if only hug

I don't know how long I knelt in the snow before Wu Xie got up slowly. The place where the tears flowed was wet, and the face was dried by the wind, so tight that it hurt.Wrapping his coat tightly and walking back with a dead face, Wu Xie realized that it was already dawn. Passers-by on the road looked at him curiously, but he ignored them and walked like a walking corpse with his eyes downcast. There was only a stiff coldness all over his body. , he didn't even realize that he was stepping on the snow with bare feet.

Back in the dormitory, Wu Xie didn't want to do anything, just pulled the quilt and fell asleep.Tired, at this moment his heart is full of only this word.

During this sleep, he slept in the dark, day and night, and was woken up by hunger once in the middle. Wu Xie took out the compressed biscuits bought during the mountaineering trip, stuffed them into his mouth with plain water, and pulled the quilt back to sleep after eating.

For the first time, he felt so tired, it was a kind of exhaustion after persisting for too long, from depression to disguise to release, from hope to disappointment to despair, his heart, like a piece of expired plasticine, lost Toughness, breaks when touched.

The camouflage failed completely, everything was beaten back to the original, the difference was that he no longer had any disturbances, and after knowing that he still loved Zhang Qiling, he had no disturbances.

He suddenly understood why Zhang Qiling was always so indifferent. It was really a state, an almost detached attitude that turned himself from a party to a bystander after seeing everything and predicting the result.

That is definitely not because of how high the ideological consciousness is, but because of being too tired.

He didn't care to ask what the outside world was like. He just nestled in his little bed and slept day and night. This almost decadent life lasted until Xiao Hua called three days later.

"Wu Xie, I have something to ask you." Xiao Hua's tone was very serious, Wu Xie scratched her messy hair and sat up with the handset, her voice was still awake: "What's the matter?"

"Are you sleeping?" Xiao Hua was very surprised, "It should be two o'clock in the afternoon with you, taking a nap?"

"Hmm..." Wu Xie answered lazily. If the call came from Fatty, he must have hung up at that time, but the caller was Xiaohua.

"Then I'll tell you when you wake up. This matter is very important."

Wu Xie couldn't help being a little curious, and sat up straight: "It's okay, just tell me."

"This matter is related to Zhang Qiling," Xiao Hua paused, as if waiting for Wu Xie's response, unexpectedly, there was no sound from the other end of the phone, Xiao Hua was even more surprised, "Are you not interested?"

Hearing the three words "Zhang Qiling", Wu Xie's heart twitched fiercely, but Xiao Hua's tone was very serious, making Xie the head of the family such a serious matter... Wu Xie frowned, thought for a while and said: " You go ahead."

"That's it. I received a photo, which is probably related to Zhang Qiling. Do you want to see it?"

photo?Wu Xie looked up at the ceiling, her heart was surprisingly calm, Xiao Hua was still waiting for his reply, Wu Xie lowered her head, and said slowly: "No need."

The other end of the phone was silent for a while, and after a long time, Xiao Hua suddenly smiled: "That's fine, Wu Xie, I want to open up."

"Ah."

After hanging up the phone, Wu Xie leaned against the wall weakly. He didn't get out of bed for several days. His whole body was limp. His arm seemed to heal quickly, and the pain was gone. His body felt a little hot, and he couldn't help shaking. Probably a cold, Wu Xie thought.

I was very hungry, but I had no appetite. I couldn’t stop my nausea when I thought about the food. I felt dizzy and swollen. Wu Xie got out of bed and poured a glass of water to drink. The water was boiled a few days ago, and after a few days there was a faint He didn't care about the strange smell, his throat was burning and sore, and he urgently needed something cold to moisten it.

The past few days have been peaceful, with only the white camellia quietly blooming under the window sill to accompany him.Wu Xie put down the water glass and squatted down. The flowers were a little decayed, the white petals lost their previous luster, and the stems were drooping, looking very listless. Even so, the fragrance was still very strong and seemed to be released before it withered. All its richness.The afternoon sun leaked through the gaps in the curtains, Wu Xie raised his eyes to meet the long-lost warmth, stood up suddenly, and pulled the curtains vigorously with a "wow", dazzling light fell on his body in an instant, in the darkness After staying for a long time, she felt unaccustomed to the light, Wu Xie narrowed her eyes, hugged the flower pot to the window sill with one hand, and poured some water.After all, it was a plant. After drying in the sun, it regained its spirit in just one afternoon.

If he doesn't see you, you won't live?Life is not as good as flowers, it's really useless, Wu Xie smiled wryly, turned around and tidied up the messy bed, put hot water on it and took a good shower, then combed the messy hair, changed into clean clothes and went out building.The sky after the snow is very clear, the snow has been cleared away, there are many people out for a walk on the street, Wu Xie passes through them, and goes straight to the pharmacy to buy some commonly used cold medicine, it can’t go on like this forever, self-deprecating Wandering on the road, occasionally a couple passed by him arm in arm, but Wu Xie's heart was extraordinarily peaceful.

