The pilot's boyfriend said I broke him

Xu Yan suddenly felt that the world around him felt unreal, and the fear of the unknown situation outside the door just now disappeared, and now he was preoccupied with doubting his own hearing and judgment.

Why did I hear Chang Geng's voice at the door of my house.

This voice is too familiar.

Xu Yan has always liked Chang Geng's timbre, it's a little deep but not too deep, with a metallic texture and gentle enough, before he was always easily immersed in the moment when Chang Geng called his name.

What a long way!

I heard it suddenly now, is it because I was too scared to hallucinate?

When Xu Yan's mind was full of colors, the doorbell rang again, and the voice came in through the crack of the door: "Xu Yan, open the door."

This time it's definitely not an auditory hallucination, it's really Chang Geng!

Xu Yan suddenly became flustered, he grabbed the seam of his trousers, his eyes wandered all over the room.

How to do?How to do?

He left without saying goodbye two years ago and has not heard from him since.Under this premise, Xu Yan was actually a little afraid that Chang Geng would come here to beat him up.

Since he was able to block the door, it was obvious that he couldn't escape, so Xu Yan unscrewed the lock tremblingly.

When old lovers reunite, there is no thunder, no quarrel, nothing, just one person sitting quietly watching another person, without even embarrassment.

This is really a bit sorry for the passionate love before the separation and the longing after the separation.

Still, it's not out of the question for the former couple who can live like a married couple on their first day together.

Xu Yan somehow remembered to pour someone a glass of water, and sat on the sofa alone, Xu Yan stared at the glass of water, and Chang Geng stared at him.

The eerie silence made Xu Yan breathe carefully.

He didn't dare to look straight at Chang Geng, so he could only scan from the corner of his eye.

Still so tall and so handsome, it seems that there is no change, but the feeling is completely different from before.Xu Yan himself couldn't tell what was different. After thinking for a long time, he realized that it was because he had become colder. Chang Geng felt much colder than before.

Unlike Xu Yan, Chang Geng looked at people with dignity.The searchlight swept from the top of the head to the bottom of the feet, and then continued to sweep in the opposite direction, as if to scan all the details of this person into the brain.

Xu Yan is whiter than before, probably because the sunshine here is not as strong as in G City, and he doesn't need to work outdoors under the scorching sun.

He is tall, short, fat, and thin as before. Fortunately, it seems that he has eaten well, which is a good thing.

The big eyes on the small face have not changed, and the bruises under the eyes that have always been there before leaving him are gone. It seems that he has slept well, which is also a good thing.

There is no sign of seeing myself falling from the sky, and there is no physical overreaction. It seems that the mental state is much better.

After get off work yesterday, I watched him greet his colleagues and establish good relationships with colleagues and friends.

In Chang Geng's eyes, Xu Yan, who has left him, is fine everywhere now.He was very pleased, but also a little sad.

He was afraid that Xu Yan's life would be bad, and he would feel sorry for him, and he was afraid that Xu Yan's life would be too good, and he would appear to be really unimportant to him.

The two of them had their own secrets in their hearts, and there was only the ticking of the clock in the room.

In the end, Chang Geng picked up the water cup and took a sip of water to break this abnormal calm state.

Xu Yan, who had been staring at the water glass, followed the glass picked up by Chang Geng, and landed on his fingers, lips, and swallowing Adam's apple, and then moved up to Chang Geng's eyes. From a moment on, they looked at each other for the second time.

Chang Geng looked at him quietly, put down his glass, and asked, "How are you doing these days?"

Xu Yan didn't seem to understand, "Ah?" Then he nodded suddenly: "I'm fine." After a pause, he asked politely, "Are you okay?"

"not good!"

This kind of answer didn't follow the routine, Xu Yan looked at him in surprise.

Chang Geng seemed to have a lot to say, but in the end he just sighed: "It's all over."

After a few dry questions and answers, the two fell into the embarrassing situation of not knowing what to say.

Chang Geng was also very annoyed, why couldn't he turn his head, why was it so difficult to say a few words.

Xu Yan lowered his head slightly, his right thumb was subconsciously scratching his left hand.This familiar little gesture made Chang Geng feel very kind, and it also made him feel relieved.It's good to meet people.

He stood up and said, "I'm just here to take a look, nothing else." After a pause of two seconds, "I'm leaving first, excuse me."

Xu Yan was a little emotional, and watched Chang Geng get up and walk out.He hesitated and said, "Are you leaving?"

Chang Geng hadn't seen his stupid look for a long time, and it was still so interesting, so he smiled and said, "Well, it's an evening flight. I have to go to the airport."

Xu Yan seemed to be digesting this sentence in his head, but there was no reaction.

Chang Geng held the doorknob, pushed it away, turned around and smiled: "Goodbye."

Xu Yan was followed rhythmically, "Goodbye."

The door was closed.The two were separated again.

Chang Geng got down in the elevator and sat in the car for a while without starting the car.

His head was full of mud, and he had stirred all his internal organs, which made him feel very uncomfortable, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.

This incompetence made him more and more irritable, and he could even feel the blood in his veins start to rush.

