After being taken away by the princess, I became a disaster

Qiu Lanxi left.

The reason she came here was only because she was afraid that Yan Qingli would be in a bad mood because of Qinghe Emperor Li's crown prince. Based on her experience, it was enough to relieve people.

But at this time, since it was confirmed that Yan Qingli was not hurt by this, there was no need for her to stay.

As a princess of a country, Yan Qingli seldom got what she wanted after Emperor Qinghe ascended the throne, so she cared more about such things than establishing a prince, but in Qiulanxi's view, she didn't care about it. Not the kind of love brain, there is more than love in the life of an adult, and it is not difficult for her to accept all of this.

Qiu Lanxi also doesn't want to know what she will do for it in the future. In terms of her power, she can understand whether she gives up or insists. After all, this is ancient times, and she will not be surprised by any situation.

Even, in the eyes of many people, she is probably the one who doesn't know what's good and what's wrong. Isn't it good that a person provides you with everything, and you don't have to worry about anything?

Intellectually, Qiu Lanxi understands that this is the best ending she can get, and she actually accepted it at the beginning. She always thinks that her adaptability is not bad, but people will always find out after experiencing that it is not All things can be accepted by oneself.

Yan Qingli sat in the pavilion for a long time without regaining consciousness.

In fact, she didn't quite understand what Qiu Lanxi said. She didn't even know that there was such a bird as a canary in the world, but Yan Qingli could probably guess what this bird looked like, probably because of its beautiful appearance, it was attracted by some dignitaries. Birds kept in cages.

Yan Qingli has never raised any birds, but she has seen others raise them. They will be cut off their flight feathers and kept in cages for people to appreciate.

Powerful people can rely on power to satisfy their preferences. Although Yan Qingli doesn't like it, she understands that this is human nature. There is no absolute fairness in the world. In her opinion, as long as it doesn't exceed that level, nothing will happen. Like the father, the emperor will severely punish corrupt officials, but he will also choose to turn a blind eye to the officials who are not too greedy.

The reason why honest officials are praised is because they are rare.

That's why Yan Qingli couldn't understand Qiu Lanxi's words even more. If a bird was used as a metaphor, it should also refer to a concubine. After all, it is impossible for a woman to be locked in a cage, and her daily communication actions are all on her own.

She has never treated Qiu Lanxi as an insignificant concubine, and no one will stop her wherever she wants to go. Yan Qingli doesn't understand why she thinks she is a canary, and why should my soul be free?

Yan Qingli tried to understand all this, but instead messed up her mind.

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Qiu Lanxi went to look for Yan Qingli, but the other party didn't come back with her, which immediately made the rumors of her falling out of favor even louder, but because Qiu Lanxi seldom had contact with her servants, she didn't feel anything.

She didn't understand why she still lived here.

But now that a decision has been made, Qiu Lanxi is too lazy to bother, and completely ignores Chun Su's hesitation to speak. After all, it is nothing more than persuading her to be soft, and the princess must not really ignore her.

But she thought it was fine.

After all, to deceive a person who is not hypocritical, conscience will also be condemned.

The next month, the two of them didn't see each other again. It rained heavily that day, and Qiu Lanxi sat by the window, staring at the raindrops outside the window in a trance, and soon fell asleep.

She is not interested in ancient entertainment activities, and the scriptures here are not hard to read in vernacular, so when Qiu Lanxi is bored, what she often does is to stare at something and then fall asleep.

When he woke up again, he found a figure standing in front of him.

"Your Highness?"

Yan Qingli stared at her, her hair was wet, and her clothes were also wet, as if she hadn't opened an umbrella after it rained.

Qiu Lanxi didn't expect that the other party would look like this when she saw her again, so she couldn't help asking: "Why doesn't Your Highness go change your clothes?"

This kind of outrageous plot like an idol drama is not like what she can do.

Yan Qingli didn't answer, just asked: "Do you want to be an official?"

