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The shower was swishing, but there was no heat, and Wu Xie leaned against the cold glass wall in a daze, drenching the same cold water as if masochistic.After wanton yelling, it was pain.

The cold water ran down the hair, across the gaunt cheeks and chin, and hit the floor in drops, where it mixed with more water and rushed to the drain hole before disappearing.I don't know if he has experienced the test of low temperature in the secret room, but Wu Xie didn't feel cold. The thin scratches on his arms had already scabbed, but they still felt numb after being exposed to cold water.

There was a faint pain in the cracked bone in the right chest, Wu Xie stretched out his hand to caress it, but unconsciously changed the direction, the more painful one seemed to be the left side.

The medicine bottle in his hand had been squeezed out of shape, Wu Xie lowered his head, grabbed his hair and finally squatted down.

The road is so long, haven't you already gotten used to being alone?Isn't that the safest thing to do?Didn't you decide to be content with the status quo?

17 years, neither long nor short.I am used to living in my own world, afraid of being disturbed by anyone, and afraid that this self-sufficient balance will be broken.This relationship is too beautiful, too good to bear to destroy, looking out like walking on thin ice, accompanied carefully, and thinking a little more makes him afraid, afraid that this tranquility will be shaken.Wu Xie thought, maybe he is really cowardly, once the balance collapses, the world will be strange, and when the disguise can no longer be found, will his fragility be fully exposed?

Slowly stood up and turned off the nozzle, wrapped herself in a bath towel and nestled on the bed, Wu Xie pulled the quilt over her head, at this time, just hide it...

The sky outside the window was a little too dark, and a few bolts of lightning seemed to flash in the distance, and it took a long time to hear the muffled sound. It seemed that the spring thunder appeared a little early today.

Zhang Qiling sat by the window, looking out the window silently.The sky is dark and dark, but only exhaustion is left in the eyes.On the window sill was the cigarette left by the blind man last time. He stretched out his hand and hooked it, took out one and lit it, and took a puff. It was a bit pungent and bitter.In fact, I don't like this smell very much, Zhang Qiling frowned, but didn't kill it.

The flames of the stars eroded the shreds of tobacco little by little, and the faint green smoke curled up and drifted away, like a Tsing Yi with long sleeves.Quietly watching the body of the cigarette in his hand gradually turn into white ash, and time seemed to be in slow motion, Zhang Qiling suddenly understood why the black blind man was so persistent in wanting to buy an island, and even risked his life to do such a high-risk job to make money.

"It's good to see from a distance," he said.

Some things are destined to be untouchable, let alone owned.Keep the proper distance, play the role of a good brother, the extra love will only add to his burden.He doesn't care about anything, the coldness of the world has already left scars on his heart, scabs and calluses, hard enough to withstand all disturbances from the outside world, but Wu Xie is different, in the face of sudden sharp knives, he is used to escaping , I am used to not facing it, if I can find an animal to describe him now, it is a hedgehog.

Know love, but not necessarily understand love.Love is a noun and a verb.As a noun, love can be understood overnight, but as a verb, its meaning is too deep.Sometimes even if you understand your own mind, you don't necessarily know how to deal with yourself in this relationship.

Zhang Qiling was a little confused. He didn't know if Wu Xie also had the same intentions as him, and he was more worried that he would bring harm to Wu Xie, whether it was the family or the outside world. According to his own desire, he hopes that Wu Xie can live a relaxed and happy life.Many times, love is a burden, especially love that does not expect anything in return. Zhang Qiling knows this better than anyone else, and he doesn't want to cause unnecessary pressure on Wu Xie.

I have seen all kinds of things in the world, but I can't read that person's heart.

After a few rumbling thunders, the sky began to drift with thin and dense rain, occasionally leaning to one side with the breeze, surrounded by green smoke, and the indifferent silhouette by the window did not move for a long time.

Everything is quiet, the rain is cold at night, and the things are moistened silently.

The weather was bad and it rained all night.After Mama Wu cooked the last poached egg, she turned around and saw two people sitting at the dining table—one with a sick face and one with a tired face.After putting the plate on the table, Mama Wu sat down.

The atmosphere was too quiet, different from the laughter and laughter in the past, only Wu Xie's occasional coughing and the clashing of bowls and chopsticks in the living room.

"You..." Opening her mouth to say something, Mother Wu looked at Wu Xie, who had a haggard face, and Zhang Qiling, who had blue eyes, and finally gave up.

"Auntie, take your time." Putting down the bowls and chopsticks politely, Zhang Qiling turned to look at Wu Xie: "Do you need me to send it?"

Wu Xie shook her head silently, without lifting her face, she buried herself in the bowl and picked up the porridge.

"Hey, Qiling," Mama Wu called to Zhang Qiling who turned to go out. Seeing his thin silhouette, the guilt in her heart became more and more serious, "That..."

"Come back early in the evening, our family of four will have a meal," Wu's mother rubbed her hands uncomfortably, her eyes full of distress, "Your father will also come back, and we will fly to Beijing at ten o'clock in the evening. For a long time, I won't be back in a short time."

