The pilot's boyfriend said I broke him

Xu Yan looked at Chang Geng with watery eyes like a deer, and asked him if it was okay not to leave.

Chang Geng held half of his face in his big hands, rubbed his thumbs on his cheeks, his eyes flickered, and said to him in a low voice, "Xu Yan, do you know? During the two years since you left, I only I did two things. Oh, no, to be precise, I only did one thing. That is to fly to all possible places in the world to find you!"

Xu Yan opened his eyes wide and looked at him steadily.

Chang Geng got up, sat on the sofa, stroked Xu Yan's soft hair, without much expression on his face, and said flatly, "Xu Yan, I won't stay."

Xu Yan was taken aback, and grabbed the clothes on Chang Geng's chest suddenly, unable to hide the anxiety on his face.

Chang Geng put a finger on the lips that Xu Yan was about to speak, and said, "I won't stay. I'm here to take you home." After speaking, he broke into a smile, held Xu Yan and put it on his back. The hand on the chest, "Come home with me."

Xu Yan didn't answer, tears swirled in his eyes, and when Chang Geng kissed him, tears finally flowed down from the corners of his eyes as he closed them.

This is a long-lost kiss, and the familiar feeling has returned.

Chang Geng poured all his longing and love into this kiss, full of passion but not lacking in tenderness.

After the two parted, Chang Geng wiped away the tears from the corners of Xu Yan's eyes, and said in a consonant voice, "Huh? You haven't answered me yet."

Xu Yan's eyes were a little dodgy, and Chang Geng grabbed him back: "What? You won't come with me?"

Xu Yan hurriedly said, "No. I, I am..."

Chang Geng held his shoulders with both hands, stared at him and asked, "Is it because of my dad?"

Xu Yan looked at him in surprise: "Why do you...?"

Chang Geng said sternly: "What did he tell you that made you leave without hesitation and dare not go back now?"

Xu Yan lowered his eyes, his face full of grievances.

Chang Geng raised his chin: "Listen, I don't care what he said to you, it's not important. Don't listen to his nonsense that everything is for me. Xu Yan, what do you think? It's me, it's us, it's not something else. Except us, everything else gets sidelined. Get it?"

Xu Yan's face was still tense, and Chang Geng was furious when he saw it.

Xu Yan suddenly disappeared, he didn't get angry, he was just sad.

Yesterday he mistakenly thought that Xu Yan had a new love, he didn't get angry, he just gave up in pain.

Today Xu Yan started to treat him as calmly as water, and he didn't get angry, but his heart was as calm as water.

However, now that he had made such a big call, this brat still couldn't figure it out, and refused to let him go, Chang Geng was really angry.

He roared with fierceness on his face: "What the hell did the old man brainwash you, you want to be so horny!"

Xu Yan was so frightened by the sudden soaring that he jumped up from the sofa, and after sitting down again, he felt a little apprehensive.

Chang Geng regretted it as soon as he finished yelling, and he regretted it even more when he saw Xu Yan's appearance.

All right, why is he so scary.

He fished him over, put him in his arms, rubbed his chin against Xu Yan's hair, and said aggrievedly, "Bao, I'm not yelling at you. I'm just a little angry. Tell me why you left in the first place. Huh? Do you know how my life has been for the past two years? Do you know how my life was when you just left? You just didn’t want me without saying a word, I was so sad that I almost died drop, you know?"

This made Chang Geng choke up a little. He stopped and cleared his throat, and then continued: "I finally found you, you still have my feelings in your heart, right? Then why can't you go back with me? I want to be like before, we Have a good time together, can't you?"

Xu Yan who was nestled in Chang Geng's arms cried, "I will hurt you!"

Chang Geng's eye circles were red, and he tightened his grip on him: "Why did you harm me, how did you harm me?"

Xu Yan was already crying, and his voice came tremblingly from Chang Geng's chest: "You are different from me, I am born gay, but you are not. Originally, you could marry a wife and have children like a normal man. Knee, everything can be normal and you can have a good life. If it is not because of me, how could you come to this road."

Xu Yan struggled out of Chang Geng's arms, looked at Chang Geng with tears in his eyes, and was heartbroken: "Chang Geng, I hope you are well, as soon as I think of you being stabbed in the back because of me, people gossip behind you , I feel very uncomfortable. You are with me, and you will have no children from now on, I really can't stand it!"

Chang Geng's heart was clenched into a ball, his eyes and nose were red: "So, you just left me like this? Do you think I can find a girl to have a baby after you leave like this? Ah? Where is my heart? Have you thought about it? How painful my heart is, have you thought about it?"

Chang Geng wiped Xu Yan's face, and then wiped his own, his hands were covered with tears from the two of them.Chang Geng clenched his tear-filled fist, and hammered his heart: "Here, it's already given to you, and you can't take it back. No matter where you go, no matter how long you've been away, it will follow you. You are here , my heart is there; if you leave, I will live alone all my life."

