find sweet

Today is also the happiest day for Chen Xi in the past year.

He seemed to be alive again, as if he had returned to the state when his parents were still there, smiling with his eyes bent anytime and anywhere, happy physically and mentally, making him full of vitality from the inside to the outside, and in those dark eyes Full of vitality, as clear and transparent as glass beads.

After watching the movie in the evening, it was almost ten o'clock, and Chen Xi had to get up early tomorrow. Zhao Yuhai didn't dare to delay his time, so he urged him to take a shower when he got home, and then changed the sheets and quilts in the two rooms by himself.

For some reason, when changing the sheets, he was distracted, uncontrollable thoughts popped up in his head, his body was also a little irritable, and he didn't drink alcohol that night.

Young blood at this age will always make people's self-control worse, especially the little rabbit who didn't know the danger and hugged him, and acted sweetly with him. The things that make people's backs go numb, and the daydreams continue.

Zhao Yuhai didn't dare to stay with him for a long time, and after a few words of explanation, he excused that he was tired, and then went back to the next room to take a cold shower.

Chen Xi knew that Zhao Yuhai was avoiding him.

They're both grown-ups, they like each other, it's normal to have some ideas.

But Zhao Yuhai has always been in love with him from the beginning to the present, and has never crossed the warning line beyond hugging.

Chen Xi knew what he was worried about.

He was afraid that he would meet "better ones" after entering the school, after all, the place he was about to go to was really full of talents.

He is giving himself a way out.

He may be thinking that if he really regrets it, then maybe they can go back and be friends.

Brother Yu Hai is always so "considerate and thoughtful", which makes people love, hate and feel helpless.

In summer, the neon lights in the city at night are longer and more restless than the hustle and bustle in the countryside.

The same goes for people.

Lying on the bed, Chen Xi tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep, took his mobile phone and sent a text message to Zhao Yuhai: Brother Yuhai, are you asleep?

It took Zhao Yuhai a long time to come back with a word: Yes.

Chen Xi: I can't sleep.

Before he could reply, Chen Xi sent another message: I want to go find you.

This time Zhao Yuhai came back quickly: Be obedient, go to bed soon, and get up early tomorrow.

Chen Xi: I can still sleep in the car.

Zhao Yuhai choked on him.

Chen Xi: Brother Yu Hai, I hate you.

Zhao Yuhai almost suspected that Chen Xi did it on purpose.

He seemed to be able to see Chen Xi's pitiful longing expression through these cold words.

The already restless heart became more and more restless.

Before he could reply, Chen Xi called him again.

Zhao Yuhai took a deep breath, suppressed the restlessness in his heart, and picked up the voice.

"Brother Yu Hai." Chen Xi's soft voice came over, "I miss you, can you come and stay with me?"

Zhao Yuhai pointed out something: "Chen Xi, I'm not as good as you think."

"You have." Chen Xi's tone was firm, "You are better than I thought. I like you very, very much, even more than you thought... Brother Yu Hai, you didn't even confess your love to me."

Zhao Yuhai was about to go crazy, Chen Xi's sugar-coated shells hit him so badly that he couldn't speak, and he didn't know how to answer him.

"Are you really sleepy?" Chen Xi was ashamed and disappointed when he heard that he didn't reply for a long time, "Then you go to sleep, I'll die."

After finishing speaking, he simply hung up the voice.

Zhao Yuhai became anxious in an instant, and dialed him again, but Chen Xi seemed to be hurt, and was unwilling to respond to him again.

After being hung up for the third time, Zhao Yuhai finally couldn't hold back, got up and left the bedroom, and came to the door of Chen Xi's room.

He knocked on the door: "Chen Xi."

Chen Xi still didn't reply to him.

Zhao Yuhai twisted the doorknob, but it didn't lock.

He pushed the door open and entered, the lamp in the room was dim and warm, Chen Xi hid himself, a small hill bulged under the quilt.

He walked to the bed and stood still, a little nervous: "Chen Xi, I'm sorry, I..."

"Ha! You must have been deceived." Before he could finish speaking, Chen Xi suddenly threw off the quilt and hugged him, there was no trace of disappointment or anger in his eyes, it was all a smile after he succeeded, "I knew you would be fooled .”

Zhao Yuhai was not annoyed when he found out that he was cheated, he just felt relieved, with a rare smile in his eyes, he teased him and said, "Then do I still have to boast about your clever tricks?"