The hazy sky outside the window was black and heavy, and the raindrops were crackling on the floor-to-ceiling windows. Looking from the entrance, the warm yellow light inside the house was too dazzling. The people at the dining table still buried their heads, but did not move.After being silent for an unknown amount of time, Zhang Qiling withdrew his gaze and said calmly, "No need, I have something else to do."

His mouth was already full. Hearing the door being gently shut, Wu Xie's throat tightened for a while, and he couldn't swallow any more. He dropped the bowl and chopsticks, and ran into the bathroom quickly, throwing up all while holding the toilet. come out.

"What's wrong?" Mother Wu ran in in a panic and patted him on the back.

Wu Xie waved his hand, without saying anything, stood up slowly, went upstairs, put away his backpack and went out with an umbrella.

The rainwater accumulated all over the ground, and everyone on the road frowned, tiptoeing carefully to avoid small puddles on the ground.Wu Xie didn't mind, he stepped on the water and counted his steps. How long has it been since he walked to school?

It seems that every time I just changed my shoes, a car would appear at the door tacitly, and there would be a pair of calm eyes. This kind of tacit "coincidence" has lasted for more than half a year without knowing it.

Wu Xie looked up, the rain dripped over the umbrella and hit his face, and slid down his sharp chin, it was wet and cool.

It has been a few days since school started, and because of the hospitalization, Fatty asked for leave for him.It is always easy for good students to ask for leave, they can be fooled in a few words, and they don't even need a note signed by their parents.When Wu Xie arrived at the school, he was in the second period of class. He glanced at the blackboard. It was a commentary on the English test paper.

Drowsy weather is best for sleeping, Wu Xie walked in through the back door and sat down gently, not disturbing Wang Meng and Fatty who were meeting Duke Zhou.

I didn't sleep well last night. I had a strange dream all night. I was clearly conscious but couldn't wake up. I finally opened my eyelids, but my head was as heavy as lead.Pressing his temple, Wu Xie also joined the ranks of Duke Zhou's meeting.

In the haze, I seem to see a familiar figure standing on the hillside. The sun is setting, and the blood-red glow is blooming behind him, and the red-orange backlight outlines a beautiful silhouette.Wu Xie raised his head, his vision became clearer and clearer, an almost perfect face appeared in front of him, he smiled faintly at himself, he stretched out his hand and said, "Wu Xie, come here."

Subconsciously approaching that person, suddenly there was a mother screaming from behind: "Wu Xie, don't go over."

Wu Xie wanted to turn around, but found that his body could not move at all.

Behind him came another voice, Xiaohua's: "Wu Xie, don't approach him."

"Wu Xie, stay away from him." This time it was always itchy.

"Xiaoxie, don't listen to him, come back quickly." It was Zhang's father.

"Wu Xie..."

"Wu Xie..."

"Wu Xie..."

The voices became more and more louder, Wu Xie covered his ears in pain, stop barking, stop barking, stop barking...

"Wu Xie——" A sharp cry almost shattered the eardrums, Wu Xie's head buzzed, his five senses suddenly recovered, he frowned, and slowly opened his eyes.When he woke up, the headache didn't subside, it seemed to get worse. He sat up with his head propped up, his eyes gradually overlapped, and what appeared in front of him was A Ning's face.

"It's fine to sleep in class, and you plan to sleep through lunch too?" Ah Ning put her hips on her hips, looking condescending, Wu Xie glanced at her indifferently, and her voice was hoarse: "Is there something wrong?"

"You look so dead, you seem to be really sick," Ah Ning chuckled, "I think you are soaking in hot springs with Fatty so much that you don't want to go to school."

Wu Xie raised her eyelids to take a look, ignored her, took out a piece of paper and wiped her nose.

When there was no response, Ah Ning let out a "tch" and stepped back to play with his fingernails. Then Yun Cai tremblingly revealed a face full of smiles: "Brother Wu Xie..."

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"Brother Wu Xie, don't be angry," Yun Cai walked over, handed him a backpack, leaned over and whispered, "She is in a bad mood today, don't worry about it."

Wu Xie shook his head, took the backpack, and said hoarsely, "Why is this here with you?"

"That day you and Brother Fatty both ran away, and I was the only one left in the car. When I left, I was afraid that it would be unsafe to put it in the car, so I took it away first." Yun Cai carefully paid attention to the words.

"Thank you." Very polite tone.

"Aren't you... going to eat?" Yun Cai didn't leave, but stayed where he was and smiled, showing two small canine teeth, "I'm treating you, let's go together?"

Wu Xie looked at her, Yun Cai is indeed a beautiful girl, well-behaved and cute, good at singing and dancing, knows how to show her strengths in front of the opposite sex, and also knows how to show weakness and humility in front of the same sex, she is indeed very attractive, no wonder When the fat man looked at her, his eyes straightened.

The classroom was empty, only a few top students remained in their seats and buried their heads in their books. Fatty and Wang Meng went somewhere.Wu Xie raised her head and smiled at her rarely: "I'm not hungry, you go."

