I am green tea in the master-disciple abuse essay

When Ruoqing obediently sat next to Chanrong, she thought about how to tell the failure of the charm stone several times in her mind.

Say or don't say?

is a difficult problem.

He closed his eyes, no matter how he thought about it, he felt that explaining this matter at this moment would embarrass the little uncle, and it would be better for both of them to wait until tomorrow.

After making up his mind, he sat stiffly aside, his eyes turned to Chanrong consciously or unconsciously, and kept observing Chanrong's expression.

Seemingly unaware of Ruoqing's probing gaze, Chanrong's blue eyes first stopped on the floor tiles in front of her, then turned to where Ruoqing was the moment Ruoqing moved her eyes away, and acted nonchalantly before Ruoqing looked over. turned back.

During this time, Ruoqing found a good way to get rid of the night.He stretched out his arms, wanting to stretch his waist, and said "I'm really tired during the day" and "I'm going to bed first" as the signal for the end of tonight.

It's just that when he raised his arm and didn't straighten it, Chanrong beside him said: "Pillion..."

Ruoqing stopped and couldn't help looking over.

Chanrong lowered her head, she couldn't help tapping her knee with her index finger on her lap, looking a little uneasy.

"You took it?" He touched his sleeve where the elixir was placed, and pursed his lips, "I was actually very happy when I received the elixir."

As he spoke, he turned his head to one side, as if he didn't dare to meet Ruo Qing's eyes.

He said: "In the past, I often saw you giving Fu Yanchen medicine pills, potions, and food. I... I often followed you to see what Fu Yanchen got, and sometimes I thought, If I tell Sister Suyin not to give me medicine, will you give me some of the things you want to give to Fu Yanchen? But after thinking about it for a long time, I don’t want to think about it anymore. I know you don’t Yes, because I'm not Yan Chen, and you won't take care of me like that."

Why not?

Ruoqing also gave him something!

It's just that I don't give as much as I gave to Fu Yanchen...

From Ruoqing's point of view, Fu Yanchen grew up with him as a child, a poor little boy who often encountered troubles and was not liked by anyone.

Chanrong is an elder of the same generation as Master, respected and loved by the people around him, so there is no need for him to show courtesy in the past, so he never thought that Chanrong would always watch and remember what he did, and count it with him this night ledger.

But is he too much?

Fu Yanchen took care of him when he was young, and he also took care of Fu Yanchen. They took care of each other. It seems normal to think about each other, right?

And he didn't know that Chanrong liked him before, he only regarded Chanrong as an elder, so it doesn't matter if he doesn't give so many things, right?

...Shouldn't it be something he did badly?

Many questions popped up in my mind in an instant.

Ruoqing stared at Chanrong's disappointed expression, and began to panic, thinking too much, even had the illusion that he did something wrong, and because of the panic, he had already forgotten that he didn't like Chanrong at that time , it is normal to do so.

He was completely misled by the sudden aggrieved Chanrong.

And he didn't realize this because he didn't want to see the little uncle feel sad and wronged, he just thought - it's going to kill him.

He couldn't help but do the math, thinking that Fu Yanchen was a stubborn and proud person who would never show weakness in front of him. As the master of the house, Suyin will not be jealous because he takes care of Fu Yanchen.

Because the people around him all have the character of smashing their teeth and swallowing their stomachs, which made him completely inexperienced in dealing with this kind of situation, let alone what he should say at this moment to get over this matter and handle it lightly put……

To be honest, if someone else said this, Ruoqing would definitely treat it indifferently and calmly.But the person who said this was Chanrong, because Chanrong was very special in his heart, so he lost his cool head.

It's just that people who are unfamiliar with emotions are equally unfamiliar when dealing with emotions.

"It's not that I didn't expect the little uncle, but there are many people around the little uncle. I thought I was the unimportant one. In addition, Yan Chen is alone, so I can't help taking care of him more."

Chanrong said: "I know, I know in my heart why you don't trust him, and you would envy him two years ago, but I am different from him. Although I have no father or mother, I care about the master who loves me... but the master is in charge. With the whole Qingyuan, I have to worry about different things every day, and I don't know how to talk to him."

"And I have a dull temper. Although there are many brothers in the sect, none of them can say that they can go together."

"Senior Sister Suyin is close to me, but this closeness has been reduced a lot because of the calculation on the day she left."

"But people in the world respect me, but they respect my sword and the title of Qingyuan Mountain Lord. They approach me and value me, but they also bring me a lot of trouble. In addition, there are many people around me with ulterior motives. So every time I see you running around Yan Chen who has nothing, I feel very strange. Fu Yanchen is not like me, he has no ability to be used by others, why do you still hang around him, why is it not like other people? Like brothers and sisters, you don’t come to look for me when there is nothing to do, and only come to get together when there is something to do, why is he angry at you, you will not be angry or annoyed, and you will smile at him..."

When he said this, he was a little distressed, not because he was enjoying himself, but because he was really at a loss.

Because he has been unable to figure out these things, he will express all his doubts tonight.

"Sometimes I also think, what's left after I figured it out?" Chanrong whispered to Ruoqing his thoughts, "It's like the matter of Li Xuannian and the three souls, but I don't want to care about it at all. , if I am not the mountain lord of Qingyuan, and their affairs do not fall on my head, I can avoid these disputes and only take you where you want to go. So I sometimes think, if you want, I will You can also let go of everything in Qingyuan, and let you go where you want. Sometimes I see you taking care of Fu Yanchen, and I hope that I will get some injuries, so that you will surround me, and I may take the opportunity to ask you if you want to follow me. I'm going to southern Xinjiang."