Really uncomfortable.

Chang Geng unscrewed a bottle of mineral water in the car and poured it into his stomach, hoping to make himself feel better.

The water he drank in his stomach seemed to be gasoline instead of water. It didn't have any effect on reducing dryness, but it seemed to set people on fire. The irritable feeling became stronger and stronger. He felt that he couldn't sit in the car. Nearly suffocating.

Chang Geng got out of the car and took a big breath in the damp and cold outdoor air.The irritable feeling rushed from the body to the head, as if there was something missing in the body that urgently needed to be filled.

He was breathing more and more heavily, unbuttoning his collar to try to breathe easier.But to no avail.

Chang Geng was tortured to the point of fidgeting, he slammed the roof of the car hard, closed his eyes and frowned, opened them again, turned around and ran towards the apartment.

The buttons of the elevator were about to be smashed by him.

In a blink of an eye, he came to the door of Xu Yan's apartment again, and almost broke Xu Yan's doorbell viciously.

No one opened the door.

Damn you bastard!Why don't you open the door!

Chang Geng felt that he just wanted to remove the door now.

In the end, he was still unarmed, and he didn't have any tools at hand, so Chang Geng didn't do anything against him.

No matter how he rang the bell or knocked on the door, there was no answer.

Chang Geng's irritability is almost at its peak, and he can't find an outlet to vent it. If this continues, he will burn himself crazy.

The burning man got off the elevator and walked out of the apartment door. He saw that damned brat at the door walking slowly towards the apartment with his head drooping sadly.

Chang Geng stood guard in the middle of the apartment door like a heavenly soldier, staring at the wandering soul in front of him.

Xu Yan's expression was as if he had been severely bullied by someone, he was extremely wronged, and he might cry at any time.When he looked up and saw the door god, all expressions froze on his face.

Then, Chang Geng seemed to have seen a movie on his face, and ran towards him after all the emotions and desires were staged once.

A warm and familiar body threw itself into Chang Geng's arms, buried his face in the hollow of his shoulders, and hugged his waist tightly with both hands, as if weeping for something.

Xu Yan ran over so fast that he knocked Chang Geng back a small step before he could stand still.

After being stunned for two seconds, Chang Geng's irritability suddenly disappeared.His eyes narrowed, the corners of his eyes turned up, he hugged the crying person tightly, and patted Xu Yan's back little by little as he did back then, comforting him and calming him down.

Xu Yan cried so much this time that Chang Geng almost wondered if the water from the West Lake had been moved to Germany.In the past, he had joked about Xu Yan because of his crying: the water of the West Lake, your tears.Xu Yan was so embarrassed that he ignored him for a long time.

When Chang Geng went to the bathroom to wash him with a towel and came out to wipe his face, Xu Yan was still convulsed.

Xu Yan buried his face in the towel and whimpered, "Don't look at me. It's so ugly."

Chang Geng couldn't help laughing: "It's not that I haven't seen this picture before, so what's the matter with embarrassment this time."

In the end, he was still worried that Xu Yan would smother himself to death, so Chang Geng pulled out the towel.

Chang Geng squatted in front of Xu Yan, his eyes following Xu Yan's face with his fingers.

Two years, more than 600 days, finally.

Xu Yan sat quietly and obediently on the sofa, letting Chang Geng's fingers wander over his face.

Chang Geng said softly: "Stop crying. It's as if I'm bullying you."

Xu Yan nodded in embarrassment.Then, he hesitated and stretched out his hand to tug on Chang Geng's sleeves. Chang Geng really missed her daughter-in-law-like gesture.

While tugging at his sleeve, Xu Yan said softly: "Chang Geng, you, are you really going to leave today?" As soon as he started talking, he seemed to become more courageous, raised his eyelids and opened his eyes wide Looking at him, the burning eyes danced with little flames: "Don't go, okay?"

Just after Chang Geng closed the door and left, Xu Yan stood in the hallway for a long time numbly, and suddenly realized that what Chang Geng said just now was that the evening flight was leaving.

A burst of fear from the depths of his heart crept up, Xu Yan wanted to escape and hide, but this fear made him unavoidable.

He can't go!

How could he just leave like that!

What should I do if he leaves!

Xu Yan is going crazy.

Before seeing Chang Geng again, he was living a life that was repeated every day in peace, everything in the past was locked in a small box, which was never opened.

The appearance of Chang Geng opened the small box, and all the hidden emotions poured out overwhelmingly, and all the emotions pointed to the same person.And this person is about to disappear now.

Xu Yan couldn't stand it.

He threw off the slippers, put on a pair of shoes in a panic, and broke through the door.

He had never felt that the elevator in the apartment was going so slowly, and he was afraid that he would just miss it.

At the same time, Chang Geng was sitting and going up the other elevator in the apartment angrily.

When Xu Yan came downstairs, it was empty, only a few cars parked in the parking lot not far away, and there was not even a creature around, let alone his Chang Geng.

Xu Yan almost burst into tears on the spot. He staggered towards the apartment like a ghost, and when he looked up, Chang Geng was right in front of him.

Thank goodness you are here.