After being taken away by the princess, I became a disaster

He didn't stay in the cave for long, and even when Qiu Lanxi woke up, he found that he had appeared in the carriage for some reason, but Yan Qingli was not in it, only Chunsu.

She opened the curtain and looked, only to realize that the other party was riding a horse outside.

Qiu Lanxi's eyes flickered for a moment, then she looked away as if nothing had happened, asked Chunsu about the current situation, and quickly clarified the situation.

Emperor Qinghe's brothers who participated in the rebellion were all killed and their family members were arrested. Qiu Lanxi probably understood Emperor Qinghe's thoughts. Watching my power and nails being pulled out bit by bit.

Because of the war, Emperor Qinghe had no time to worry about them too much, so he let them manage some forces, but once the war was over, Emperor Qinghe could free up his hands to concentrate on dealing with them, so even if he knew that this autumn hunting would be of great importance Problems, they are also willing to step into the trap.

This is an upright conspiracy.

After all, Emperor Qinghe was willing to risk himself. From the current point of view, it is undoubtedly the opportunity with the highest success rate, so they will spare no room to send out all their strength, otherwise methods such as encircling the palace will be more difficult to operate. That was the place where Emperor Qinghe took root the deepest, and Emperor Qinghe would soon notice any changes in them.

So there is nothing wrong with them doing this. After all, they can only gamble. The only thing Qiu Lanxi can't understand is Emperor Qinghe's operation. After all, he has the advantage, and he doesn't have to do it at all. There was no wind and waves to stir up.

Such eagerness means that either Emperor Qinghe has a deep hatred for them, or he has a physical problem and wants to leave a stable Ning Dynasty for the future emperor.

According to Qiu Lanxi's observation, the former is more likely, and the latter may be mixed in, and he doesn't want to leave the mess to his heirs to solve.

After thinking for a while, Qiu Lanxi stopped thinking about these things that had nothing to do with her. Because of her lack of energy, she fell asleep again, and when she woke up again, she had already returned home.

There was no sign of Yan Qingli in the room. Chunsu said that the other party was going to the study to recuperate for a few days. Qiu Lanxi understood that she probably heard something, but even without that incident, her behavior before was enough to make people suspicious.

She was a little surprised that Yan Qingli didn't want her to move out, but left by herself.

Qiu Lanxi thought about it seriously, and thought that maybe she took herself too seriously, maybe Yan Qingli went to the study to facilitate the arrangement, after all, the internal troubles have been eliminated, and the heir should be on the agenda.

As for how much of it he accounted for, Qiu Lanxi no longer wanted to figure it out.

The bloody scene made her briefly sober, but soon that mood was replaced by a deeper layer of exhaustion.

She couldn't accept her fate, but she knew that she had no choice but to accept her fate.

Because the past relationship between the two is obvious to all, a few days of different rooms will not make people suspicious, only a few close maids have vaguely glimpsed something, but dare not say more.

After all, no matter how you say it, the place where Qiu Lanxi lives has already explained everything, conflicts and falling out of favor are two different things.

When Qiu Lanxi heard the word 'falling out of favor', she was actually stunned for a while. Although all the actions she had done before were indeed aimed at winning Yan Qingli's 'favor', when the word was really declared to She still feels a little unacceptable when she speaks.

This is probably because the independent personality cultivated in modern times makes it impossible for her to truly attach to one person, so the closer she is to her original success, the more she rejects it.

The two of them didn't go to anyone else, no matter how Chun Su persuaded Qiu Lanxi not to move like a mountain, but soon everyone in the Princess Mansion had no time to care about all this, because Qinghe Emperor established the crown prince.

It is the Seventh Prince, King Rui.

King Rui was one of the princes who stayed beside Emperor Qinghe back then. On the day of his birthday, Ning Chao also ushered in the first big victory against Teng Kingdom. Overjoyed, the Seventh Prince became King Rui.

Because of this title, the family background of the mother's family is not bad, and King Rui himself has not failed, so he has always been a strong contender for the throne. Prince.

