let you be alone again."

Fang Yunwan leaned over and lightly pecked Jiang Xiu's pale and cold lips.

But Jiang Xiu's lips were too cold, even Fang Yunwan's soft and warm lips moved several times, but he couldn't keep the warmth on his cold and gray lips.

Fang Yunwan was a little discouraged, but unexpectedly, Jiang Xiu's thin lips parted lightly, and what he said made him even more frustrated: "Xiao Wan, you are actually different from me, you still have your family, An An, and Duan Duan Good life, you don't need to waste time on me."

"What do you mean?" Fang Yunwan felt a chill down his spine.

Jiang Xiu's cold hand gently stroked the furrowed lines between Fang Yunwan's brows: "The person in the supermarket is actually right. I have already implicated Xu Luyao and Cheng Sheng, and I don't want to implicate you anymore. You go to Sanya to pick them up." An An, then go back to Ningyuan with An An and live a good life, okay?"

"Your parents are still waiting for you in Ningyuan." Jiang Xiu gently rolled his lips, his eyes long, "and my parents are waiting for me, don't worry, no matter what I do wrong, they will always forgive me. This In the world, only they will tolerate me unconditionally."

Jiang Xiu's tone was like a pool of stagnant water, dead silent and cold. Fang Yunwan felt chills in his heart. He stretched out his arms to hug Jiang Xiu, and repeatedly emphasized: "No, you are fine. I am the one who is wrong. Don't listen to people's nonsense. Don't think so."

Fang Yunwan hugged Jiang Xiu tightly, but Jiang Xiu's whole body was as stiff as a piece of wood, and he didn't give him any response.His tears rubbed against his dark blue home clothes, and large swathes of dark water stained the skirt.

The bedroom was filled with Fang Yunwan's low whimpers.

After a long time, Jiang Xiu finally raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of Fang Yunwan's eyes, and said calmly, "Okay, it's just a suggestion, if you don't want to, forget it. Don't cry, go to sleep."

After such a fuss, Jiang Xiu's strength seemed to be really exhausted, his head drooped limply, resting on Fang Yunwan's shoulder, his breathing gradually took a long time, and finally he fell into a deep sleep.

But Jiang Xiu's words before going to bed were too terrifying. Fang Yunwan dared not sleep. He hugged Jiang Xiu in his arms all night. Check his breath.

After guarding Jiang Xiu all night in such a panic, Fang Yunwan held Jiang Xiu in his arms and squinted for a while when it was almost dawn.Fang Yunwan didn't know how long he had slept. When he woke up from the dream, his first reaction was to see Jiang Xiu's situation.

Jiang Xiu still fell asleep quietly, but after sleeping all night, his complexion did not improve. The dim light in the bedroom stained his already extremely pale face with a touch of dull gray.

Fortunately, according to the previous agreement, the doctor will come at about 09:30 in the morning.

The alarm clock next to the bed blinked, it was almost nine o'clock.

Fang Yunwan looked at Jiang Xiu worriedly for a moment, but was still reluctant to wake Jiang Xiu up. He only carefully moved his arm that had been numb all night, and moved Jiang Xiu's body onto the soft pillow.

Jiang Xiu was a light sleeper, even though Fang Yunwan's movements were very light, it still alarmed Jiang Xiu, Jiang Xiu slightly opened his eyes and looked at Fang Yunwan silently.

"You sleep for a while, I'll make you breakfast." Fang Yunwan leaned over and kissed Jiang Xiu's forehead, and watched him close his eyes and fall asleep again with satisfaction.

Half of the living room was already under sunlight. After Fang Yunwan simply washed up, he went into the kitchen, grabbed a piece of bread and stuffed it into his mouth, which was considered to be enough to feed himself.

He still remembered that Jiang Xiu barely drank a bowl of millet porridge last night, and was so uncomfortable that he got up in the middle of the night to vomit. He thought to himself, probably with Jiang Xiu's current physical condition, it is still a bit reluctant to drink porridge, especially in the early morning. Feed him first Drink some light rice soup, maybe you can feel better.

Fang Yunwan's culinary skills are limited, and he tossed and fumbled for a long time before finally completing it.He filled out the rice soup and left it to dry on the table. He felt that the time was almost up, so he washed his hands and planned to go to the bedroom to wake Jiang Xiu up.

From the living room with bright and clean windows to the dark and gloomy bedroom, Fang Yunwan squinted his eyes for a long time to adapt.

Jiang Xiu still maintained the posture when he left, leaning back on the soft pillow at the head of the bed, his head hanging limply to one side.

After maintaining the same posture for such a long time, isn't the neck sore or hurt?

Fang Yunwan sighed secretly, approached him carefully, and turned on the lamp by the bed.When Fang Yunwan saw the person on the bed clearly by the light, a layer of cold sweat broke out on Fang Yunwan's back, and he called him urgently: "Jiang Xiu!"

Jiang Xiu lay silently on his back on the head of the bed, his face was pale, but his lips were stained with blood.

Fang Yunwan reached out and patted Jiang Xiu's shoulder, and continued to call him softly.

But Jiang Xiu didn't respond to him, but he fell down limply along with his strength, coughed lightly twice unconsciously, and choked up blood and foam intermittently.

The author says:

Frustrated, Xiu arrived late;

The dispute in the supermarket was finally the last straw that crushed Xiuxiu. Xiuxiu even wanted to drive Xiao Fang away, so he gave up on saving himself;

See you next Saturday——

Not surprisingly, Xiuxiu should be finished in May, and the sisters who are still hoarding can start watching it. Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!