Walking around, Wu Xie thought about it, and went to the proprietress's flower shop.After a few days of absence, the proprietress was very happy to see him, but couldn't help but blame him for losing weight again. Wu Xie pursed her lips and smiled. The proprietress always treated him like her own child. During the two years in Germany, The person he is most grateful for is probably her.

"Do you want to try to grow some other flowers?" The proprietress put the flower pots into the house one by one. Wu Xie reached out to help, but she slapped it off with one hand, "His hand is still hanging."

"Do you have any recommendations?" Wu Xie turned around and looked through the album.

"The German cornflower is the most famous, it is our national flower," the proprietress said with a smile, "However, you should prefer Chinese flowers, how about jasmine? Don't you have a song in China called jasmine?"

Wu Xie smiled: "You know a lot, but there are very few Chinese here."

"It's not too small. Two days ago, there was another one in my shop, and he was very handsome." The proprietress laughed, "You Chinese boys are so interesting."

Wu Xie flipped through the flower book, didn't care what the proprietress said, just pursed her lips and smiled: "Then jasmine, is it easy to plant?"

"According to what I said, it must be easy to plant." The proprietress moved out a small flower pot, and started to cultivate the soil as the first time, measuring the pH and humidity.

Wu Xie lost interest after looking at it for a second. Valentine's Day and Christmas had just passed, and there were a lot of unsold flowers piled up in the store, bundled into bunches and placed in a large bucket. From a distance, they thought they were decorations .

Wu Xie looked around boredly, chatting with the proprietress at the same time: "How is the business recently?"

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"It's not bad, because there are more young people like you. Planting flowers is a matter of self-cultivation. Only those who have love in their hearts can grow good flowers. But some young people are just romantic, and they like to buy ready-made flowers to coax their girlfriends. , If you want me to say, if you want to give it, you can give it seeds, plant it together, and watch the flowers grow little by little, how interesting, don’t you think?” The proprietress played with the flower pot in her hand seriously, and suddenly found that she had been with him all the time. The young man who was speaking suddenly stopped moving. The proprietress raised her head and saw Wu Xie raised her head, staring blankly at the post-it notes on the wall, as if her whole body was frozen.

"What's the matter?" The proprietress stopped what she was doing and looked at him.

"This..." Wu Xie raised her hand almost tremblingly, pointed to a post-it note on the wall, and looked at her with red eyes, "When was this written..."

"This one," the proprietress said disapprovingly, "it's the Chinese who came to my store a few days ago, the one I said was very handsome, he came here to buy flower fertilizer, so I asked him to write it, oh, let's talk about it , he also bought camellia flower fertilizer, do you know him?"

The moment he heard these words, Wu Xie's usually calm eyes suddenly became anxious, as if there was hot water surging in his chest, making people suffocated, Wu Xie took a few breaths, looked at the stunned proprietress, moist There was almost pleading sincerity in his eyes: "This...this note, can I take it?"

The proprietress was stunned, she had never seen such a Wu Xie, such a spirited, turbulent, flesh and blood Wu Xie, she still remembered the dim light in his eyes when she saw this boy for the first time, With a melancholy temperament, she suddenly remembered how desperate and sad she was when she left her ex-husband with her children.

Not knowing what to say, the proprietress nodded to show her permission, Wu Xie stood on tiptoe, stretched out her fingers cautiously, and took off the one next to her and the one next to her.The moment he saw the handwriting clearly, all the nerves in his body were suddenly prickled, and tears rolled down from his sore eye sockets again, blurring his vision.Suddenly thought of something, before he could say hello to the proprietress, Wu Xie quickly clenched the note, and ran out of the store, leaving the proprietress in a daze.

"The proprietress said that you can make a wish when the flowers bloom. What is your wish?"

"Take my whole life for another ten years of your innocence."

Zhang Qiling, what are you going to do, what are you going to do, you don't want to leave me anymore, you wait for me, you must wait for me, wait for me to find you, I will never be separated from you again, never again, I suffer Enough is enough, I've really had enough...

It was getting dark, and street lights flashed indistinctly in front of his eyes, and he ran fast on the road. Wu Xie wiped his eyes with his sleeve, but his vision blurred again very quickly. Wu Xie didn't pay attention to it, others only thought it was a lunatic, only Wu Xie knew that he was really crazy, completely crazy...

It turned out that it wasn't exhaustion, it was just that there was no hope. At this moment, Wu Xie was like a piece of dry land. It seemed lifeless and lifeless, but as long as there was a drop of clear spring, he would have infinite possibilities, and a flower would bloom in the desert. Flowers come.

"Xiaohua——" knocking open the door of the dormitory, Wu Xie squeezed the phone and pressed it. International calls are very troublesome. Wu Xie was irritable and impatient. He tried to catch his breath to calm himself down. He began to tremblingly press one according to the steps. keys.At this moment, he suddenly wanted to know everything about Zhang Qiling, he wanted to know what he was doing these two years, the past came to his mind, Zhang Qiling's good, Zhang Qiling's hidden smile, Zhang Qiling's quiet goodnight kiss, it was obvious that he Love Wu Xie, he loves Wu Xie deeply, Zhang Qiling is not a weak person, Zhang Qiling will not be unfeeling to him for no reason, he appears, but he does not see him, what reason does he have?What the hell has he been doing all this time?What are you going through?All of this, Wu Xie suddenly felt that the past two years had been in vain. He was immersed in bottomless sadness, but he kept forgetting to think about the cause and effect of the whole thing. Now he urgently needs to know everything about him , He had some bad premonition in his heart, that's right, Zhang Qiling, there is no objective reason, how could he abandon him, he obviously endured for two years without seeing him, but this time he came all the way to Germany to see him, this time It doesn't fit Zhang Qiling's style, he...he is here to say goodbye, right? What is he going to do, and what is he going to do behind his back?