She tried her best to understand Qiulanxi with her own thinking. After thinking for a long time, Yan Qingli finally felt that she had caught some clues. Marrying a daughter, because war requires population, so the threshold for women who can have children and divorce is broken.

Not to mention those with strong wives, if you are ruthless, it is common for me to give up.

But Yan Qingli is very clear that there are still many people who are not in this situation, and more are people who endure the dissatisfaction of their husbands and serve the whole family wholeheartedly, because they have no confidence or ability to resist.

She roughly guessed Qiu Lanxi's uneasiness. Everything about the other party came from her. She could give it and take it back. She didn't get it by herself. Everything in her hands has to be weighed.

It is impossible for the isolated and helpless Qiulanxi to have a strong mother clan, but it is not impossible to gain strength by oneself.

She also weighed it for a long time, because this situation is much different from her own. She is known for her talents and has shown her talents since she was a child. Even so, there were many opponents when she was an official.

But in the end Yan Qingli still did it, because she knew that she had hope to accomplish this, she thought for a long time, whether it was worth it, was it just because she liked her?

Yan Qingli is still a rational person. There are many people in this world who are confined to the backyard. Even if they are talented, no one knows. She wants to help them, but if even the people around her choose to remain silent, how can they guarantee the future? Will you still help?

She even analyzed her own inferiority root from it, she would feel sorry for a talented woman marrying a person who is inferior to her in every way; and also because an eight-year-old child learned everything in his head just to marry a wishful man in the future You are angry, why did she never think that she might have more choices when she came to Qiulanxi alone?

Obviously she also knows that Qiu Lanxi can also give answers without thinking when she sees the spells that she needs to think a little bit to solve, and the conversation is not without ink. Why does she think that the other party will definitely be willing to be her wife? Woolen cloth?

Realizing that she seems to have substituting her thinking into the perspective of a "man" unconsciously, Yan Qingli found in a trance that the arrogance she thought would not appear in her body seemed to have begun to breed.

Yan Qingli, why did you become like this?She asked herself softly in her heart.

Qiu Lanxi was stunned, and she even felt that she had heard it wrong: "What did you say?"

"Do you want to become an official in the court?" Yan Qingli repeated calmly.

Qiu Lanxi looked at her, did she think?Of course I want to.Admittedly, this is not the best way out, but in ancient times there was only this way to allow oneself to have autonomy. Whether it is the powerful family behind it or marrying a good man, it is always the right given to you by others. As an official, Although it was more dangerous, even if he died in the end, he had worked hard anyway.

After all, only a small group of superiors can change the world.

However, Qiu Lanxi clearly recognizes the reality. She has neither the talent to manage the world, nor any influence that can be used by her, and her background restricts her to follow the trend.

She never thought that Yan Qingli dared to risk the world's disgrace by herself, and also dared to hand over the life-saving driftwood to her.

Staring at her deeply, Qiu Lanxi felt that the firewood in her heart was rekindled. It was the hope that had not risen after coming to this world: "Think!"

Yan Qingli hummed lightly, and then said: "March next year will be the palace examination, and the emperor allows you to directly participate in the palace examination. If you can win the first place, everything will be allowed."

The imperial examinations in the Ning Dynasty were no different from the ones in Qiulanxi’s memory. There were both township examinations and general examinations. Only the top [-] were selected in the palace examination, and Emperor Qinghe personally interviewed them. The examinations were more realistic than the previous papers.

If Qiu Lanxi is allowed to start with the rural examination, she will definitely not be able to do it, because she really doesn't know how to do that.

Yan Qingli used to hide her identity to take the exam, so when she was an official, she questioned the incompatibility of etiquette more, not that she was unworthy to be an official.

But if it was Qiu Lanxi, it would not be too much to say that it was criticized by thousands of people, and the spit of all people was not too much, let alone herself, even Emperor Qinghe would be criticized.

