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Wu Xie didn't sleep, and it was impossible for him to fall asleep. He leaned against the wall slumped, watching the lights in the yard flickering and flickering, passively arranged, passively pushed away, facing the deep feeling of reality. The sense of powerlessness made his heart extremely tired.

"Dong dong dong" came a slight knock on the door, Wu Xie's first reaction was Zhang Qiling, but then he realized that it was impossible, if he would say anything, he would have said it just now.After a pause, Wu Xie slowly stood up with his body propped up, stepped forward to open the door, and what caught his eyes was his mother's sad face.

"Xiao Xie..." Wu's mother closed the door, looking at Wu Xie's indifferent face, she hesitated to speak.

"Is your hand better?" Mother Wu reached out to touch his hand, and Wu Xie moved it away in a timely manner.

"fine."

The sudden sense of unfamiliarity made Wu's mother feel overwhelmed and sad: "Xiaoxie, I know you blame us, but it's all for your own good, we can only do this."

"For my own good?" Wu Xie repeated with her head propped up, feeling a little funny, and turned to look at her mother: "Where is it good?"

Mother Wu choked for a moment, lowered her head and said, "In short, after you go there, you can have a brand new life, a better environment, better education, and better—"

"There are better partners, right?" Wu Xie interrupted.

"Wu Xie, you..."

"I know what you're going to say. The reason why you let me go to Germany is to prevent me from being with my brother? You know you can't break us up, so you came up with this kind of bad trick, using my future to threaten him , to force him to submit, right?"

"Wu Xie, it's not what you think..."

"What is that?" Wu Xie's voice became louder, he didn't understand, he really didn't understand, "Why on earth are you trying to stop us? You keep saying that you want me to be happy, but what have you done? Say What is good for me is simply some high-sounding excuse!"

"Wu Xie, don't think so, we have never forced Qi Ling," Wu's mother held back the grief in her heart, but she couldn't hold back her trembling voice, "Mom really wants you to be happy, I admit, I hope you It is the wish of every mother to find a girl to marry and have children, but if you like a man, as long as he treats you well, even if she is reluctant, she will accept him..."

"Brother treats me badly?" Wu Xie asked back, looking straight at her mother with angry eyes, "Is it half of what you did?"

"Do you spend a tenth of his time with me?"

"Have you ever sent me to school? Have you taught me a problem? Have you ever covered me with a quilt?"

"Where were you when I was in danger? Where were you when I was sick? Where were you when I watched my friends die in front of me?"

Poured out all the grievances of so many years in one breath, Wu Xie's heart suddenly emptied, leaving only exhaustion.

"Don't mention anything to me, okay? In this world, no one treats me better than him, including you..."

Mother Wu stared blankly at the child in front of her, Wu Xie's words were correct, he didn't say a single word wrong, and every word hit her weakest position, Mother Wu lowered her head, with unprecedented sadness in her eyes: " I know I know……"

"He treats you, we can see, mom can see, if he is not... not your brother, we will definitely not stop you..."

"So what about brother?" Wu Xie met her eyes with sincerity, "Mom, I don't care who he is, I really don't care who he is, whether he is my brother, a beggar, or a murderer. I don't care about the crime, I don't understand why you are so entangled in this relationship, we are a combined family, we can't get married in China anyway, so what if you let us be together?"

"Wu Xie, no..." Mother Wu finally couldn't help crying out, shaking her head, "No, no..."

"What the hell is that?"

"He...he's your brother..." Mother Wu covered her eyes with her hands and kept shaking her head. Wu Xie softened, stepped forward to hug her, and said in a low voice: "I know, but I just love him……"

Mother Wu broke away from him, wiped her tears, took a deep breath, and said cruelly: "You can love anyone, but he can't!"

"Why are you so stubborn?" Wu Xie was puzzled.

"Wu Xie, do you know who he is?" Mama Wu suddenly looked at him, the sternness in her eyes made Wu Xie startled, and she had a bad premonition in her heart.

"He is not only your brother in law, he is also your real brother!"

He is not only your brother in law, he is also your real brother!Wu Xie froze in place, digesting this sentence for 2 minutes, brother?

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Wu Xie couldn't believe it, and laughed dumbly.

"I didn't intend to tell you about this." Mother Wu took a deep breath, as if it took all her strength to speak out, "Qi Ling's father...is your biological father!."

Wu Xie didn't speak, but looked up at her mother, forcing her to continue.

"I met Qiling's father a long time ago. When I was young, he was young and promising. At that time, Qiling's mother passed away less than two years ago. Although we have a good relationship, he has always refused to get married. I know he is I miss Qi Ling's mother in my heart, and you know that the old nine families are all intermarried within the clan, and your father Wu Yiqiong and I are engaged in baby marriage. The clan has been urging me, and I have been fighting against my family , until later I found out that I was pregnant with you, I had no choice but to wait, so I married your father and gave birth to you..."

