I am green tea in the master-disciple abuse essay

I don't know why, but Ruoqing has always been afraid of Chanrong.Ruoqing once asked himself in the dead of night, is he afraid of Chanrong's chilly eyes, or the other party's expressionless face, or is he afraid of the other party's gaze falling over intentionally or unintentionally?

——The answer is no fruit.

He couldn't find the reason why he was afraid of Chanrong, but he never thought about this reason in terms of love, nor did he think about whether this was a keen premonition that was warning him of something.

As for the reason why he didn't think about love and love is also very simple, he always thinks that Chanrong is not a person who is passionate about love.

Maybe it's because of Chanrong's elegant and vulgar appearance, with a cold appearance that is not close to beauty, or because of the damn original text, Ruoqing never put the word "love" on Chanrong.

In Ruoqing's eyes, Chanrong is someone who has little hope.

Because the other party's appearance is very deceptive, Ruoqing once simply believed that Chanrong, like him, is a person who is relatively indifferent to love affairs.It is also because he is very indifferent to this aspect, so indifferent that he has no fantasies and enthusiasm all year round, so Ruoqing never thought that one day he would feel Chanrong's delusion about love.

The most terrible thing is - he also reached out to confirm the other party's emotions...

crazy!

Not knowing whether to scold Chanrong or to scold her outstretched hand, the first thing that popped into Ruoqing's mind was - who is Little Martial Uncle!How could it be possible that Fu Yanchen, like the one described in the original text, has a temperament that is easy to be teased?

As he said this to himself, he was so panicked that he wanted to leave here immediately.When he was sure of the heat on Chanrong, he had to swallow his doubts, thinking in a trance that Chanrong would also be tempted by these small actions...

This is probably the most human-like part of Chanrong.

But Ruoqing didn't want this little uncle who doesn't look like a mortal man to be biased towards mortal men in love, and he didn't want him to be used as a tool for the extension of delusion. His mind was blank for a long time because of this, and for a moment he felt that the other party might be crazy Maybe he was stupid, but for a moment he felt crazy and stupid was the one who dared to reach out to Chanrong.

After confirming the extent of his insanity, Ruoqing took a deep breath, as if he had been scalded, he straightened his body before, using his body as a bow full of strength and stretched tightly, only He needs to let Chanrong's arm holding him loose, so that he can leave this embarrassing place.

He wanted to run away.

Now he really doesn't know how to look back at Chanrong, and he also believes that Chanrong will be so nervous that he doesn't want to see him.

Faced with Chanrong's enthusiasm after confessing, Ruoqing couldn't accept it, and didn't want to respond to the other party's feelings.At this moment, if Ruoqing doesn't want to go to Chanrong, will she be sad after being rejected by him, and only thinks angrily why the other party is like this.

He trusted the other party so much, in order not to make the other party lose face, he would rather pretend to be crazy and foolish to act with the other party, but how did the other party treat him?

What was he thinking as he leaned over?

When he foolishly turned his back to the other party, what kind of him was reflected in the other party's eyes?

As long as he thinks about this matter clearly, or thinks about it more deeply, Ruoqing feels uncomfortable all over.

Ruoqing has never liked anyone, and he has no delusions about love, but he knows that once a man has delusions, the delusions in his mind will not be such a pretty picture.

But at this moment, Chanrong didn't let go of Ruoqing, she still hugged him, as if she didn't feel that there was anything wrong with her.

When Ruoqing was stopped by him, he felt a nervous feeling of being entangled by a snake.From this moment on, Chanrong's usually cold face and sharp eyes changed, and Ruoqing began to worry that Chanrong would force him to respond to his love here, to accept that The love that Chanrong has been careful to hide before.And under the relentless suppression of the other party, his anger continued to rise, and he just didn't want Chanrong to fulfill his wish.

Ruoqing's face was dark, and when he couldn't break away from Chanrong's hug to leave the scorching heat, the heat of moving finally destroyed what little reason he had left, and made him decide to say something to make the other party sad.

It's just that when he opened his mouth in a flustered expression, Chanrong held his hand from his waist to his elbows at his waistline, and his palm extended from the left side and landed on the shoulder on the right side.

Like a wronged animal, he gently buried his head on Ruoqing's left shoulder, and asked Ruoqing cautiously, "Am I weird?"

His voice is still cool and sweet, Ruoqing can think of that stern face from the other party's voice, but can't think of the expression on his face.

Because of this muffled and deep voice, and because of the big hand on his shoulder with white fingertips, the anger in Ruoqing's heart began to subside, replaced by tiredness with a headache.

Ruoqing felt the pain, and the pain came from Chanrong's hand pressing on his shoulder, which seemed to be Chanrong's flustered explanation that the other party didn't intend to cry like this.

For this matter, the other party is also nervous and embarrassed.

If it wasn't for a momentary gaffe, Chanrong wouldn't be as restless as she is now, and she wouldn't have a fragile sense of fragility.

Ruoqing thinks, no one wants to make a fool of himself in front of his sweetheart, certainly Chanrong doesn't want to either...

"Don't go, and don't look at me."

At this time, Chanrong seemed to have regained his previous calmness, but the quickening of his voice made him lose his usual indifference even though he had the usual coldness.

After this incident, Ruoqing completely calmed down.