So it was hard for Qiu Lanxi to imagine how much Yan Qingli had paid for this. She didn't think the other party's feelings for her could be so deep.

……perhaps?

She was not sure anymore, she could no longer rationally analyze Yan Qingli's movements.

"Thank you, Your Highness."

Qiu Lanxi didn't think about it any more, and kowtowed to her seriously. There is no other kind of grace than this, and she didn't even know if she could repay it.

Yan Qingli turned sideways to avoid it slightly, and then pulled her up, knowing that she might feel better doing so, she pursed her lips slightly, and said: "It doesn't have to be like this, I also have selfish intentions."

It had been a long time since Qiu Lanxi had heard her call herself so in front of her, and she was slightly in a daze.

Yan Qingli said calmly: "I can't be the only one in the hall. If you really appreciate me, then you should do well and strive to be an example."

Qiu Lanxi immediately understood that no matter how good Yan Qingli was, they would all feel that she deserved it. After all, she had been famous since she was a child, and she was also the emperor's daughter, but Qiu Lanxi was different. The illusion of "I can do it too" is enough to arouse the deep-seated ambitions of many women.

She lowered her head and said, "This subordinate will not disappoint His Highness."

Qiu Lanxi re-recognized her identity almost immediately, or rather than rejecting her original identity, she wished to have such a new identity.

Yan Qingli's eyes were dim, and it took a long time before he said: "I don't need you as a subordinate."

Her tone sounded a little stiff.

Qiu Lanxi moved her lips, and after a moment of silence, she asked, "What does Your Highness want?"

Yan Qingli stared at her, and just when Qiu Lanxi thought she would not speak, she heard her say: "I want you to accompany me to do what we should have done long ago."

Qiu Lanxi's eyes widened in astonishment, a little hard to accept that the words came out of her mouth, she couldn't help but took a breath before asking: "So this is a deal?"

"This is a request," Yan Qingli lowered his eyes, "It's fine if you refuse, don't worry."

This is her selfishness, she didn't want to cut Qiulanxi's flying feathers, the place where she was born made her never grow flying feathers, but Yan Qingli knew that when she entered the dynasty, she would grow flying feathers It will fly away, but before that, she also wants to have it for a short time.

Does it make sense?

No.

But Yan Qingli still wants to do this, because she has never experienced the love between a man and a woman. If so, she will definitely remember it deeply. What's more, if she can agree, at least it proves that she is not completely emotionless.

Yan Qingli had to admit that she was not a saint, she couldn't bear to take it by force, she was willing to put flying feathers on her, but she didn't mind her flying away lightly without leaving a trace.

Qiu Lanxi opened her mouth, a little dumbfounded, she felt a kind of madness from Yan Qingli, but this kind of madness seemed to be forced out by herself.

She stood there like that, with her back straight and her face calm, as if she could accept any result calmly.

Qiu Lanxi twitched her brows slightly, a monarch and minister who had sex scandals, and a monarch and minister who actually had a relationship are two different things.

The former can become two parallel lines again, while the latter is most likely to be cut and messed up.

But the other party took so many steps forward, she couldn't help but stand still.

Qiu Lanxi approached her and led her to the bed, Yan Qingli stared at her: "I didn't force you."

"I know."

Perhaps at the beginning, Yan Qingli really wanted to force her to act in some plays, but later, she kept acting just because she didn't trust Yan Qingli.

She unbuttoned her belt, peeled off her wet clothes little by little, and finally put her hands on her knees.

Looking at the bruises on her knees, Qiu Lanxi suddenly understood how she got the qualifications for the imperial examination.

Suddenly, an unspeakable sourness surged up in her heart, and she kissed it lightly.

"Don't cry," Yan Qingli was a little at a loss, "We don't..."

"Shh."

Qiu Lanxi covered her mouth with her hand, and pressed her onto the bed.

Yan Qingli stared at her tear-wet eyelashes, and felt a little regretful. She really didn't want to repay her kindness, but she seemed to have misunderstood her again.