Qiu Lanxi couldn't help curling her lips. If it weren't for Yan Qingli, Emperor Qinghe might really have overturned. If it is true that he was responsible for saving the driver, it would be because of Yan Qingli. so what?

She didn't know how Yan Qingli felt now, did she expect it or was it unfair?After all, after gaining real power, she made a lot of achievements, and she did not lessen the limelight of the other princes, so that her relationship with them became even colder.

If it is said that the other princes are only at a normal level cultivated by the elites of the royal family, then Yan Qingli can undoubtedly be regarded as an extraordinary performer.

It's just that in ancient times, just one gender was enough to kill all this.

Qiu Lanxi thought a lot, Yan Qingli is not an iron man, probably her mood is not very good at this time, she hesitated for a while before making up her mind.

No matter what, Yan Qingli did not treat her badly. If she didn't even want to take a look at this time, it would be too heartless.

Although, the other party may not want to see her too much.

Qiu Lanxi went alone, Yan Qingli was not in the study, but was drinking by herself in the pavilion, and when she got closer, she smelled that it was wine and not tea.

"Your Highness, are you okay?" Qiu Lanxi walked over, hesitated for a moment, and sat opposite her.

Yan Qingli was silent for a moment before saying, "It's not very good."

She looked at the pool not far away, and the water in the pool looked a little cold under the moonlight.

Like crying in silence.

Emperor Qinghe asked her who she preferred when he established the crown prince, because in his eyes, those princes are all right, and no one is necessary for him. Shaoguang's temperament is very different from that of ordinary women. She will have a hard time when she takes the throne.

Yan Qingli said jokingly at the time that she cared more about herself, and Emperor Qinghe only thought she was joking, or in other words, although Emperor Qinghe saw her achievements since she came to power, she never wavered from her original intention. When he finally chose the target and chatted, he also said that if she was a man, she must be the crown prince.

It must be her... huh.

Yan Qingli admitted that she suddenly felt grievances because of this, but she probably expected it, and although she was depressed, it was not enough to cause her a big blow.

What hit her even more was that the love she thought she had wholeheartedly thought was just her wishful thinking, and even the other party was not only unhappy, but also "stuck in heart".

Thinking of the imperial physician's diagnosis, Yan Qingli's eyes became even darker.

Qiu Lanxi didn't expect the other party to be so straightforward, so she was stunned for a moment.

Yan Qingli turned her gaze to her: "Does Qingqing hate me, Daning?"

In the past, Yan Qingli didn't think about national hatred and family hatred, because to the people at the bottom, the enemy country is actually more like a symbol, and they are more worried about the impact of this incident on themselves when the dynasty changes. He loves his country deeply.

It's just that Qiu Lanxi has never expressed her emotions in this regard, and Yan Qingli has never thought about it too much. After thinking about it, she couldn't help but come up with this idea.

After all, for a person who recognizes the country behind him, getting along with his enemies day and night is probably unbearable.

Qiu Lanxi froze for a moment, then shook her head and said, "I have no feelings for Teng Guo, so why would I hate him?"

This guess was rejected, but Yan Qingli didn't feel relaxed, because if it wasn't for the hatred of the country and the family, it could only mean that she simply didn't like herself.

But why?

After coming back, Yan Qingli asked herself countless times like this, she thinks she has done everything she can give, everything is good in food, clothing, housing and transportation, and she treats her like jewels like treasures, and has never hesitated to dote on her on any occasion , Even the emperor said in private several times that she is still the same, isn't that enough?

Yan Qingli is not a person who sticks to the horns, she quickly calmed down and thought that it does not mean that there will be rewards for what she has done for the throne, just like everything she has done for the throne, others will not choose to work for her just because they see her efforts .

But she still doesn't understand.

Yan Qingli stroked the wine glass and asked again: "Have you ever had a lover?"

Qiu Lanxi couldn't help but glance at her before saying, "Nothing."

She asked again: "Do you hate me?"