Xu Yan cried until his vision blurred, and he hit Chang Geng hard: "Why are you so stupid! I let you go, why didn't you go! Why are you such a stupid person!"

Chang Geng sat firmly and beat him, made him cry, let him vent, kissed Xu Yan's lips that were salty with tears, and kept begging: "Xu Yan, don't leave me, okay?" ? Come home with me, okay?"

After Xu Yan fell asleep, Chang Geng tucked the quilt for him, then went to the bathroom to wash his face.There were obvious tear stains on the black coat, and he didn't care that much.

After crying twice in one morning, Xu Yan was exhausted.He fell asleep quickly after lunch.

Chang Geng changed the night flight and sat on the sofa to rest for a while.He was also exhausted today, and he had already talked about this in the morning, but Xu Yan still didn't nod to follow him, which made him very annoyed.

But what can be done, if Xu Yan is really unwilling to leave, then he can only resign and come here to find a job.

He didn't care if Vice President Chang would be furious, he just felt that it was not easy to explain to his mother.

In the past two years, the two father and son have been in a cold war, and Chang Geng avoided seeing his father.Once, he was even temporarily transferred to avoid being on the same plane as Vice President Chang who was on a business trip. He even refused to be in the same cabin as his father.

Chang's mother is also very difficult to do in the middle. Seeing her son's gloomy face after that incident and never smiling again, being a mother is really unpleasant.

She even tried to convince her husband, forget it.

Vice President Chang was as firm as a rock, unmoved by anything he said.The well-behaved son wanted to be gay, and whenever he thought about it, he wished he could whip out a stick and beat Chang Geng up.

Because of this, for two whole years, Chang Geng couldn't find out from his father where Xu Yan was taken by him.He really hates it!This father really would rather that he be a bachelor for the rest of his life than find a man to live with.

Chang Geng sat in the living room for a long time, and he had already calculated in his mind how much compensation he would have to pay if he resigned from the company.At the same time, I also read Lufthansa’s pilot recruitment announcement on the Internet to learn about my market in a foreign country.

In the end, I even went through all the rental information in Hamburg.

He was really ready, Xu Yan nodded and took him back to the country; if he didn't nod, he stayed alone.

In short, it was absolutely impossible for him to leave Xu Yan here alone.

Xu Yan's afternoon nap was very long, the same as before.Chang Geng looked at the time and went in to call him, fearing that he would take too long a nap and would not be able to fall asleep again at night.

I cried so hard in the morning that I woke up and opened my eyes, both eyes were swollen like peaches, and it was a bit difficult to open my eyelids.

Chang Geng hadn't seen the beauty get up for a long time, and his heart softened.

Xu Yan stared at him in a daze, Chang Geng sat on the side of the bed and let his head rest in his arms.

Xu Yan, who just got out of the bed, was warm, which made Chang Geng's heart subdued for a while.

Xu Yan pressed his face against his chest, wrapped his arms around his waist, and said sleepily, "Why don't you rest?"

Chang Geng kissed the top of his head: "It's okay, I'm not sleepy."

Jet lag is all messed up, and it's really not sleepy.

Xu Yan leaned against him again, and pressed it tighter. After a while, he said, "Vice President Chang asked me to leave you with a normal living environment. He gave me a few alternative places for you to live in." I can go wherever I want. The condition is that I can no longer stay by your side."

Chang Geng hummed: "I guessed it."

"I didn't go to the place he found for me. I contacted the current company by myself. I had dealt with this company when I was doing projects with my mentor. I didn't take anything from your father."

Chang Geng hummed again: "Our Xu Yan is very capable, we don't need him."

"The company automatically suspended the job without pay, and I didn't know until I submitted the resignation application."

Chang Geng said: "He didn't leave room for you, but he did leave room for you."

"I miss you very much when I come here, this place is so strange."

Chang Geng lowered his head and kissed his face, coaxing him: "Xu Yan, tell me. I want to know about your life in the past two years."

Xu Yan came to a strange country alone. Although he could communicate in English, he couldn't understand the German spoken by others.

At that time, his psychotherapy had just begun and he was in a very bad state.Fortunately, the colleagues I met were very helpful. In addition, Xu Yan himself was smaller than the people around him, and he looked very young. Many colleagues treated him as a child, so Xu Yan got a lot of help.

His roommate introduced him to a psychiatrist, and systematic psychotherapy began here.After a year, Xu Yan's mental illness has fully recovered.He wept emotionally as the doctor shook his hand and congratulated him.

At that time, Xu Yan really wanted to tell Chang Geng that I was healed, I was really healed.

But Chang Geng has been lost by him.