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The news was so shocking that Li Yikai forgot to put it in gear when he stepped on the accelerator, and the rumbling sound of the engine suddenly sounded, pulling him back to the present and forcing him to regain his composure.

There is no way, he can only agree with what Qiu He said at this moment - but for him, it's not that he can't stop Gu Changfeng from taking care of Yuan Zhiming, but that he can't make decisions for Yuan Zhiming.

The disappearance of trust was not a violent collapse of the building, but an unknowingly hollowed out foundation. Only then did he realize that he no longer had the confidence to judge what Yuan Zhiming would or would not be.

The roar of the engine stopped quickly, and the silence after the noise was accompanied by a hollow sorrow.

"The reporter you mentioned, can you ask him to help suppress the news first?" Li Yikai put his forehead on the steering wheel, and he could only say this after thinking over and over again.

"No problem, after all they haven't signed a contract yet, I understand that," Qiu He replied.

"I will continue to contact Yuan Zhiming, and then go to Huaizhou to see Uncle Yuan's situation, and find a chance to talk to him face to face."

"Okay, I'll be with you." Qiu He was ready to go to Huaizhou, and he made an appointment to meet him in an hour. When the call was about to cut off, he suddenly called Li Yikai again.

"You say."

"Yikai, it's not easy for you to think about this for Xiaoming." In the midst of grief and anxiety, character and sincerity can be seen the most. Qiu He couldn't help but comfort Li Yikai: "But many things are Fate arrangement, even if you can't change it, don't blame yourself."

"I know, I understand." Li Yikai raised his head and said slowly, "I can't change anything, I just try my best so that Yuan Zhiming won't regret it."

He started the car and went home, and continued to call Lucifer on the way. This time, Yuan Zhiming answered, telling him that he just got off the high-speed train, so don't worry.

"Okay", Li Yikai wanted to ask a lot, but he couldn't say anything when he heard his hoarse voice.

He remembered that a long time ago, not so long ago, Yuan Zhiming was shrouded in the shadow of family diseases, fell into an abyss, made mistakes at work, and messed up the data.

At that time, when he called himself, his tone was full of bewilderment and panic, but it was his panic that gave Li Yikai, who was not yet justified at the time, the opportunity to tell him steadily: "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Now Yuan Zhiming is depressed but calm, Li Yikai swallowed, and can only say: "Don't worry."

"Yes", Yuan Zhiming agreed softly, and quickly hung up the phone.

Lucifer took back his mobile phone and looked at Yuan Zhiming's profile in the back seat of the taxi. For some reason, he unexpectedly said something nice for Li Yikai: "He is still very worried about you."

"Yeah", Yuan Zhiming turned his face and looked out of the car window: "I know."

Li Yikai was worried about him, but besides being worried, he should also be disappointed, right?Yuan Zhiming couldn't describe this difference, the estrangement between lovers could be heard in just one sentence, he knew this difference.

But these are all self-inflicted.

The car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, and the flickering lights of the ambulance interrupted his thoughts and aroused more urgent nerves.

Yuan Zhiming and Lucifer hurried upstairs, the operation was still in progress, the nurse told him the details of the cause and effect, Yuan Zhiming sat on the bench, repeating the information he had been familiar with for a long time——

Kidney problems can lead to various complications. Skin problems, body edema, high or low blood pressure are the initial manifestations, and symptoms such as cerebral hemorrhage will only appear in the late stage.

Yuan Songqing's re-examination results were stable, and Yuan Zhiming was also optimistic.

No, it's not optimistic.He was just lucky, thinking that Yuan Songqing could wait for a suitable kidney source, and he also thought that he...

The operating light went out, Lucifer stood up before him, and rushed towards Dr. Lu who opened the door: "Uncle, how are you?"

"The problem of cerebral hemorrhage has stabilized." Dr. Lu took off his mask and briefly explained the situation to Yuan Zhiming.The good news is that the high-risk period has passed temporarily. The bad news is that Yuan Songqing's kidney failure is approaching the terminal stage. Even after this time, there may be other diseases.

"Your father hasn't woken up yet. He will be transferred directly to the intensive care unit later." Dr. Lu took the critical illness notice from the nurse and handed it to Yuan Zhiming: "You don't need to sign this one for now, there is still time."

Yuan Zhiming took it, bowed his head and said, "Thank you, I am mentally prepared."

"Okay, take care of yourself too, let Lucy talk to me if you have anything to say."

The urgent operation in the middle of the night made Dr. Lu tired. He held up his energy and explained a few words to Lucifer, and waited for the assistant to come out and report the final situation before leaving.

"That, uncle," Lucifer stopped him.

"Any thing else?"

Lucifer looked at Yuan Zhiming who was still in a daze, then at his uncle, and asked Chi: "Can you help him look again?"