Yun Cai seemed a little flattered, but soon regained his expression: "Then...do you want me to bring it up for you?"

Wu Xie shook his head: "I'm a little sleepy, I'll go by myself later, this, thank you." Then, Wu Xie patted the backpack as a signal.

"It should be..." Yun Cai lowered her head with a blushing face, and Aning on the side became a little impatient, and kept urging her. Yun Cai looked at Wu Xie, and finally went downstairs with Aning.

After finally dismissing the two difficult masters, Wu Xie pulled the backpack and put it on the table as a pillow.Now is the time for lunch break. According to regulations, students should go back to the dormitory to rest, but because it is the second semester of the third year of high school, time is very tight, and the school specially allows them to stay in the classroom for lunch break.

He didn't eat lunch, and he only ate a little porridge for breakfast, and he vomited it all up, but Wu Xie didn't feel hungry at all, only that his whole body was sore and he had no strength at all.Knowing that he caught a cold last night, he didn't care.

I didn't know how long I slept in a daze, it seemed that someone was calling me in a trance, but it didn't seem to be, Wu Xie opened his eyes again, only to find that he was lying on a sofa, and there was someone singing beside him.

"Fatty man, what are you singing, it's so awful." He opened his throat unexpectedly hoarse, as if the voice was not his own.

"Oh, my ancestor, I thought you were going to sleep until dark." The fat man turned his face away with a grin on his face.

"Where is this, why is it you every time!" Wu Xie sat up, and then found that this was the school infirmary, and it was almost dark outside.

"I said naive, why is your body like tofu, it will break if you touch it..." the fat man teased with a smirk.

Looking at the slightly dark sky outside the door, Wu Xie bent over to put on his shoes: "I'm fine."

"It's okay, the temperature has reached 40 degrees, hey hey..." The fat man stood up and grabbed Wu Xie who was about to leave, "What are you doing?"

Well go, the nurse hasn't given you an injection yet. "

Wu Xie frowned and broke away from the fat man's hand: "It doesn't matter to me."

"Hey, you little comrade, why don't you obey the organization's arrangement?" The fat man was in a hurry, and pulled him over to the sofa, "I've had a lot of colds recently, and the beds are tight, so I've reserved them for girls. Just relax on the sofa..."

Wu Xie didn't have much strength in the first place, but when he was pulled by the fat man, his feet didn't keep up with the rhythm and he tripped and fell to the ground. The fat man clicked his tongue and turned around to pull him again.

His hands hurt from rubbing on the rough concrete floor, and he didn't know where the anger came from. Wu Xie shook off the fat man's hand and shouted: "Leave me alone."

As a result, the fat man couldn't hold back his face anymore, and the little nurses around couldn't help looking this way, the fat man twitched the corners of his mouth: "Why are you so angry?"

Wu Xie didn't speak, and an indescribable irritability swept through his body. He stood up tremblingly while leaning on the wall, and rushed out regardless of the overwhelming rain outside.

"Hey, Xiao Wu..." Fatty shouted from behind.

Wu Xie didn't look back, and walked quickly in the rain with his arms folded. The cold rain dripped down the tail of his hair and flowed into his collar, and his icy back trembled.Wu Xie shook his dizzy head, and the water droplets on his forehead flew out with the centrifugal force, but after a while, they began to drip again.When I came in the morning, the trouser legs were half wet, and they were finally steamed dry. I stepped on two puddles and immediately got wet again. They were cold and stuck to my calves, which was very uncomfortable.

It was very cold, and his body was also very cold. Wu Xie crossed his arms and walked quickly to the school gate. The fat man chased him with a bag and an umbrella.

"Hey, naive, wait for me." It's inconvenient to run in the rain with an umbrella, the fat man shook his body, and chased after him in one breath. As soon as he got close, he yelled, "What the hell are you doing!"

Wu Xie ignored him, quickened his pace and continued walking.

"Don't leave if you're a fucking bitch!" The fat man was really angry, and the decibels were so loud that Wu Xie's head hurt a bit from his roar.Wu Xie stopped without speaking, and glanced sideways at the fat man. His pants were almost completely wet. Feeling apologetic for a moment, Wu Xie pulled his hair and let out a sigh of relief: "I'm sorry fat man, I'm in a bad mood."

"Torture yourself if you are in a bad mood!" The fat man refused to let go, and looked up at Wu Xie's pale face and empty eyes. It's just soft-hearted, I don't want to see you like this."

"Go home and rest. I'll take care of the school affairs for you. Also, you can hold the umbrella and bag." As he spoke, the fat man stuffed the bag and umbrella into his hands, looked at him, and frowned. He asked again: "Is there anyone in your room? How about calling your brother and asking him to pick you up?"

Upon hearing "Brother", Wu Xiegang's brows that had stretched out tightened again, shook his head silently, took the backpack, turned around and left silently.

"Hey, why are you on the bar again, umbrella, umbrella..." Fatty shouted from behind.

"I'll cool down." Wu Xie walked out of the school with a backpack on her shoulders without looking back.

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