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When the car drove downstairs to the fat man's house, Zhang Qiling stretched out his hand to caress the corner of Wu Xie's mouth, where a small piece of skin was bitten off, the sleeping person didn't realize it, his breathing was very steady, it was a deep sleep.Zhang Qiling leaned over, lightly touched the broken skin with his lips, rubbed it for a while, then loosened his seat belt and carried him upstairs.Zhang Qiling stopped the fat man's loud voice before he started yelling. He took off his coat and put him on the bed, tucked in the quilt, Zhang Qiling sat on the edge of the bed and took out his swollen hand, carefully removed He opened the bandage, got the medicine prescribed by the hospital to change it for him, and then put on a new bandage. The whole process was done meticulously, no worse than a doctor.

Fatty risked his life to help Wu Xie fetch a pot of hot water and brought it in, and whispered, "Has he been drinking?"

"Ah."

"Do you want to buy some hangover medicine or something?" Fatty suggested.

Zhang Qiling shook his head: "I don't drink much, just let him sleep for a while."

The fat man nodded, his eyes drifted between the two of them for a while, and he sighed: "Oh, little brother, I didn't blame you, there is no way if you continue like this, you can't let go of anything and talk innocently, You don't know, the other day I saw him frantically looking for you in the charcoal heap, Fatty, my heart was pulled together, naively, he really cares about you..."

Zhang Qiling listened silently, while twisting a hot towel to wipe Wu Xie's face.Wu Xie likes someone to wipe his face when he is asleep, it's the same as being touched by someone's hair, but he doesn't know it, every time something wet is close to his face when he falls asleep, he will meet it reflexively, Like an animal.

"His hands, haven't you applied medicine in this period of time?" After wiping his face, he began to wipe his arms again, Zhang Qiling couldn't help feeling distressed as he looked at the ball of white rice dumplings.

"It seems not." Fatty replied.

Zhang Qiling turned his head to look, and the fat man waved his hands again and again: "I can't do anything about it, you don't know that naive temper, I can't beat him, hey, by the way, he is making a model recently, made a model It's been more than a month, and I haven't slept all night. When I asked the fat man, he just smirked. If I don't let me touch it, let it go. If I don't let me see it, it's like a baby."

Zhang Qiling frowned slightly: "What?"

The fat man moved his chin toward the high shelf in the corner of the room: "Here, that's the box."

The sleeping man turned over restlessly and babbled again, the fat man retreated wisely and closed the door behind him.Zhang Qiling glanced at the shelf, but finally didn't look at it.His eyes stopped on Wu Xie's wildly waving hands, those two hands kept rubbing against the bed sheet, they seemed very uncomfortable, probably because of itching, Zhang Qiling held them down to prevent the wound from being scratched by him again.The hand was held down, and now the dishonesty turned into a mouth again, the thin lips opened and closed, as if they were saying something, Zhang Qiling leaned over to listen, then smiled, with some bitterness.Wu Xie, no one will bite you, and no one will hurt you anymore.

The sky has changed, the wind is blowing against the window, making a trembling sound, and gradually regaining consciousness, Wu Xie blinked vigorously, sat up with his heavy head supported.Looking around, there was nothing around, only a large expanse of darkness, which seemed to be able to swallow people up, it seemed that Zhang Qiling had already returned, leaning against the wall, Wu Xie smiled wryly, this person, as expected, would disappear in the blink of an eye.

After two days in a daze, I don't know if I had been looking forward to it for too long, but when this day actually came, Wu Xie became calm instead.When the season changes, it rains a lot, and it hasn't stopped for the past two days. Wu Xie is sitting in the classroom, seriously thinking about how to ask Zhang Qiling out tomorrow, and wondering whether he should make an appointment with him today, after all, this guy Too busy, the phone vibrated with a "buzz" interrupted his thoughts, Wu Xie swiped open the screen, unexpectedly it was his mother's number, and the content was to let him go home for dinner.

Wu Xie frowned, and the uneasiness that had been hanging in her heart grew more and more.Not wanting to go home was just his first reaction, but then reason prevailed, and he had indeed not gone back for a long time, and if this continued, there would be no solution at all.The most important thing is that Wu Xie is worried about Zhang Qiling. The three of them are together, who knows what will happen. It was good to have a mother in the middle of it before, but now that it has reached this point, it is hard to say whether she will still protect Zhang Qiling. Wu Xie couldn't help feeling distressed at the thought of that boring oil bottle facing all this alone, forget it, let's go back.

After closing the phone, Wu Xie first went to the fat man's residence. The fat man was away all day today. Wu Xie knew that he must be in the cemetery. Today is Yun Cai's death day.He took the box containing the model and locked the door. He wanted to take the bus, but he looked at the box in his hand, and then looked up at the leaden sky. Wu Xie still stopped a taxi decisively.