He took Yuan Zhiming's hand, and pointed to Dr. Lu the rash on his neck: "What's wrong with him?"

Dr. Lu approached by the light: "Is it an allergy? I remember that you have allergies. Did you come into contact with something recently?"

Yuan Zhiming came to his senses and shook his head: "It seems not."

"It may also be due to fatigue, decreased resistance, and a reaction to light allergens," Dr. Lu said.

"But..." Yuan Zhiming plucked up his courage and said, "I didn't have edema before, nor did I have abdominal pain."

Only then did Dr. Lu hear what he meant, and he asked Yuan Zhiming: "You suspect that you are also sick, right?"

Yuan Zhiming bowed his head and hummed.

Dr. Lu thought for a while: "These symptoms of yours are most likely related to overwork, lack of sleep, and allergies. You have a physical examination every year. If there is a cyst, we should find it in time. Of course, if you are really worried, you can go to the doctor again." Go do a system check."

"Then can you insert the number for him?" Lucifer quickly asked: "He waited in line once before, but he didn't go later."

"No," Dr. Lu said.

"uncle……"

"It's okay." Yuan Zhiming turned his head and looked at the operating room. It seemed that someone had come out, and he said again: "I may have thought too much, and I will go to check again."

"Xiaoyuan", Dr. Lu called him, and said after a moment of apprehension: "People with a family history of genetic diseases may have this kind of mentality, unconsciously magnify some related symptoms, and regard the extremely small possibility as inevitable. As a doctor I can’t give you a 100% answer right now, but what I can tell you is that your chances of getting sick are very low, you have to trust me and don’t put mental pressure on yourself first.”

Yuan Zhiming raised his head and smiled lightly: "Okay, I believe you."

"That's good." Dr. Lu patted him on the shoulder: "Go see your father, and let Lucy register for you tomorrow."

These words seemed to really have an effect, Yuan Zhiming quietly looked at his hands, and the swelling didn't seem to be that serious.

Lucifer hesitated to persuade him: "I think my uncle is right, don't scare yourself, if you are really sure, think about those owed favors and signed contracts..."

He half-spoken, and worried about Yuan Zhiming's face, he held back: "Forget it, don't talk about it these days, don't think about it these days, don't worry about it, take care of your father."

"Okay," Yuan Zhiming turned his head and said to him with a smile, "Thank you Lucifer."

"Thank me for what, what's the matter?" Lucifer chatted with him thoughtlessly: "Do you remember? I first found out that your father was sick, and then told you, explaining that this matter was originally arranged for me by fate." task..."

His ramblings came to an abrupt end as the operating room opened again.Yuan Zhiming got up and saw Yuan Songqing being pushed out.

His face was blue and yellow, his lips were dark purple, and he was still in a deep coma.Yuan Zhiming didn't know if he was sick at this time, if he was afraid, or... thinking about himself.

Family members were not allowed to accompany him in the intensive care unit, and he only had a quick glance at him before he was isolated again under all protection.

Lucifer was by his side, and after waiting for a while, he said, "Why don't you go home and rest first? You will be refreshed tomorrow."

"Okay", Yuan Zhiming came back to his senses and said.

"Oh yes", Lucifer thought again: "Li Yikai said he will come soon, do you want him to come to your house to find you? Shall I send him the address?"

His volume was getting lower and lower. He forgot to tell Yuan Zhiming about it just now because he was busy contacting the hospital. It seemed too late to say it now.

"Or, how about I tell him not to come?" He asked tentatively.

Yuan Zhiming closed his eyes, he vaguely knew what he was hesitating about, what he was afraid of.Li Yikai is worried and busy for him at such a time, is it natural or unreasonable?Is it due to indifference or responsibility?

He turned to look at Yuan Songqing.

"But I would love to see him."

"Uncle Qiu", in the apartment in Jinghai City, Li Yikai was surrounded by half-packed luggage, and he called Qiu He: "I can't go there to join you to Huaizhou for the time being."

Qiu He had already parked his car at the intersection of the expressway. Hearing this, he asked with concern: "What's wrong?"

"...I plan to deal with Gu Changfeng's problems first, and I don't want him to affect Yuan Zhiming."

Li Yikai's sudden change aggravated Qiu He's worries. He started the car while exhorting: "Why did you suddenly change your mind? But no matter what, don't be impulsive and make a decision tomorrow morning."

"Okay, I understand," Li Yikai replied.He knew that he didn't act impulsively, and even regretted it, why he kept calm and rational again and again, and didn't ask Yuan Zhiming more impulsively about the cause and effect...

In his hand, among the messy allergy medicine boxes, lay a crumbled hospital receipt.

In addition to the common skin allergy medicines, there are several densely packed columns that read "Kidney CT Imaging Examination" and "Urine Routine"...

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Ahhhhhh I just found out that I was on a list with word count tasks, and the bald head was recently updated!