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The night is dyed with thick ink, there is no moon and stars in the sky tonight, and everything around is completely silent, occasionally a dog barking breaks the silence of the countryside.

Chen Xi was taken back to his home by Zhao Yuhai.

Zhao Yuhai's grandma was as considerate as he was, probably because she was afraid of Chen Xi's embarrassment, she went back to her room before they went back.

Zhao Yuhai took Chen Xi to sit on the bench in the main room, took out a tissue and wiped his tears, but didn't know how to comfort him, so he just asked, "Do you want me to accompany you, or do you want to be alone? ?”

At this moment, Chen Xi's mood has stabilized a lot. He felt that his current appearance must be ugly, so he didn't dare to look into Zhao Yuhai's eyes.

"Brother Yu Hai, I want to be alone for a while."

"Okay, then I'll take you to the bedroom to wash your face and take a shower." Zhao Yuhai said, "Have you not had dinner yet? I'll get you something to eat later."

"No, I don't want to eat."

Zhao Yuhai didn't agree to him this time: "Let's go, I'll take you to your room."

He took Chen Xi back to his bedroom, brought him clean clothes and towels, explained something, and then went downstairs to cook noodles for him.

Chen Xi couldn't eat spicy food, he was worried that the taste would be too bland, so he specially cooked it in chicken broth, and also spread fried eggs and beef cubes.

When Chen Xi came out of the shower and saw him carrying a bowl of noodles into the room, he wanted to say that he really didn't want to eat it, but he couldn't bear to rebuff Zhao Yuhai's kindness, so he finally forced himself to eat more than half of it.

In the dead of night, Zhao Yuhai had time to make his own bed after cleaning up the toilet and all the work.

Before going to bed, he wanted to check on Chen Xi's situation, but when he came to his room and was about to knock on the door, he found that the door was still ajar as he had left before.

In a hurry, he pushed it away.

Chen Xi was not on the bed, but was sitting on the sofa with her knees hugged. She didn't know whether she was crying or letting go, her head was buried, and she couldn't see her expression.

"Chen Xi." Zhao Yuhai pushed the door open and entered.

Chen Xi raised his head from his arms.

He wasn't crying, his eyes just looked empty and tired.

Zhao Yuhai was very distressed.

Chen Xi called Brother Yu Hai in a low voice, and asked, "Are you done?"

"Well, I'm done." Zhao Yuhai walked over and stood in front of him, looking at him tenderly, "Is it still hard?"

Chen Xi shook his head: "I just can't sleep."

All the grievances and resentments he had vented out along with the previous accusations, and with him the last trace of his nostalgia for that family.

Love and hate always go hand in hand, no nostalgia and expectations are completely gone, and resentment naturally has no support.

In the future, the two really owe each other nothing.

After too strong emotional impact, it will inevitably make people feel tired.

Besides, Chen Xi only felt that his heart was empty.

Now he was really alone.

"Brother Yu Hai, I'm sorry, I seem to be always causing you trouble."

Obviously, he made this extra trip just to avoid Zhou Wu arguing with Brother Yu Hai when the time comes, but it turned out like this.

Fortunately, he has completely broken with the Zhou family now, and Zhou Wu will have no excuse to trouble Brother Yu Hai again.

"What stupid things?" Zhao Yuhai stretched out his hand to gently stroke his head, and comforted him softly, "Chen Xi, don't be sad, they are not worth it. From now on, you should live for yourself. You should be glad that you are finally free gone."

These words did not comfort Chen Xi, his expression became more disappointed, and his eyelashes drooped: "But from now on, I will only be alone."

"Brother Yu Hai, I'm afraid."

I'm afraid that I'll never meet someone as good as you again, and I'm afraid that I don't have the courage to go through the rest of my life alone.

Dark night can always magnify a person's emotions, making people emotional and impulsive.

Zhao Yuhai couldn't see Chen Xi being so sad, as soon as he saw Chen Xi's sad and helpless eyes, he felt like ants were biting his heart, and the pain made him restless.

This intolerable mood finally defeated his usual calmness.

"You will not be alone." He said, "You still have me, and I will always be with you in the future."

He told Chen Xi that there are not only selfish people like his biological parents in this world, but also kind and beautiful people like his adoptive parents.

But what if Chen Xi encounters bad guys in the future?What if that person also lied to Chen Xi like Zhou Wu did?

Chen Xi is too easily moved, too easy to trust others.

What if he was cheated again?

Zhao Yuhai was also afraid, afraid that Chen Xi would get hurt, and afraid that he would never meet someone who could make him worry so much.

Chen Xi suddenly raised her head when she heard the words, her eyes were full of surprise, joy, anxiety, and many, many emotions.

After a long time, he was still afraid that he might make a mistake, so he asked him uncertainly, "Brother Yu Hai, did you mean what I understood?"

"Yes."

Thousands of emotions kept churning in his chest, Chen Xi couldn't speak, he couldn't help but reached out and hugged Zhao Yuhai's waist, buried his face in his waist and abdomen to hide, so that he wouldn't see his red eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm too indecisive." That makes you suffer like this.

Chen Xi shook his head, still didn't speak, but hugged him tighter, slowly calming down the ups and downs.

After an unknown amount of time, Zhao Yuhai felt that Chen Xi had almost recovered, so he asked softly: "Chen Xi, can I take you to play tomorrow?"

He originally planned to come back from get off work tomorrow night to pick up Chen Xi to stay in the city for a night, and then go directly to work after sending him away the next morning, but now he just wants to stay with Chen Xi for a longer time.

Chen Xi left the day after tomorrow. It was too far away from his school, and it took nearly 30 hours to drive there. He couldn't go too far before the construction site was completed.

It is impossible for Chen Xi to have too much time before the National Day.