When they got home, it was already dark, and as soon as they walked to the gate of the courtyard, a black Buick drove out, the speed was very fast, before Wu Xie had time to see who was sitting inside, the car flashed by immediately.

After staring blankly at the back of the car for a long time, Wu Xie remembered that this car seemed to belong to the third uncle, no wonder it looked so familiar, but what did the third uncle come here for?

Wu Xie shook his head. The third uncle's behavior was always weird, so he didn't have the heart to guess.Taking out the key to open the door, Wu Xie habitually yelled into the living room: "Mom, Dad, I'm back—"

The slippers that hadn't been put on fell to the ground with a "snap", and Wu Xie picked them up and put them on in a panic. What's going on in the living room?

Zhang's father and Wu's mother sat on one side, and on the other side was Poker Bottle. The three of them looked at him without saying a word. The atmosphere was cold and depressing. What's going on?Finally a family meeting to force them apart?If it is said that today is a Hongmen Banquet, Wu Xie is not ignorant, the reason why he came is because he didn't want Poker Face to face it alone, he didn't expect it to happen so quickly.

Wu Xie changed his shoes awkwardly, and approached step by step with the box in his arms, his eyes wandered among the three people, and he walked straight to the position next to Zhang Qiling.Mother Wu and Father Zhang didn't object, and didn't even look at him, which made Wu Xie feel more ominous.Putting the box away, Wu Xie sat down, turned his head to look at Zhang Qiling, the other party glanced at him lightly, and then immediately avoided his sight, the whole movement was very subtle, but it still made Wu Xie feel cruel in his throat A shock.

The four of them just sat quietly like this, and no one spoke first. The oppressive atmosphere did not decrease because of Wu Xie's joining, but instead became more intense in this limited space, like a bomb that had already been lit, waiting to be released at any time. break out.

"Wu Xie..." In the end, it was Mama Wu who broke the silence. Her voice was tired and hoarse. Wu Xie immediately sat upright, ready to listen attentively. words, "We have discussed one thing, I hope you..."

Wu Xie didn't speak, and looked at her mother quietly, waiting for the next sentence.

"I hope you..." Mama Wu frowned, hesitated for a while, then took a deep breath, and threw the documents on the table over at once, and stopped looking at him, "You can read it yourself."

Wu Xie looked down at the stack of A4 papers, did not reach out to pick them up, but turned to look at Zhang Qiling beside him, but the latter did not look at him, lowered his eyes and said nothing like a stranger.Wu Xie didn't move, just stared at him blankly, and at the same time, there were 1 voices clamoring in his heart, feeling uneasy, afraid, and nervous. How much he wished that Zhang Qiling could turn his head and look at him at this time, and tell him, It doesn't matter, open it and see.

But no.

After a long silence, Wu Xie turned his head in disappointment. The thin document was close at hand, like a sentence of a condemned prisoner.Taking a deep breath, Wu Xie stretched out his hand almost tremblingly. The bandage on his hand was still wrapped. It was obviously only four or five pages, but he seemed to use all his strength to pick it up.

"This..." Turning to the first page, Wu Xie's mind was almost blank the moment he saw the content. He looked up at his mother in shock, and whispered, "What is this?"

Mother Wu didn't speak, and Wu Xie asked again with shortness of breath: "Mom, tell me what this is? What is a permanent exchange student?"

"It means literally." Mother Wu lowered her head and said, not daring to look at him.

"Are you kidding me? You think I'll believe you if you give me a document?" Wu Xie sneered, "I won't be threatened by you, let alone go!"

"Xiao Xie..." Zhang's father looked up at him, "This matter has been decided. After a month, you can go to Germany to study. The architecture department there is better than that in China, and you can receive a better education—— —”

"I don't need a better education," Wu Xie interrupted, his voice was angry, "Why do you decide such a thing without authorization?"

"Wu Xie, don't be self-willed," Wu's mother looked up, her eyes red and swollen, "I asked your third uncle to help with this matter. If you blame it, blame me."

Wu Xie was stunned, and everything suddenly came to light.

"No wonder..." Wu Xie couldn't stop shaking his head, and sneered, "No wonder you asked him to invest in the school, no wonder you just saw his car at the door, you think far enough, you are waiting for today, right?"

Mother Wu supported her head and wiped her tears weakly, "No, no... At the beginning, it was just to ensure your future movements. We never thought that one day we would really do this, no..."

Seeing his mother's sad look, Wu Xie's heart also fell into the abyss. After taking a deep breath, he closed his eyes in pain and turned his head: "Anyway, I won't obey. You don't need to waste your efforts."

"But Xiaoxie..." Father Zhang frowned, "All the procedures have been completed, there is no room left."