Chanrong's weakness made Ruoqing relax a lot, so that he would not feel that he was the prey in Chanrong's mouth.

Not long after Ruo Qing calmed down, she began to feel sorry for Chan Rong, feeling that her performance just now was a bit too much, which made both parties embarrassing.

If he had dealt with this matter calmly just now, the little uncle would not have panicked.As for who Chanrong is, he is the strongest sword cultivator in the Righteous Way, and he has never valued life and death, but he is flustered by these little love disputes here, how ugly and uncomfortable it is. can know.

wrong.

It was wrong in the first place.

Ruoqing closed his eyes, thinking that he was demanding too much from the junior uncle, forgetting that the junior uncle is also a normal man, and it is inevitable that he will be excited by the approach of his sweetheart.Maybe just now he joked about the little uncle as an ordinary man, or changed the subject abruptly, but he wouldn't make it so hard for the little uncle to do with him.

Now his aggressive performance not only frightened Chanrong, but also made him unable to get off the horse, giving him a headache.

Without speaking, Chanrong's face on Ruoqing's shoulder became hotter and hotter.

Not knowing if she was stimulated, and not knowing how to get rid of the embarrassing emotions in her heart, Chanrong held Ruoqing's hand more and more forcefully.

Because Chanrong's other hand was on Ruoqing's waist, pressing down on Ruoqing, Ruoqing's face turned red and then turned white. It's tight, the heat is getting more and more obvious, it's not as good as the previous hug...

Because of the sadness of the other party just now, Ruoqing dared not speak hastily, and did not want to continue to hurt this person who was good to him.At this time, he didn't realize that he gave in again.

He didn't expect that he not only took a step back, but also took another step back on the basis of taking a step back.

Just now he was talking about the rebellious person, after Chanrong "did not" raise his head, he took a deep breath, didn't break free from Chanrong's embrace, and didn't care about the instability of the other party, he just said unnaturally: "Little uncle, It's not that weird."

Chanrong didn't respond.

Ruoqing couldn't help raising his head to look at the roof lacking bricks and tiles, and he couldn't figure out why he would try to persuade someone who took advantage of him.But afraid of casting a shadow on the young master's mind, he could only cast a shadow on himself, persuading: "I'm not bored, I just don't know how to face it."

"I bore you."

After a while, Ruoqing's scalp tingled with the depressing voice that almost came out of his teeth.

Chanrong's voice was hoarse, and it seemed that he was on fire in an instant. The inflammation oppressed his original voice, making his voice strange.

But he was injured and suffered another eye disease, Ruoqing worried that his heart disease would be unbearable again, so she hurriedly said: "No!"

"But you're mad at me?"

"I'm not angry."

"what is that?"

"I'm just thin-skinned..."

"It was me who was being shameless."

"I don't mean that, I mean I don't know how to deal with..."

Ruoqing wanted to cry, but while explaining, she felt the heat from Chanrong's words passing through the clothes on her shoulders and engraved on her skin, and she wanted to twist her body to avoid the heavy head of the other party.

It's just that the current situation is quite special, he dare not move, for fear of provoking Chanrong to do something more extreme.And Chanrong seemed to have no other way, not long after, his confused and helpless voice rang in Ruoqing's ear.

He asked Ruoqing in embarrassment: "Ruoqing."

"Ok?"

"what should I do?"

He moved his head buried on Ruoqing's shoulders, and gently pressed against Ruoqing's shoulders, forbearance and humility said: "I have never felt so uncomfortable, I have practiced the way of cutting love when I was young, and I have never had such a time I still remember that when I practiced Emotional Meditation, the master told me that if the mind is not stable, the practice is also a waste of practice. I didn’t understand how to practice in vain, but now I understand..."

While he was speaking uncomfortable words, with a kind of weak and beautiful appearance, he suppressed Ruoqing with great and frightening strength, not allowing Ruoqing to break free from his embrace.

Ruoqing turned his back to him and couldn't see his expression, so he didn't know that no matter what pitiful words he said, that face was not related to pity, but like a hungry wolf, wild and dangerous.

With a cut-off relationship, he has never been to a brothel, so it is normal for him to be unfamiliar with it.The people in Qingyuan respected him as their ancestor, so they probably wouldn't teach him these things.

However, Jueqing calmly discards all distracting thoughts but is chaotic in emotion, talking only makes people feel...

Chanrong really likes him.

Facing the broken tiles above her head, staring at the starry sky tonight, Ruoqing thought for a long time, and in the following time her mind completely left her body.He stretched out his hand and leaned awkwardly behind him.

Then, he maintained the posture of pressing his hand on Chanrong for a long time, sometimes he didn't know what he was doing, and sometimes he didn't know whether the time passed quickly or slowly, he just felt as if he had left this world, Standing on a cloud and looking at things below.

Maybe he was crazy, he thought.

Short-handed and soft-mouthed, he probably cared too much about Chanrong's kindness to him, and his mind was blown out of caring.

only……

He changed his mind, and asked himself a little confused, if this matter was placed on another person, would he take a step back for the sake of the other person's kindness to him?

The answer is not complicated, even so simple that he can answer it immediately when Chanrong let go of his hand - no.

The only one who can make him regress like this is Chanrong.

Then why is he willing to regress again and again for the sake of Chanrong?

Looking at the warm hand, Ruoqing's expression gradually became strange.