The pilot's boyfriend said I broke him

There are not many people who can go to bed early on New Year's Eve. They are either elderly people who can't afford it, middle-aged people who don't have the mind to play countdown, or children who can't stay up late.

Shen Chuxin didn't know which category he should be in, but he just went to bed early.

Sleeping soundly, woke up by the phone call.

It is really abominable to disturb people's dreams at such a big night when the new year and the old year alternate. He grabbed his phone very unhappy to see who it was.The phone screen was blurred and he couldn't see clearly, so he had no choice but to put on the glasses on the bedside table, on which two words were clearly written: Chang Geng.

At this time and with this person, Shen Chuxin was instantly awake, something must have happened to Xu Yan.

He immediately picked up the phone, without waiting for the other party to explain, he first asked: "What happened to Xiaoyan?!"

Chang Geng's anxious voice came from the microphone: "He fainted."

Shen Chuxin's heart sank, he took two deep breaths to calm himself down, and soon he recovered his usual expression, and said to Chang Geng, "Where are you?"

"Hot spring hotel. Two hours away from the city."

It's so far away, it's too late to rush over.Shen Chuxin had no choice but to say: "Let him lie flat, don't be hot and don't be cold, he must be sweating now, remember to wipe his sweat, if there is no convulsion or breathing difficulties, you can let him lie down quietly for 30 minutes If you don't wake up after that, pinch others to wake him up. If you can't wake up, you will be sent to the nearest hospital. Do you hear clearly?"

Chang Geng was also forcing himself to calm down, and repeated Shen Chuxin's words: "Wipe your sweat, lie down, pinch someone for 30 minutes, or send him to the hospital if you can't."

Shen Chuxin said, "Well, go quickly." He paused, "Take care of him."

An hour ago.

Chang Geng is not a person who likes to watch movies, but the fragrant hot spring soup in front of him reminds him of the scene in the movie - a beauty taking a bath.

Xu Yan squinted his eyes to enjoy the hot spring, Chang Geng looked at him intently, his breathing and heartbeat became a little faster, but he attributed this to the high temperature of the hot spring.

Xu Yan sat on the other side of the hot spring pool for a while, then stood up and walked towards Chang Geng, saying as he walked, "You can see the moon over there."

I don't know why, Chang Geng wanted to retreat, but the hot spring pool is such a big place, there is no way to retreat, and he couldn't figure out what he was afraid of.

In a blink of an eye, Xu Yan sat beside him, and when he looked up, he saw the moonlight without any impurities outside the window, and couldn't help sighing "Wow".His attention was all outside, and he didn't feel the expressions of the people around him at all.

Xu Yan's smooth and wet arm touched Chang Geng, and Chang Geng's body twitched unconsciously.Xu Yan was nagging, but he didn't hear anything, his ears were buzzing all the time, his mind was in a mess, as if he couldn't think of anything.

Chang Geng felt that he was not normal, so he simply stood up and stopped soaking.

Xu Yan was talking excitedly, when he saw the people around him suddenly stand up, he was very surprised, so he stretched out his hand to pull him: "What's the matter?"

Chang Geng was a little restless, he was suddenly pulled, his feet slipped, and he fell into the hot spring pool. Xu Yan, who was holding his hand, was also dragged down.

Both of them choked in the water, Chang Geng sat up from the pool, Xu Yan coughed on his chest.

After the feeling of choking on the water passed, Chang Geng realized that he was sitting in the pool with one hand behind his back and the other around Xu Yan's waist.And that kid was lying on top of him, his hair was wet, and the water kept flowing from his cheeks. Because of the heat of the hot spring, Xu Yan's entire face was flushed red, and his lips were even red with blood.

Xu Yan managed to finish coughing, raised his head from Chang Geng's chest, his voice became a little soft after choking on water, and called him softly: "Chang Geng?"

The last string in Chang Geng's mind broke instantly, he suddenly went crazy, and gnawed on Xu Yan's lips.It was different from the previous kisses, he was like a ferocious beast, pounced on his prey, wanting more, more, as if he wanted to eat people.

Xu Yan was taken aback by the sudden kiss, and couldn't even adjust his breathing.He had never seen Chang Geng like this, sobbing in a low voice, trying to make him stop but unable to speak.

Chang Geng came aggressively, and finally picked him up from the water and walked to the bed. The water from the two of them splashed onto the carpet, and even the bed was wet.

Xu Yan didn't know what he was going to do, and felt a little uneasy.

Chang Geng clamped Xu Yan's arm tightly with both hands like iron tongs. He could no longer hear anything, and now only instinct remained.