"Who told you to ignore me? I'm already so thick-skinned, yet you still ignore me." Chen Xi finished his reprimand confidently, and then acted like a baby to him sensationally, "Brother Yu Hai, I'm leaving tomorrow, why don't you just leave me?" Let me think about it, okay?"

He knew that Zhao Yuhai was doing it for his own good, but he didn't feel safe in his heart, so he always wanted to do something substantive to deepen the bond between the two, whether it was a promise or a skin-to-skin date, as long as the person was Zhao Yuhai, It's all his longing and longing.

Zhao Yuhai was hugged by his neck, and the two of them were close to each other. They were wearing thin summer clothes, and the heat from their skin was transmitted to each other. It was unknown whose body temperature was hotter.

"Chen Xi..." Zhao Yuhai rolled his Adam's apple, and his hoarse sigh was sexy and pampering, "I'm afraid to scare you."

"I'm not afraid." Chen Xi pressed his forehead and rubbed the tip of his nose affectionately, "Brother Yu Hai, do you really like me?"

"I like it more than you think." After Zhao Yuhai finished speaking, he gently kissed his lips...

In the end they still didn't make it to the end.

It's not that Zhao Yuhai doesn't want to, it's because he doesn't want to.

Chen Xi will get up at six o'clock tomorrow.

He couldn't bear to torment him.

Both of them are people who value love and commitment, and at this point, it is impossible to retreat easily.

Chen Xi had only experienced intense emotional ups and downs before, and he wasn't really in high spirits, just purely uneasy in his heart, and wanted Zhao Yuhai to confess his love to him personally.

Now that he had confessed, kissed and hugged, he was satisfied, and as soon as he relaxed, he began to feel sleepy, and soon fell asleep after being coaxed by Zhao Yuhai.

***

The two of them were separated by thousands of miles, and it didn't take long for him to experience the pain of a long-distance relationship.

Chen Xi used to miss his parents, but he just thought in his heart, but now he thinks about Zhao Yuhai and has to endure both psychological and physical torture.

This made him a little broken, but there is really no other way to solve lovesickness except video and phone calls.

Especially since both of them are very busy.

In order to free up time during the National Day, Zhao Yuhai added manpower to the construction site, and prepared to finish the work ahead of schedule, so that he could go to City C to find Chen Xi.

As a result, as soon as the weather turned cold in late September, his grandma was hospitalized again.

The old man suffers from stomach problems and heart disease. She is short of breath after walking two steps. She doesn’t like to move or drink water. However, she also has blood clots in the veins of her lower extremities. If she sits for a long time and doesn’t like to drink water, it will get worse. It’s a vicious circle.

She was hospitalized until the eve of National Day.

In her situation, Zhao Yuhai didn't even dare to take her back to her hometown, let alone leave her to look for Chen Xi in City C.

Chen Xi naturally understood this, thinking that Brother Yu Hai couldn't come, so he would go back, but he didn't make any preparations beforehand, and he couldn't get a high-speed rail ticket when it was a holiday, and he didn't even think about air tickets.

In the end, he went to the station to buy a bus ticket, and sat for 28 hours to return to City B.

When Zhao Yuhai received him, he was moved and distressed seeing him look haggard.

Chen Xi was very happy.

Along the way, like a child, I kept telling Zhao Yuhai about my college life.

He is more cheerful than before.

No, it should be that he has changed back to the cheerful and lively Chen Xi.

No one would not like to be with someone who is radiant and energetic, let alone someone who looks at him with eyes full of admiration.

Zhao Yuhai looked at his smiling face, and inexplicably felt a strong desire for monopoly in his heart, wishing he could hide Chen Xi and tie him by his side forever.

He was taken aback when the thought came to him.

Seeing Chen Xi's return, Zhang Rong was also very happy. It was rare for him to be a little energetic, and he asked people to ask questions.

Chen Xi's mouth seemed to be smeared with honey, and every sentence he spoke was sweet, which made the old man feel happy, and he ate half a bowl more for dinner.

At night, Chen Xi and Zhao Yuhai slept in the same room. It had been a long time since they had seen each other. It was rare that Zhao Yuhai, an "veteran cadre", was also a little excited.

However, Chen Xi was really sleepy, Zhao Yuhai's embrace was too warm, full of a sense of security, Chen Xi actually fell asleep after being kissed by him!