"What do you mean there is no room?" Wu Xie looked over in disbelief, and retorted, "I'm an adult, and I have the right to decide my future!"

"Xiaoxie..." Father Zhang lowered his head and said slowly, "The other party is a very good university, and many people can't get in if they want to. I know it's hard for you to accept this for a while, but after two weeks , you must go there."

"why?"

"There are regulations on the document. Minors do not need a letter of intent, as long as the guardian signs it."

"But I'm an adult!"

"The document was signed two days ago."

"So what about two days ago? Two days ago——" Wu Xie suddenly stopped talking. Two days ago was his birthday, and it was his last day as a minor. Wait, guardian...

Wu Xie looked at Zhang Qiling with incredible eyes: "Brother..."

"You agree too?" Wu Xie frowned and took two steps closer, looking in disbelief at the man who was playing with him on a roller coaster, eating steak with him two days ago, watching the night scene with him, and kissing him, feeling a burst of irony.

Two days ago, this man named Zhang Qiling signed his name on the document before going out with him!Signed his name on the document that pushed himself away!

So you said sorry because of this?

Is that how you treat me?Are you that cruel?Did you just banish me so irresponsibly?

"Speak up!" Seeing Zhang Qiling bowed his head and said nothing, a burst of anger suddenly rose for no reason, Wu Xie suddenly stood up and grabbed his collar and shouted, "You fucking talk! "

"Wu Xie!" Mother Wu hurriedly came over to hold him back, "This matter is not to blame, it is our decision."

Zhang Qiling remained silent, frowning and staring at the floor.Anger rushed to the brain and eye sockets, Wu Xie gritted his teeth, stared at the man in front of him with widened red and swollen eyes, one year ago today, they were together, but one year later today, he personally pushed himself away. Open, Wu Xie stared at him, and the scenes from the past turned into sour water pouring into his heart. All the anxieties before suddenly turned into sharp thorns and pierced into his heart mercilessly. He suddenly wanted to Laughing, in fact, that's how he laughed, the furious veins twitched around his temples, his scalp felt numb and painful, Wu Xie held his forehead in despair, and laughed out of breath while stepping back.

"Wu Xie..." Wu's mother looked at him worriedly, and tried to step forward to help him, but Zhang's father stopped her, told them to have a good talk, and persuaded Wu's mother to go upstairs.

Wu Xie leaned on the sofa, looked sideways at the figures of the two parents going upstairs, "giggled" and laughed harder and harder, what decision did you make?Who is Zhang Qiling? If he didn't want to, who would have forced him?

Laughing so hard that he was out of breath, Wu Xie lay on the sofa and couldn't help coughing.A glass of clear water was placed in front of his eyes, Wu Xie took a deep breath, but couldn't laugh anymore, his voice was hoarse: "Why?"

The other party didn't answer, but just glanced at the bandage in his hand, and said in a calm voice, "Remember to change the medicine, otherwise it will leave scars."

"Scars have been left for a long time," Wu Xie pointed to his heart, looked at Zhang Qiling, "here."

Still silent, Wu Xie smiled wryly, and glanced at the box on the table. This model he had been making for more than a month suddenly turned into a joke, mocking him, not knowing where the anger came from, Wu Xie looked up Kicking it out, the box flew horizontally and hit the wall with a "bang", and then rolled a few times on the ground and fell to the ground. The "cracking" wood chips scattered all over the ground, and the sound was clear and crisp.

It's so fragile, Wu Xie laughed, stepped on the wood chips hard, and went straight upstairs.

Until Wu Xie closed the door, Zhang Qiling didn't move a second time. He sat there silently, resting his head on his hands, feeling an unprecedented pain.The creaking sound of the wood chips was like sharp knives, scratching his heart, which was painful.I'm sorry, this word can no longer express his apology, and he doesn't want to express his apology. He knows that Wu Xie will not forgive, and he doesn't ask Wu Xie for forgiveness. He would rather bury this guilt deeply and let it stay in the In the bottom of my heart, let it constantly remind him with pain of the past they once had.

One year is really not enough.

The rain outside the window seemed to have stopped, and the cold wind was blowing and roaring.Zhang Qiling stood up slowly, half-kneeling on the ground, and carefully put the pieces of wood that Wu Xie had crushed back into the box. This is a small house, even though it was beyond recognition, Zhang Qiling could still see it, and the moment he recognized it, His hand still couldn't help shaking, and with it, his heart trembled.What kind of mood did Wu Xie use to build this small house, why did he build a small house, and who would he want to own such a small house with? The answer is self-evident—he wants to be with He had a home, a complete home that neither he nor he had ever had.

"Wu Xie..." Zhang Qiling frowned, knelt on the ground and closed his eyes weakly.

The wind howled outside the window, and the cold air was wanton.

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