"But when I was really injured and my eyes couldn't see, I didn't dare to ask you anymore. I was afraid that you wouldn't want to follow a blind man, and no one could look down on a blind man." When he talked about the blind man, his tone became much more normal , his expression also became cold and hard.Although he said pitiful words on his mouth, his expression did not allow others to underestimate him and pity him at all.

He continued: "Before today, I never thought that I would not be able to protect you, and that you would be burdened and carry me behind my back."

Hearing this sentence of suffering, Ruoqing forgot what he was going to say, and the thoughts in his mind have changed from pretending to be asleep, from him not doing anything wrong, to feeling sorry for Chanrong.

He suddenly felt that the little uncle was so pitiful, so pitiful that he couldn't say anything to embarrass the little uncle.And at this time, he recalled how good Chanrong was to him, and how he was to Fu Yanchen. Looking at Chanrong's lonely side face, he decided to change his crooked thoughts and ask for a bowl of water from today onwards. Duanping.

But at this moment, Chanrong turned his head, his pale face was a bit uneasy, he seemed unable to accept that he was being taken care of by Ruoqing, and repeated: "I can't see you anymore."

Ruoqing was anxious, and replied without thinking: "It's okay, I can see you."

"What if I can't see it anymore?"

"Will not."

"Will you dislike me now?"

"How come."

Hearing this, Chanrong slightly opened her eyes wide, and the surprised expression added a touch of humanity to that frosty face.

Hearing this sentence, Chanrong pursed her lips, seemed a little happy, and asked Ruoqing: "Then why didn't you sit here like you did a few nights ago?"

Ruoqing didn't think about anything else at the time, but only thought that my junior uncle was depressed tonight, and he had confided so much in his heart, if he behaves badly at this time, let my junior uncle know that he is keeping a clear mind , Little Martial Uncle will probably find it embarrassing.

In order not to embarrass the little uncle, he planned to put on a hard head and finish the play.

Therefore, he stood up, wanting to rely on Chanrong to go further, but at this moment, Chanrong grabbed his wrist and brought him into his arms.

He turned his back to Chanrong, was embraced by Chanrong, with his back pressed against the other's chest, sitting on the other's lap, staring blankly ahead.

"Little... uncle?"

He wanted to ask, do we usually sit like this?

At this moment, a slender and fair finger stretched out, and the pulp of the index finger landed on Ruoqing's eyebrows first, and then came to his lips, as if trying to outline Ruoqing's facial features through Ruoqing's facial features, but The way he touches it is not very correct... pie.

Ruoqing's face turned red, and he wanted to escape from Chanrong's manipulation, but Chanrong's arm wrapped around his waist, making him unable to break free.

"Little Master Uncle." He said with some discomfort, but the other party's finger penetrated along the crack of his lips, causing another storm when he opened his mouth.

Ruoqing couldn't move her tongue.

Chanrong behind her was breathing steadily, and looked normal.

As if aware of Ruoqing's discomfort, Chanrong's confused voice came from behind, "What's wrong?"

Saliva flowed down, and the mood in my heart quickly changed from shyness to anger.Ruoqing just wanted to yell at Chanrong, but heard Chanrong ask suspiciously: "You don't want me to trouble you like this again tonight?"

Ruoqing was taken aback for a moment, she didn't care about his presumptuous fingers at first, what does it mean that she is full of Chanrong?

The rhythm of the heartbeat was so chaotic at this moment that he didn't know whether it was fast or slow. He thought unacceptably, how could Chanrong's words mean that he asked Chanrong to get along with him like this at night, and thought that the little uncle didn't understand the setting of love , Thinking of the little uncle asking anxiously and doubtfully, Ruoqing can imagine how he "taught" the little uncle to get along with him in the past night.And his uncle, who doesn't understand love and love, thinks he was harmed by him during this period of time, so that he was linked with the wandering...

……Going crazy.

For a moment, Ruoqing wanted to ignore the numb and cold tip of his tongue, and just wanted to fall asleep like this.

He really wanted to escape from reality, and he really hoped that the next day he would wake up from the dream and not remember anything, but this kind of thinking soon ended when Chanrong realized that he didn't like this, so he changed his actions and changed his movements to bite his earlobe. .

Ruoqing was frightened by the sudden pain.

Ruoqing tilted his head to press the bitten ear, but his face turned red in spite of himself, his eyes panicked and looked at Chanrong behind him, but he tilted his body and fell into Chanrong's arms and looked at Chanrong.

It was a gesture of trust and powerlessness.

Chanrong's blue eyes rested on Ruoqing's panicked face.

The person who has been well protected by Suyin has not experienced any weather baptism, and looks like pure white paper waiting to be dyed.And he stared at the other party who couldn't leave his body, lowered his head a little obsessively, and pointed the tip of his nose at the other party's fair neck surrounded by black hair.

The sound of the heartbeat became louder at this moment.

It's strange, knowing that Chanrong can't see it, but staring at Chanrong's gaze, Ruoqing always feels that Chanrong is staring at him.

He is watching his every expression, every change, like a cold and dangerous snake, which brings tension and worry to people.

He clearly called himself so pitiful before, but his expression now doesn't match those pitiful voices, the contradiction is full of irony.

Accompanied by those seemingly repeated voices, Ruoqing always felt that Chanrong's previous words were poison icing sugar, no matter how harmless the surface was, it could not conceal the mean and dangerous in his heart.

Just when he felt disturbed by this danger, his body froze, and he groped towards a place behind him in a daze. Then his mind went blank for a moment, and he straightened his body unacceptably to the side, trying to open the gap with Chanrong as much as possible. distance.