The next day, Zhao Yuhai had to go to the construction site to finish the project early in the morning. The project could have been completed by the end of the month, but his grandma's illness delayed the progress until the National Day.

He probably wanted to finish it earlier so that he could spend two days free with Chen Xi, and he came back late for three consecutive days.

Chen Xi didn't follow him to the construction site these days, but stayed at home with Zhang Rong, and was secretly learning to cook and make cakes.

Because he heard from Zhang Rong that Zhao Yuhai's birthday was October 10th, but he had already left by then and would not come back.

He wanted to give Brother Yu Hai an early birthday.

On the 5th, Zhao Yuhai made an appointment with the owner to inspect the house, and the process went very smoothly, and it was less than five o'clock when he returned home.

As soon as the door was opened, Chen Xi was heard screaming in the kitchen.

Zhao Yuhai didn't even have time to change his shoes, so he rushed to the kitchen quickly, opened the door and saw that there were loach alive and kicking all over the floor.

Chen Xi was cornered and froze there helplessly.

He was suddenly dumbfounded.

Chen Xi saw him as if he saw a savior: "Brother Yu Hai, help me."

Zhao Yuhai pursed his lips, closed the kitchen door, and asked while rolling up his sleeves, "You bought them and prepared to make them yourself?"

Seeing that the surprise prepared for Zhao Yuhai was ruined, Chen Xi stopped struggling, and said honestly: "I wanted to use yam to make loach soup, but the grandpa who sold loach didn't help me kill it, so I came back and washed it with salt. , as soon as I poured the salt in, they fried the pan."

Seeing his pitiful and frustrated appearance, Zhao Yuhai became more and more cute, and said with a smile, "Let me do it."

In the end, Zhao Yuhai made the meal himself. Chen Xi really didn't have any talent in cooking, so he could only help him.

The two cooperated with each other in a tacit understanding, and everything was done before six o'clock.

During the meal, Chen Xi took out a bottle of plum wine out of nowhere and wanted to have a drink with Zhao Yuhai.

Zhang Rong also had a pampering look on her face.

Only then did Zhao Yuhai vaguely guess that they planned to celebrate his birthday tonight.

Their family is sparse, and he and his grandma were the only ones left a long time ago.

He hasn't celebrated his birthday in many years.

The feeling of being cared about all the time can indeed make people's hearts soft.

Zhao Yuhai felt for the first time that happiness can be so simple.

Chen Xi picked up the wine glass and said to him: "Brother Yu Hai, I'm going to school again tomorrow, and I won't be able to celebrate your birthday on the spot, so I want to take advantage of tonight to say happy birthday to you in advance, and wish you happy birthday from now on." Everything is going smoothly, everything is going well, and, thank you..."

Thank you for giving me a home.

As he spoke, he turned his head to look at Zhang Rong and said with a smile, "I also wish grandma good health and happiness every day."

Zhang Rong smiled all over her face: "Thank you, boy."

Zhao Yuhai didn't speak, but his smiling eyes were full of affection, and the deep love seemed to overflow from his eyes.

It seems that everything is in silence, and it seems that thousands of words are too monotonous, not enough to express one ten-thousandth of the emotions in his heart.

Zhao Yuhai finally didn't restrain himself that night.

Chen Xi also finally understood the true meaning of his words that he was afraid of scaring him.

Brother Yu Hai is indeed much stronger than him in physical strength.

In the dead of night, Chen Xiwo was drowsy in Zhao Yuhai's arms.

While half asleep and half awake, he actually dreamed that Zhou Wu was scolding him for being shameless.

He was very angry and wanted to drive Zhou Wu out of his dream.

In a trance, I felt Zhao Yuhai patting his back to coax him.

He gradually calmed down, and he no longer cares about Zhou Wu in his dream.

If you can't forgive, ignore it completely.

There are good and bad people in the world, and life can be both bitter and sweet.

Zhao Yuhai is the sweetness he found in this world.

Just this bit of sweetness is enough to melt away all the bitterness in the past.

The author has something to say: I have finished writing. I originally planned to finish it with 3 words, but I overwrote it.Xinkeng's "Continuing Fall" has been updated. This year, Su Shuang's sweet pet article, please collect it for daily updates, and update it every day at 19 o'clock. Eat hard.Yan Zhengming (Gong): A clingy, black-bellied wolfdog who intermittently crazily criticizes the boss, plus a first-level mouth-watering player.