Wu Xie listened blankly, and suddenly shook her head in a panic, expressing her disbelief: "Impossible, don't lie to me with the content of this eight o'clock TV series, I don't believe it."

"Wu Xie..." Wu's mother looked at Wu Xie regretfully, "Mom didn't lie to you, I kept this matter a secret until now, and I didn't tell anyone, including your two fathers, if it wasn't for this reason, I would I will not agree with your father to let you go to Germany..."

"I don't believe it, it's impossible," Wu Xie hurriedly lowered her head, like a drowning person looking for a creature, her messy eyes suddenly rested on her fingers, Wu Xie raised her fingers as if she had received a savior , Stretched to mother, "Look, my fingers are not long at all."

Mother Wu frowned and held his finger, bowed her head and said, "Wu Xie, don't run away, this kind of finger is a recessive gene, only the purest Zhang family can have it, you can ask your third uncle."

The last hope was shattered, and all the previous related scenes were overwhelming. Yes, he remembered the words of the director of the teaching department. He said that he and Zhang's father looked very similar in eyebrows, and he remembered the first time he met Zhang. Dad's familiarity...

Brother?Wu Xie clenched his fists in pain, his eyes were a little flustered, thinking of Zhang Qiling, he suddenly became certain, and gritted his teeth: "So what?"

Mother Wu looked at him in disbelief: "What did you say?"

"I said, so what?" Wu Xie turned his head dully, his eyes full of unspeakable sadness, "Anyway, it's taboo for us two men to be together, so what's the point of adding a blood relationship?" ?”

"You—" Wu's mother was so angry that she suddenly raised her hand and stood up, slapping her hand in the air, watching Wu Xie's eyes full of grief, she finally let it go, her tone was very excited, "You...you are incest Do you understand?"

Those two words pierced Wu Xie's most vulnerable place like a needle, Wu Xie frowned tightly, gritted his teeth and said, "Incest is incest, I don't care!"

"You don't care, what about the spirit?"

Wu Xie was taken aback, his heart that had been dying and struggling suddenly relaxed, and then fell down, yes, what about the stuffy oil bottle?

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"Qi Ling is a well-measured child. He is different from you. He will inherit the Zhang family in the future. If he has such a bad reputation, what do you want him to do in the future?" Mother Wu said earnestly, "He will do everything for you. Think about it, why can't you think about it for him?"

"You don't have to provoke us. Brother is not that kind of person. The Zhang family's family business is just a stumbling block and a burden to him!"

"Then why did he agree to send you to Germany? What do you think is the reason?"

"Anyway, it's absolutely impossible for this!" Wu Xie yelled, Wu's mother was stunned, and she was silent for a while, Wu Xie took a breath, bowed her head and said, "I won't let him succeed like this, and I won't easily Compromised."

"Wu Xie..." Mama Wu's eyes were red and swollen, her voice choked up uncontrollably, "Son, don't be like this..."

"Mom, if you want to beat me, scold me, or drive me away, I will not complain, only brother, I will never give in," the voice was not loud, but it was loud, Wu Xie turned to look at her mother, her eyes were full of determination ,"sorry."

Mother Wu covered her face in grief, took a while to calm down, and whispered: "We are going to the airport in a while, and we will be back in a week. During this time, you should think about it carefully. After that, Mother Wu staggered out holding her forehead.

Seeing that the door was closed, Wu Xie withdrew his gaze and scratched his scalp vigorously. He just felt a bad breath stuck in his chest and couldn't swallow it. He walked around the room frantically. Wu Xie glanced at his phone , suddenly grabbed it, turned to the fat man's number and dialed it.

The fat man didn't feel anything strange about Wu Xie, he only heard that Wu Xie invited him to drink, and he immediately agreed. Today is Yun Cai's death day, and he was not happy.

When the fat man arrived in the car, Wu Xie had already drunk it. The fat man was very surprised. Wu Xie usually didn't drink alcohol. Even if he wanted to, Zhang Qiling wouldn't allow it.The bar is the one that Fatty often comes to. He once secretly brought Wu Xie and Wang Meng here once, saying it was an eye-opener, but he didn't expect to really drink today.

"Naive, there's something wrong with you today." The fat man was too big to sit on a high stool, so he could only nestle on the sofa, watching Wu Xie rub his chin, and kept looking at him.

"What's wrong?" Wu Xie seemed to have drunk a lot, spoke a little loudly, and poured another glass of whiskey on his own.

Seeing this, the fat man frowned and pressed his hand: "Come out, did you tell your brother?"

Wu Xie broke away from his hand, and when he heard Poker Ping, he suddenly smiled, and kept nodding: "I said it, I said it..."

The fat man hissed: "That's impossible, can my little brother let you out to drink?"

"He..." Wu Xie chuckled, and mysteriously leaned into Fatty's ear, and suddenly shouted mischievously, "He doesn't care about me—"

"What the hell are you talking about?" The fat man grinned and scratched his ears.