They have just confirmed their relationship, and soon they will start a long long-distance relationship.

This made Zhao Yuhai a little melancholy.

Chen Xi raised his head slowly, and finally there was some joy on his face: "Is this a date before leaving?"

Zhao Yuhai was a little shy: "It's sort of."

He has never dated anyone before, and he doesn't know what the process of a date is. He just wants to make Chen Xi happy and stay alone with him.

More than him, Chen Xi longed for the two of them to be alone all the time. He was originally a very clingy character, and he always acted independent and calm. It was also because of the pressure of reality that he had to be self-reliant. Now Zhao Yuhai finally accepted him, and his heart seemed to be wandering Finally found a harbor where he could dock, and he wished he could stay with Zhao Yuhai all the time.

He is not a playful person.

But he is afraid of being alone, and he is addicted to love.

The night was gentle, he wanted Zhao Yuhai to stay, but he couldn't open his mouth.

Zhao Yuhai didn't seem to want to stay, he patted his head: "Be obedient, go to sleep, you need to sleep well, wake up and forget all the troubles of today, okay?"

Chen Xi had no choice but to be obedient: "Okay."

Chen Xi thought he would suffer from insomnia.

The result is not.

After Zhao Yuhai left, he was dragged to sleep by Zhou Gong less than 5 minutes after he lay on the bed.

Early the next morning, before Chen Xi woke up, Li Xiangyun came, holding the bag that Chen Xi packed yesterday.

Zhao Yuhai was making breakfast. When he saw her coming, he said calmly, "Chen Xi hasn't woken up yet. Give me the things. I'll tell him later."

Li Xiangyun didn't give it, she was a little embarrassed: "Chen Xi is leaving tomorrow, I want to say a few words to him..."

Zhao Yuhai guessed her thoughts almost immediately, and his tone was a little lighter than before: "Do you know what Chen Xi originally planned?"

Li Xiangyun was a little confused.

"He didn't intend to come back at all, and he didn't intend to ask you to pay back the money and the house. Even after you ganged up to bully him last night, he didn't really intend to make himself owe the debt of conscience for that little money. You seem to be worth a lot, because it is difficult for you to earn so much in this life, but not for him, he will have a lot of opportunities to make money in the future, if you continue to be so endless, I will advise him, since It’s already been torn apart, since you can’t get anything good anyway, why don’t you do it to the end, and use it for charity to get people’s respect and gratitude.”

He usually has a relatively reticent temperament. Li Xiangyun never knew that he could be so sarcastic, and his face turned green and pale when he said it.

"I didn't mean that, I..."

"You go, he won't see you." Zhao Yuhai said, "At any rate, I called you mother for a few years, just take pity on him, don't sprinkle salt on his wound."

Li Xiangyun was ashamed by what he said.

In the end, I had to leave the package.

When Chen Xi got up and saw the bag, he guessed it was from his mother, so he didn't ask anything.

Having dinner in the morning, Zhang Rong saw that Chen Xi was still as quiet and shy as she was when she was a child. Thinking of what happened last night, she felt sorry for him, and persuaded him, "Don't be sad, dear boy. If you don't mind, you will treat me and Xiao Hai as your relatives from now on. , Go there and study hard, you will definitely be successful in the future. If you encounter any difficulties in the future, you can call Xiaohai, even if you can’t go to the scene to help, it’s good to have someone to discuss with you.”

She didn't know the relationship between Chen Xi and Zhao Yuhai, but she knew that Zhou Wu's reputation in the whole team and even in the whole village was not very good. He searched for the reality and was fussy. Chen Xi seemed to have a soft personality, so it would be better if he left that home. To avoid being picked up to suck blood in the future.

Chen Xi was moved by her kindness and high EQ.

"Grandma, I'm not sad, I just miss you, thank you and brother Yu Hai for taking me in."

Zhang Rong's eyes were full of kindness: "No thank you, Xiao Hai doesn't have many relatives. If I die in two years, he will be like you. You brothers should take care of each other."

"Grandma." Zhao Yuhai didn't want her to keep saying "death" on her lips.

Chen Xi hurriedly said: "No, grandma, you will live a long life. I will study hard and work hard to earn money. After graduation, I will come back to pick you up and brother Yu Hai to live in Mayor C, okay?"

Zhang Rong didn't do it, and shook her head: "I'm old, my legs and feet are inconvenient, and I can't go far. I also like to stay in this valley, quiet, and you can come back occasionally to see me in the future."

Chen Xi knew that the elders of their generation believed in returning leaves to their roots, and when they were old, especially when they were sick, they didn't like to run outside, fearing that they might not be able to come back later.

He had no choice but to say yes to her words.

They left at ten o'clock in the morning, and when they arrived, they went to the place where they lived to put their luggage.

Zhao Yuhai bought a house in the city.

Because his grandma's health has been getting worse and worse in the past two years, she has to stay in the hospital several times a year, and it is very troublesome to see a doctor every time. Sometimes she has to wait in line for a day or two for an examination. Bringing someone back to his hometown, or staying in a hotel, Zhao Yuhai found it troublesome, so he bought a second-hand two-bedroom apartment near the first hospital, in order to make it easier for his grandma to see a doctor.

After putting away their luggage, the two of them went to the lying hospital to get medicine for Zhao Yuhai's grandmother. There is a kind of blood clot medicine that can only be bought in the hospital.

After coming out of the hospital, the two found a place to eat.

Like all ordinary couples, they eat, go shopping and watch movies, and they are happy all day long.

After living for 23 years, Zhao Yuhai realized for the first time that there is more fun in life than making money.

It turns out that doing things that I usually think are boring with the person I like can be so happy and comfortable. It seems that the whole person is full of vitality, and every pore of the body is cheering.

It was a wonderful feeling.