Chang Geng was having fun, when Xu Yan suddenly jumped up, broke free from his shackles, sat up in shock and screamed, then fell backwards.

This scream brought Chang Geng back to his senses, he looked at everything in front of him in horror, and slowly remembered what he did just now that was worse than a beast.

Chang Geng, who was sitting by the bed, covered his face and trembled.

Xu Yan behind him has been silent for too long, so long that Chang Geng turned his head to see why he didn't rush over to beat him.

Seeing this, Chang Geng was frightened. Two or three times, he crawled to Xu Yan's side and knelt down, gently pushed him and called him: "Xu Yan, Xu Yan, what's wrong with you?"

Xu Yan's face was pale, his eyes were closed tightly, and he fell into a coma.

Chang Geng slapped himself hard, his cheeks flushed immediately, and there were a few obvious finger prints, this slap was really useless.

After Chang Geng finished pumping himself, he quickly carried him to a clean place on the bed, covered him with the quilt, yelled and pushed him several times, but Xu Yan still didn't wake up.

Chang Geng was scared, he murmured: "Mobile phone, where is the phone?"

He searched for his mobile phone all over the room. His fingers were trembling when he was looking for contacts. He pressed the wrong place several times and broadcasted it to other people's mobile phones.

Finally, he got through to Shen Chuxin's cell phone.

Shen Chuxin gave clear instructions without questioning him, which intensified Chang Geng's regret.

He just stood by Xu Yan's side carelessly like this, not caring about himself at all.

It took nearly half an hour for Xu Yan to wake up from a coma, and Chang Geng felt that a century had passed.

He held Xu Yan's hand, with red eyes, watching over him like a statue, wiping his sweat from time to time, and after a while, he would gently lie on his chest to listen to whether his heartbeat was still there.

He was very scared.

If something happened to Xu Yan, what should he do?

Until he saw Xu Yan's chest rise and fall increased a little, and after a few deep breaths, his eyes slowly opened, and Chang Geng's tears flowed out.

After Xu Yan woke up, he was fed a few sips of water, fell down and continued to sleep.Chang Geng stood by for another half an hour, making sure that Xu Yan was sleeping and not unconscious, and then climbed out of bed.When I came down, my legs were weak and I fell to my knees.

That night, Chang Geng lay down on the sofa with his eyes open, he didn't even dare to lie beside Xu Yan.

When he woke up the next day, Xu Yan had fully recovered, but he was a little weak. Chang Geng called room service, but he was not allowed to go to the restaurant for dinner.

Check out after dinner and drive home.

All the way to the parking lot of Xu Yan's house, the two of them didn't say a word.

Chang Geng parked the car, followed Xu Yan upstairs with his suitcase, Xu Yan opened the door, Chang Geng put the suitcase into the back of the house, and backed out without changing his shoes, and told Xu Yan the only thing that happened today. One sentence: "Take a good rest, I'll go first."

Xu Yan didn't expect Chang Geng to put him down and leave. He opened his mouth to say something, but his words were blocked by the closed door, and he didn't say anything.

People who are passionately in love can't wait to be tied to each other every second, and feel uncomfortable like lack of oxygen after being separated for a while.That's why long-distance relationships feel so painful.

Xu Yan didn't expect that he was still in love, and he hadn't seen his partner for half a month, and he didn't even have any messages or phone calls.

Xu Yan was very sad about the matter of the hot spring hotel.He knew that Chang Geng had desires for him, and had always had.But Chang Geng never crossed that line, he carefully cared for his fragile nerves, even the kiss seemed to be timing, and he stopped before he might lose control.Except for that time in Seattle, Xu Yan really never lost control again.

Xu Yan himself is not a person with strong desires, but he also knows that holding it in for a long time is not good for his health.

But Chang Geng never made a request to him, only when he crossed that line in camping, because he was so nervous that he almost bit his lip, and Chang Geng never asked him to do the same thing again.

What really made Xu Yan hate himself was that one night, because he drank too much water before going to bed, he woke up after falling asleep. When he woke up, he found that Chang Geng, who should have been sleeping next to him, was in the bathroom with the door closed.

That night, Xu Yan kept his eyes open until dawn.When Chang Geng woke up, Xu Yan hugged him tightly and didn't let go.

Xu Yan couldn't break through the psychological barrier, so Xu Yan was in pain all the time.He even wandered downstairs of Shen Chuxin Hospital for a long time once, he really wanted to know how to make himself fully accept Chang Geng.He didn't understand why he liked him so much, but still couldn't control his fear and rejection of intimacy.

This time, I actually fainted because of rejection, this should not be a normal state between lovers.

What should he do?What should Chang Geng do?