"Really." Wu Xie nodded vigorously, and took another big gulp, choking until his trachea hurt, and coughing until tears rolled in his eyes.Seeing this, the fat man quickly handed over a tissue, but Wu Xie didn't pick it up, and looked up at the fat man, his eyes suddenly filled with sadness: "Fatty, he really doesn't care about me anymore, he doesn't want me anymore..."

The fat man was taken aback for a moment, then patted him on the forehead, and said with a smile: "Naive, you must have drunk too much, you're talking nonsense, how could my little brother not want you."

Wu Xie shook his head, the wine was very strong, and there was only bitterness in his mouth, full of bitterness: "He really doesn't want me anymore, fat man..."

The fat man frowned, not believing it in his heart, but seeing Wu Xie's appearance, he didn't think it was fake, he clicked his tongue, and stretched his hand into his trouser pocket: "I said, did your young couple have a fight? Give my little brother a call, and I'll help you teach him a lesson?" Then, the fat man was about to take out his cell phone, but Wu Xie hurriedly pressed his hand: "Don't...don't call him."

"What's going on?" The fat man seemed to realize the seriousness of the matter, and put away the phone.

Wu Xie smiled wryly, the alcohol had a lot of stamina, I didn't feel it just now, but he would suddenly feel a little dizzy, he shook his head, trying to keep himself awake: "It's okay."

"Naively, if you have something to say, just say it. I'm not an outsider, Fat Master. It just so happens that I don't feel comfortable about the matter of the cloud. We both suffer from the same disease. In Hangzhou, you and my brother are half of my relatives. Let's talk about it." Let’s talk, don’t ruin the relationship because of misunderstanding.” Fatty’s words are very sincere, Wu Xie smiled after hearing this, yes, don’t wait until you are really gone to regret it, how could he not understand, The question is, does that person understand?

"Yuncai..." Wu Xie fell on the sofa, the bright and lovely girl appeared in front of his eyes, and his thoughts began to drift away, "Yuncai is a good girl..."

"Oh, don't talk about it." As if he had hit a sore spot, the fat man also poured a glass of wine and bumped into Wu Xie's glass, "Damn it!"

The fat man drank it all in one gulp, put down his glass and immediately refilled it: "You don't want to say it, and the fat man will not force you. In short, if you don't want to drink to your heart's content, I will accompany you until you get drunk! "

Wu Xie smiled foolishly, reached out to pick up his own cup and drank it down, tsk, it's really bitter.

After coming out of the bar, Wu Xie was basically drunk and unconscious.The lights on the bar street were full of feasting, because it was midnight and there were not many people, the fat man carried him to the underground garage: "Naive, are you going to your house or my place?"

Wu Xie leaned on the fat man, and said a lot, but the fat man didn't hear anything, and was about to open the door with the key, Wu Xie suddenly stood up, ran towards the exit, very fast, the fat man was big With a cry, he immediately followed, and ran to the exit, but Wu Xie was nowhere to be seen.

The rain outside the window began to fall again, pattering, it seemed that there was such a similar scene a year ago, Wu Xie was running wildly on the road, the rain kept hitting him, soaking his hair and clothes, what a scene at that time Desperation, but now I feel that it is also a part of happiness, how ridiculous.

"Zhang Qiling——" The bar street is very long, after all, the alcohol came up, Wu Xie couldn't run anymore, put his hands on his legs, leaned over and yelled at the empty street, "You fucking——" full of heart Desperation made him breathless, Wu Xie took a few deep breaths, but he couldn't utter another word, the soreness stuck in his throat was so painful, he opened his mouth but couldn't speak.

"asshole……"

"You fucking bastard..." Water droplets fell to the ground drop by drop along his cheeks, across his chin, and he couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears. Wu Xie hugged his head and let the heavy rain hit his body, his voice was overwhelmed by the majestic Covered by the sound of rain, "You don't want me, right..."

The sound of rain is making noise in this world, but his heart is as dead ashes. Wu Xie hugged himself, the cold rain soaked his clothes and shoes, the biting cold devoured all his senses like a lion, and the huge darkness around him seemed to be He erodes.

A high beam was shot from the front, very dazzling, Wu Xie raised his numb hand to cover his eyes, the sound of rain was gradually replaced by the roar of motorcycles, it was the uncomfortable sound of heavy motorcycles.Wu Xie raised her head and narrowed her eyes to look at the past, her heart felt cold, she turned around and left.

"Hey, isn't this Wu Xie? Hey, hey, don't go..." The foot that was just lifted out was tripped by someone, Wu Xie couldn't stand still, staggered and fell to the ground, splashing a splash of water.He drank a lot, his limbs were paralyzed by alcohol and he couldn't use his strength, but he would never forget the dark face in front of him - Dakui, the person who was beaten up by Fatty and Zhang Qiling because of some entanglements.Wu Xie clenched his fists and tried to stand up. He couldn't help but laugh in his heart. It's really a narrow road for Yuanjia, and misfortunes never come singly.

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