Damn it!Why didn't I think about this sooner?Wu Xie, you are a selfish bastard!

Why don't you think about it, with Zhang Qiling's personality, would he really care about blood relatives?Don't you think you're smart?Wu Xie, does he really care?Have you forgotten that before that, someone tried everything possible to kill him?Have you forgotten what happened with the Qilin blood?

Pacing up and down anxiously on the floor with a heart hanging, no one answered the phone from Xiaohua's side, this is not like the style of Xie Jiajia.Wu Xie hung up the phone, stared at the phone in a daze, what happened, even Xiao Hua's phone couldn't get through?

While he was in a daze, the phone suddenly turned on again, it was an unfamiliar number, Wu Xie frowned, but still picked it up.The other end of the phone was very noisy, it should be on the side of the road, Wu Xie whispered hello in German, and there was the sound of cloth rubbing on the other end of the phone, Wu Xie was puzzled, thinking it was a wrong call, and was about to hang up Suddenly, there was a voice from the other end, the volume was very low, but Wu Xie could still hear it, it was Xiao Hua's voice, and he hurriedly pressed his ears tightly, Wu Xie was about to speak, but was interrupted by Xiao Hua.

"Wu Xie, don't talk."

Wu Xie was puzzled, but he did as he did. The other party continued, talking quickly: "You want to see the photos, right? I'll go to Germany to find you in four days, and I'll be on the second flight to Berlin. You pick me up early , My phone is being monitored, don't call, don't ask about anything, wait until I get here, don't act rashly...they are coming, I'll hang up first, Wu Xie...be careful yourself. "

"beep--"

Wu Xie put down the phone in a daze, and after digesting it in her heart for 2 minutes, she finally figured out what Xiaohua said, what does it mean?What does it mean that the phone is monitored?Who are they?Even someone as capable as Xiaohua is in trouble, what happened?Most importantly, does this have anything to do with Zhang Qiling?Will he be in danger?

After thinking about it, Wu Xie couldn't sit still anymore, and paced up and down the room holding his mobile phone, listening?

Wu Xie was shocked, listening?After carefully analyzing what Xiao Hua said, four days later?Second flight?Pick up?earlier?Everything suddenly became clear. Wu Xie took a deep breath. There was nothing wrong. If Xiao Hua wanted to come, she wouldn't explain it in such detail. If she came to Wu Xie, it would be easy to know where he lived. Why did Xiaohua say that, Wu Xie locked her eyes on her mobile phone, listening?

It seems that not only Xiao Hua's cell phone is being monitored, but her own is also being monitored. This is one of the things Xiao Hua wants to convey to him, so, sooner?second shift?Why do you say that?

Thinking about it, Wu Xie suddenly smiled, he really deserves to be the head of the Xie family, it seems that the mobile phone can't be used anymore.Wu Xie put away the books and pens, and hurried to the school reading room. The school is different from the society, and it is safe to surf the Internet here, so there is no need to worry about information leakage.Wu Xie quickly looked up the first flight to Berlin when there were few people. It was [-]:[-] am Berlin time, and the second flight was [-]:[-] am. That's not what Wu Xie should care about. Xiao Hua's information is to mislead and monitor the phone He said earlier, the meaning is, let Wu Xie pick up the first trip, it seems that things are more serious than he imagined, maybe it's not just the phone being monitored, thinking about it, Wu Xie's heart is getting more and more uncertain , Xiaohua said that he had a photo that was probably related to Zhang Qiling, what could it be?

After three days of panic, on the third night, Wu Xie went out in the dead of night.The airport was a bit far away, so he hailed a taxi straight away. There was no one on the street, only the street lights flickering with the distance.After paying the money and getting out of the car, as soon as he walked to the exit, a cleaning lady yelled at him. Wu Xie was startled. The other party pointed at the bottom of his feet angrily. However, my shoes were a little dirty, leaving several footprints on them.Wu Xie smiled apologetically, backed out, and got in through the small door on the other side that hadn't been cleaned. There was a big pillar next to the small door, which just blocked the line of sight. Wu Xie had just stepped in with his left foot, and his right foot was still Before stepping out, his eyes suddenly went dark, and his body was pulled back by someone, what a pity!Wu Xie felt cold, and before he had time to resist, he heard a familiar voice in his ear:

"I really admire you..."

Wu Xie was stunned for a moment, then broke away from the hand that covered his eyes, and turned to look happily. It was indeed that fair little face: "Xiao Hua..."

Anjiuxi

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