"Your Highness is the best person I have ever met in this world." Although there are differences in thinking, Qiu Lanxi also has to admit that as an aboriginal, her thinking may have limits, but she has indeed done what she can Everything that comes to mind.

Yan Qingli finally couldn't help asking: "Then why don't you love me?"

Obviously, all her previous behaviors were telling her that she liked her. If it was all false, why did she suddenly stop pretending now?

Qiu Lanxi couldn't help but smiled: "Does Your Highness understand me?"

Yan Qingli almost immediately gave an affirmative answer, but the smile on her lips touched her, and she was speechless. If she really knew each other, she wouldn't always think that they were connected.

"What your highness sees is just what I want to show your highness, it's not the real me," Qiu Lanxi lowered her eyes, "Your highness doesn't even know what the real me is, so how can you like me?" ?”

She couldn't help laughing: "Does Your Highness still like me now?"

After realizing that everything in her past was just a faux pas, could it be that she really has no grudges?Don't complain?not angry?Not upset?Not hit?

Yan Qingli was stunned, and after a moment of silence, she said: "But you have never even revealed your truth to me, so how do you know I won't like it?"

I don't know if she was drunk, but her emotions were a little exposed. Qiu Lanxi not only sensed a bit of grievance from her words, but also saw a bit of water in her eyes.

Qiu Lanxi couldn't help being asked, and after a while, she still smiled with ease, without seeming to waver at all: "Your Highness wants to see, of course you can."

As she spoke, she held back her smile and relaxed, just like every time she was alone in a small closed room.

Yan Qingli was stunned suddenly.

The goal is no longer the agility of the eyes, nor the fragile feeling between the eyebrows and eyes, but the unspeakable numbness and indifference. It seems that I have exhausted my strength just to live, so it is difficult to separate my mind to pay attention to other things, and I am on the verge of collapse. Like a flower that will wither anytime.

It has been a long time since Qiu Lanxi showed such a gesture. She knew that her mentality was actually very unhealthy a long time ago. She witnessed her mother abandoning her to die bravely in righteousness, and her father had to come back to visit the grave in the second year because of his mission. She approached him on any occasion where there were people, and she couldn't even be regarded as knowing him.

She lived under the fence, and her grandmother's family and grandma's family both had several children in line with the social conditions at that time, so the parents did not volunteer to join the army, but because there were too many children in the family, they wanted to send them to the army for nothing.

She listened too much and thought she could not understand many disgusting words spoken in front of her when she was young. Later, her father's comrades in arms picked her up, and she grew up 'healthy' with excellent grades.

They think she should be proud of such 'heroic' parents, but she hates them; Like the children in the courtyard, she is engaged in politics and business, gets married and has children, so that no one will worry about her, but she has never loved anything.

Qiu Lanxi is a very selfish person, but also a very lonely person. No one can explain this kind of loneliness, and a few people can understand it. She opened a clinic after graduation, because she does not want to have people as unfortunate as herself in this world , she lives hard because she doesn't want negative emotions to overcome herself.

But if there are things that make her feel happy in modern times, then it can be said that there is nothing in this era, so Qiu Lanxi really wants to give up. If a person can't find the slightest happiness in life, then why bother? alive?

She was once thankful that Wang Baiying was a pedantic and deceitful scholar who didn't need to sacrifice herself, and she was once satisfied that Yan Qingli was high enough to order casually so that she could live a good enough status for the rest of her life, but now, she just wants to stay away from this world.

This is not the civilized society she is familiar with. It is full of ignorance and barbarism hidden by power. She is from a civilized society. Why should she accept and adapt to the filth of this era instead of refusing to accept it all?

She doesn't like being treated as an object, doesn't want to live on the favor of others, has no awe of imperial power, and doesn't want to lose herself for love.

Qiu Lanxi said slowly: "His Royal Highness, I would rather be an ant that will be crushed to death at any time than be your canary. My soul should be free."

It is also supposed to be free, must be free.

Yan Qingli felt as if her heart was tightly clenched, and it was difficult to say a word.